Touch of the Net King

When I got home, it was already night.

"Sister Aoi?" When the door was opened, it was dark.

Turning on the light, the whole room was lit up, walked in slowly, and saw Huacunkui sitting on the sofa, what was he thinking?

Walk over: "Teacher Huacun."

"..." Huacunkui looked up at her, and asked, "Where are you going? Have you eaten? Why didn't you say something when you went out?" She frowned as she spoke.

He didn't answer in a hurry, but just said: "Is there something on your mind? If you don't mind, you can tell me, it will be better to say it."

"Oh." Huacun sighed.He continued: "Do you know? Today we competed with a school called Qingxue in Chengcheng Shonan..." At this point, there is no more to say.

Huacun was silent, and so was Kumiko. The TV version said that Shonan Shonan had lost in the Wa Qing Gaku competition.

"Okay, let's not talk about this." Huacun said suddenly and briskly, returning to her usual elegance. "It's okay, but I didn't dig a corner and couldn't complete my excellent work. I'm a little disappointed."

"..." Kumiko said nothing, is she really okay or is she wearing a mask to prevent anyone from discovering her inner weakness?

"time to eat."

"I have." She replied obediently.She is not in that mood. "I'll go upstairs."

Huacun saw that Kumiko remained silent until Kumiko disappeared, and Huacun's emotion could not be seen, but her eyes were full of inquiry.

……

Sometimes I can't wait to stay on the bed, recalling many things that happened today, biting my lip, my heart is blank, I don't know what to think or what to think.

"めぐる木々たちだけが, ふたりを见ていたの, ひとところにはとどまれないと, そっとおえながら."

He took out the phone, looked at the caller ID, and pressed connect.

"Hello? Is this a kid from Yuandu? Did you have a fun day today?"

"..."

"In? Could it be that he fell asleep?"

"Uncle, what's the matter?" She always called, and she suspected that this person had unknown intentions.

"Don't doubt everything about me. You must be very curious about me, so I'll tell you. I'm here in this world to supervise you. I know what you've done and what you can do." Rare serious.

"..." I don't intend to go into it. She is a bit strange and doesn't like others to tell her the answer, because she likes to guess and find the answer by herself.

"Don't be surprised why I called. My purpose is very simple. In fact, I really can't stand it. They say that people who read a lot are stupid. It's true. Because you are an example. I think you are stupid when you read a lot. , You don’t even have a normal way of thinking, you should have kept silent in the hospital at that time, I really don’t know why you are so sensible!”

"..." He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and replied, "I am not a pawn in their hands. I also have my way of life."

"But don't you think you are too extreme? You also know that those two people can do anything. Miyako's character is the kind of character that will get rid of anyone who is upset. That's why you have been stupefied in reading. A bit There is no social practice."

"Then uncle, what choice will he make at that time. If you help Miyako, what's the point? It seems like you're afraid of her. Or keep silent, others are looking for you to do the surgery." I feel really powerless.

"I knew that reading is useless at all, but reading dead books. You see, you are too stubborn, and you are also very willful."

I am getting weaker and weaker, afraid that I will faint in the next second: "You know what? I have nothing left, only my own thoughts and studies are left. Everything else belongs to others. Please don't interfere with me I'm afraid that if I go on like that, I won't be me anymore."

Somewhat strangely said: "Why do you have depression, why not schizophrenia."

"...No matter what, I am who I am, and what I want to do is my business. I want to live according to my own thoughts. So please don't interfere with my thoughts." Her thoughts have always been proud, always habit.

"Ah, don't be so serious! I'm just talking, it's up to you whether you do it or not."

Suddenly the subject changed: "Kumiko, you will understand, I am doing it for your own good."

"But you know, it happened. No amount of energy can change it now."

"..."

A bad feeling appeared and became stronger and stronger, as if he would suffocate in the next second.It seems like something is going to happen.

After hanging up the phone and resting for a while, I took out the contact lenses I bought a long time ago from the drawer and put them on my eyes.Looking at the blinking black eyes of the girl in the mirror, I always felt that it was not suitable, so after thinking about it, I took the eyes off, put them in the box, and then took the lock to lock them.

But starting from tomorrow, she won't be squinting anymore, she will keep opening her eyes, trying to be a brand new self, living in her own way...

The author has something to say:

today's.The computer shut down suddenly yesterday, so many words were coded, and all of them were lost...

cry……