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In the third trimester of pregnancy, Shen Yunjia's stomach hurts like an inflated balloon, and it hurts to lie down, sleep?That is extravagant.
In a small duplex self-built house in an urban village, the sound of the electric water pump that had been humming all day due to insufficient water pressure also stopped quietly at this time, and the noisy road outside is now silent, with occasional motor vehicles passing by, making a brief roar Soon it was covered by the darkness of night again.
Shen Yunjia tossed and turned, and finally put on her clothes and stood up. After Bian Zhenhua's accident, she basically couldn't fall asleep peacefully, but she was worried and thought——
Yes, scruples.It was while thinking about this melon that he taught Shen Yunjia to understand what it means to "children are too sensible, and parents are very worried".
Just like the little cub when he was a calf, he has a stubborn temper and a bad temper. He rolls up his sleeves in a muffled voice and wants to take care of the family. He doesn't weigh himself. How can it be so easy to take care of a family?Chai, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, making money and taking care of the family, how much can he do as a child who is not yet full?What makes Shen Yunjia even more helpless is that he claims to be the pillar of his family. Besides making a living, he also keeps an eye on her, a pregnant woman, and even gave up the opportunity to visit Bian Zhenhua during the holiday because of her——
He seems to be ignorant, facing the node of life, he is the one who needs the most attention.
Shen Yunjia sighed, closed his coat, and walked down the stairs supporting the handrail.
There was only one small room on the second floor for people to live in. The faint light leaked out through the crack of the door and leaked on the floor. Shen Yunjia paused for a moment, then knocked on the door and entered.
The young man was buried in his desk one second, and turned back the next second when he heard the sound. The low table and plastic bench occupied the limited space beside the bed. Another electric plug board was brought over, and several wires were snaking along the direction of the electric plug board on the floor, which seemed even more cramped and had nowhere to go.
"Still sleeping?" She groped to turn on the headlight at the entrance, and the day-off light flickered twice, illuminating the small room, "Don't turn on the light, don't you plan to have your eyes? "
The sudden light made him want to squint his eyes.
An exercise book was spread out on the small table, and a few pages of densely painted draft paper were scattered on it. The open physics book was marked with colored pens to mark out the key points, and there were piles of other subjects on the bed behind Textbooks and notebooks, trying to move a low stool to sit on the ground, as if being submerged in books and exercise books.
"Sleep right away." He turned his head while supporting his neck, making a series of clicking sounds.
Shen Yunjia was startled, "What happened to the neck?!"
While thinking about it, I twisted my neck left and right, "I've been sitting for a long time, it's fine."
He moved the small table forward. The space was too limited. The young man was tall and burly, so he could only get out from the gap between the bed and the table. you?"
Shen Yunjia choked.
While trying to push the book on the bed aside, make room for her to sit down.
The rooms on the second floor were originally used to pile up sundries, and they were small and dark. It would be enough for a tall and burly boy to be crammed in. Now that they are piled up with these scattered books, it is even more awkward to stand there. Can't turn around.
"What else can I do?" Shen Yunjia sat down on the edge of the bed angrily, and had to pull the pillow over to cushion his waist.
As an older mother, she has experienced all the unprecedented heartaches. When she is tired, she can only rest on her back. It is torture for her to lie flat. Sleeping on the left side presses the heart, and sleeping on the right side presses the liver. Lying down And the pubic bone was too sore to hold on.
"Then what should I do?" While thinking, how could he know that there would be such discomfort during pregnancy, before he was busy running motorcycles and didn't have any extra energy to spend at home, this is the first time he heard Shen Yunjia's complaint.
"What can I do when the goods are unloaded?" Shen Yunjia rubbed her round belly and squinted at him, "This is just the beginning. Do you really think it's easy to have a baby?"
Thinking about how easy it is to dare to think, isn't it because he is jumping up and down every day to get money, and most of it is for the cub of his old family.
Shen Yunjia casually picked up a book from the pile of books that had been pushed aside on the bed, and flipped through it from beginning to end, "It's rare, my young master stayed up late at night and was busy lighting up the lamp to read at night?"
He wanted to touch his nose and laugh, "I have fallen a lot this year."
I thought it was the type of "clever mind but unwilling to study hard" that existed in the head teacher's comments. Before Bian Zhenhua's accident, he changed his way to make trouble every day at school, and he could be seen wherever there was excitement. At least eight points of his energy must be devoted to nonsense, and the remaining two points can barely allow him to cram around to get a mid-to-upper ranking in the grade before the exam.
Not to mention the winter and summer vacations, if Bian Zhenhua was not afraid that he would not be able to take it easy during the holidays, he would not have just found an excuse to throw him into the army for training.
It was the first time for Shen Yunjia to see him take the initiative to hold the study materials and gnaw overnight.
There is a large stack of books, exercise books and notes for the second year of high school, both in the first and second semesters. The textbooks are all densely marked in various colors. The exercise book is still quite empty, but most of the written content is brand new, and the wrong parts are still in red. The pen clearly lists the ideas and solutions.
"If you have time now, let's take care of it, and we can't keep messing around." He stretched his waist, rubbed his eyes and said slowly, "I admit that I almost went astray before, and I think reading is useless. , if it wasn’t for the old side’s advice, I might have dropped out of school last semester.”
Normally he would not be able to say these words, probably late at night let go of his layers of defense, allowing him to have the courage to analyze his heart and face the past.
"I only see the short and shallow present," he said, "and ignore the countless possibilities in the future."
He was almost devastated by life, but he still refused to admit defeat. He insisted on stubbornly propping up his body and toiling like a walking corpse. It is not a sudden repentance, but the focus of life is no longer limited to the ivory tower. widened out.
"I can't let someone poke me in the back and say, 'Look at that idiot, he's usually the most snarky, but when his father's not around, he's going to collapse without any use for his fart'."
"Look, I'm also struggling to live. I can only squat on the curb every day to solicit customers. On sunny days, I choke on black smoke and inhale exhaust gas. On rainy days, I'm drenched like a dog. You say the environment is bad, just bear with it, but the most tormenting thing is either The weather is too dry to travel around, or it rains heavily and no one wants to take a ride.”
"But look at Sister Xin." Sometimes entering the game is like a trapped beast, and it takes the right opportunity to clear the fog in front of her eyes, "She is also suffering, her child is young, and her family is far away from abroad. She also holds her breath and does not want to admit it. Struggling, also running around for three meals, but her qualifications determine that her starting point is much higher than mine."
He had known Fang Yixin for less than a month, and they could not even be called "familiar" in private, but along the way, Fang Yixin guided him to a completely unfamiliar but exciting field.
During this period of time, he has been traveling in various factories, large and small, and let him know all the workers on the assembly line from the management to the bottom. Fang Yixin negotiated an order and handed it over to the factory. It has to go through more than a dozen processes, plastic film, pattern making, color correction, sample modification, testing... and finally the assembly line production.
"From the management down, the various functional personnel work together, until everything is finalized before entering the assembly line. With my current qualifications—" he smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm probably qualified to be an unskilled worker on the assembly line." The low-level assembly workers repeat the same process every day when they open their eyes and close their eyes, rushing to get paid by piecework..."
If he hadn't met Fang Yixin, he might not realize that he had gone astray until a long time in the future.Once the road diverges, it is not as simple as going back.
Shen Yunjia never thought that he would be so self-deprecating, and couldn't help interjecting, "That's not what you said, there are specialties in the art industry, you said it's okay to let the old man analyze the deployment strategy and preside over the meeting, but you have to throw him in What can he do in a factory? Isn’t that what you said, he can only work on the assembly line as a piecework worker?”
I wanted to shake my head, "It's not the same, Aunt Jia, it's really different."
"I don't want to toil like ants at the bottom all my life and do nothing." The young man stared at the swaying branches and leaves outside the window, and said from the bottom of his heart, "My road is still long, and I face not only tomorrow, but also the future. There is a long-term future, so I need more substantial things, for the old side, you, and—”
The topic seemed heavy when it came to the topic just now. Now that he seized the opportunity to break the dullness, Shen Yunjia squinted at him, thought for a while, and then abruptly changed the subject, "—and my partner."
He secretly rejoiced that he was okay, so he blurted out the word "Lele" without a word.
Shen Yunjia laughed out loud, "Girlfriends are just girlfriends, and they're still dating!"
While thinking about it, she laughed and teased her cheeks without a smile on her face, and said in her heart that she really isn't a girlfriend.
It was rare for Shen Yunjia to see him shy, so he leaned over to poke him, "Don't pretend, you used to sneak out in the middle of the night when your old side was asleep, or you hid under the quilt and squatted on the balcony holding your phone endlessly. I will pay for the mobile phone fee." Mrs. Bian has complete first-hand information, and she can easily pick up a piece of history.
"Before? How long ago?" I wanted to play dumb.
Shen Yunjia rolled her eyes, "Do I have to expose your puppy love in junior high school? Do you think I'm blind or deaf?"
While thinking about it with a wooden face, "You should continue to be blind and deaf."
Shen Yunjia refused to let him go, gossip about his stepson's love history in the middle of the night, "Tell Aunt Jia, which girl is she from? A classmate? It can distract my little Xiang from the court Strength is not easy."
Thinking about turning sideways and pretending not to see it, "That happened hundreds of years ago, and your information is too backward! If you don't know how to gossip, don't gossip like others, go to sleep!"
Sneaking out in the middle of the night and chatting on the phone, that must have happened at Weng Lin's time. It's been so long since the two of them broke up, why is Shen Yunjia still thinking about it!
Shen Yunjia didn't believe him, "Don't be fooled by your Aunt Jia, it's the middle of the night and you don't sneak around or talk on the phone, but don't be Aunt Jia and you can't see it, you see the sky is rippling, When you turn around, the person disappears, and you still say there are no girls? Who are you fooling?"
Seeing the rippling sky, I wanted to turn out the dead fish eyes, "There are no girls." There are boys, but I am afraid that I will scare you old man.
"Forget it, talk about it or not." He didn't let go, and Shen Yunjia waved his hands to give up, "I don't care about whose child you get along with. When the child grows up, he will make cabbages in other people's fields. , Can my old mother still tie you up?"
She doesn't care about puppy love, just like she can't make short money by deviated from the focus to him regardless of the severity - it's not that she doesn't care, but she doesn't care, she doesn't dare to care.The difference between a stepmother and a biological mother is very clear in many cases.
She picked up the messy books and exercise books on the bed and stacked them up. Lao Huai said comfortingly: "But if you can figure it out, I'm relieved. Our mother and I will always depend on each other. If you are facing me, how can I be willing to let you in the future?" I have no regrets in my life? I have no skills, but I am an adult after all. I am in the third year of high school. You can just read your book, don't be distracted, and leave the housework to me."
In the past, she was self-confident, and she was stubborn and refused to bow her head to her parents. Even if something happened to Bian Zhenhua, the situation was threatening, and someone came to the family, she would not be tactful, but these days, every move Bian thought about To move her, the young man frightened her fiercely regardless, and now she can't ruin this child because of her own selfishness.
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In August, the new high school seniors start school.
Thinking about going out early in the morning and running around the village in the city for several laps to make up the number of three to five kilometers, I came back, took a shower, changed into my school uniform, and went out with a sports bottle and biting a bun.
There were a few old ladies sitting on the steps at the door, all of whom lived nearby. They came out early in the morning to buy groceries and found a place to get together. There was a small space under Aunt Wei’s house, and they went out to the outside again. The three wide and short grids are easy to enter. This place is facing the street and there are no cars to enter. It has become a treasure place for them to hang out and meet every day.
"Hey, school starts?" the old lady moved away as she spoke.
"Morning, old aunts." While trying to get out of the door, "Our third year of senior high school makes up lessons ahead of time, so we're leaving first."
He walked through the path in front of the door, ran across the parking lot, and came downstairs to Yu Jinle's house. Instead of going up, he poked behind the anti-theft door downstairs and gnawed on the buns. When the door slammed, he wiped his mouth, and when he turned around, he saw Yu Jinle push open the security door and come out.
"Morning!" He stepped forward quickly, but saw his little boyfriend's expression was worried.
Yu Jinle looked sleepy, and left without even saying hello.
While thinking about Sa Yazi to follow, she approached carefully, "What's wrong?"
Yu Jinle glanced at him strangely, pulling at the strap of his schoolbag without making a sound.
I wanted to observe him for a while, and guessed: "Is there a quarrel at home?"
The low mood this early in the morning without going out, most likely has something to do with the family.
Yu Jinle still didn't say a word, people came and went on the road in broad daylight, thinking that even if he wanted to hold his hand, it would be inconvenient, so he had to carefully hook him side by side with his fingers, his expression was too conscientious, and he was accompanied by a smiling face Leaning in front of people, it was too different from his usual carefree appearance, Yu Jinle glanced at him, and the discomfort that was originally full in his heart suddenly let out with a "biu" like a leaking balloon.
Yu Jinle puffed up her cheeks, and pursed her lips again, before saying, "Last night, I finished the manuscript and went to bed late. My mother came in to see her, and almost tore up the painting."
Yu’s family-raised children are still at the stage of having a full stomach and reading good books. Going to school is to learn the language, mathematics, English, material and political history in class.A behavior like Yu Jinle's rushing to work and painting until midnight was judged as a madman, and it was nothing more than leisure during the holidays. It was a lie to stay up late to paint the night before school started and let Yu's mother catch him not tossing.
really!Thinking that after walking around Yu's house for so long, he had already understood the parenting methods of his father and mother. Although he was not qualified to criticize other parents, he had the duty to coax his little boyfriend, so he patted Yu Lele's head , like coaxing a child: "Oh, my poor little one, don't be angry, my family Lele is the most obedient."
Yu Jinle kicked sullenly: "I'm not Yu Jinyao, how could I not understand that much? But she kept yelling without knowing anything, and was noisy in my room in the middle of the night, going upstairs and downstairs. But listen, shame on you."
Mother Yu has not dared to let go of the three siblings since she was a child, and she is also afraid that they will make mistakes. She keeps a close eye on everything and controls everything with one hand. Treating children is called being cautious, but at Yu Jinle's age, It becomes torture.
It was also at this time that Yu Jinle began to become a "disobedient child" in the eyes of her mother.
"Yeah, Lele is the most sensible person in my family. If our parents don't know, how can I not know? Don't worry, just follow your own pace." The education of Bian's family is completely different from that of Yu's family. As for Yu Jinle's feeling of being tightly circled.
"I hid hard. She locked the door before and she quarreled with me. If you don't lock it now, she can open the door quietly and come in like watching a thief. But I can find faults in everything I do." The child grows up, It's normal to have your own privacy, especially Yu Jinle's secrets are more obscure than those of ordinary people of the same age. Even puppy love is not puppy love in the most orthodox sense. The female classmates who came and went saw it, but it was a pity that there was no distinction between the enemy and the enemy, the positioning was wrong, the direction of prevention was wrong, and my son was caught and ran away by the wolf cub.
Encountering this kind of similar problem of "how should a husband deal with a wife quarreling with her mother-in-law", I wonder what can I do?Of course, he can only comfort his partner along the hair. He pinched the soft flesh on the back of Yu Jinle's neck and rubbed it, "There is still one year left. After college, we will be free. Then you want to draw If you still want to sing, can someone take care of you?"
Yu Jinle hung his neck unrequitedly, "I'm so tired, can't I give me an independent space, I have to stare at me all the time, like a guerrilla, isn't she tired?"
"Then move out? I still have a vacant house over there."
Yu Jinle glared at him, "Are you stupid?"
While thinking about it, he nodded, "What's wrong with being stupid? You have to be happy, I'm happy to be stupid."
Yu Jinle: "..." Although it sounds silly, why is it a little sweet?
While thinking about pinching it bit by bit, Yu Jinle slowly calmed down. As soon as the mood calmed down, he remembered that he seemed to have slapped his boyfriend just now.
It was the first time in Yu Lele's life that he was in a relationship, and he had three thousand tons of mental burden. Every day before going out, he had to demonstrate in front of the mirror for half a day in order to be in the best state. When he saw each other, he thought about how to cover up his flaws when he slept and dreamed at night. It's a pity. Life is not easy and there are accidents. Young people have low self-control and can't manage their expressions well. When they encounter similar troubles, they tend to leak their low or high mood swings on their faces, and spit them out towards their lovers if they don't pay attention.
He is a boy, not a girl who needs to be carefully cared for all the time. The two of them are together, regardless of priority or who must protect the other. In this completely equal relationship, he doesn't want his rubbish emotions spread to the opponent.
——It’s one thing to know the truth, but how to implement it is a difficult problem.
He likes to think about it. From the very beginning, he was mentally prepared that he would not get any response, and even had to bury his emotions deeply. Later, the opportunity came to change the relationship between the two of them. Up to now, he still feels that he hit the big prize. In his 17 years of life, this is the first time he has established such an intimate relationship with someone other than relatives. No one taught him how to deal with this situation, and there is no comparable reference around him, so he can only get more and more repress yourself.
"Sorry, early in the morning—"
The unspoken words ended in a brain collapse. He was stunned and froze in place while rubbing his forehead.
"I'll give you one more chance to speak well." I wanted to point at him and said seriously.
Yu Jinle continued to stay, "Hug—"
Then, under the almost glaring gaze of Bianxiang, the voice was automatically silenced.
Thinking about the sinking face looked a little scary, but he still said to Jin Le: "I'm a little angry now."
Yu Jinle felt sorry for Qi Qiran, bit his mouth, looked from bottom to top while thinking, he didn't know where he was wrong, he was inexplicably wronged, and subconsciously wanted to apologize, but the expression on his face while thinking was too scary Yes, he wrinkled his nose and hung his head sullenly.
"I'll wait for a while—" Bian wanted to say.
Yu Jinle shrunk her neck, thinking to continue, "I'll coax you."
Yu Jinle: "!!!"
I can't tell whether it's frightened or clever, but thinking about it, I haven't calmed down yet, and my steps are getting bigger and bigger. Yu Jinle quickly followed him, maintaining a step back and forth distance from him. After a while, I finally slowed down again while thinking. , so he quickly stopped, and the two of them walked back and forth for nearly a hundred meters, thinking about it before lazily turning their head and giving him a look.
"Forget it, I won't force myself to coax you anymore, I'll just ask you, did you do something that I'm sorry for?"
Yu Jinle shook his head quickly.
"Tricked me?"
Yu Jinle quickly denied it.
"Then why are you apologizing?" While thinking about it, his voice suddenly rose an octave, Yu Jinle was startled, stared at him wide-eyed, and stopped motionless like a frightened hamster.
The person who was cautious about this relationship in the first place was immediately dumbfounded.This is probably the case when secret loves come true all over the world. They always have a humble heart, and when the other party feels unhappy, they always take the fault on themselves at the first time.
The young man's eyes are clear and bright in black and white. When facing his trusted lover, he can't hide his turbulent heart. The uneasiness is also revealed brightly. The thought of scaring people is suddenly defeated. up.
"Hey—" He held his forehead and sighed softly, so he was petrified?
He walked forward helplessly, Yu Jinle couldn't catch up a few steps with his schoolbag in his arms, when a big hand stretched out in front of him covered his head and rubbed it vigorously.
"I didn't blame you." While thinking about it, she really felt helpless for his nervousness.
Yu Jinle blinked, and while trying to grab his collar, Yu Jinle immediately ran to him and stood still.
"Don't be so nervous, you—" Yu Jinle stared at him pitifully, thinking that he was staring at him helplessly, and let out a long "hey".
"I'm just—" While trying to hug Jin Le's shoulders, Yu Jin Le was stunned, and it was a conditioned reflex that he wanted to jump out.
"Stop for me!"
Yu Jinle froze again in surprise when he let out a low growl, crouched his neck to look at the person, and almost made him laugh angrily at the thought.
I really don't know what to do with this person——I sighed a long time as I thought about it. I just went out this early in the morning, and I couldn't stop sighing long and short several times.
"What's wrong with my buddies' shoulders? Huh?" While thinking about wrapping his arms around his shoulders and bringing him to him, "Why don't you be so surprised? Why are you guilty?"
"I—" Yu Jinle is not guilty, but it is a fact that their relationship cannot be put on the surface. Whether he admits it or not, he was the one who provoked him first. He can't let this relationship become a burden while thinking .
"Okay, put away your petty thoughts." While thinking about it, she didn't hesitate at all, and while holding him in her arms, she could pinch his earlobe distractedly, "Yu Lele, there are some things, I think we should have a good talk, But, given that the timing is not right, let's keep it simple."
After being yelled at, classmate Yu Lele obediently followed Bian Xiaoye's steps. Bian Xiaoye expressed his satisfaction. If it wasn't on the side of the road, he really wanted to go up to rub his little boyfriend.
"We're together, right?" he asked, clearing his throat.
Yu Lele didn't know why, but she nodded to confirm.
"Then I said that the most important thing for two people to be together is to be honest, okay?"
Of course Yu Jinle had no objection.
"I'm not a patient person. I can't play the kind of drama where you suggest me to guess. If you insist on hiding and secretly doing something for me—" He changed the subject, "Help me that time How does it feel to see me at the door of Sister Chun's office after paying the tuition fee? Do you want to do it again?"
Yu Jinle shook his head desperately, but he didn't forget how long the two of them had a cold war after that.
"So, don't think you treat me in a good way. I am also a man, and I can shoulder the responsibility. When we are together, you are my responsibility. As long as you don't lie to me and don't do anything wrong to me , there is no need for any apology, on the contrary, just like just now, let it out on my side, if it can make you feel better, I hope you will not hide anything I can share for you."
Yu Jinle wanted to say something, but while thinking about it, he signaled him to be calm and calm down, so he obediently kept his voice down.
He wanted to go on and say, "Whether it's your business or the business between us, don't hide it, unless you think I'm not trustworthy."
In the morning, the street was full of hustle and bustle, and a few children ran and ran, passing the two of them. The worry and heartbeat of the two little brothers was in sharp contrast with the two little brothers who looked like they were sad and hated. Sniff, look away.
There was a winding alley on the side of the road, trying to wrap the arm on Jin Le's shoulder, the two of them turned into the alley.There was no one in the alley, and while trying to slide their hands down, pulling on Jin Le's wrist, the two walked around the path to the school.
"My dad used to not say anything to the family. Yes, he was the head of the family. Aunt Jia and I were the only ones in the family. He took it for granted that he took care of everything by himself, and everything went smoothly. Do not discuss with us."
Although he usually bluffs and looks big, he rarely mentions the situation at home, even to Yu Jinle.
"He thought he was right and used his own way to make decisions for us. Later, when something happened, we were the last to know. It was even difficult to find someone willing to help. I bumped into it like a headless chicken— —” He recalled the unbearable period when he was powerless and had to dig a way to figure out things, skipping class and squatting on the [-]th and [-]th Streets, stripping away clues, tracking down relevant people, shuttling between metal houses and pursuing them...
"If I hadn't been lucky enough to meet Xiao Shuai, I wouldn't even have figured out what happened to my dad. People outside said that he was corrupt, bribed and used power for personal gain, and I could hear people clapping and applauding while walking, that kind of Do you understand the situation of being completely isolated?" He darkened his expression, "My old man has always taught me responsibility and responsibility. Although there are many speculations about him from the outside world, I have always been unwilling to believe that what he said was true like the official report. A complete egoism that seeks power for its own sake..."
"Lele, we are just mortals, and we cannot escape our five senses. I am your boyfriend who is with you, not a statue enshrined by you. I have the qualifications and obligations to experience all kinds of things related to you."
"But—" Yu Jinle hesitated, and finally continued to speak under the look of encouragement, "You and Weng Lin..."
Seeing that his face was getting more and more wrong as he thought about it, Yu Jinle's voice gradually became smaller and smaller, and finally stopped in a hurry.
This can all be messed up - he puffed his mouth and spurned himself in his heart, why can't he even speak well?Why does it have to be Tyung Lin at this time?I wondered if he thought he was trying to compete?
Thinking about being silent for a while, she suddenly asked, "I started dating her in the second year of junior high school, and we broke up in the first year of high school. How many years do you count?"
"Two years..." Yu Jinle whispered.
He thought that sometimes Yu Lele could really piss off classmate Yu Lele, but the worst thing was that he couldn't lose his temper, because he just thought about it and found out that his little boyfriend didn't even dare to talk to him about it when he was in a bad mood In the final analysis, it was his failure to give people a sense of security, so he had to calm down and talk to Yu Jinle, "Please think about it, how did I get along with her before? Please think about it again." , how do you get along with me now?"
Yu Jinle really can't answer this point, he thinks that he only started to get close after the millennium, he is not familiar with Weng Lin, she is also a rich girl from a superior family, she and Zheng Manman have the same style Very different.He vaguely remembered the first time he saw these two people, the woman came with a long ponytail and a smile on her face, the man was a big monkey jumping up and down one second, but he looked like a monkey with a hoop in the next second Seemingly docile—although there are various signs later that a certain monkey is only superficially docile.
Not to mention the ones that were particularly impressive, except for the breakup incident between the two of them on the Millennium Eve, it probably had to be counted as the time when they ran into Weng Linyang and thought about slapping him with a reward.
Shura field, that's easy!
"Don't be angry!" Yu Jinle didn't mean to argue with Bianxiang, he gently pulled Bianxiang's hand, his tone softened, with a hint of flattery.
But thinking about it, I feel that this matter can't be left alone. What should be made clear must be made clear. There will be a long time in the future, so what's the matter with being so cautious?So he reprimanded in the same tone as before: "In the matter of feelings, a small quarrel is the root of a big quarrel. Two people who have been working together for more than two years and can't get along well. They won't let anyone else. Can't you see the problem? "
Yu Jinle admitted his mistake was useless, opened his eyes and looked at him fixedly, with an innocent expression on his face, while trying to see him still with a dazed expression, he couldn't handle him, he turned around on the spot with his arms akimbo, and was still puzzled after the turn, She couldn't help reaching out and pinching Yu Jinle's face bitterly.
"Why don't you feel afraid that I will make trouble in the future..."
"Ah—" thinking about it, he was so angry that he looked up at the sky and sighed. He poked Yu Jinle's forehead, wishing to stuff the next words into his mind one by one, "I'm not talking big now, I'm We can do whatever we want now! I won't talk about the nonsense of 'a couple for a lifetime, and treat you well every day', you just keep your eyes open and see what will happen to us in the future!"
He is not a great lover, Weng Lin is not his little princess, and Yu Jinle is not his follower.
They are just mortals, with their own likes, dislikes, likes and dislikes, and tolerance and narrowness of temperament. They are like so many people in this world, walking their own life path through life, old age, sickness and death.
Yu Jinle took his hand and shook it lightly, as if thinking that this declaration similar to "Top Gun" was not important to him. The figure who was thinking about it was reflected in his dark pupils, as if he was engraved in his heart Generally speaking, be serious and have no jokes.
As he wanted to look down at those focused eyes full of anticipation, he suddenly seemed to have three points of clarity in his thoughts. He shook his head almost helplessly, and took Yu Jinle with his back to walk forward, "Lele, the road is very long. Let's walk together, there is nothing to be afraid of."
Someone behind him opened the door and came out to walk around. He looked at each other and walked very close side by side, hiding his tightly held hands by his sides. From a distance, he looked like two teenagers walking side by side, with their hands on their backs. Sunshine, together to the unknown rest of life.
The so-called ordinary people and the so-called everything are just seeking to meet someone, you make me laugh, I advance and you retreat, one rises and the other rises, and the occasional running-in can also be smoothed out in mutual understanding.
May you meet someone who is just right with you and grow old all the time.
The author has something to say: This is the end of the text. In fact, the two of them are just "together" now. There is still a long way to go about the future, but I think if I continue to write, it will really be endless, so I will stop here first. Let's finish it.
In a small duplex self-built house in an urban village, the sound of the electric water pump that had been humming all day due to insufficient water pressure also stopped quietly at this time, and the noisy road outside is now silent, with occasional motor vehicles passing by, making a brief roar Soon it was covered by the darkness of night again.
Shen Yunjia tossed and turned, and finally put on her clothes and stood up. After Bian Zhenhua's accident, she basically couldn't fall asleep peacefully, but she was worried and thought——
Yes, scruples.It was while thinking about this melon that he taught Shen Yunjia to understand what it means to "children are too sensible, and parents are very worried".
Just like the little cub when he was a calf, he has a stubborn temper and a bad temper. He rolls up his sleeves in a muffled voice and wants to take care of the family. He doesn't weigh himself. How can it be so easy to take care of a family?Chai, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, making money and taking care of the family, how much can he do as a child who is not yet full?What makes Shen Yunjia even more helpless is that he claims to be the pillar of his family. Besides making a living, he also keeps an eye on her, a pregnant woman, and even gave up the opportunity to visit Bian Zhenhua during the holiday because of her——
He seems to be ignorant, facing the node of life, he is the one who needs the most attention.
Shen Yunjia sighed, closed his coat, and walked down the stairs supporting the handrail.
There was only one small room on the second floor for people to live in. The faint light leaked out through the crack of the door and leaked on the floor. Shen Yunjia paused for a moment, then knocked on the door and entered.
The young man was buried in his desk one second, and turned back the next second when he heard the sound. The low table and plastic bench occupied the limited space beside the bed. Another electric plug board was brought over, and several wires were snaking along the direction of the electric plug board on the floor, which seemed even more cramped and had nowhere to go.
"Still sleeping?" She groped to turn on the headlight at the entrance, and the day-off light flickered twice, illuminating the small room, "Don't turn on the light, don't you plan to have your eyes? "
The sudden light made him want to squint his eyes.
An exercise book was spread out on the small table, and a few pages of densely painted draft paper were scattered on it. The open physics book was marked with colored pens to mark out the key points, and there were piles of other subjects on the bed behind Textbooks and notebooks, trying to move a low stool to sit on the ground, as if being submerged in books and exercise books.
"Sleep right away." He turned his head while supporting his neck, making a series of clicking sounds.
Shen Yunjia was startled, "What happened to the neck?!"
While thinking about it, I twisted my neck left and right, "I've been sitting for a long time, it's fine."
He moved the small table forward. The space was too limited. The young man was tall and burly, so he could only get out from the gap between the bed and the table. you?"
Shen Yunjia choked.
While trying to push the book on the bed aside, make room for her to sit down.
The rooms on the second floor were originally used to pile up sundries, and they were small and dark. It would be enough for a tall and burly boy to be crammed in. Now that they are piled up with these scattered books, it is even more awkward to stand there. Can't turn around.
"What else can I do?" Shen Yunjia sat down on the edge of the bed angrily, and had to pull the pillow over to cushion his waist.
As an older mother, she has experienced all the unprecedented heartaches. When she is tired, she can only rest on her back. It is torture for her to lie flat. Sleeping on the left side presses the heart, and sleeping on the right side presses the liver. Lying down And the pubic bone was too sore to hold on.
"Then what should I do?" While thinking, how could he know that there would be such discomfort during pregnancy, before he was busy running motorcycles and didn't have any extra energy to spend at home, this is the first time he heard Shen Yunjia's complaint.
"What can I do when the goods are unloaded?" Shen Yunjia rubbed her round belly and squinted at him, "This is just the beginning. Do you really think it's easy to have a baby?"
Thinking about how easy it is to dare to think, isn't it because he is jumping up and down every day to get money, and most of it is for the cub of his old family.
Shen Yunjia casually picked up a book from the pile of books that had been pushed aside on the bed, and flipped through it from beginning to end, "It's rare, my young master stayed up late at night and was busy lighting up the lamp to read at night?"
He wanted to touch his nose and laugh, "I have fallen a lot this year."
I thought it was the type of "clever mind but unwilling to study hard" that existed in the head teacher's comments. Before Bian Zhenhua's accident, he changed his way to make trouble every day at school, and he could be seen wherever there was excitement. At least eight points of his energy must be devoted to nonsense, and the remaining two points can barely allow him to cram around to get a mid-to-upper ranking in the grade before the exam.
Not to mention the winter and summer vacations, if Bian Zhenhua was not afraid that he would not be able to take it easy during the holidays, he would not have just found an excuse to throw him into the army for training.
It was the first time for Shen Yunjia to see him take the initiative to hold the study materials and gnaw overnight.
There is a large stack of books, exercise books and notes for the second year of high school, both in the first and second semesters. The textbooks are all densely marked in various colors. The exercise book is still quite empty, but most of the written content is brand new, and the wrong parts are still in red. The pen clearly lists the ideas and solutions.
"If you have time now, let's take care of it, and we can't keep messing around." He stretched his waist, rubbed his eyes and said slowly, "I admit that I almost went astray before, and I think reading is useless. , if it wasn’t for the old side’s advice, I might have dropped out of school last semester.”
Normally he would not be able to say these words, probably late at night let go of his layers of defense, allowing him to have the courage to analyze his heart and face the past.
"I only see the short and shallow present," he said, "and ignore the countless possibilities in the future."
He was almost devastated by life, but he still refused to admit defeat. He insisted on stubbornly propping up his body and toiling like a walking corpse. It is not a sudden repentance, but the focus of life is no longer limited to the ivory tower. widened out.
"I can't let someone poke me in the back and say, 'Look at that idiot, he's usually the most snarky, but when his father's not around, he's going to collapse without any use for his fart'."
"Look, I'm also struggling to live. I can only squat on the curb every day to solicit customers. On sunny days, I choke on black smoke and inhale exhaust gas. On rainy days, I'm drenched like a dog. You say the environment is bad, just bear with it, but the most tormenting thing is either The weather is too dry to travel around, or it rains heavily and no one wants to take a ride.”
"But look at Sister Xin." Sometimes entering the game is like a trapped beast, and it takes the right opportunity to clear the fog in front of her eyes, "She is also suffering, her child is young, and her family is far away from abroad. She also holds her breath and does not want to admit it. Struggling, also running around for three meals, but her qualifications determine that her starting point is much higher than mine."
He had known Fang Yixin for less than a month, and they could not even be called "familiar" in private, but along the way, Fang Yixin guided him to a completely unfamiliar but exciting field.
During this period of time, he has been traveling in various factories, large and small, and let him know all the workers on the assembly line from the management to the bottom. Fang Yixin negotiated an order and handed it over to the factory. It has to go through more than a dozen processes, plastic film, pattern making, color correction, sample modification, testing... and finally the assembly line production.
"From the management down, the various functional personnel work together, until everything is finalized before entering the assembly line. With my current qualifications—" he smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm probably qualified to be an unskilled worker on the assembly line." The low-level assembly workers repeat the same process every day when they open their eyes and close their eyes, rushing to get paid by piecework..."
If he hadn't met Fang Yixin, he might not realize that he had gone astray until a long time in the future.Once the road diverges, it is not as simple as going back.
Shen Yunjia never thought that he would be so self-deprecating, and couldn't help interjecting, "That's not what you said, there are specialties in the art industry, you said it's okay to let the old man analyze the deployment strategy and preside over the meeting, but you have to throw him in What can he do in a factory? Isn’t that what you said, he can only work on the assembly line as a piecework worker?”
I wanted to shake my head, "It's not the same, Aunt Jia, it's really different."
"I don't want to toil like ants at the bottom all my life and do nothing." The young man stared at the swaying branches and leaves outside the window, and said from the bottom of his heart, "My road is still long, and I face not only tomorrow, but also the future. There is a long-term future, so I need more substantial things, for the old side, you, and—”
The topic seemed heavy when it came to the topic just now. Now that he seized the opportunity to break the dullness, Shen Yunjia squinted at him, thought for a while, and then abruptly changed the subject, "—and my partner."
He secretly rejoiced that he was okay, so he blurted out the word "Lele" without a word.
Shen Yunjia laughed out loud, "Girlfriends are just girlfriends, and they're still dating!"
While thinking about it, she laughed and teased her cheeks without a smile on her face, and said in her heart that she really isn't a girlfriend.
It was rare for Shen Yunjia to see him shy, so he leaned over to poke him, "Don't pretend, you used to sneak out in the middle of the night when your old side was asleep, or you hid under the quilt and squatted on the balcony holding your phone endlessly. I will pay for the mobile phone fee." Mrs. Bian has complete first-hand information, and she can easily pick up a piece of history.
"Before? How long ago?" I wanted to play dumb.
Shen Yunjia rolled her eyes, "Do I have to expose your puppy love in junior high school? Do you think I'm blind or deaf?"
While thinking about it with a wooden face, "You should continue to be blind and deaf."
Shen Yunjia refused to let him go, gossip about his stepson's love history in the middle of the night, "Tell Aunt Jia, which girl is she from? A classmate? It can distract my little Xiang from the court Strength is not easy."
Thinking about turning sideways and pretending not to see it, "That happened hundreds of years ago, and your information is too backward! If you don't know how to gossip, don't gossip like others, go to sleep!"
Sneaking out in the middle of the night and chatting on the phone, that must have happened at Weng Lin's time. It's been so long since the two of them broke up, why is Shen Yunjia still thinking about it!
Shen Yunjia didn't believe him, "Don't be fooled by your Aunt Jia, it's the middle of the night and you don't sneak around or talk on the phone, but don't be Aunt Jia and you can't see it, you see the sky is rippling, When you turn around, the person disappears, and you still say there are no girls? Who are you fooling?"
Seeing the rippling sky, I wanted to turn out the dead fish eyes, "There are no girls." There are boys, but I am afraid that I will scare you old man.
"Forget it, talk about it or not." He didn't let go, and Shen Yunjia waved his hands to give up, "I don't care about whose child you get along with. When the child grows up, he will make cabbages in other people's fields. , Can my old mother still tie you up?"
She doesn't care about puppy love, just like she can't make short money by deviated from the focus to him regardless of the severity - it's not that she doesn't care, but she doesn't care, she doesn't dare to care.The difference between a stepmother and a biological mother is very clear in many cases.
She picked up the messy books and exercise books on the bed and stacked them up. Lao Huai said comfortingly: "But if you can figure it out, I'm relieved. Our mother and I will always depend on each other. If you are facing me, how can I be willing to let you in the future?" I have no regrets in my life? I have no skills, but I am an adult after all. I am in the third year of high school. You can just read your book, don't be distracted, and leave the housework to me."
In the past, she was self-confident, and she was stubborn and refused to bow her head to her parents. Even if something happened to Bian Zhenhua, the situation was threatening, and someone came to the family, she would not be tactful, but these days, every move Bian thought about To move her, the young man frightened her fiercely regardless, and now she can't ruin this child because of her own selfishness.
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In August, the new high school seniors start school.
Thinking about going out early in the morning and running around the village in the city for several laps to make up the number of three to five kilometers, I came back, took a shower, changed into my school uniform, and went out with a sports bottle and biting a bun.
There were a few old ladies sitting on the steps at the door, all of whom lived nearby. They came out early in the morning to buy groceries and found a place to get together. There was a small space under Aunt Wei’s house, and they went out to the outside again. The three wide and short grids are easy to enter. This place is facing the street and there are no cars to enter. It has become a treasure place for them to hang out and meet every day.
"Hey, school starts?" the old lady moved away as she spoke.
"Morning, old aunts." While trying to get out of the door, "Our third year of senior high school makes up lessons ahead of time, so we're leaving first."
He walked through the path in front of the door, ran across the parking lot, and came downstairs to Yu Jinle's house. Instead of going up, he poked behind the anti-theft door downstairs and gnawed on the buns. When the door slammed, he wiped his mouth, and when he turned around, he saw Yu Jinle push open the security door and come out.
"Morning!" He stepped forward quickly, but saw his little boyfriend's expression was worried.
Yu Jinle looked sleepy, and left without even saying hello.
While thinking about Sa Yazi to follow, she approached carefully, "What's wrong?"
Yu Jinle glanced at him strangely, pulling at the strap of his schoolbag without making a sound.
I wanted to observe him for a while, and guessed: "Is there a quarrel at home?"
The low mood this early in the morning without going out, most likely has something to do with the family.
Yu Jinle still didn't say a word, people came and went on the road in broad daylight, thinking that even if he wanted to hold his hand, it would be inconvenient, so he had to carefully hook him side by side with his fingers, his expression was too conscientious, and he was accompanied by a smiling face Leaning in front of people, it was too different from his usual carefree appearance, Yu Jinle glanced at him, and the discomfort that was originally full in his heart suddenly let out with a "biu" like a leaking balloon.
Yu Jinle puffed up her cheeks, and pursed her lips again, before saying, "Last night, I finished the manuscript and went to bed late. My mother came in to see her, and almost tore up the painting."
Yu’s family-raised children are still at the stage of having a full stomach and reading good books. Going to school is to learn the language, mathematics, English, material and political history in class.A behavior like Yu Jinle's rushing to work and painting until midnight was judged as a madman, and it was nothing more than leisure during the holidays. It was a lie to stay up late to paint the night before school started and let Yu's mother catch him not tossing.
really!Thinking that after walking around Yu's house for so long, he had already understood the parenting methods of his father and mother. Although he was not qualified to criticize other parents, he had the duty to coax his little boyfriend, so he patted Yu Lele's head , like coaxing a child: "Oh, my poor little one, don't be angry, my family Lele is the most obedient."
Yu Jinle kicked sullenly: "I'm not Yu Jinyao, how could I not understand that much? But she kept yelling without knowing anything, and was noisy in my room in the middle of the night, going upstairs and downstairs. But listen, shame on you."
Mother Yu has not dared to let go of the three siblings since she was a child, and she is also afraid that they will make mistakes. She keeps a close eye on everything and controls everything with one hand. Treating children is called being cautious, but at Yu Jinle's age, It becomes torture.
It was also at this time that Yu Jinle began to become a "disobedient child" in the eyes of her mother.
"Yeah, Lele is the most sensible person in my family. If our parents don't know, how can I not know? Don't worry, just follow your own pace." The education of Bian's family is completely different from that of Yu's family. As for Yu Jinle's feeling of being tightly circled.
"I hid hard. She locked the door before and she quarreled with me. If you don't lock it now, she can open the door quietly and come in like watching a thief. But I can find faults in everything I do." The child grows up, It's normal to have your own privacy, especially Yu Jinle's secrets are more obscure than those of ordinary people of the same age. Even puppy love is not puppy love in the most orthodox sense. The female classmates who came and went saw it, but it was a pity that there was no distinction between the enemy and the enemy, the positioning was wrong, the direction of prevention was wrong, and my son was caught and ran away by the wolf cub.
Encountering this kind of similar problem of "how should a husband deal with a wife quarreling with her mother-in-law", I wonder what can I do?Of course, he can only comfort his partner along the hair. He pinched the soft flesh on the back of Yu Jinle's neck and rubbed it, "There is still one year left. After college, we will be free. Then you want to draw If you still want to sing, can someone take care of you?"
Yu Jinle hung his neck unrequitedly, "I'm so tired, can't I give me an independent space, I have to stare at me all the time, like a guerrilla, isn't she tired?"
"Then move out? I still have a vacant house over there."
Yu Jinle glared at him, "Are you stupid?"
While thinking about it, he nodded, "What's wrong with being stupid? You have to be happy, I'm happy to be stupid."
Yu Jinle: "..." Although it sounds silly, why is it a little sweet?
While thinking about pinching it bit by bit, Yu Jinle slowly calmed down. As soon as the mood calmed down, he remembered that he seemed to have slapped his boyfriend just now.
It was the first time in Yu Lele's life that he was in a relationship, and he had three thousand tons of mental burden. Every day before going out, he had to demonstrate in front of the mirror for half a day in order to be in the best state. When he saw each other, he thought about how to cover up his flaws when he slept and dreamed at night. It's a pity. Life is not easy and there are accidents. Young people have low self-control and can't manage their expressions well. When they encounter similar troubles, they tend to leak their low or high mood swings on their faces, and spit them out towards their lovers if they don't pay attention.
He is a boy, not a girl who needs to be carefully cared for all the time. The two of them are together, regardless of priority or who must protect the other. In this completely equal relationship, he doesn't want his rubbish emotions spread to the opponent.
——It’s one thing to know the truth, but how to implement it is a difficult problem.
He likes to think about it. From the very beginning, he was mentally prepared that he would not get any response, and even had to bury his emotions deeply. Later, the opportunity came to change the relationship between the two of them. Up to now, he still feels that he hit the big prize. In his 17 years of life, this is the first time he has established such an intimate relationship with someone other than relatives. No one taught him how to deal with this situation, and there is no comparable reference around him, so he can only get more and more repress yourself.
"Sorry, early in the morning—"
The unspoken words ended in a brain collapse. He was stunned and froze in place while rubbing his forehead.
"I'll give you one more chance to speak well." I wanted to point at him and said seriously.
Yu Jinle continued to stay, "Hug—"
Then, under the almost glaring gaze of Bianxiang, the voice was automatically silenced.
Thinking about the sinking face looked a little scary, but he still said to Jin Le: "I'm a little angry now."
Yu Jinle felt sorry for Qi Qiran, bit his mouth, looked from bottom to top while thinking, he didn't know where he was wrong, he was inexplicably wronged, and subconsciously wanted to apologize, but the expression on his face while thinking was too scary Yes, he wrinkled his nose and hung his head sullenly.
"I'll wait for a while—" Bian wanted to say.
Yu Jinle shrunk her neck, thinking to continue, "I'll coax you."
Yu Jinle: "!!!"
I can't tell whether it's frightened or clever, but thinking about it, I haven't calmed down yet, and my steps are getting bigger and bigger. Yu Jinle quickly followed him, maintaining a step back and forth distance from him. After a while, I finally slowed down again while thinking. , so he quickly stopped, and the two of them walked back and forth for nearly a hundred meters, thinking about it before lazily turning their head and giving him a look.
"Forget it, I won't force myself to coax you anymore, I'll just ask you, did you do something that I'm sorry for?"
Yu Jinle shook his head quickly.
"Tricked me?"
Yu Jinle quickly denied it.
"Then why are you apologizing?" While thinking about it, his voice suddenly rose an octave, Yu Jinle was startled, stared at him wide-eyed, and stopped motionless like a frightened hamster.
The person who was cautious about this relationship in the first place was immediately dumbfounded.This is probably the case when secret loves come true all over the world. They always have a humble heart, and when the other party feels unhappy, they always take the fault on themselves at the first time.
The young man's eyes are clear and bright in black and white. When facing his trusted lover, he can't hide his turbulent heart. The uneasiness is also revealed brightly. The thought of scaring people is suddenly defeated. up.
"Hey—" He held his forehead and sighed softly, so he was petrified?
He walked forward helplessly, Yu Jinle couldn't catch up a few steps with his schoolbag in his arms, when a big hand stretched out in front of him covered his head and rubbed it vigorously.
"I didn't blame you." While thinking about it, she really felt helpless for his nervousness.
Yu Jinle blinked, and while trying to grab his collar, Yu Jinle immediately ran to him and stood still.
"Don't be so nervous, you—" Yu Jinle stared at him pitifully, thinking that he was staring at him helplessly, and let out a long "hey".
"I'm just—" While trying to hug Jin Le's shoulders, Yu Jin Le was stunned, and it was a conditioned reflex that he wanted to jump out.
"Stop for me!"
Yu Jinle froze again in surprise when he let out a low growl, crouched his neck to look at the person, and almost made him laugh angrily at the thought.
I really don't know what to do with this person——I sighed a long time as I thought about it. I just went out this early in the morning, and I couldn't stop sighing long and short several times.
"What's wrong with my buddies' shoulders? Huh?" While thinking about wrapping his arms around his shoulders and bringing him to him, "Why don't you be so surprised? Why are you guilty?"
"I—" Yu Jinle is not guilty, but it is a fact that their relationship cannot be put on the surface. Whether he admits it or not, he was the one who provoked him first. He can't let this relationship become a burden while thinking .
"Okay, put away your petty thoughts." While thinking about it, she didn't hesitate at all, and while holding him in her arms, she could pinch his earlobe distractedly, "Yu Lele, there are some things, I think we should have a good talk, But, given that the timing is not right, let's keep it simple."
After being yelled at, classmate Yu Lele obediently followed Bian Xiaoye's steps. Bian Xiaoye expressed his satisfaction. If it wasn't on the side of the road, he really wanted to go up to rub his little boyfriend.
"We're together, right?" he asked, clearing his throat.
Yu Lele didn't know why, but she nodded to confirm.
"Then I said that the most important thing for two people to be together is to be honest, okay?"
Of course Yu Jinle had no objection.
"I'm not a patient person. I can't play the kind of drama where you suggest me to guess. If you insist on hiding and secretly doing something for me—" He changed the subject, "Help me that time How does it feel to see me at the door of Sister Chun's office after paying the tuition fee? Do you want to do it again?"
Yu Jinle shook his head desperately, but he didn't forget how long the two of them had a cold war after that.
"So, don't think you treat me in a good way. I am also a man, and I can shoulder the responsibility. When we are together, you are my responsibility. As long as you don't lie to me and don't do anything wrong to me , there is no need for any apology, on the contrary, just like just now, let it out on my side, if it can make you feel better, I hope you will not hide anything I can share for you."
Yu Jinle wanted to say something, but while thinking about it, he signaled him to be calm and calm down, so he obediently kept his voice down.
He wanted to go on and say, "Whether it's your business or the business between us, don't hide it, unless you think I'm not trustworthy."
In the morning, the street was full of hustle and bustle, and a few children ran and ran, passing the two of them. The worry and heartbeat of the two little brothers was in sharp contrast with the two little brothers who looked like they were sad and hated. Sniff, look away.
There was a winding alley on the side of the road, trying to wrap the arm on Jin Le's shoulder, the two of them turned into the alley.There was no one in the alley, and while trying to slide their hands down, pulling on Jin Le's wrist, the two walked around the path to the school.
"My dad used to not say anything to the family. Yes, he was the head of the family. Aunt Jia and I were the only ones in the family. He took it for granted that he took care of everything by himself, and everything went smoothly. Do not discuss with us."
Although he usually bluffs and looks big, he rarely mentions the situation at home, even to Yu Jinle.
"He thought he was right and used his own way to make decisions for us. Later, when something happened, we were the last to know. It was even difficult to find someone willing to help. I bumped into it like a headless chicken— —” He recalled the unbearable period when he was powerless and had to dig a way to figure out things, skipping class and squatting on the [-]th and [-]th Streets, stripping away clues, tracking down relevant people, shuttling between metal houses and pursuing them...
"If I hadn't been lucky enough to meet Xiao Shuai, I wouldn't even have figured out what happened to my dad. People outside said that he was corrupt, bribed and used power for personal gain, and I could hear people clapping and applauding while walking, that kind of Do you understand the situation of being completely isolated?" He darkened his expression, "My old man has always taught me responsibility and responsibility. Although there are many speculations about him from the outside world, I have always been unwilling to believe that what he said was true like the official report. A complete egoism that seeks power for its own sake..."
"Lele, we are just mortals, and we cannot escape our five senses. I am your boyfriend who is with you, not a statue enshrined by you. I have the qualifications and obligations to experience all kinds of things related to you."
"But—" Yu Jinle hesitated, and finally continued to speak under the look of encouragement, "You and Weng Lin..."
Seeing that his face was getting more and more wrong as he thought about it, Yu Jinle's voice gradually became smaller and smaller, and finally stopped in a hurry.
This can all be messed up - he puffed his mouth and spurned himself in his heart, why can't he even speak well?Why does it have to be Tyung Lin at this time?I wondered if he thought he was trying to compete?
Thinking about being silent for a while, she suddenly asked, "I started dating her in the second year of junior high school, and we broke up in the first year of high school. How many years do you count?"
"Two years..." Yu Jinle whispered.
He thought that sometimes Yu Lele could really piss off classmate Yu Lele, but the worst thing was that he couldn't lose his temper, because he just thought about it and found out that his little boyfriend didn't even dare to talk to him about it when he was in a bad mood In the final analysis, it was his failure to give people a sense of security, so he had to calm down and talk to Yu Jinle, "Please think about it, how did I get along with her before? Please think about it again." , how do you get along with me now?"
Yu Jinle really can't answer this point, he thinks that he only started to get close after the millennium, he is not familiar with Weng Lin, she is also a rich girl from a superior family, she and Zheng Manman have the same style Very different.He vaguely remembered the first time he saw these two people, the woman came with a long ponytail and a smile on her face, the man was a big monkey jumping up and down one second, but he looked like a monkey with a hoop in the next second Seemingly docile—although there are various signs later that a certain monkey is only superficially docile.
Not to mention the ones that were particularly impressive, except for the breakup incident between the two of them on the Millennium Eve, it probably had to be counted as the time when they ran into Weng Linyang and thought about slapping him with a reward.
Shura field, that's easy!
"Don't be angry!" Yu Jinle didn't mean to argue with Bianxiang, he gently pulled Bianxiang's hand, his tone softened, with a hint of flattery.
But thinking about it, I feel that this matter can't be left alone. What should be made clear must be made clear. There will be a long time in the future, so what's the matter with being so cautious?So he reprimanded in the same tone as before: "In the matter of feelings, a small quarrel is the root of a big quarrel. Two people who have been working together for more than two years and can't get along well. They won't let anyone else. Can't you see the problem? "
Yu Jinle admitted his mistake was useless, opened his eyes and looked at him fixedly, with an innocent expression on his face, while trying to see him still with a dazed expression, he couldn't handle him, he turned around on the spot with his arms akimbo, and was still puzzled after the turn, She couldn't help reaching out and pinching Yu Jinle's face bitterly.
"Why don't you feel afraid that I will make trouble in the future..."
"Ah—" thinking about it, he was so angry that he looked up at the sky and sighed. He poked Yu Jinle's forehead, wishing to stuff the next words into his mind one by one, "I'm not talking big now, I'm We can do whatever we want now! I won't talk about the nonsense of 'a couple for a lifetime, and treat you well every day', you just keep your eyes open and see what will happen to us in the future!"
He is not a great lover, Weng Lin is not his little princess, and Yu Jinle is not his follower.
They are just mortals, with their own likes, dislikes, likes and dislikes, and tolerance and narrowness of temperament. They are like so many people in this world, walking their own life path through life, old age, sickness and death.
Yu Jinle took his hand and shook it lightly, as if thinking that this declaration similar to "Top Gun" was not important to him. The figure who was thinking about it was reflected in his dark pupils, as if he was engraved in his heart Generally speaking, be serious and have no jokes.
As he wanted to look down at those focused eyes full of anticipation, he suddenly seemed to have three points of clarity in his thoughts. He shook his head almost helplessly, and took Yu Jinle with his back to walk forward, "Lele, the road is very long. Let's walk together, there is nothing to be afraid of."
Someone behind him opened the door and came out to walk around. He looked at each other and walked very close side by side, hiding his tightly held hands by his sides. From a distance, he looked like two teenagers walking side by side, with their hands on their backs. Sunshine, together to the unknown rest of life.
The so-called ordinary people and the so-called everything are just seeking to meet someone, you make me laugh, I advance and you retreat, one rises and the other rises, and the occasional running-in can also be smoothed out in mutual understanding.
May you meet someone who is just right with you and grow old all the time.
The author has something to say: This is the end of the text. In fact, the two of them are just "together" now. There is still a long way to go about the future, but I think if I continue to write, it will really be endless, so I will stop here first. Let's finish it.
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