Topic male god [rebirth]

Before the webpage of communication in front of him had time to close, the photo of his intimate conversation with Su Chengcheng was still clearly displayed in front of his eyes, with extremely eye-catching captions on it.Ye Jun and Su Chengcheng communicated intimately, and the three of them had a romantic relationship

Intimacy is real, but love life is really...

Su Yan was half-circling him behind him, her cheeks were next to her ears and she was also looking at the screen. Before Ye Jun could speak, he remembered the sudden kiss that day.The man who kissed not long ago, Ye Jun felt a little guilty for no reason.Stretching out his hand to fasten the notebook, he got rid of Su Yan's embrace with an awkward smile, "Nothing to see," stood up and looked away, "Are you done?"

"I'm done for the time being." Su Yan didn't make things difficult for him, and let him go when he saw him dodging. His eyes flicked over the computer, but he couldn't see his expression. "I can be free for a few days. I'm too tense recently, and I have to take it easy."

Ye Jun sat on the chair, nodded but did not look up.Even though he said so, he always felt that Su Yan went home to accompany him specially.After the incident last time, he never asked Su Yan or explained it, just like before, he never explained his identity, and Su Yan never asked.

If you want to ask... Ye Jun calculated, this will drag out a lot of things.

"What's wrong?" Su Yan looked at him reclining with her long legs crossed, "Will it be embarrassing to see a man who kissed a few days ago?"

"..." Ye Jun's ears turned red. He didn't think it was too embarrassing at first, but saying it like this is embarrassment in capital letters.

Su Yan sneered, seeing his embarrassment, couldn't help laughing, made a pyramid gesture with both hands and continued, "Is it because the kissing partner is a man, so it's embarrassing?"

"...No" subconsciously wanted to say yes, but he still told the truth.Su Yan didn't expect Ye Jun's answer, her heart skipped a beat and her eyes darkened, "Aren't you disgusted by men kissing you?"

He is gay, so of course he wouldn't be disgusted that someone of the same sex is interested in him. Ye Jun was dumb for a long time and changed the subject, "...you said you like men the other day?"

"Well, I've always liked men."

Ye Jun has an indescribable sense of loss and guilt. He has known Su Yan for nearly ten years, and he always thought that Su Yan liked women.

He seems to have never really had any relationship with Su Yan, just like he only found out a few days ago that Su Yan doesn't like spicy food.Imposing his consciousness on Su Yan, so taken for granted, so arbitrary.He doesn't even know whether Su Yan likes men or women.

The sudden but long-delayed sense of guilt caused Ye Jun to fall into silence for a while. Seeing his sudden change, Su Yan was a little flustered.I couldn't figure out what he was thinking, so I could only follow his meaning and ask, "Why, you are very against homosexuals?"

"No..." He himself is how he would reject it, "then why did you kiss me that day?"

"Love can't help you?" Su Yan raised her eyebrows, "I think I like you, what do you think?"

what do i thinkThis sentence should not be asked him.Ye Jun felt that Su Yan seemed to have misunderstood something, and Su Yan kept emphatically asking him if he liked men.That means that in Su Yan's subconscious mind, he has always worried that he is a heterosexual?

Ye Jun finally discovered the hesitation of the two of them. He did not put him in the consideration of the other half because this person was Su Yan and his junior brother.What Su Yan was worried about was that he felt that he was a straight man, so he kept trying.

For completely different reasons, but the same hesitation, Ye Jun's heart skipped a beat, what would happen if he told Su Yan that he also likes men at this time.

He kept too many things from Su Yan, and this feeling of guilt grew stronger and stronger.But Su Yan was actually interested in him, and Ye Jun's brain ached, what should he do now!After struggling for a long time, he tentatively opened his mouth, "You know our identities are not suitable."

"Do you mean as a public figure or as my cousin?"

"All."

Su Yan smiled, with a different kind of confidence and free and easy, "If it is a public figure, I really haven't thought about it. If you think I am good, then we can slowly figure out a way together. If it is about you It's my cousin." Glancing at Jun Ye, his expression conveyed what you and I knew well, "I don't need to say it directly, we all know that you are not him."

Ye Jun lowered his head guiltily, Su Yan's expression relaxed a little, walked over to lean on the chair with both hands, and circled him in the chair, "So you can tell me sincerely, is it possible to be together."

"No." Ye Jun didn't raise his head but said resolutely, Su Yan couldn't help tightening his hands while leaning on the armrest.

"I don't want to lie to you, so I still want to tell you that I don't reject men because I like men too." But Ye Jun raised his head and met Su Yan's eyes, not ignoring the flash of doubt and joy in Su Yan's eyes , interrupted Su Yan and continued, "I like men too, but it's impossible between us."

Su Yan's expression sank, "Why are you so sure?"

"Because..." Ye Jun's heart trembled and it hurt a little, he didn't want to admit it but he could only answer like this.

"Because I have someone I love, you're not worth it."

**

This sentence became the final words of tonight, Ye Jun decisively rejected Su Yan with such a heartless sentence.When the water rushed over his face while taking a bath, Ji Yu's face appeared in front of his eyes again, what was left behind was not the 20 years he and Ji Yu had gone through, but the darkness of the last few years.

He couldn't remember when Ji Yu's indifference started, but the deepest memory was always in Ji Yu's "tired".

Graduated from high school at the age of 17, and met the boy of the same age when he was hungry. The two of them supported each other for so many years, and finally got what they got was watching that person and another person enter the palace.Looking at Su Yan's dejected face, Ye Jun suddenly felt that his cruelty was chilling, but he seemed to understand a lot.

Sometimes refusing is really the best way, just like Ji Yu said that he is tired, he is really tired.

Just like he never hated Ji Yu, he always couldn't figure out the reason before, but at this moment he suddenly understood.The reason why I don't hate it is because I owe it, I have known it for a long time but I don't want to admit that he is the one who pays less in the relationship.

He loves Ji Yu, but someone loves Ji Yu more than him.Ye Jun's heart twitched in pain, and his fingers clung to the wall fiercely, so is this the real reason for Ji Yu to break up.Ye Jun was knocked down by this sudden thought, his temples tingled, and he couldn't even stand upright for a moment.

The sentence that I have someone I love is both true and false.There will be no one in this life who can make his heart move more than Ji Yu, but even this has become a thing of the past.

As for Su Yan, Su Yan was too confident, Ye Jun couldn't think of any other reason that would make him stop thinking about it, only the past was something Su Yan had no choice but to use as an excuse, it was really a perfect excuse.Such an outstanding person as Su Yan deserves to be loved by a passionate and loving person, who is not as selfish as he is, and does not tire the relationship like him.This person is definitely not him, this him who has no courage and is full of guilt.

Feelings, there are so many things a man pursues in his life, it doesn't matter if he doesn't want feelings, besides, Ye Jun pressed his forehead against the cold wall.

For the first time, he discovered that he was such a person who was not worthy of love.

On the fifth day of being locked up at home, Ye Jun lay in bed for almost a whole day, and finally called Xia Fanxing in the evening.Xia Fanxing thought about the ringtone for a long time. After hanging up for the first time, Ye Jun was silent, and finally dialed it again.

Standing at the top for so many years, it seems that even the most basic manners are gone.Ye Jun smiled wryly and scratched at his hair. It really moved his whole body. After seeing one thing clearly, he found that the fault was far more than just this one.Xia Fanxing is his manager, he found him the best resources, but he didn't even give him the most basic ones.

Xia Fanxing picked up the phone, it was not the usual lazy tone, Xia Fanxing frowned and waited for a long time, Ye Jun's voice came out hoarsely, "Brother, I'm sorry."

Xia Fanxing was very surprised, and after seeing that it was indeed Jun Ye, he twisted his face and asked, "You can't stand it in just a few days?"

"No..." Ye Jun leaned on the sofa, really wanting to slap himself a few times, trying to torture himself.There were still Su Yan's cigarettes and lighters on the coffee table, and he took out one and lit it, "I really thought about it, how could you not believe me so much?"

Xia Fanxing frowned when he heard the sound of a lighter over there, "Why don't I believe you and you don't know?" Without giving Ye Jun time to speak, he asked, "Know what to do?"

"...Understood, brother, I will obey what you say how to do."

Xia Fanxing was even more surprised, did he really understand and understand?But no matter what the reason was, he was quite satisfied with Ye Jun's change.The recent facts caught him off guard. On the one hand, he was angry with Ye Jun, and on the other hand, he was afraid that Ye Jun, who didn't play cards according to the routine and had no scruples, would cause trouble at that time.One wave of ups and downs rose again, and even he had a headache at that time.

Su Chengcheng's side really made silence is golden to the extreme. Before Lin Fan's ambiguous admission of love, Su Chengcheng's side just kept silent and ignored it.This time Jun Ye was mixed in, and the situation over there was the same again.Two days ago, after talking with the other party, and knowing the other party's intentions, Xia Fanxing's anger was relieved a little, and he was instigated again.

The other side is to use Ye Jun to get rid of Lin Fan. It is enough for Ye Jun to be emotionally hurt, but this time his IQ is not enough.If it wasn't for being Ye Jun's manager, Xia Fanxing really wanted to scold him, he really deserved to be hacked.

Thinking about what he had discussed with Su Chengcheng again, Xia Fanxing couldn't help gloating, cleared his throat and said with a smile, "Cooperate with that, pick up Su Chengcheng tomorrow, and talk to Su Chengcheng This time the scandal is confirmed for me."