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Sitting quietly in the dark for a long time, An Mingxi turned his head and looked again at the place where Hua Qianyu was before falling asleep - there was no one there.

Also, how could it be.

An Mingxi lifted the quilt, turned around, and landed on the ground with both feet.

Out of the corner of his eye, he seemed to catch something, he looked to the right, and immediately saw a faint figure, which made his heart beat wildly in fright.With the dim light of dawn, he recognized that this person was Hua Qianyu, and his heart dropped.

I really haven't gone back, but I'm not stupid, at least I know how to sit down and rest.

The autumn night was cold, and An Mingxi, who was out of bed, felt the prickly cold.He wanted to move the quilt to cover Hua Qianyu, but he was afraid of waking Hua Qianyu up, so Hua Qianyu would catch him right away, and then Hua Qianyu would say something teasing him... It was almost time to wake up At that time, he had better stop doing it.

... Is he really going to alienate Hua Qianyu?Are you really willing to let Hua Qianyu suffer because of him?Before falling asleep, he kept thinking and thinking about the real solution to the problem, but he couldn't come up with the answer until he woke up from the dream.

Maybe you shouldn't make decisions on your own, An Mingxi thought.

He got out of bed and squatted down in front of Hua Qianyu.

Hua Qianyu sat cross-legged, with his back leaning on the wooden bed, his head tilted and his eyes closed, no matter how straight he sat, he looked precarious.

An Mingxi opened his mouth and silently called "Idiot".

In the silence, there was a sudden sound of pushing the door. An Mingxi knew that it was Ah Jiu, so he didn't plan to hide Hua Qianyu. It wasn't until the visitor came to the screen with the toiletries that An Mingxi turned to him and raised his hand Made a silent gesture.

Ah Jiu found the person in front of An Mingxi. Although he was surprised, he didn't ask any questions. Instead, he put down the wooden plate and retreated.

Should I wake him up?An Mingxi wanted Hua Qianyu to be sued in retaliation.But thinking of Hua Qianyu's new official appointment, he still patted Hua Qianyu on the shoulder.

The person who was not sleeping comfortably woke up from a light sleep, slowly opened his eyes, and after seeing the face of the person in front of him clearly, the first thing he said was: "Is it because of the child?"

An Mingxi thought he was talking nonsense because he was asleep, but he added: "Is it because of the child that you don't want to accept my reason?"

Suddenly, An Mingxi realized that he was not the only one who was troubled during this long night.

"Yes, but not only for him," An Mingxi replied, "Shiyu...Even if he was not born according to my expectations, I still hope that he can grow up to be a carefree adult." If you make the same mistake, you can't let your children grow up in disappointment and resentment just because you only love Hua Qianyu.

Hua Qianyu leaned forward slightly, staring at An Mingxi: "I will treat him like my own son."

"But you are still not his mother." He said this not because of An Shiyu, but because of Li Xiangling, but it also poked Hua Qianyu's sore spot.

"Isn't it good for him to only remember me? As long as he grows up in my arms, I will be far more important in his heart than his biological mother—or, you think women are necessary."

Even though Hua Qianyu's expression was still vague, An Mingxi could smell danger.

"Let Xiangling leave?" An Mingxi also had this thought, "How can I disregard family relationships?" The secular world is even more harsh on women. Even if it is announced to the world that it is "reconciliation", the woman has to endure a lot of rumors gossip.If there is no An Shiyu, he can still say that the reason for reconciling Li Xiangling is to let Li Xiangling meet someone who is more worthy of entrusting him for a lifetime, but since An Shiyu has come into the world, how can he separate mother and child? Li Xiangling loves this child, he Know.

"What about me? Are they more important than me?"

No, An Mingxi replied in his heart - until now, he still feels a little strange when he looks at the baby An Shiyu.

"Since you can't divide them cruelly, let's leave them all behind and just choose me, can't you?

An Mingxi was unable to respond.

The sky is getting brighter, the morning light is cut by the window lattice, and the light cast into this huge room is blue and gray.The facial features of the person in front of him were clear, but Hua Qianyu couldn't distinguish his expression. Hua Qianyu couldn't bear the depressing silence. He raised his head, leaned against the wooden bed, and smiled wryly: "Oh, to you, I count What?"

An Mingxi pursed his lips. Hua Qianyu, who did not get a response, lost his patience, stood up, and walked out of An Mingxi's sight.

As the footsteps faded away from his ears, An Mingxi stood up and murmured: "I just want to do the right thing." Either talking to himself, or telling Hua Qianyu.

But... what is the right thing to do?He is lost.

In the quiet early morning, even the whispers can be heard clearly.Hua Qianyu stopped and asked, "I'm not on the right path, is there?"

An Mingxi turned around to look at his back, and was at a loss for words again.

"Then, I wish you happiness." There was still a lot to say, Hua Qianyu stopped talking and left resolutely.

……

Busy with official duties during the day, only at night can I have my own time.

Hua Qianyu chose to drink at Huamanlou, drinking alone in a corner of the noisy Hualou.

The host, Hua Qianshu, caught sight of his figure, walked over, and sat down opposite him.Hua Qianshu took a small glass from the plate, poured wine, and said, "For a person like you who doesn't know how to taste wine, drinking too much is a waste." As he spoke, he picked up the wine glass and poured it against his lower lip. Let the nectar slide over the tongue slowly.

Hua Qianyu glanced at him, took a big gulp from the wine bowl, and replied, "Use wine to relieve your worries."

"Isn't it more worrying?"

Hua Qianyu didn't answer at all, just kept drinking.

Seeing that the little brother was in a bad mood, Hua Qianshu was concerned: "What happened, why don't you talk to your brother Shu, if you hold it in alone, it's easy to hold back, isn't it?" sincere.

Hua Qianyu put down the wine bowl, and after a moment of silence, he still confided his thoughts: "He doesn't want me anymore for the sake of the child."

"Do you hate him?" Hua Qianshu had already known about the birth of the little prince, and it was he who wrote it in a letter from his family and sent it to Hua Qianyu who was still fighting in the frontier at that time.

Hua Qianyu shook his head: "A seriously ill father is looking forward to having a grandson, who can bear to refuse?"

"What did he say?"

"You can guess...it's just that he doesn't say anything that annoys me."

Hua Qianshu smiled and said, "Think about it, maybe you don't think so much, but he thinks women are better?"

His heart ached from what he said, Hua Qianyu looked at him resentfully: "Brother Shu, didn't you come to comfort me?"

"No, I'm here to unravel you," Hua Qianshu pushed open the folding fan, covered half of his face, and slightly narrowed his fox-like eyes, "Even if you are only interested in men, there are so many good men, why bother to hang yourself here?" On a tree. If you still can’t find another lover, then go to the little valet to change your mood.”

Hua Qianyu looked over Hua Qianshu, landed on the man behind Hua Qianshu, and said, "Women are better - is this Brother Shu's experience?"

Hua Qianshu didn't deny it, but said: "Compared to listening to me, Xiao Qianyu is better to experience it by himself."

"Brother Shu, how about changing to another tree? Go romantic, go happy."

"Oh, I think so too, but it's a pity that the tree won't let me."

"Oh? Let me listen to your complaints and change my mood."

Hua Qianshu sighed again, and said: "Don't dare to say. If you talk too much, he will come to sleep with me every night, for fear that I will mess around with others behind his back." After speaking, Hua Qianshu turned his head and looked behind him, Ask Zhuge Xingyun, who was only an arm's length away from him: "Do you think so? Xiao Yuner."

Zhuge Xingyun didn't answer, just sat down.

"Because you have no credibility." Hua Qianyu commented on Hua Qianshu's words - if it was him, he would definitely not say anything suspicious in front of An Mingxi.

Hua Qianshu didn't defend himself, but Zhuge Xingyun spoke for him: "He just has a bad mouth."

"Your Excellency Si Qing has worked hard for such a person at the stall." Hua Qianyu lowered his head, as if apologizing, and continued to pour wine after the apology.

"Are you drinking wine like water?" Hua Qianshu closed the folding fan and pressed the fan on the back of Hua Qianyu's hand until Hua Qianyu paused.

Hua Qianyu asked Zhuge Xingyun: "If the person Siqing loves still loves Siqing, but he is married and has a child, what will Siqing do?"

"Do nothing," Zhuge Xingyun looked at Hua Qianshu and replied, "Maybe he will let go."

Hua Qianshu met his gaze and winked at him.

Unexpected answer - can't even Zhuge Xingyun understand it?Forget it, no one needs to understand.

"I will definitely take it back." Hua Qianyu said with a determined look.

"But," Zhuge Xingyun said to Hua Qianyu, "Since he has made the decision to start a family, he will only be resented if he destroys the family, won't he? At that time...even the original feelings will be completely wiped out net."

Hua Qianyu put down the bowl, spilled some overfull wine on his hands, and said, "I'm not too sad, because I know that as long as I put in more effort, he will still come back to me." Maybe it's the design. To frame Li Xiangling might be to take An Shiyu away... even if it is extreme, even if it is vicious.

"Drinking is just to make myself smell of alcohol... Then go to him and say some emotional words, I think he will feel sorry for me, and I can even use this to coax him into bed... He likes me and can't let go Me, I can tell by looking at his eyes...but he is a kind-hearted and stupid person who doesn't prioritize his own mood." Hua Qianyu closed his eyes, as if he was drowsy, "I like this about him, so I won't... oh, I've already blamed him... I deliberately said something that would make him sad... What the hell am I doing?" At this point, he got up and left his seat.

Confiding too much, Hua Qianshu thought that Hua Qianyu was already drunk, so after explaining to Zhuge Xingyun where he was going, he followed Hua Qianyu and left.

Hua Qianyu walked slowly, and Hua Qianshu followed behind in no hurry.

Against the background of men and women, Hua Qianyu is like a ghost wandering in the world. He goes against the flow of people and passes through the frolicking crowd. He just dealt with it indifferently, and then continued to walk alone like a ghost.He was so out of place—Hua Qianshu suddenly felt sorry for his little brother.

Walking from the feasting place to a dark corner, Hua Qianyu suddenly stopped. After a long time, Hua Qianshu approached him and asked him where he was going.He thought for a long time and replied, "Go home."

"Oh? Why don't you go to His Highness the Fourth Highness to show your pity?"

Hua Qianyu took another step, and after walking a certain distance towards Huafu, he responded to Hua Qianshu behind him: "I won't go."

... Framed by design?An Mingxi's mother died of framing, if he really did that, An Mingxi would never look at him in his life.

His idea was stupid and bad.