Go see the doctor! !

Nodding and acquiescing only lasted until the moment before the food was served.

The black pepper sauce fully stimulated the aroma of the lamb chops, and the oil on the iron plate creaked, pushing out a small bubble in the air and bursting open.As a side dish, onions are nicely chopped and set aside to be eaten raw.A bottle of full-bodied red wine was served to complement the taste of the mutton, which was opened by the waiter and kept awake in a decanter.After that is the restaurant's signature dish, fried foie gras. The fat offal has no fishy smell, and the fragrance is diffuse in the mouth, which lasts for a long time.

Min Min cut a piece of the entrance, showing a look of enjoyment, and raised his head to invite his sweetheart to enjoy the delicious food, but found that Zheng Xiang's face was more solemn than ever, and even a little angry.

"What... what's the matter, isn't it to your taste?" Min Min tentatively asked a little timidly.

"Have you forgotten?" Uncharacteristically, Zheng Xiang's tone was actually gentle, "How did you end up in the hospital because of cholecystitis more than two months ago."

"..." Min Min seemed to realize something, and silently put down the knife and fork in his hand.There was a small thud as metal and porcelain collided coldly.

"Spicy, greasy." Dr. Zheng pointed casually, "This table is full of alcohol, fat and cholesterol, as well as carbonated drinks and junk food this afternoon, Min Min, Mr. Min, patient Min. Do you want to die. "

"No."

"Oh." Zheng Xiang sneered in response, "So, the illness I told you about and the doctor's orders I gave you have all been left behind by you, right?"

"……no."

"Do you know why I haven't promised you?" Without waiting for Min Min who was sitting across from him to respond, Zheng Xiang continued, "The first person I liked was my senior in high school. He His health is neither good nor bad, and his academic performance is the same, and I don't know how I fell in love with him." Recalling the past, his eyes were a little dazed.

"It's just that at that time, he was too strong. He was so strong that he started reading books and doing questions when he opened his eyes. He always fooled himself when he ate. Many times he only ate one meal a day and couldn't sleep for a few hours a day. Several times I Saw him vomit acid water at the sink."

"I tried to persuade him, but he just smiled and said yes to his face, and went his own way behind the scenes." Zheng Xiang sighed deeply, "Later, he had an acute abdomen a month before the exam, and his classmates said that he was really sick. It's too tolerant, and it doesn't change its face until it goes into shock."

"He died on the operating table and didn't come down again." Zheng Xiang stretched out his hand to trace the rim of the glass containing red wine, "I can't say that I was not influenced by him on this career path, but since then, I have been extremely I hate people who don't take responsibility for themselves."

"I ask you, do you love me?"

Min Min froze for a moment, then quickly replied, "I, I love you."

"Want to live with me forever?"

"I think, I think!"

"Joke," Zheng Xiang picked up the wine glass and drank the scarlet liquid in one gulp, then put it down heavily, "People who can't even take responsibility for themselves, fall in love with me, talk to me for the rest of their lives! With your attitude, you can talk to me How long, how long can you live?"

His questioning became louder and sharper each time, forcing Min Min to a dead end, speechless.

"Just like you, and you still say you love me." Zheng Xiang got up, grabbed his coat and left.

"Zheng Xiang." Min Min was in a hurry, and hurriedly strode out from his seat, took down the red wine on the table, the blood-colored liquid soaked the roses, "You, do you want to go back? I was wrong, you, Don't be angry, please." The language of begging for mercy was pale and helpless.

"Let's calm down for a while." Zheng Xiang strode away without looking back, leaving Min Min alone to face this mess.

Walking out of the restaurant, Zheng Xiang hailed a taxi and got in. The driver was also driving in front, but the relaxed atmosphere of talking and laughing with the man was no longer there, only polite and cold.

Bastard, suppressing the almost uncontrollable soreness in the nasal cavity and the swirling liquid in the eye sockets, Zheng Xiang felt angry and sad.

Just like you, still say you love me.

Fuck off you! ! !

Part.5 make do with

Early in the winter in northern cities, when men, women, old and young in the city hospital put on thick down jackets, the car that had almost stepped on before did not appear again, and everyone basically knew that Dr. Zheng Xiang was "broken in love".

The two of them hadn't seen each other or spoken to each other since that day when he said he was going to "calm down for a while."It's snowing today, if it's still the same as usual, you should already be in Min Min's car by this time, and have a chat with him.

What are you thinking, standing in front of the office window, Zheng Xiang lowered his eyes not to look at the falling snow outside the window.

That's not "usual", it's just an accident enough to arouse his recollection, and it's gone after that, without leaving any traces.

Zheng Xiang knew that there was something wrong with his thinking, so why couldn't he just treat patients as usual, and let go of those behaviors that violated the doctor's orders lightly?

He felt a bit of a headache, pressed his forehead, turned around and poured a cup of hot water, and added a pinch of black tea—he tossed and turned last night, not knowing what he was thinking, and a little insomnia.

In fact, there is nothing to think about. I just think that the double bed I bought for comfort is a bit too big. Is this the so-called emptiness, loneliness and coldness?

It was inexplicably funny, staring at the rising water vapor, Zheng Xiang actually laughed out loud, and then, the corners of his mouth gradually became indifferent in the air filled with the smell of Lysol water.

The phone rang, Zheng Xun reflexively wanted to look at the screen - he didn't have this habit before - soon, as if he was competing with himself, he forcefully stopped his subconscious actions, turned his head, Picked up the phone.

"Hi, Zheng here..."

"Zheng, Doctor Zheng!" A voice that he couldn't mistakenly heard came from the other end of the phone. It was always a little reckless, but it was full of vigor and vitality, but at this time it was full of panic. "No, it's not good!"

What's wrong? !What's wrong? !

Later, when recalling this moment, Zheng Xiang would still really feel the suffocation of the palpitations, as if he was in shock, and the world was spinning, as if the whole outside world and his heart were out of touch.

"What's going on, tell me quickly." As if his soul was out of his body, he heard his own voice in mid-air, as if it was squeezed out of his throat.

"Yeah, I was hit by a tractor." The voice on the other end of the phone seemed to be about to cry, "What should Zheng Xiang do, come quickly."

"Tell me how the injury is first." Zheng Xiang forced himself to calm down. "The ambulance should arrive soon. Did you get hit somewhere? Did you bleed? Did you break a bone? Don't move around. I will immediately In the past," he repeated after finishing speaking, "don't move around at will, do you hear me?"

"Oh, okay, okay," seemed to be overwhelmed by Zheng Xiang's decisive and forceful voice, Min Min on the other end of the phone could only nod, and then shouted behind him: "Did you hear that, don't touch him, Wait for the doctor to come."

Wait a minute, what's going on?

Zheng Xiang strode towards the elevator entrance and stopped suddenly, frowning tightly, he gritted his teeth and asked:

"Who was injured?"

Min Min heard Zheng Xiang's inexplicable ruthlessness on the phone, and cautiously replied.

"Just, just Xiao Wu, who was accidentally hit by a tractor. It seems that his leg was broken. Well, yes, it seems that I haven't called an ambulance yet."

Zheng Xiang took a deep breath, half closed his eyes, and for a moment, roared at the loudest decibels in his life, and cursed something he had been wanting to say for a long time:

"Mom! Fuck! Smart! Disabled! You?!"

Zheng Xiang went there with the ambulance he personally called. The snow on the road was about to melt, and the ambulance driver drove very carefully. Naturally, the speed would not be fast. The orthopedic doctor sitting in the car used Zheng Xiang's mobile phone to On the way, I explained the precautions to the elder sister of the nurse in the township clinic. Zheng Xiang had a stinky face, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Unknowingly, the steel and concrete jungle was replaced by a vast rural scenery. The field was covered with silver, only the bare trees in the distance made some decorations, and the bird's nests on the branches looked like a messy basket. The black thread was ruthlessly abandoned here by the migrating birds in winter, and I don't know if it will come back in the spring of the coming year.

"We'll be at Hongxingtun just ahead," the driver said, driving fast and steady, with good eyesight, "Hey, is there someone waiting on the side of the road?"

Zheng Xiang's heart skipped a beat, and he opened the car window involuntarily and stuck his head out - it was a middle-aged uncle, not him.

He couldn't tell what it was like, so he quickly opened the car door to welcome him up. The uncle had a bad mouthful when he opened his mouth.

"Well, doctor, you can count on it. Xiao Wu is still lying on the side of the threshing ground at the back of the village, so turn to the place ahead, yes, yes, to the left..."

After arriving at the place, I saw a large circle of people standing in an open space. Zheng Xun, another doctor and other personnel got out of the car quickly, and when they ran over, they saw Xiao Wu's face turned pale. Eiderdown quilt, left leg curled up on a rock.There was indeed a tractor not far from him, leaning half up on the leftover stones from an unknown house.

"It's nothing serious. Go to the hospital to get a plaster cast, stay in the hospital for two days, and then go home to raise it for a month. It's okay to keep it. Don't worry." The orthopedic doctor quickly checked