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Just as he was about to reach out, he gave Yu Jinle a pat on the forehead.

Yu Jinle rubbed his forehead and stared at him.

He thought to himself, "Why is it so cruel?"

"It's not like you've been broken in love." It's like dumping someone a little more.

While thinking about touching his chin: "Then how do you look like it? Holding you and crying?"

Can we still have a good chat!

Yu Jinle really doesn't want to talk to this person anymore!But he was so timid that he didn't dare to go out directly under the suppression of the squad leader Bian.

But thinking about it, I kept laughing, "You're just kidding, just kidding, look at your expression, you look like you're going to eat me raw, can't you pity me? I'm really pitiful."

Yu Jinle gave him a nod and told him to fuck off with his eyes.

So while thinking "Ouch", I covered my chest and rolled on the sofa.

Yu Jinle: "..."

This guy plays a lot.

Thinking that he had acted enough on his own, he straightened his back and sat up from the sofa.The beer was placed on the coffee table in front of him, and he only opened the bottle and took a sip when he was tired from the fuss.

After taking a sip of the beer, he was put back on the tea table. He strutted his legs vigorously, put his elbows on the knees on both sides, and crossed his hands to support his chin. He just fell silent.

According to the normal saying, Weng Lin was his first love, the first person of the same age and the opposite sex to whom he gave affection, and also the first object he was willing to devote time and energy to do some stupid things for her.Although some big and small things wear down some patience and emotion later, the status of "first love object" is still undeniable.

Isn't it said that men are tolerant of first love?

Now the subject said to leave—well, not to abandon him, but to ask him to go with her.

What a loving and righteous object.

Right?

But there is still a fire, clusters of clusters, sparks go out.

...Go to hell with love and righteousness!

"My dad married my stepmother when I was 13 years old." He said suddenly, but the content really shocked Yu Jinle, "At that age, I was a real little bastard. The steamed buns in my family are much worse, and the sons and daughters of my father’s comrades-in-arms all ran after me, we formed a sabotage company, and no one in the entire dormitory compound could escape our black hands.”

Childhood memories are always beautiful and interesting in retrospect. When I was thinking about talking, the expression on my face was very peaceful, even with obvious nostalgia.

"My mother passed away when I was very young, about six years old. It's been too long, and I'm too young. My memory of her is actually quite vague; my dad... usually busy with work He didn’t manage me all the time, and sometimes when he got too skinny and was sued, he would give me a whipping on the belt. But it didn’t help, and I continued to lead the team to commit bears the next day after the whipping and howling.”

He paused, then continued:

"Until I graduated from the sixth grade of elementary school. In that summer vacation, I ran home covered in mud as usual. As soon as the door opened, I saw Shen Yunjia..." I thought about it, "Oh, it's me now My stepmother—that’s what my dad told me at the time, and this will be your mother from now on—drink your milk, I’ll tell you mine, just listen with your ears.”

When Yu Jinle heard that it was this kind of family secret history, she felt that she should sit upright to show respect, but when she was about to put down the Wangzai jeans, she gave him a stare and stopped him.

"I made a fuss right away - I thought, no, why did my dad find me a stepmother? Can something like a stepmother be easily brought home? What if she abuses me? What if I put poison in the apple? Will I have to squat at home to wash the dishes and mop the floor? If she gives birth to my dad again, and they will be twins in her whole life, will I still have to have a front chest and a back head? The one cooks and washes the clothes... you are laughing and laughing!" He was still sad, but when he turned around, he saw Yu Jinle holding Wangzai's milk and laughing so hard that he got covered in a slap.

If he didn't stop this young man, he would probably be able to laugh himself away.

right!Just laugh at "fart"!

Yu Jinle turned her head abruptly, biting the soft flesh on both sides of her mouth, causing her shoulders to twitch.

"Hey! I said what's the matter with you young man? Can you still be obedient?"

While wanting to yell dissatisfiedly, Yu Jinle quickly made a "stop" gesture, signaling that he was smiling enough to let him continue.

"Say it! Say it!" Although I thought it was immoral to laugh at this moment, I couldn't stand it anymore!

While thinking about plucking his hair, although he was dissatisfied, he continued:

"Although there are really few memories about my mother, and my father is not very close, but I feel that they all belong to me. Even if they are not close, it will not allow an outsider to share my father There wasn’t much love and attention in the first place.”

"Finally, I still didn't feel safe at that time, and I was too weak. I was afraid of this kind of uncertainty that would be lost at any time."

"I fought, smoked, and drank all the time like children who want to attract the attention of their parents. I let go of my words at that time. As long as my dad doesn't drive Shen Yunjia out for a day, I will do it for a day." Don’t stop. If my family loses my source of income, I will borrow from my classmates, from my neighbors, and not only borrow, but also howl at others, saying that my father will not have a son if he marries a young wife. , no food, no money to spend, even pocket money was deducted, and I couldn’t buy the study materials I needed to go to school, which made my dad so angry that I wanted to have my cramps...the trouble lasted for almost a year at that time -"

"Didn't there be that kind of private roller skating rink back then? Have you ever been there?" Jin Le didn't answer the question, and continued, "There are a lot of gangsters there, and I often skip class and hang out with them. Fighting It’s commonplace, and I felt that something was missing when no one caused trouble for a day. Later, another time, someone went over to smash the field, and that person happened to be in front of me, and I was directly fired—the blood that was sprayed by that person at that time was He poured my head and face all over me, and I was immediately angry. Who did I provoke me? So I also went up and got involved. The scene was probably too chaotic, but I was involved anyway. Later, someone called the police, and the police They took all of us away in handcuffs."

The content of this statement is finally normal, and Yu Jinle can finally listen to this story called "The Story of the Two-year-old Juvenile Offender" while drinking milk in a serious manner.

"If I didn't pay attention to the fights and openings at that time, then the police found drugs from those people, and then searched several drugs from the roller skating rink, which really scared me."

A child from a family like his has a bottom line no matter how bad he is, he knows what he can touch and what can't.Ignorant and fearless, it is precisely because he has a bottom line that he is afraid.

"And that time, it was the first time my dad didn't bring me home in a fit of anger and beat me up." I thought, narrowing my eyes slightly, "How old was I then? I was only twelve or thirteen years old. I was there every day. , I’m not afraid of being fierce and brave, but getting involved in a drug case is really going to be over, and I really thought I was going to be over, especially when my dad left me in the police station for two days. Two days— —How long is the legal detention? He just let me squat there for two days.”

"At that time, I was really panicked, really scared, panicked like never before... I was afraid that my father would really be like what I preached to the outside world, that if he had a new wife, he wouldn't have a son—"

"Later, it was Shen Yunjia who led me home. She politely followed behind the police and signed a sign to take me home. My father didn't show up at all, and Shen Yunjia took me the whole time. I held my breath and was angry and frightened along the way, but she also said nothing with a sullen face, until she got downstairs at home, and she said to me, 'I didn't marry your father to take him away from you, It's because I love him, he said that he only has one son like you, so I am willing to have only one son like you for him'."

"She reassured me that they won't have another child, and I'm still my dad's only son." While thinking about it, she lit another cigarette and bit, "Shen Yunjia is a very smart woman, she sees that I What I'm really afraid of is not her coming, but the fear of losing my father, and even more fear of another child from the Bian family coming to compete with me for my father because of her appearance."

"During the days when I didn't accept her, in fact, my dad was not as firm as I saw on the surface, so she decided to talk to me by herself, and so far she has indeed told me with her actions, for my sake. Dad, how far can she go?"

From the period of ignorance to the period of rebellion, there was only one dad by his side. No matter how hard he beat him when he was disobedient, it also meant that his dad attached great importance to him, and it had always been the focus of his dad's life. The children came to fight with him for their father.

"They really didn't want a child all the time. Later, I gradually stopped making trouble. Although I couldn't change my name and called her mother, I couldn't get away with 'Auntie Jia' anyway, so I was willing."

Although Yu Jinle's family is a large family, the relationship between family members is far less complicated, and there is no such kind of development trend between parents and children, but he is no stranger to Bian Xiang's possessiveness towards his father.

Before the age of eight, he was the only child in the family, so he naturally occupied the unique favor of his parents. His father's shoulders let him jump, and his fucking attention never left him for a second.After Yu Jinan and Yu Jinyao were born, he felt for the first time what it means to be "neglected": when his younger siblings were young, he often passed the news to relatives during the holidays, and lived at his aunt's house for a while. Going to grandma's house and grandma's house, and finally being able to go home after school starts, but not the next time I left him in kindergarten and forgot to pick him up. , he always felt that he was the extra one in the family; it was the first time he understood what it means to be "shared": it was also from that time that the things he liked could no longer be owned alone, as long as his younger siblings wanted them, he had to give them to them. If you don't give it, you are "selfish" or "ignorant", so you don't deserve to be a big brother, but no one has ever asked him if he wants to be this big brother, and no one has taught him why things that belonged to him have to be discarded now. When he was separated, they only said to him, "You are the big brother, so you have to give in to your younger siblings, this is a good boy."

In the blink of an eye, he has been a "good boy" for so many years.

He felt sorry for him, and unconsciously reached out and patted the shoulder he was thinking about to show his empathy.

"I don't know how much compromise it means for a woman to refuse to have a child because of an oil bottle, but Shen Yunjia is the closest female elder I can get close to. She used her actions to tell me what is right for the elderly. side love."

"Weng Lin told me tonight that she wants me to go abroad with her." Thinking about it, she finally brought up the main topic of the night, "What she often told me is that if you like her, you have to tolerate her—most of the time , I can indeed do this, who made me like her? She wants to spend seven or eight Valentine's Days every year, I can accompany her, and I can accompany her every morning and evening from good morning to good night, she I can still coax her patiently when I am unhappy and have a small temper, but when she said that so naturally tonight, I suddenly realized that I can't do it. "

"She thinks she is for my own good, so I have to listen; but why doesn't she stay for my sake? This kind of relationship is unhealthy, and it's not what I want. At the beginning, the old side also thought to find me a stepmother It's for my own good. I don't accept that I can make a big mess. In the end, although it was Shen Yunjia's compromise, I know that it wasn't me that she compromised, but the old side. It was my stepmother who made sacrifices for the old side. .”

"These hurdles related to future life cannot be overcome by saying 'I want you to accompany me'."

He didn't really want Weng Lin to sacrifice anything for him, but he thought that the two of them were out of step and it was difficult to adjust together. She had her own ideas and he had his own.

When he asked Weng Lin if he could stay, he was quick to talk.He had already expected what kind of response this quick tongue would get, and Weng Lin's refusal did not surprise him.

Just like what he said to Weng Lin, they are too young to be responsible for their own lives.One will not resist the arrangement at home, because she wants to fly high; the other cannot follow, because he has his own way to go.Their feelings, in the face of all kinds of reality, are simply vulnerable, and even without external resistance, they will fall apart automatically only relying on internal contradictions.

"I don't know when it started. I feel very tired when I am with Weng Lin. I always worry about when I will offend her again. I can't relax all the time. I am cautious and cautious. I am not afraid of her or cowardly. I am just willing to let her go most of the time. Looking at her and coaxing her, I have obviously changed a lot, but I am still breathless. This is not my nature, and this kind of relationship is too abnormal. I have my own temper, my own standards and bottom line, I don't want to waste time on these things that can't be adjusted."

He looked up and said, "So that's it, it's over."

The big boy looked at him earnestly amidst the smoke, with an inexplicably mature and handsome expression in his handsome brows.

Yu Jinle's heart skipped a beat.

"Hmm." He replied.

What can he say?They decided to break up, and it was obviously not for asking for advice, so it was not appropriate for him to say anything.

"You can figure it out yourself."

Thinking of being surprised, he said, "Is that how you react?"

"Then how can I react?" Yu Jinle wondered, "You have already decided? Can I still persuade you not to be impulsive and not to break up?"

While thinking about it, he said, "As a brother, shouldn't you buy drunk with him? But you just drink milk on your own—"

Yu Jinle glared at him, "Then you drink milk too, don't say I won't accompany you."

Laughing while thinking about it, he pointed at Wangzai's milk and kept laughing, "How old are you and still drinking milk, isn't it embarrassing?"

"What's there to be ashamed of? Isn't it ashamed to be brave and make yourself uncomfortable?" Yu Jinle glanced at him with eyes that look stupid, "No one knows what you like and what you don't like better than yourself. You When I was young, I knew that I didn’t like your father marrying you a stepmother, Cinderella Bian.”

While thinking about it for a moment, "What did you say? The last sentence."

He thought he had heard it wrong.

"Cinderella Bian." Yu Jinle slowly counted her fingers, "Poisoned apples, being abused, washing dishes and mopping the floor with children... Isn't this Cinderella? Oh, the poisonous apple belongs to Snow White...Imagination Quite rich, it seems that Hans Christian Andersen read many fairy tales when he was a child? Why don’t you feel that you have to use matches to keep warm?”

"Yu! Jin! Le!" While thinking about it, his face turned dark, and he rushed towards him ferociously, stretched out his claws, and scratched at the soft flesh of his waist, "It's endless, right? You still make fun of it Master me?"

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