The sun and the moon are affectionate

Nong Yue walked into the room lightly, glanced at the sleeping Leng Yue, turned her head and said to Ming Ri: "Aren't we being too selfish?"

Mingri sighed, and said, "I never thought that Shi Qiuyan would cause such a great psychological damage to her. Seeing her so haggard, I also feel very guilty and guilty."

"In that case, let's help her." Nongyue took out a small bottle from her bosom.

"Impossible!" Tomorrow reached out to grab it, but Nongyue blocked it with her fan.

"Sai Huatuo, don't you love her very much? Leng Yue always thinks about us, shouldn't we also think about her once?" Nongyue asked.

"But we should respect her choice, shouldn't we?" said tomorrow.

"That's your excuse!" Nongyue scolded in a low voice.

"I don't allow you to hurt her!" Tomorrow couldn't help but start a fight with Nong Yue Guo.

"Sai Huatuo, do you really have the heart to see her in such pain?" Nongyue asked while accepting the move.

"I'll be with her!" said Tomorrow.

Lying on the bed, Leng Yue heard the sound of fighting in a daze, half-opened her eyes and asked, "Who?"

Mingri and Nongyue stopped fighting when they heard Leng Yue's voice.Nongyue waved her fan without saying a word.Tomorrow leaned forward and said softly, "I'm sorry for waking you up."

Leng Yue sat up and saw Ming Ri and Nong Yue's faces were ashen, she couldn't help asking: "What's wrong with you?"

Ming Ri and Nong Yue lowered their heads, neither of them spoke.

"Is it because of me?" Leng Yue asked tentatively.

"Nongyue hopes that her sister can treat her better." Nongyue said.

"Lengyue, I can't bear to see you face the pain in your heart so hard every day. If we hadn't held you back, maybe you wouldn't have had to face so much pain. So, Nongyue and I I hope you can think about yourself, not just think about us." said tomorrow.

Leng Yue smiled, her smile was as sweet as the spring breeze with the fragrance of honey.

"Nongyue, tomorrow, thank you all," Leng Yue said with a smile, "No one restrains me, I really chose to stay."

"Is this true?" Nongyue asked.

Leng Yue smiled softly, and said: "No one is willing to do things that are not good for themselves. Behind all things, there will be some benefits, and the same is true for pain. I understand, you have seen me going step by step. Facing these pains from the past was hard, but I deserved it. Because I've avoided it for too long, and it's protected me for so long. Now that I'm letting go of it, I have to face it first. they."

"But, does my sister really have to do this?" Nongyue said.

"I face this not for you, but for myself. I am not afraid of your jokes when I say it. Since Xiaoyan's death, I have never had the guts to touch emotional matters. In fact, I know in my heart that if I don't face it All of this, he will be my eternal pain. But I dare not face it, because behind all this, it is not his badness, but my badness. I have to face the darkest side of my heart , it makes me feel ashamed and afraid. Although there will be the joy of rebirth after facing it, people always like to muddle along, don’t they?” Leng Yue smiled bitterly, “If I faced all this bravely, he would not Come to this dream. Even if I come, I won’t be against you. What I have to face and bear, I can’t escape after all. This is the responsibility I should take to you, and I should also take responsibility for myself Responsibility."

"Leng Yue, I will accompany you." Tomorrow held her hand tightly.

Leng Yue smiled and nodded.

Nongyue frowned and asked, "Is it really so important to forgive the person who hurt you? Can my sister really forgive all the harm he caused you?"

"If you want to forgive others, you must first forgive yourself." Leng Yue said, "On the surface, it is others who hurt us; in fact, the person we cannot forgive the most is ourselves."

"Nongyue doesn't quite understand."

"Then let me use the case of the two of you as an example?" Leng Yue said with a smile.

"I would like to hear the details." Nongyue said, shaking her fan.

"Tomorrow, you once couldn't let go of your father's abandonment of you and refused to forgive your biological father. Is there such a thing?" Leng Yue asked.

"That's true." Tomorrow replied.

"So, behind this thought, what do you think deep down in your heart?" Leng Yue put her hand on tomorrow's chest.

Tomorrow was startled, then fell into deep thought.After a long time, he said slowly: "I was born with a disability, which disgraces the family tradition. I deserve it for him abandoning me."

"It's this idea," Leng Yue said, "On the surface, you blame your biological father for abandoning you; in fact, the person you really refuse to forgive is yourself, hating yourself for being born with a disability, which prevents you from sharing the happiness of family with your parents You think it's all because you weren't good enough, but that's not true. You don't have a choice, and it's not your fault that you were born with soft bones. If you can forgive yourself for not being good enough, forgiving that innocent self, you're You will see that it is precisely because you were born with a disability that you were sent to Master, you became the unparalleled Sai Huatuo, and you met friends like us who shared weal and woe, and you are what you are today. Everything. If you don't have hatred for yourself, will you still have hatred for your father?"

"You're right, I understand." Tomorrow smiled knowingly.

"Nongyue's situation is different from that of Sai Huatuo. Ban Tianyue killed my whole family. Could it be that the person I hate in my heart is not Ban Tianyue, but himself?!" Nongyue said coldly.

"Nongyue, when you knew that you were always doing things for your enemy, was there ever a moment when you hated yourself?" Leng Yue asked.

"Hate, how can I not hate!" Nongyue said mockingly, "I hate Palace Master Wuyou for not telling me the truth earlier, I hate Ban Tianyue for letting our brothers kill each other with his vicious heart, and I hate myself even more. Can see through the true face of Ban Tianyue sooner!"

"On the surface, Ban Tianyue is the one who killed your family's enemies, and it's only natural to get rid of them; in fact, deep down, you can't forgive yourself for being deceived by Palace Master Wuyou and Ban Tianyue for many years, let alone yourself. Because you You are smart, but you failed to recognize that Ban Tianyue was the one who killed your family's enemy. So, you not only want Ban Tianyue to die, but also make him die in an ugly way. For this reason, you can do whatever it takes, right?" Leng Yue asked.

Nongyue's hand holding the iron fan trembled slightly, and asked unwillingly, "What if I forgive myself?"

Leng Yue smiled, got out of bed and walked in front of Nongyue, put her hand on Nongyue's trembling hands: "It is helpless for Palace Master Wuyou to conceal the truth, and there is nothing wrong with you in this." .Because you can't forgive yourself, you will always take some extreme but unsatisfactory ways to get revenge; If you can forgive yourself, you will understand that Ban Tianyue's death was not 'our' plan, but his own cause and effect. The mistakes he committed will have to be paid back sooner or later. In this way, you can calm down , with a calm and calm heart, think out a brilliant strategy, and subdue it half a day and a month at a time."

After hearing these words, Nongyue's expression gradually eased, he nodded thoughtfully, and said, "Sister's words are reasonable. Hearing these words, Nongyue's heart was in a state of confusion. It seems that sometimes, Facing pain is more difficult than suffering forever. Sister, Nongyue admires your courage."

"You are also very courageous," Leng Yue let go of Nongyue's hand, patted Nongyue's shoulder and said, "Now you understand why I have to face this pain, right?"

Tomorrow also walked to Nongyue's side, and put his hand on Nongyue's other shoulder: "It seems that we also need to face our own pain."

Nongyue smirked, and said to Lengyue with sly eyes: "Sister, how about you help me and Sai Huatuo sort out our emotions?"

Leng Yue snorted coldly, and grabbed a person's ear with one hand: "Aha, you two were relieved on the spot after hearing it, how can I help you, pretend for me? Pretend for me again, huh?"

"Oh, my sister is merciful, and Nongyue will never dare again!" Nongyue said with a smile.

Tomorrow also bared his teeth and said, "Oh, let it go, it hurts!"

Leng Yue let go of her hand and said with a smile: "Sister, I'm tired, you two go release it by yourself, remember to go together!"

Tomorrow shook his head helplessly, while Nongyue shook his fan with a smile and said, "Let's go, Sai Hua Tuo, are your ears itchy again?"

Ming Ri rubbed his ears with a smile, and said to Leng Yue: "I didn't expect you to be quite savage, I have to guard against you in the future."

After all, say goodbye to Leng Yue with Nong Yue tomorrow, and leave.

"Haha!" Leng Yue was so happy that she accidentally choked on herself, bent over and coughed for a long time.

"It was so much fun!" she said, laughing.

The next day, in the palace martial arts hall.

"Good! Good! Good!" The frontier old man applauded Leng Yue and Tomorrow's progress again and again, and couldn't help asking: "What have you two realized recently? Compared with the previous few days, today's swordsmanship has improved by not a single star." ah!"

Leng Yue and tomorrow looked at each other and smiled, and tomorrow said with a smile: "This is all thanks to Master's teaching yesterday."

"Oh, what did you realize? Tell me!" The old man in frontier was very curious.

"Yesterday, Master discussed with us Wuwuwuqing. At that time, the disciple said that Wuwu means breaking the ego, and being ruthless means not being attached to personal hatred. At that time, Leng Yue said that if a person has pain in his heart, he must heal it. ; Master said, we should sublimate the small self into the big self, and sublimate the small feelings into the big feelings." Tomorrow said.

"That's right, so what?" the old man on the frontier continued to ask.

"Then, you should start with yourself, first heal the pain in your heart, and then get rid of the ego. After getting rid of the ego, the personal grievances and hatreds will be resolved, and the heart of the self will naturally appear." Leng Yue said.

"Hahahahaha!" The frontier old man couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear, and praised again and again: "You are really good apprentices for the teacher! Well, one flower is one world, one leaf is one bodhi, and you are the universe, and everything works Among them. The so-called one life is two, two is three, three is all things, the most important thing is to thoroughly understand this 'one', then the rest will be solved easily! Hahahaha!"

Tomorrow and Leng Yue look at each other and smile.

"You two, you really didn't disappoint me! Gu Mutian, Gu Mutian, you're doomed! Haha! Tomorrow, Leng Yue, now you can learn the last move of the selfless swordsmanship!" The old man on the frontier said with a smile.

"Yes, Master!" Tomorrow and Leng Yue said in unison.