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The attitude of thinking about it cooled down almost instantly.

It was the first time Weng Lin saw such a thing while thinking, and suddenly became at a loss.

"I don't mean anything else," she said, "I just want you to walk with me."

"I won't go." He said with a calm expression.

Weng Lin looked at him anxiously.

"Let's go, it's time for us to go back." He raised his chin to her, "I still have to watch the sunrise in the morning."

"Thinking about it!" She shouted, her tone softened, "I like you, why don't you understand, I just want you to be by my side!"

He stood there looking at her without saying a word.

"Have you ever thought about it? I'm gone, what will happen to us? What will happen to our future!" Her voice was choked up, "Why do you never seem to think about this question!"

this problem?what is the problem?Separate question?

Bian Xiang obviously told Weng Lin with a puzzled expression that he had never really thought about the future of the two of them.

He may have Weng Lin in his future, or he may not. He is busy in school life every day, and he has not yet reached the period of hesitation in his life. How can he think about this? ——Maybe I will consider it in the senior year of high school, but not now.

The only thing he can be sure of is that his future is absolutely impossible to go to the other side of the ocean to develop.

Weng Lin felt as if she had fallen into an ice cellar, she rubbed her white lips, and went through all the recent events in her mind.

"No wonder you have never been surprised that I suddenly enrolled in an English cram school, no wonder you have never mentioned to me that you met my mother at the parent meeting... So you didn't take it to heart at all..."

Although the time for the final matter she thought about going abroad had not yet been set, but this little clue revealed intentionally or unintentionally was enough for her boyfriend to notice and come over to question her.

But she ignored the big difference in thinking logic between men and women.

She had been waiting for him to ask about the English cram school, but he never asked.

The reason why the parent meeting was so urgent to call and text him that night was because her mother said that she met him at school and thought about what he might ask her...

She thought it was too much, but she didn't think about it, he didn't take any of it to heart.

Frowning at the same time: she has turned over the old score again.

But now he has no intention of accompanying her to turn over.

"Let's go, go back."

He stretched out his hand to pull her, but was slapped away with a "snap" in the next second.

"If you don't make it clear, I won't go back!"

She cried and said, showing her sharp claws at him again, "You tell me clearly, do you not like me anymore! Have you changed your mind!"

"Don't just talk about this issue." He also felt quite indifferent when hearing his own voice, "It has nothing to do with whether you like it or not."

"It doesn't matter!" Once the tears fell, she couldn't stop. Now she has completely lost the style of the eldest lady of the Weng family, and she is completely like a little girl tortured by love, "You don't like me anymore, It doesn't matter if you don't want to be with me!"

She couldn't figure it out, two people can be together, as long as they like each other, there is nothing wrong with it, but why he just refuses, isn't it a change of heart?

As she talked, the more she thought about it, the more sad she became, and she burst into tears.

Usually she shed a few pea-sized tears, and her heart ached when she thought about it, but now she was crying hysterically, but he didn't show any sign of coming forward to comfort her.

"How could you do this? Thinking, I like you so much, how could you treat me like this!" She cried bitterly and complained, feeling that her heart was about to die of colic, and she was so uncomfortable that she squatted on the ground and couldn't get up.

Thinking that he finally took a step towards her, stopped in front of her, but watched her cry condescendingly.

"Then I told you not to go, so you won't go?" After a long while, these words drifted over my head.

She was stunned.

not going?How can it be!She immediately retorted in her heart, but dared not speak out.

The voice of thinking continued to enter her ears, "I said that we can go to a good university in China and do what we want to do. Do you believe it? Can you not go?"

The sea breeze at night made my face ache, but it was far from the burning pain in my heart and lungs as I thought.

"Can't be? Then why do you ask me to go with you?"

"I did it for your own good!" she argued feebly.

Then a sneer was heard.

"For my own good? Then I am also for your own good. Why don't you stay?"

This is probably the first time in the two years since the two dated each other. Weng Lin wanted to release her temper blatantly when she saw it. In the past, if the two had any unpleasantness, either he bowed his head or dealt with it coldly. He had never erupted so positively like now. , so much so that she almost forgot that she was also a boy with a temper, but because this big boy liked her before, he habitually accommodated her and tolerated her.

"We are still young, Weng Lin, and we are still under the wings of our respective families. You will not resist the family's arrangement to go abroad, and it is impossible for me to argue with my family to go abroad for you. Your so-called liking is not enough to support us at all." To look forward to the future that belongs to both of us." Each word was cruel like a blade, "Then what's the point of liking like this?"

Weng Lin was stunned, with tears still on her pretty face, and suddenly felt that such thoughts were strange.

Is this person calm or cold-hearted?How could he say such a thing?

"Let's go." He said, his tone was as gentle as when he called her "baby". "It's windy at night, we should go back."

go back?What about when we go back?Go their separate ways?

She is anxious, she is in pain, but now she still doesn't understand that most of the pain in life is the result of refusing to leave the scene, there is no fate of misfortune, only the persistence of not letting go⑥.

At this time, this gentle and cute little girl could only stubbornly clenched her lower lip to prevent the sound of crying from overflowing her lips.

Before this conversation, she believed that two people could be invincible together, but now, she felt that her original world had collapsed.

Thinking about it, it is actually far less calm than Weng Lin looks.

For some unknown reason, familiar and unfamiliar faces flickered across his mind, some of which appeared only once in his life, while others appeared all year round during holidays.When they politely and even submissively knocked on the door of his house, regardless of whether they could do something or not, as if it was a great honor to stand there, all of them had exaggerated and flattering expressions on their faces.

His father never let him get involved in these things, even when his own uncle came to the door, he was in a state of avoidance.

He has also been black and white, gritted his teeth, hated and criticized, but growing up in this kind of family, these things are unavoidable.Whoever is rejected today, there will definitely be other people looking for him tomorrow. He doesn't understand political games, but his father can't shut everyone out.After seeing and hearing a lot, he soon became self-taught and came to know a color in the transitional range of black and white, called gray.

If you are too lofty, you will hurt benevolence, if you are too gentle, you will hurt righteousness⑦.

He only knows it but doesn't know why.

Apart from all these, he is very delicate.

Some things he knew well were suddenly punctured, and he couldn't even refute them.Usually, it's fine to whitewash the peace, but the person who uncovered this layer of tulle was Weng Lin. He couldn't even say a righteous "impossible", and he could only uncontrollably pull out a wave of anger from the bottom of his heart.

In the final analysis, it is because he is still too young and his skin is too thin. His current experience is not rich enough to support his current knowledge, just like he would instinctively say that it is not good to do so, but he cannot find a better way. In order to help his dad in an effective and direct way, tell his dad what to do, or what to do.These contradictions forced him into a restless and sleepy beast, which gave him an inexplicable complex emotion towards this society and even human nature, which is called "hesitation".

Adolescent children are like animals in the period of molting and shelling. They are sensitive and fragile. They still lack the ability to distinguish things and are prone to suspicion. Activate the self-protection system to attack people around you indiscriminately.

This situation is completely unsolvable and need not be solved.

Time will bring experience, it will bring growth, it will gradually polish them into bright and round beads, and finally they will be integrated into the big dyeing vat of society without distinction...

Originally, the original intention of opening a suite for each class was to allow some students who could not stay up late to take a rest. In the end, the estimation was wrong. More than 40 people rushed in, occupying the big bed and the sofa. Let alone rest, it is difficult to clean up. .

They are all at the age of making troubles, and it is midnight when the night is dark and windy and cold, and the time and place are matched with the rare harmony of people, so one person shouted for the whole class to respond, and decided to start the ghost story conference.

This is a very fresh experience for these children who spend their days looking up at the blackboard and looking down at the desks, studying and doing self-study and quizzes in class. Without the control of teachers and parents, the excitement of activities with their peers in the middle of the night , is far more attractive than resting quietly.

But this is torture for Jin Le, the reason is hard to say, he is afraid of ghosts.

He has been afraid of such weird things since he was a child. Sometimes the business in the store is busy, and because his father and mother close the store a little later, he, a five or six-year-old child, dare not even go to the toilet at home.

He and his cousin squatted in the living room to watch the popular Japanese horror movie "Midnight Ring" when he was in junior high school. His cousin turned off the lights and opened the windows and drew the curtains in order to seek excitement. It's even more perfect.As a result, when he was so scared that he went to bed that night, he shivered and fell asleep facing the holed window at the end of the bed.

Although the room was full of people now, when everyone held their breath and listened to ghost stories quietly around the only one, the solemn and solemn and eerie atmosphere still made him inexplicably horrified.

At the beginning of the ghost story conference, some people regretted that there were no candles, otherwise the atmosphere would be more exciting with the lights off and candles on!

Yu Jinle leaned in the corner and wanted to kill the man with his eyes.

In the end they turned off the headlights and left a dim bedside lamp to create the atmosphere.

"He waited for a long time, and finally the bus arrived. The bus stopped silently. When the bus door opened, the streetlight above his head flickered for no reason..."

The story of the ghost car progressed with both emotion and emotion, and Yu Jinle was timid, not daring to concentrate on listening to it, and his spirit wandered away.

At this time, Wang Qi, who was in the same group as them, touched him and whispered to him, "Yu Jinle, I'm sorry, I seem to have left your coat on the sofa in the hotel lobby just now..."

The temperature at night was much lower than during the day, and the countdown was the coldest early morning. Wang Qi was stamping her feet from the cold next door to Jinle, so he lent her her coat.But when a group of people turned around and went back to the room to rest together, she was not cold when she was waiting for someone in the lobby, so she took off her coat and put it on the sofa, and then forgot about it.

Come here and tell him to leave his clothes at this time, definitely not just come here to talk to him, and it's not suitable for a girl to run out to look for her in the middle of the night, so he still has to do it.

It just so happened that he was only paying attention to this ghost story conference at most, and was not very interested, so he nodded and said, "It's okay, I'll look for it, and I'll be back soon."

Although their squad leader issued three orders and five orders not to act alone, and even asked them to form a group when they went to the bathroom, Yu Jinle thought about it, finding a jacket was too personal, and the boys in the same group, Wang Zhichao and the others, were not obliged to go out of their way to do this. It's even more unnecessary for him to go for a trip, and let Wang Qian, a girl, follow him. It's better for him to go by himself, which saves trouble!

The author has something to say:

Note ⑥: Most of the pain in life is the result of refusal to leave the scene. There is no destiny misfortune, only the persistence of not letting go--the source is unknown, a sentence I have read before, borrowed.

Note ⑦: If you are too noble, you will hurt benevolence, if you are too gentle, you will hurt righteousness——by: Zeng Guofan

Interpretation: If you are too lofty, you will damage your love and affection with others; if you are too meek, you will lose your integrity. It is a sentence advocating the golden mean.While thinking that although he knows the so-called gray area, his three views are far from enough to support him to understand and do this kind of pleasing thing.