dumb ashamed

The quilt was warm and soft, and the moment I opened my eyes, I met the child's gaze.

He faced me and leaned against the bedpost, he was stunned for a moment before tentatively asking: "Xu, Xu Qing?"

I nodded, feeling so happy, I was rescued after fainting twice.

The child rushed over and lightly touched the side of my face with his fingertips. He got close, and the bloodshot eyes were obvious.

"Xu Qing..." the child murmured.

I smiled, gathered strength, raised my head and kissed him on the mouth, and then fell back satisfied, but my body seemed unable to bear such a violent movement, I was panting and hurting, I couldn't bear it Stop grinning.

The child reacted, gave a kiss back, frowned and smiled: "Don't move around, the arms and legs need to be taken care of."

I nodded, I was a little tired, and when I raised my hand, it shook like Parkinson's, and the child found it and helped me put it down: "I just said don't move, what do you want to do."

I was still mentally weak, I couldn't hold on after just two sentences, and I was afraid that I would go to sleep and scare him, so I yawned after thinking about it.

"You still want to sleep?" The child understood, leaned over and kissed my forehead, and said with a slight smile, "Sleep, I'll watch over you."

I had no choice but to endure the pain and move in. I was so dizzy that I looked at him.

The child didn't dare to stop me, so he remained silent.

Lie down, I can't hold it anymore, I yawned, tears came out.The child finally moved. He took off his coat, shoes and socks and lay beside me. I tilted my head on his shoulder and fell asleep peacefully.

I lay unconscious and half asleep for two or three days, and my energy finally improved. The child said that Lu Miaomiao had come to see it, and there was nothing serious about it, just that I was exhausted and took care of it.

The child has been with me all the time. Every time I open my eyes, I can see him and fall asleep after saying a few words. I don’t know if it’s my illusion.

"Xu Qing, what are you thinking about?" The child lowered his head and rubbed my arm, his palm was warm and very comfortable, "Miss Yuan said she wants to come and see you, is that okay?"

I nodded. Speaking of which, I have never seen anyone else since I came back. The child said that this was in the inner courtyard of Yuanjiabao. The little girl went to live with her second sister-in-law. There were only two of us in the inner courtyard. Did not catch up.

The child stopped, helped me up to half sit, fed me a glass of water, stuffed me back into the bed, and said in a low voice, "Wait until I call her, remember to move less, I'll be outside." Tuck the corners out.

Shouldn't labor and capital offer comfort when they are so fragile?Thinking about it this way, it seems that I have never kissed except for the first time I woke up... Could it be that the child forgot to wipe my face these few days, so I can't put my mouth down! !

The door rang, and the little girl rushed to the bed: "Brother Xu!"

I froze, and turned to look at her hesitantly. Fortunately, there was no strange reaction, so I smiled in relief.

The little girl lay beside my bed, pitifully: "Brother Xu, sister-in-law said you are much better, do you still feel pain now?"

I shook my head and patted her head to comfort her, but I couldn't use any strength in my arm, so I had to give up.

The little girl touched my shoulder through the quilt, her eyes were a little red: "You don't even know, when Brother Xia brought you back, I thought..."

I smiled wryly. I could think of my appearance at that time. My hands and feet definitely didn’t droop naturally. The clothes were still the ones lying in the water prison. It's miserable to think about it.

"Just wake up," the little girl cried, "Brother Xu, I'm sorry, it's all our fault, Brother Xia doesn't..."

The child came in suddenly, the little girl was startled, and turned her head in silence.

"Miss Yuan, Xu Qing needs to take some medicine, and needs to take a nap," the child moved sideways to pass the door, "Let's talk when Xu Qing feels better in two days."

The little girl got up, looked at the child timidly, then bit her lip and looked back at me, and whispered: "Brother Xu, rest, I will come back to you in two days."

What, what's wrong?I am at a loss.

The child sent the little girl away without changing his face, returned to the bed, and curled the corner of his lower lip: "Are you tired? Do you want to sleep."

I suddenly realized what was wrong with him. The child put aside the bad jokes, not to mention that he usually looks like a Confucian and chivalrous man, but when he was with me, he was more like a gentle and gentle man, with a bright smile or a bright smile. There's never been a relationship between lovers, at least I've never seen him smile so deeply, his brows are furrowed, his eyes are deep and bottomless, nothing can be seen except that he is unhappy, I'm afraid it really scares him.

"Huh? What's the matter?" The child sat beside me and wiped my hands with a towel.

I slowly moved my fingers to write on his hand, but he held it.

"Tell me," he leaned forward and said softly, "I can understand."

Lips?I widened my eyes, such a cool skill really exists.

The child's brows and eyes softened with a smile: "Talk slowly, it should be fine."

I pursed my lips and mouthed every word: Yuan Wenhan.

The child said: "Wen Han's body has been found and buried in the ground."

Me: What happened when I got caught.

The child was silent for a moment: "I found out that you were not there when we evacuated that night, but we had exhausted our energy here, so we had to give up. Afterwards, we kept trying to sneak into Yuanjiabao, but at that time the two parties failed to defend against each other. I didn't touch you until the fight."

"..." This is succinct: what's going on outside now.

Child: "To hunt down the remnants of the Wuhong faction or to recuperate from injuries, the Wuhong faction was caught off guard before gaining the upper hand. In addition, people from all the hidden factions in the city gathered on the day of the rescue. Four days ago, the five hong factions took action." The Hong Pai has almost no power to fight back, and the outside world is much more peaceful now."

I look at the children, and the children look at me.

"By the way," I was stopped by the child just as I was about to speak, "Just as Yiqi got the message, she received a message from Miss Leer, saying that it was raining heavily in Yongmiao, and the tomb of Senior Zhang had collapsed. She hurriedly asked someone to rebuild it, but found There are double coffins in the ground, she dare not make a decision to ask you, I told her it was a joint burial, I didn’t let her take care of it, and I also told the workers not to talk nonsense.”

coincidence?Counting the days turned out to be about the same time, I couldn't help laughing: I dreamed that they gave wedding candies.

I looked at the child and sighed in my heart, it would be great if I could speak, I have a lot of things to say to him, so I can only say a few words slowly in this way.

"Everything is determined by God, you two are benevolent and benevolent, you don't have to worry about it," the child patted my arm, "Sleep a little longer, I'll go see how the porridge is doing."

When the kid walked to the door, I suddenly remembered the topic he had turned away, knocked off the bed, and the kid turned around.

Me: The surname is Lu.

The child pondered for a while, smiled wryly, and sat down next to me: "If I tell you to leave it alone, will you listen?"

I watched him move

"I killed him," the child lowered his eyes, "Lei Zong betrayed his morality and joined the Wuhong Sect, tricking them into sending more disciples to the martial arts conference to test medicine for Zhao Yuntian."

In fact, as a kidnapper, he didn't abuse me too much except for the way he tied me up. But in fact, I wish I could kill him with my own hands. Maybe it's because I've been in this society for a long time and I've been tainted with hostility.I know it's not good, but I don't want this person to be killed for me by a child.

People are so strange, when he killed people at the bottom of the mountain, I think he is terrible, but I feel distressed when I fall in love with him, how much suffering I have endured at a young age, I will kill people with my hands, and the three officials are twisted to this point in a relationship I did not expect it.

I didn't speak, I gritted my teeth and stroked his hand slowly with my fingers: Leave it to me next time.

The child was obviously frightened, and he quickly cleaned up his expression: "Xu Qing..."

I squinted my eyes and smiled: It doesn't matter whether he wants to drink mushroom soup or porridge.

"Okay." The child smiled.