White dove

Night Breeze suddenly twitched, his half-long hair was blown half-covered his eyes, Tong Tong was choked, and he complained lightly: "Everyone wants to stand up for me, and anyone who sees him has to ask Who bullied you again today, I look so easy to bully?..."

Leng Chao glanced sideways, turned around and strode towards the second floor while mocking: "Indeed, with such a peachy face, who can tell that you can bite when you are ruthless..."

Tong Tong: "What the hell..." Leng Chao had already slid along the bar by the door and into the booth by the window.

The small hot pot on the second floor of Nanyuan Canteen is cheap and good. Leng Chao ordered the pork ribs pot bottom, added two side dishes, and a bottle of Red Star Erguotou, all of which are his favorite standard.

Sitting opposite, Tong Tong watched Leng Chao and reported the name of the dish without raising his eyelids: "You have been eating the old third dish over and over again for three years, and you are not tired of it."

"Tired? I'm afraid that after graduation, I won't even have to eat a small hot pot. I can only eat bran. How dare I feel tired?" Leng Chao lit another cigarette with a snap, and Tong Tong said, "Is it the last one? Du It's rare for Li to send back mercy, and let you suck it all up in one breath."

Leng Chao didn't take it seriously, and said coldly and decisively: "I'd rather die than have fun, and I still have to save up five cigarettes? I'm sorry for lying all my life."

As for this sloppy and inexplicably unrestrained energy, Du Li probably ate it, and was taken to death by Leng Chao, and Tong Tong slandered a few words in his heart, as expected, couples always look at each other with filters, Even though Du Li knew in his heart what the hell Leng Chao was, he could still be easily coaxed into submission by a few words.

The steaming pot of cured ribs was brought up, the alcohol stove was lit, and Erguotou had exactly one cup for each person. Leng Chao took a small sip, as if he had returned to his soul, and then he gradually recovered his energy and turned around. Tong Tong watched With such vigor, he couldn't help but say, "Do you know what your style looks like?"

"What?" Leng Chao got on his face as soon as he drank, and after two sips of wine, his neck and face turned red like a grilled prawn, oily and shiny.

Tong Tong poked the window with his chopsticks. Across an open road, opposite the cafeteria was a row of dormitory buildings for foreign students who were rushing to work. Below was a row of temporary sheds, which spontaneously formed a small restaurant with food stalls. He said: " Like migrant workers, they are exactly the same, from head to toe, from the inside to the outside, there is no difference in every gesture, believe it or not, just go there and go directly to the foreman, maybe someone can pay you the wages.”

Leng Chao laughed his head straight: "You are looking down on migrant workers. The construction of the motherland depends entirely on them. Your mentality is not good. You are too superior, and you will suffer in the future."

Tong Tong made a gesture to knock him on the head: "Where did you hear that I look down on migrant workers? I'm just being objective. I respect every worker, and I even envy them. I work, eat and drink every day, and my life is simple and red." It's booming."

"Tsk." Leng Chao snorted: "Since it's about this, the envy on my lips is not envy. Maybe I can only work as a migrant worker after graduation. Seeing how sincere you are, brother, I don't mind bringing you along Join in, I will be the foreman, and you move bricks, how about it?"

Tongtong choked on his intake of wine and coughed earth-shatteringly. Leng Chao, the dog, was the best at crawling. He was angry and laughed, his face turned red. Leng Chao gloated and shrugged his shoulders, giving him Handed over a tissue: "Brother guarantees that you will be popular in the future. The school grass graduates choose to serve the people, and the construction site moves bricks and moves out of the sky."

Tong Tong burst into tears, miraculously cleared away the blockage that had been stagnant in her heart for several days, and the discomfort of choking on alcohol was finally gone, Leng Chao fished out a piece of pork ribs from the pot, blew and handed it Tong Tongwanli: "In the future, I will have to do physical work, eat better now."

The ribs dipped in hot sauce are very tempting, but now Tong Tong just wants to put the bowl and the ribs on Leng Chao's head, and he picks up the ribs and bites down hard: "It's just your mouth, Du Li hasn't given it to you all these years." It's a miracle you're mad."

"Hey, she's not an ordinary person. I'm not bragging. Her current heart and ability to endure are invincible against S. After graduating, this ability to resist blows can help her career skyrocket. When she becomes successful When I become a strong woman, I am the man behind her, hiding my achievements and fame." Leng Chao's face remained unchanged, his face was so thick that bullets couldn't pierce it.

"Let's talk about it if you're still alive after the special eighth." Tong Tong was not optimistic at all. Seeing that his brother was going to die with a headshot in a few months, he didn't plan to save him at all, he wanted to watch the show.

Leng Chao has an unrestrained feeling that tomorrow is the end, and today he wants to have a carnival, or that he has bloomed bright and wanton flowers after his decadence has reached the end. He has no expectation or imagination for this world. He may not even come to study. He said that after graduation, he might be able to work as a migrant worker.

Tong Tong and Leng Chao have been getting along like half-brothers. Both of them are cold in their bones, but Tong Tong is still struggling, and Leng Chao has already laid down.

The ribs and side dishes have been cleaned up, and there is only a pot of greasy soup left in the pot. Tong Tong went to get two cans of lemon tea to relieve the greasy, bought the order, and handed a can to Leng Chao when he came back. Red like a drop of blood, the upper eyelid has a slight levator muscle weakness, and the eyes are slightly covered, looking decadent and funny, he said: "I didn't drink enough wine today, I feel uncomfortable."

Tong Tong said, "Let's go, go to the supermarket and buy a few more bottles, then go back to the rooftop and drink."

Leng Chao nodded, took out the meal card he had won from his trouser pocket, and called the waiter to pay the bill. The waiter came over and said, "Student, the payment has already been made."

Leng Chao took a picture of Tong Tong's head with a meal card: "I was fighting with Lao Tzu again to pay the bill. I didn't see how handsome I am in this posture. You messed up everything!"

"You're so handsome, keep it for Du Li, maybe she can make you live two months longer if she's happy." Tong Tong fended off Leng Chao's hand, and went downstairs to the nearby supermarket.

Leng Chao took a bottle of Erguotou and two packs of peanuts, walked a few steps back and took another bottle, Tong Tong added two more packs of peanuts, Leng Chao settled the bill, and walked to the dormitory with the plastic bag, the two of them Go directly to the eighth floor rooftop.

The Nanyuan dormitory is on a high terrain. Looking from the roof, there are more than [-] dormitory buildings, teaching buildings, libraries, gymnasiums, football fields, basketball courts, volleyball courts and tennis courts, all in sight. Clusters of lights are lit up. A lively night.

The excitement was far away from them, and the rooftop was so quiet that only the sound of the wind could be heard.

One of them opened a bottle of wine and drank slowly, Leng Chao suddenly asked: "How does it feel to live together?"

Tong Tong was stunned for a moment, seeing Leng Chao's expression, he couldn't see anything. He was not sure whether he was asking seriously or digging a hole for himself. He said, "What do you mean?"

"Literally, don't think too much, I just want to ask you, someone who has been here." Leng Chao was serious.

But Tong Tong saw something else: "Who came here, suddenly cared so much about this, and said, what's going on?"

It was rare for Leng Chao to be an individual, and he didn't intervene in anything. He sighed inaudibly, paused, and said, "Du Li wants me to move out with her."

Tong Tong's eyes suddenly widened, too much information flooded into his head, and he didn't know which one to pick up first. Leng Chao looked at Tong Tong's anxious and restrained look, and sneered: "Now let's see if I look like a A lamb for the slaughter?"

"Kill you... don't you just live together, why do you look like you are going to die?" Tong Tong frowned.

"Hey!" Leng Chao took a sip of wine, facing the wind and said solemnly and solemnly: "When you have to stay with your girlfriend and mother 24 hours a day, you will be afraid too."

Tong Tong sprayed out all the peanuts with a sip of wine, pointed at Leng Chao and scolded: "Do you have a conscience? Du Li is so kind to you, why do you take her as your mother?"

Leng Chao lost his momentum, and sat down on the ground: "If it wasn't for thinking about it, can we last until now?" He elbowed Tongtong: "To be honest, don't you get tired of living together? You haven't lived together yet, just Being stared at by her all day in and out of class is going crazy."

Tong Tong sneered, he really felt cold and hypocritical, he obviously liked the other party, but couldn't let him go, and he insisted on getting back the face of the so-called man, how could the girlfriend do whatever she wanted, regardless of whether the ending was pulled by the ears and went back to kneel Washing board, in front of outsiders, the posture must show resistance.

He said to Leng Chao: "You just do it. One day Du Li wakes up and finds out that he has been bewitched by someone. When the time comes, you may cry. Don't be so violent and begging for reunion."

Leng Chao snorted loudly and coldly: "I'm Leng, when did you give in to lust?"

After drinking half of the wine, the peanut skins were scattered all over the ground, and the lights of the stadium in the distance gradually went out. There is more noise in the dormitory building, some places are silent, and some places are just beginning to be noisy.

"Have you thought about having a future with Du Li?" Tong Tong asked.

After a while, before Leng Chao could answer, Tong Tong turned his head. Leng Chao sat on the ground leaning against the railing, half-closed his eyes and hummed an out-of-key song: "Don't talk about this. , everyone is free, it is better to leave everything to fate.”

"That's why I didn't think about it." Tong Tong concluded for him: "I knew it, you just waited for that day, right? You disappeared without a trace as soon as you graduated, let alone Du Li, I guarantee that even your own mother None can be found."

"Hey, you're still smart. If you want to say that the person you know the most is a brother, a woman, alas, women, only women believe in eternity." Leng Chao drank a little too much, and his tongue widened slightly when he spoke.

Yeah?forever.

These four words are blessings and curses, and Tong Tong doesn't know which one it would be if it should be applied to her.

"What about you?" Leng Chao said bluntly, "You and Qin Shu live together vaguely, what's the matter? Love? Boyfriend?"

Tong Tong was also silent, and Leng Chao, an outsider, could tell that this was not love, why he kept deceiving himself.

Leng Chao poked him, and Tong Tong said, "You can call it whatever you want, it's whatever he thinks, and I can do it."

Leng Chao took a deep breath, sat upright beside Tong Tong, stared at his face and said, "He treats you not what you want him to do, you grew up together, he can fight for you If you punish him, he can take care of everything about you, but he can't like you."

Tong Tong's eyes were red: "You know what a fart! Can't you like me? Why can't you like me! If you don't like me, then he has done so much..."

"It's you who don't understand!" Leng Chao also raised his voice, his eyes were blank and straight: "What my mother said is that he can't like you. I don't know if he likes you or not. Even if he likes you, he can't like you." You...fuck me, I've been confused by myself, wait for me to reason, yes, he can't like you, he looks very assertive, brave and reckless, but he is a coward in his bones, do you understand, he dare not I like you, but I dare not be with you, don't say you are a man, you are a woman, with your character, he may not dare, he will not be serious, Tong Tong, he is interested in you, maybe , but he didn't dare, he was cowardly..."

Leng Chao became more and more incoherent, he really drank too much, but these drunken words were like pouring cold water on Tong Tong's head, and the night in September was completely chilled.

Qin Shu would also hug him when he was sleeping, that was the only soft heart he couldn't help showing in the middle of the night, but in the daytime, this little bit of tenderness immediately faded away, and the person in front of him stepped back into a Brothers, classmates, alumni, Fa Xiao, Qin Shu pulled everything at hand to cover up his little sincerity that was ashamed to see others.

Tong Tong kicked the drowsy Leng Chao: "I'm tired, I want to separate from him, do you think I can do it?"

Leng Chao said "hmmm" a few times, and muttered a few words indistinctly.

Can it be done?Tong Tong asked herself, Qin Shu was not an accident that happened halfway, it was not a sudden love on a whim, it was the snuggling and dependence from childhood to adulthood, it was engraved in every day of his growth, let him face the bad parents and family, how can he still love? Stretching himself to move forward, the strength that supported him, always thought that the end of the road was complete freedom, the two of them were left alone, who knew, he was the one who disturbed others.

It's really funny.

I said hello, you said excuse me.