[Comprehensive] Queen, can you swing your sword?

Chapter 43 The Future Guinevere Extra Story

The beauty is gone, the clothes are wet with tears, once both faced each other, once wished and begged, and now why have they returned.

Guinevere picked up the wine glass in her hand and drank it down. Her long black hair lingered around her neck, and her pair of bulging almond eyes unconsciously revealed the sharpness of the phoenix eyes as time went by. Show a natural nobility.

In time, people will hate a lot, maybe they don't know it, maybe it's not worth it, but without exception, they will still hate.

Some people have said that hatred is not a good thing, but why not do it if it is not a good thing.

Not everyone has such a good heart, and not everyone can forgive.

She insists on what she thinks, and she also believes what she insists on, living stubbornly, others seem to be holding the noble will of the king, but in fact, this kind of persistent mistake, no matter how bitter it is, must be swallowed. To show no flaws.

In Great Britain, she didn't have an easy time, whether she was a noblewoman or a high-ranking queen.

Father is the patriarch after all, no matter how much he loves her, but in the mainstream of that era, a woman is just a transaction, can bring benefits to the family, a woman should be honored, even if she needs to sacrifice her life's happiness.

Since he was a child, he was cautious, lazy, and tired. He smiled at the earl's father, because he looked the most like the mother who had passed away.I don't want to recognize my family anymore, but I have relatives.

The entanglement, from the child's unwillingness to owe others at the beginning, to subconsciously putting it in his heart, even though he is not as flawless as he thinks.

What time passes is not the confusion in my heart, but also the bitterness of growing up. Wearing a luxurious wedding dress and standing on the city wall, I feel the responsibility, which cannot be ignored.

Ha ha low laugh, this is my wish, isn't it?Want to be the center of attention, want to have the responsibility to overwhelm yourself, so that you can stand on the weak side, every move of a woman is a weapon, weak with tears, or strong eyebrows can be used when necessary To achieve the necessary role, especially for women with heavy responsibilities.

When the queen was a queen, the king was noble and pure, but it was still undeniable that he was a king, so I didn't plan to hide it from him from the beginning. Hiding an emperor, whether he was a wife or not, was a serious crime.

For the king, I have the desire to conquer, but I don't have the idea of ​​spending a lifetime together. Maybe I have known that the king is like a tiger, even someone like Arthur.

No matter how affectionate he and Arthur are, they still don't understand each other's thoughts when they meet. After five years of marriage, there is no tacit understanding. Maybe Arthur himself will think that it is her relationship, but how could he not know? At the beginning, I didn't intend to be a trustee.

Wanting to be a man's wife and let him shield herself from the wind and rain is the weakest desire in a woman's heart, and similarly, it will never be possible to be a queen, so she will be a queen, even if she desires to be a queen in her words. But a wife.

Before the time travel, I was an ordinary woman, and even a naive woman who was paranoid. Even if it seems ridiculous now, I still can't deny that period of the past.The edges and corners are smoothed bit by bit, and the shadow hides itself bit by bit, becoming a confident and charming lady, and also showing enough ability and simplicity.

The day of my death was not unexpected, even very clear, but my mood was still different, as if I was expecting it but still wanted to cry out.Feelings are never out of control.

Under the pressure of the devil, I learned all kinds of conspiracy skills and became a superior person, but under all kinds of conditions, I knew that I was not qualified, because of what!

Rubbing the cold wall of the wine glass with your fingers, it was as warm as your own fingertips.

From the beginning, she had no intention of being the superior forever. She just wanted to do better, better, but better is not the same as forever. Permanent good will bring pressure to people, and such a king will only be a god. , to be believed in myths by the people, and to abandon being a human being, and make small mistakes, so that the people can tolerate your mistakes and remember the greater benefits you have given, this is the most important point, otherwise, no matter what you do or not If you make a mistake, you will still be forced to step down from the altar, the throne, just because of an inhuman reason is enough to arouse the fear of the people.

How can a king who cannot understand the people be a king, how can a king who cannot be a god be better, the reason why a man is a man is because of his faults, and the reason why a god is a god is also because he is perfect, whether it is No matter how big a mistake is, it will be so conspicuous on him.

Guinevere just wants to do better. She is not a prophet, but her natural sensitivity tells her that she will not have an ending, so it is enough to give seven points of ten points, seven points are excellent, seven points At best, it is enough to be a queen with flesh and blood, weaknesses and feelings, so it is reasonable to be betrayed and killed.

Black is never dazzling, it contains all colors, but the only white is very clear on black, black thick liquid can swallow white, but black hard cardboard can't swallow any white, it will only stand out more.

Guinevere is a piece of semi-dry cardboard, all colors are chaotic.

How can you persist without strength? The queen is dead, the queen is dead, and the existence of Guinevere should not be there. Instead, she survived because of her father's love, the kind of life that shouldn't be alive.

Guinevere was not afraid of death at the beginning, just because she didn't remember how she died back then. Although her death is heartbreaking now, she still doesn't feel much. Two lifetimes, one lifetime is normal Faint, a lifetime of vigor and vitality, in the eyes of ordinary people is enough.

Heaven will send a great mission to human beings, they must first set their hearts and minds, exhaust their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and mess up their actions, so their hearts and minds are motivated, and they have benefited what they cannot do.

"Just such a passage feels like talking about herself, isn't she too arrogant?"

Feeling for the writing on the paper, Guinevere smiled softly.

In the days of ordinary people, I used to want to get away, even if I killed someone, I could feel refreshed. Now a pen decides the life and death of more people, but I want to return to the life I used to live.

In the dream, it was bloody and haggard as always, but it gradually faded because of too many times.

Everything now is something I didn't dare to think about before, but why is she so tired, even more tired than before? Maybe she is really not suitable for this kind of life. She will live, grow old, get sick and die like an ordinary person. Maybe there will be complaints and unwillingness , there will be pain, but it is not as good as slowly becoming indifferent now.

Cynics are not tired of everything around them, are they.

The vast sea of ​​clouds is as magnificent as ever, and the little greenery emerging from below can make every fairy smile from the heart, but why I don't feel it? I also love those who walked by, but I just can't express it. If he said that, he really wanted to smile mockingly, but the corners of his mouth couldn't draw any arc.

In Guinevere's story, she loves King Arthur deeply and firmly wants to face the future with her, even though she knows she is a woman.

In Ling Bo's story, she pursues power wholeheartedly, and she will sacrifice everything for it.

In the story of Guinevere Pence, she calculated and ridiculed, and expressed her dissatisfaction as much as she could, but she still completed her task, just because God wanted it.

In the following stories, Guinevere is Guinevere, but not Guinevere.

I once asked Gaia what I am, but Gaia just said lightly, that is your choice, just believe in yourself.

Do you believe in yourself?I thought about this sentence many times, but I still didn't understand it in the end. This is obviously a schizophrenia!But no one finds it strange that even the Dao who manipulates himself still thinks so, that Dao is a human being!Why not just let yourself die?

In every dangerous situation, I lived with the help of God, and I felt that I was the protagonist of those Mary Suwen, but I knew that someone was helping me, which seemed to be the general trend, so I would live no matter how difficult it was. Is it the so-called luck?

From what she sees now, in the past, she never treated anyone seriously, as if she had never seriously approached anyone and talked about her thoughts.

In the past, in her opinion, forbearance is a virtue, reservedness is reserved, some things don't need to be said, they will understand.

Whether this tacit way of thinking is conservative or a fool, if you don’t tell her, how can anyone know, if you don’t tell her seriously, how can you let her know your own weight, Guinevere, you are a fool.

Missed too much, abandoned more, the shell of timidity is getting thicker and thicker, the person who can hold the hand that can no longer be held is close to nothingness, becoming the line of the world, the point connecting the world, a great responsibility, but shall not rest.

Heroic Spirit sat alone on the throne, but Queen Guinevere wanted to die.

Maybe the heroic spirit's wish is actually one.

Eternal sleep.

Guinevere was sitting on the throne, surrounded by the last scene, but she had too many last scenes and she changed arbitrarily. She drank some mellow wine from time to time, looked at the alien night, counted the full pearls in her hand, and laughed and scolded The story of the storybook.

Guinevere is a heroic spirit, a heroic spirit who cannot sleep.

The ancients once said: "Ashes to ashes, dust to dust."

A dead person should have a dead person's way of life. No matter how she conceals it, she is still dead, or has died many times. Even this body cannot be turned into dust, buried in the land of China, and propped up the nameless throne.

She is a king, but also a dead person, and even a famous person.

Looking at the unknown place, the dead life, the king of darkness.

It cannot be ignored that she is just a woman who left home. At first she came to this mysterious and unpredictable world to open her power and wisdom. At first, all she wanted was to go home.

Back to that warm home.

Guinevere once looked at the sky and murmured a sentence in Chinese, but she couldn't help crying because of the sadness and warmth.

Fallen leaves return to their roots...

rootless water...

The author has something to say:

The two chapters of Guess Kunpeng are now released

Since I don’t understand, let me explain. This chapter is mainly about Guinevere’s feelings and hopes when she sits alone on the Throne of Heroes after a long time has passed. Into the second person, now modified

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