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"why?"

Why?If all the questions could be answered simply and crudely, he wouldn't have so many contradictions.A contradiction is a contradiction precisely because it is irreconcilable.

But considering the way of thinking in his youth, even if he is much smoother than ordinary peers, it is still incomprehensible.

But Bian Zhenhua looked at his son's thick eyebrows and big eyes shining brightly, but he did have an impulse, thinking that maybe he could let his son try to help him share the pressure on his shoulders——

"I have taught you since I was a child, don't be afraid to take responsibility, it is your responsibility, you have to look directly at it and face it. Just like your father and me, this family is my responsibility, your mother's house... is also my responsibility .Your mother and grandparents left early, and there is only your uncle left. No matter how ignorant or disobedient, he is the only root of the old Chen family and cannot be cut off."

"But he did something wrong!" Facing the words of responsibility, he thought he had heard it hundreds of times since he was a child, so he naturally wouldn't refute it, but now the problem is Chen Wentong's fault, why do he have to follow Responsibility linked?

"You're still young." Bian Zhenhua said, "This world doesn't just divide right from wrong. Do you think I can turn this matter over if I ignore it?"

"Why not? The Zhou family wants Chen Wentong's life. If you don't try to protect it, don't get involved in this matter, why can't you turn the page? Is the Zhou family still going to kill the nine clans? Dad——"

While thinking about the words that were already on his lips, his father blocked them back with a deep look.

"It's my fault." With Bian Zhenhua's sigh, he wanted to clearly feel that his father's broad and powerful shoulders in his hands had collapsed, like a mountain invisibly pressing on it, and the flesh and blood The body was crushed.

His father's heavy sigh and slumped shoulders split the sky like a bolt of lightning, giving him instant clarity of hearing and eyesight, and blowing away his heartless and careless way of calling friends. Two clean.

"The Chen family is your mother's niece. I won't emphasize these superficial words. You should understand if you don't say it. But you are not close to the Chen family. The responsibility lies with me." Jealousy is a quality, but it should not be treated with such ruthlessness. Bian Xiang appeared in a nonsensical way.

Bian Zhenhua lit a cigarette, leaned on the back of the chair exhausted, "Your mother accompanied Mr. Chen to our camp to visit relatives, what a sensation it was... What a wonderful little girl, beautiful , dignified, gentle, and good-natured, even to the two hundred and five little soldiers who can only smirk, they have no pretensions of kindness. Drilling, pouring water and cleaning the table, even the work of the orderly was rushed to finish—just to see your mother."

He wanted to know that his father married the leader's daughter, but this was the first time he heard such details.

"I'm just a little soldier. Others don't call me squad leader because of my military rank, but just because my seniority in it is older than them, and I have a burden on both shoulders. Or nothing, nothing, why? Just let your mother fall in love with it, I still can't figure it out, when she smiled at me, I was flattered and afraid that I had admitted the wrong person..."

"Because you're handsome, Dad." I couldn't help laughing while thinking about it.

Although the old man has gained weight in his middle age at the moment, his foundation is there anyway, otherwise how could he have such a handsome son? 17 years ago, he must have been a handsome figure in the army. How about his dead ghost mother who just fell in love with him without anyone looking at him?Not to mention 17 years ago, even more than ten years later, if he is as smart as Shen Yunjia, wouldn't he miss his life the moment he sees his old side?

Bian Zhenhua was seriously reminiscing at first, but was interrupted by his own brat in a rude manner. He blushed and growled angrily, "You son of a bitch!"

"All right, all right! Say what you say!" I thought about zipping my mouth.

"When your mother left, you were only so young, you were only six years old." Bian's father stretched out his hand and scratched at a place about one meter high, "Dad knows that your memory of your mother is very vague, that's because you When she left her side, she was far more than that age. She was ill early, and you are still a baby, about three or four years old, which is the age when you are the most clingy to your mother, but she suddenly fell down..."

"I still remember when I took you away, you cried and refused to let go of your mother's hand, and you refused to listen to anyone coaxing you. In the end, it was the Wang family and the Jiang family who hugged their kid and coaxed you—it was quite a time at that time. Worrying, you bad boy, it’s okay to cry by yourself, and you have attracted those two boys to howl together..." Life is always bittersweet, and even the colors of memories are colorful and bleak. In the past few years, Zhenhua's development has been much smoother. The days of heavy shoulders on the family and no achievements in work are long gone. The children of their own family have the joy of making fun of hardships. The children of the three families will be troubled since they were young, and they will grow up to this size before they know it. They will continue to grow, and then they will lead their own lives.

"The Chen family sent your mother to the best doctor in the country. They tried to keep her, but they couldn't keep her. I hadn't retired from the army at that time. She was in the capital hospital, and I was in Quancheng. There were troops in the army. Discipline, during the two years when she was ill, I couldn't see her a few times in total, and in the end she couldn't bear it any longer, so I rushed to see her for the last time..."

Thinking that the memory of his mother is indeed very vague, not deliberately forgotten, but has a natural hazy feeling about the woman he should call "Mom". Of course, even if he is a few years younger, he still yearns for the existence of this woman Yes, and he had certain fantasies, otherwise Shen Yunjia would have come in at that time, and he wouldn't have made such a fuss.

But his life from childhood to adulthood was too perfect. Although his father was strict with him, he gave him enough freedom and respect.When he was a child, the teacher in the boarding school was a capable person, and he often wandered around in the compound. The hostesses of every family liked this elf and lively child. He has a very upright outlook on the three views and personality.

At that time, Bian Zhenhua was busy with work after changing jobs, and he often had no time to participate in his son's growth and learning. Later, he wanted to find out that every time he participated in school activities and won awards, the teacher would take the initiative to report to his father and help him in Bian Zhenhua's life. Hua felt a sense of presence in front of him.So in order to attract his father's attention, he began to be active in all kinds of school activities, big and small, even if he was not good at it, he would try to show his face. Other children were still shy and shy, but he had already He patted his chest and performed on stage, especially to save face for his homeroom teacher.

As soon as the students are active, they will naturally maximize their sense of presence in front of the teacher. The head teacher of the parents' meeting will always praise and appreciate Bian Xiaoxiang's enthusiasm. Usually the skin is a piece of skin, but the one who was publicly praised by the teacher was only thinking about it. At the moment, the hostesses Wang and Jiang were envious.

Now that I think about it, there are traces of his crazy personality.

So before Shen Yunjia appeared, he didn't have too much self-pity for his single-parent family life.

"There are only two things your mother can't let go of before she leaves, one is you, and the other is the Chen family—" He wiped his face and said, "Your mother said, you are still young, this family cannot live without a mistress, and I alone I can't support it, if there is a suitable one, let me take it home to be your mother, the only condition is that I must treat you as my own."

"About the Chen family, she knows that her younger brother is pampered and self-respecting and self-willed. If the second elder in the family is gone, there must be someone who can restrain Chen Wentong, so she wants me to change jobs. system."

The stench of Chen Wentong's second-generation ancestor's virtue spreads for several miles. This person is bullying and afraid of being bullied and trampled on.

I thought about it and fell silent.

He suddenly realized that he just yelled that Chen Wentong should be punished as a matter of course just now, and his father's idea that he shouldn't care about this bad thing was really too naive.

Jealousy like hatred and justice must prevail can only appear in film and television dramas, big screens or literary works, because it carries all the fantasies and delusions of the creators.

But the situation in reality is often: in the face of bad guys, not only can you not simply ask Sheriff Black Cat to arrest him so that he will be punished by the law and get the punishment he deserves, but you must also be restrained by the world and do something that violates the law. To favor him, to excuse him.

Such is the adult world.

As students, they study hard every day in school without hearing anything from the window. They complain and wail all over the place. Sometimes they criticize the limitations of the national education college entrance examination system, and sometimes they criticize the school for taking grades as the only criterion for students. , It seems that they are busy every day for the prosperity of the country and the nation.However, it is also this period of student life like an ivory tower that isolates them from the complex and chaotic human nature of this society and protects them at their most sensitive and vulnerable age.

When they feel bad, they can cry and cry, and when they are wronged, they have a family to rely on when they turn around. They live freely, and their circle is pure and transparent. The wrong team, not to mention the fact that things backfire in the adult world, but you still have to hold your breath and forcibly hold back a smiling face to welcome you.

After all, good and evil are rewarded is an ideal, an absolute rationality that is completely stripped of emotional emotions and independent.

There are no absolutes in the world, this is the truth learned since childhood, and it has been applied to practice after all.

He still has an innate dependence and closeness to that gentle woman in his vague memory when he was a child, let alone his father who has personally experienced a period of time?That woman was more than just a dead wife to his father, she was also the mother of his son, the woman he loved so much when he was young.

Law tolerance is a kind of unfeeling that completely cuts off the seven emotions and six desires. Humans are emotional animals, so what kind of person does it need to be able to fully implement this with a heart of stone?

"Marry a woman and come back to be your mother, and treat you as her own son--I don't know what it takes for a woman to sincerely regard a child who has no blood relationship with her as her own son, so I could only use it bluntly. A way of negotiating with your Aunt Jia, thinking that he is the only son of my Bian Zhenhua in this life." Because of the last wish of his original wife, he adopted this completely blunt way to face all the women who approached him, in fact it was Rejection in another way.Maybe some women can convince themselves to become a stepmother, but few can accept that they have nothing to do. He thought that this would make those who are willing to quit—and it did scare away a lot—but Later, what Shen Yunjia did after she appeared was far beyond his expectations. She almost fulfilled his love and loyalty to the Chen family in a heroic way regardless.

"The Chen family is another entrustment of your mother, on the same level as our son, you—"

In the end, Dad said to him, "I've thought about this matter myself. I have to take care of it, but Dad promises you that this time I won't blindly protect your uncle, and let him get the lesson he deserves."

After that, Bian Zhenhua went to talk to Shen Yunjia by himself for an afternoon. After repeatedly promising that he would put his own family first and not easily provoke the Zhou family, and that this time Chen Wentong would teach him a lesson, the two couples finally reunited smoothly.

Probably because of the worrying days in Quancheng, coupled with the traveling back and forth from the north to the south, Shen Yunjia fell ill the next day.