I was the first to catch up

These days, Yu Xiaomin's friends have given her a lot of good wine, so much that some of them can't even be taken back, Yu Xiaomin still regrets spending a while.

So when they returned to the homestay, Yu Xiaomin took out all the wine that could be drunk. Fang Ranran looked at the degree on it and was a little terrified, but she didn't regret saying that.

Because, Yu Xiaomin looks very happy now.

Yu Xiaomin hummed a tune and poured wine for them - after all, she didn't give Fang Ranran those bottles with high alcohol content, Yu Xiaomin still had her own bottom line.But she didn't care. Seeing that Fang Ranran still wanted to stop her, she felt aggrieved and said:

"I haven't drank alcohol for so many years, and I only drink some during Chinese New Year, so it won't be a big deal."

This Yu Xiaomin obviously had already drank some when Fang Ranran took a bath, so her tone softened a little.Fang Ranran took a sip of the wine, she stuck out her tongue out of the heat, making Yu Xiaomin laugh out loud.

"Yu Xiaomin."

Fang Ranran glared at Xiao Min.It seemed no surprise to say anything now, so she said again:

"Don't lie. Didn't you drink some time ago?"

Yu Xiaomin's hand froze in the air, she thought for a long time and didn't know how to answer, so she had to use wine instead, and after drinking a glass, she smiled and said:

"I do not remember."

you man.

Fang Ranran didn't expect Yu Xiaomin to say that, did this person become too naughty after drinking?Fang Ranran imitated her and tried her best to drink a glass of wine.It was still so hot that she felt like she was going to burn.

The last night in Ming'an became long from now on. Yu Xiaomin turned on the TV, turned down the volume, and she took one cup after another, but her expression did not change at all.But Fang Ranran was already ready to see something, so he drank much slower.

They mentioned many things that happened in the past year, Jiang Lingyu and Guan Buyu.Yu Xiaomin sighed how ingenious the matter of fate is. If Jiang Lingyu hadn't known Guan Buyu, no one would have found her the day she fell on the snow, and she would not have been sent to the hospital properly.

The more she talked, the more she sighed, and finally she mentioned that the child Guan Buyu is really rare to see in reality. She seems to be a little too naive. This kind of trait obviously needs to appear in an environment full of doting, but she is in it. Walk in the mud now.At the end, Yu Xiaomin smiled and said:

"I always feel that Guan Buyu's child is somewhat similar to me."

It is also the family that restrains her, and like Yu Xiaomin, she has the spirit of never admitting defeat.Maybe that's why she—

"——That's why you like Guan Silent so much."

Fang Ranran clearly understood what Yu Xiaomin meant, but she still couldn't help but curl her lips.After saying this, she felt her cheek with the back of her hand, it was scalded to death, and she was probably drunk.

Yu Xiaomin raised her eyebrows, she smiled, reached out and took away the wine glass in front of Fang Ranran, not letting her drink any more.

"I really like Guan Silent."

Alcohol magnified Fang Ranran's feelings. She was suddenly so sad that she huddled into a ball and muttered:

"I know, I know. If it weren't for Guan Buyu, Yu Xiaomin wouldn't be able to see Fang Ranran at all. Even if Fang Ranran has done so much for Yu Xiaomin, he can't compare to Guan Buyu. The position in Min's heart may be higher than that of Fang Ranran—"

"—Fang Ranran."

Yu Xiaomin on the opposite side interrupted Fang Ranran helplessly, and Fang Ranran shut his mouth, wondering if Yu Xiaomin heard his mumbling?It shouldn't be, she is already very quiet.

She felt Yu Xiaomin sitting beside her, rubbed her hair with hot hands, and put the other hand on the back of Fang Ranran's.She heard Yu Xiaomin say to her, Fang Ranran, let me tell you a secret.

"What's the secret?"

Fang Ranran is very important to me, very, very important.Even, if you insist on me assigning a priority, then you must be more important than Guan Silu.

"So, you like me more than Guan Buyu?"

I like you more.

"That—that—"

Fang Ranran lowered her head, she knew that she was going to die, and she was going to say something she shouldn't have said.The knot in her heart, the root of her pain, the seed of restlessness.It all comes together in one sentence:

"Then, how about comparing with Jiang Jiang?"

Fang Ranran raised her eyes, and a somewhat surprised Yu Xiaomin was reflected in her eyes.Yu Xiaomin's hand suddenly grabbed Fang Ranran's. She was silent for a moment, and an untimely laughter came from the TV.Time stretched at this moment, Fang Ranran just looked at Yu Xiaomin, Yu Xiaomin sighed, she suddenly turned off the TV and said:

"Fang Ranran, are you drunk?"

Fang Ranran was very honest, she nodded, her eyes were a little out of focus.

"Well, you're drunk, that's why you're like this, and some thoughts that you shouldn't have come to your head. It's normal, I-I probably have it too. But, I will answer you."

"Fang Ranran, Jiang Jiang is irreplaceable to me."

Yu Xiaomin looked directly into Fang Ranran's eyes and said so.Fang Ranran choked up a bit. She wanted to cry, but she couldn't.

It would be fine if Yu Xiaomin was actually drunk, if she wasn't so sober and articulate to say this.Then, Fang Ranran can treat it all as a dream and nothing happened.

"However, Fang Ranran."

Yu Xiaomin suddenly smiled, her voice changed, and her tone became relaxed:

"Fang Ranran, Jiang Jiang never let off fireworks for me."

Fang Ranran was stunned for a moment, and she listened to Yu Xiaomin continue:

"He, he didn't give me any Harleys. He even tricked me to Bajiaoshan Amusement Park, drove me away on a motorcycle in the middle of the night, just to let me catch my breath...Fang Ranran, what you did for me , much more than you can imagine.”

So, Fang Ranran.

What you have to do is "Fang Ranran", be yourself.

You don't need to compare with Jiang Jiang.

"You are different from him."

When Yu Xiaomin said this, she narrowed the distance with Fang Ranran. She frowned and said this seriously.Every word she said was heavy, hitting Fang Ranran's heart.

Fang Ranran looked at Yu Xiaomin, looked into her eyes, the key unlocked the lock, and she suddenly felt like crying.

Fang Ranran thought uncontrollably: Yu Xiaomin, please don't do this.

Don't be so nice to me.

Otherwise, I would be wrong.

But she already knew—it was too late.There was an indescribable impulse in her heart.

Fang Ranran realized that he was going to do something bad.

"Yu Xiaomin, I'm drunk."

Fang Ranran looked at her quietly, and said so suddenly.

Yu Xiaomin looked at her and responded with a soft "hmm".

"I am drunk."

Fang Ranran emphasized this again, Yu Xiaomin shook her head amusedly, and repeated her words:

"Yes, you are drunk."

Is there anyone more drunk than Fang Ranran now?She was drunk with wine, and even more drunk with Yu Xiaomin.

So it's not surprising that she did anything, because she was drunk, and people who are drunk will have many thoughts that they shouldn't have, and will do many things that are usually hidden in their hearts, but they dare not do.

So Fang Ranran tilted her head and kissed Yu Xiaomin, she sank, because Yu Xiaomin caught her, her lips were sunken, her breathing accelerated, Fang Ranran felt that Yu Xiaomin's hand was on her shoulder, but she Without pushing herself away - she kissed her back.

It's like adding fuel to the firewood, making it grow stronger and more intense.Fang Ranran's heart beat faster and faster, and his consciousness gradually became blurred.She wanted to go further—because she was afraid it would be the last time—the last chance to cross that impossible line, throw away all the facts, and the world would be nothing but love.

Fuck 20, fuck sex.

I just like Yu Xiaomin, why not?

When Fang Ranran's hand was on Yu Xiaomin's skin, Yu Xiaomin woke up suddenly, as if he finally realized what he was doing.She pushed Fang Ranran away with her hand on Fang Ranran's shoulder - Fang Ranran staggered back a few steps, then she raised her head, her eyes were red.

Fang Ranran had never felt so out of control. She felt unwilling. She didn't understand why Yu Xiaomin pushed her away.Does she not like herself?Why does she always pretend to be that kind of grown-up—that kind of grown-up who is so far away from her.

Fang Ranran's eyes were red like this, and she approached Yu Xiaomin again. She hugged Yu Xiaomin and wanted to kiss her again - but this time, Yu Xiaomin stretched out her hand and slapped her hard.

At that moment, Yu Xiaomin's eyes flashed with distress, but she bit her lower lip, took a few steps back, and said to Fang Ranran in front of her:

"Fang Ranran, don't be confused."

Her voice was trembling, but Fang Ranran felt the heat on her cheeks, but she calmed down unexpectedly.Perhaps the wine also woke up at this moment, Fang Ranran stared blankly at the ground, then she raised her head and said in a steady voice:

"Yu Xiaomin, I'm not confused. It's you who have been lying to me all this time."

She rolled her throat, and was suddenly stabbed by what she said.Yes, Yu Xiaomin is so understanding and smart, how could she not know?

How could you not know——

"I like you, Yu Xiaomin."

What about the obvious?

Perhaps only one minute has passed, or tens of thousands of years have passed.In the end, it was just a few words from Yu Xiaomin that ended all of this.That's funny, Fang Ranran shrugged.She had expected these words from the beginning.

"Fang Ranran, you like me because you are sick. No one likes a middle-aged woman who is almost forty, a widow, and a child who is as old as you. "

"You are still young, your eyes haven't seen enough of this world, that's why you think I'm good."

"I don't deserve your liking."

The world is so boring, so boring.Fang Ranran's prediction accuracy can always reach 90.00%.Even the most random love is the same, she is 17 years old, she is 37 years old.Then she knew the ending from the beginning.

It would be better to say that she knew it clearly, but she still flew into the flames and exhausted her own life.

"Hi, shut up."

Fang Ranran panted and looked at the night in front of her. This was her last night in Ming'an. At the end of summer, the cicadas gradually died down.She ran out, and she didn't know how far she ran—it shouldn't be very far, she didn't have the physical strength to shut up.

Guan Buyu's sleepy voice came from the phone, Fang Ranran didn't speak anymore after finishing the first sentence, she was just panting, touching her heart that was in sharp pain.

Until Guan Buyu said "Hello? Hello? Mrs. Fang, are you still there, hello?" Fang Ranran thought she was so annoying, but she smiled and said softly:

"Guan Buyu, I just got impulsive and did something bad."

"Ah?! No way, Mr. Fang, aren't you usually super calm?"

Then Guan Buyu said very nervously there:

"No, you won't break the law, right? Then what should we do? Say yes first, I, I won't give you perjury!"

Fang Ranran was amused by what she said, it was so strange, how could she still laugh?But Fang Ranran just laughed, her stomach ached from laughing, and Guan Buyu on the other side became quiet because of this, as if she realized the seriousness of the matter.

In the end, Fang Ranran, who slowly stopped laughing, suddenly felt a haze in front of her eyes. Something blurred her eyes. She heard herself say:

"No-no breaking the law, just, let my summer end early."

Tears fell to the ground, and the 17-year-old Fang Ranran realized one thing:

She loves someone like this in the summer, and she will probably never have it again in her whole life.