[Headless Horseman DRRR] A Girl's Discord

fear.Bones seemed to be whining, every nerve was being pulled, every cell was shattering, excruciating pain and a sense of hopelessness.

Namsen also noticed that something was wrong with Nanase Haruka at this time.

After being brutally beaten by herself, Nanase Haruka's entire face paled instantly, and thin sweat protruded from her forehead.He bit his lip as if he was enduring some great pain, so that his whole body began to tremble slightly but really.

Namsen frowned, and stretched his big hand towards the place where Nanase Haruka was hit by his knee just now.Namsen covered his shivering calf with his hand, and pressed hard.

Haruka Nanase arched her body in an instant, and a [groan] sound escaped from the gap between her twisted lips.

Namsen lifted up his trousers, and saw the inner side of Nanase Haruka's right calf, which was obviously the scar left by the operation.The scar was already very shallow, and in addition to the dim lighting in the swimming pool, Namsen hadn't noticed the scar before.

From the looks of the scar, it was already so shallow, but it still hurt like this after being hit.Even Namsen couldn't help asking, "How did you take care of this injury?"

Something flashed in Nanase Haruka's eyes, and he didn't answer Namsen.

Namsen let go of Nanase Haruka, he had no interest in continuing with the next thing.In fact, the intimidation was relatively large at the beginning.

Haruka Nanase refused Namsen's hand to pull him up, leaning on the wall and standing up slowly with her body supported.

Nanase Haruka tried to walk a few steps, and Namsen couldn't stand the clumsy limping.

Namsen tried to speak: "I'm sorry, how about... I'll take you home?"

"No need. If you really feel sorry, please go back to your country. This place is not as open as your home country, please don't do such things casually." Nanase Haruka flatly rejected him.

Namsen was speechless.He watched the slender and thin figure walk away slowly, with a distressing stubbornness and confusion.It was getting late, and Nanase Haruka's back under the dim light of the street lamp revealed a feeling of loneliness, emptiness and even despair.Then, step by step, slowly, he walked into the hazy darkness.Nanase Haruka was engulfed in darkness.

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When he walked out of the school gate, the grandpa in the porter's room came out of the house and asked Nanase Haruka if he needed help.Nanase Haruka politely declined his kindness, and walked alone to the main road connecting the main traffic line.

After touching his pocket, he realized that he had left the money and mobile phone in the classroom.Rin Matsuoka scolded Nanase Haruka for his bad habits several times, but he still didn't change it, so this time he suffered a lot.

Nanase Haruka walked forward resignedly.From time to time someone looked back at him.The dark-haired young man looked confused and gloomy, his body tensed and enduring the pain, and his right leg was obviously injured out of control.He walked very slowly, his body swayed and looked extremely weak, like a reed in the wind, as if he would fall down in a second.Because he leaned forward, even the outline of the bones stood out on the back of the shirt.The whole person is destitute and weak.

Nanase Haruka thought in her heart that she couldn't go home, otherwise she would definitely be questioned and scolded for her appearance.

Can't go home, can't see that person, can't let that person know...

but why……

Nanase Haruka climbed the stairs with difficulty, and finally stood on the third-floor platform.

Why……

The body unexpectedly walked here in disobedience.

Nanase Haruka stood in front of her house.

He tremblingly raised his hand, stretched it forward, and put it down again.He lifted it up again, held it for a longer period of time, and finally hung down feebly.

Sure enough, leave.

Just as he was thinking about this, the door in front of him was suddenly opened.Haruka Nanase took a breath and saw Rin Matsuoka who was fully dressed and was about to go out.

Rin Matsuoka was also surprised for a moment.He couldn't get through to Nanase Haruka's cell phone, suspecting that the other party was too absorbed in painting again and forgot the time, and was planning to go to school to find him.

But Nanase Haruka was standing in front of the door.

Coincidence?

Rin Matsuoka made way for Nanase Haruka to come in.Nanase Haruka tried hard to calm down, but the real behavior was that he couldn't take this step no matter what.

He raised his eyes, and his fragile eyes focused on Rin Matsuoka.He pursed his lips, his teeth chattering.

Rin Matsuoka's familiar face burned deep marks on the retina.Looking at him, Namsen's words are still ringing in his ears.Nanase Haruka suddenly felt bitter in his mouth, and his heart hurt so badly that he was about to shed tears.

Seeing Nanase Haruka's listless look with her head down, Matsuoka Rin was very puzzled. "Come in?" he called out.

Nanase Haruka seemed to be nailed to the ground, motionless.

Matsuoka Rin frowned, "If you don't come in, I will close the door."

no answer.

Matsuoka Rin made an unidentified gasp, and he tried and slowly closed the door.

The dark door closed gradually, with a bleak note of relief and sorrow.Nanase Haruka's whole body was cold, and he couldn't bear it anymore, holding on to the door and panting in pain.A sob that sounded like a cry came from his throat.

And at this moment, the air blows around him, and the dark door is opened again.Matsuoka Rin quickly walked out of the house under Nanase Haruka's astonished expression.

Supporting the opponent's thin body, Matsuoka Rin hugged Nanase Haruka involuntarily.Haruka Nanase struggled reflexively, but was immediately held tightly by Rin Matsuoka and pressed into her arms.

"Go home first." Rin Matsuoka rested his chin on the top of Nanase Haruka's head, hugging him like a guardian.

Nanase Haruka stretched out his hand hesitantly, and then firmly grabbed Matsuoka Rin's front lapel.He buried his head in Matsuoka Rin's arms, and his cold body felt a little warm.

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Rin Matsuoka put Nanase Haruka on the sofa and told him to sit down.

They are very clean people.Although two boys live together, the house is still tidy and tidy.

Every family's house has its own unique smell.The air is inhaled and exhaled, and every corner has molecules that circulate in the human body after a week.My own, my family's.

The infected space has a uniquely marked domain.

This is home.

Nanase Haruka breathed in the familiar smell, and her heart gradually calmed down.

Rin Matsuoka sat next to him, stretched out a hand and turned his body to face him.

"Haruka," Nanase Haruka heard Matsuoka Rin call him, "tell me, what happened?"

Nanase Haruka shook her head slightly, "It's okay."

Matsuoka Rin heard this and took a deep breath.He grabbed Nanase Haruka's hand, pulled it up suddenly, and asked coldly, "What is this?"

On the white forearm is a black cyan.The initial redness has receded, and a light blue color surrounds the forearm, which is very conspicuous on the porcelain white skin.

Nanase Haruka opened her mouth, not knowing what to say.

Rin Matsuoka covered the palm with his five fingers following the trace, completely overlapping the bruise.

Was pinched.

Matsuoka Rin's first reaction was that Nanase Haruka was beaten up, but it's a bit strange to think about this mark carefully.He cast Nanase Haruka a puzzled look, "Who is it?"

Nanase Haruka trembled all over, and lowered her head, not daring to look at Rin Matsuoka.

How should I put it, this kind of thing...

He was thrown to the ground by Namsen, and his whole body was in pain when he was struggling, and there should be some other marks on other places on his body.

If Rin Matsuoka sees...

Haruka Nanase felt cold in her hands and feet.

Suddenly, I felt selfish and dirty.

Matsuoka Rin silently stared at the fragile back that Nanase Haruka left for him, sighed, rubbed Nanase Haruka's palm, and interlocked his fingers.

"...I don't want to say it."

Haruka Nanase turned her head suddenly, staring at Rin Matsuoka with unbelievable eyes.

The flamboyant Rin Matsuoka, the proud Rin Matsuoka, the Rin Matsuoka who pressed himself on the barbed wire a few years ago to declare his ownership.This time, he actually said such a thing.

Perhaps he felt the trembling of the delicate nerve in his lover's heart, perhaps it was the overly deep love and the wind and rain of these years that made him mature and rational.

Such Matsuoka Rin is the one who can give Nanase Haruka happiness.

There is no companionship without support, and there is no love without trust.

Matsuoka Rin gently rubbed Nanase Haruka's hair with his eyes, as if comforting.But when he got up and left the sofa, and was about to pour water for Nanase Haruka, he suddenly felt a burst of momentum behind him.

Haruka Nanase hugged Rin Matsuoka from behind.

He hugged so tightly, like a drowning man grabbing the last driftwood.Because of his height, his eyes could just rest on Rin Matsuoka's shoulders.

Matsuoka Rin felt that the person holding her was so cold at this time.

Nanase Haruka took a few breaths, Matsuoka Rin thought he was crying, but he didn't.Rin Matsuoka's shoulders were dry.

I didn't keep my promise, I left you alone, Rin.

I am sorry.

I can't be your burden, your life can't be tied down by me.

I am sorry.

You belong to the world, not me alone.

I am sorry.

But Rin, I understand why, but I don't regret it at all, that choice a year ago.

I am sorry.

Rin, no matter how difficult it is in the future, you have to go on.I can't be with you, but please remember that I'm always here.

……sorry.

Nanase Haruka's indistinct voice came from behind, and the faintly crying voice made Matsuoka Rin's heart ache, "...Rin, I'm sorry...Rin...I..."

Matsuoka Rin finally barely heard Nanase Haruka's last murmur.

"……do not leave me."

Matsuoka Rin's whole body was shocked, he covered Nanase Haruka with his hands and held his