Yo huh?Daughter-in-law's yin and yang eyes?
Chapter 16 Causes of Suicide
Chapter No.16
Shu Fengmo was cooking in the kitchen, while taking care of the wok and porridge, he was extremely busy.Qin Yucheng, on the other hand, was just like the old man, crouching on the sofa in the living room with the big teddy bear he bought before, squinting and watching TV.
The rebroadcast of the entertainment program on the TV was in full swing. Several famous celebrities were being played into a mess by the host as guests. The audience laughed and covered their stomachs, but Qin Yucheng didn't respond.It's not that she's not interested in this entertainment program, but that she didn't put her mind on the LCD screen of the TV at all!It seems that she is lying gracefully on the back of the sofa, turning on the TV to waste electricity, but her slightly squinted eyes obviously bypassed a pile of messy things and stared straight at Shu Fengmo in the kitchen. ah.
Look at the woman who usually doesn't like to make a good face for herself is busy in the kitchen wearing a small fresh apron with a light brown background dotted with white florals and neatly trimmed with a circle of lace. The black long hair that is usually scattered on her shoulders She also tied her hair into a ponytail with a rubber band, and it swayed slightly as she moved between the chopping board and the frying pan, adding a lively vitality that was rarely seen in her delicate face.The rice-colored slippers made into the shape of a bunny walked back and forth on the wooden floor but did not make any movement. I don't know if the quality of the shoes is better or Shu Fengmo's weight is not enough to make any noise.
Looking at it from this angle, Shu Fengmo can see the whole person completely. When she is serious about doing something, the expression on her face is very attractive to Qin Yucheng... That kind of appearance is the same as before... Ji Qing is very similar.
Qin Yucheng silently withdrew her gaze, and returned her attention to the noisy screen on the TV screen.It's okay if you don't think about it, as long as you think about Ji Qing... Qin Yucheng will feel very stupid, and can't help but laugh out loud.
Why do you have to give up everything like a fool in the end when you make a decision?Ridiculous to death...
The sound of frolicking on the TV and the loud volume of the host's pretentious posture slowly floated out of Qin Yucheng's ears... The mood of watching the show was gone.
That Ji Qing was Qin Yucheng's girlfriend before she died, a woman who Qin Yucheng devoted all her heart and love for three years but finally gave up in the end.Legend has it that ex-girlfriend...
At that time, Qin Yucheng was still a rookie in the workplace who had just started working for a few days, with a hot temper and aggressiveness.It is often difficult to tell whether others are really treating her well or are framing her behind her back. Her overly flamboyant attitude has made her suffer a lot in this era of the jungle. Just when she ruined a large contract because of a mistake, It was this woman named Ji Qing who appeared in time to stabilize the situation and redeem the contract that was about to be lost, which allowed Qin Yucheng to escape.
Although it is not romantic, it is indeed the first time that two people are attracted to each other. From the way Ji Qing negotiated terms with the other assistant without hesitation, Qin Yucheng knew that this woman must be a decisive and independent woman. , A character who has the ability to support himself.But Ji Qing had already learned from other people that there was a newcomer in the department he was managing. He had a special style of handling things. Although he often made troubles, he was considered capable, so he wanted to meet him a long time ago.This time they met each other and left a very high impression in each other's hearts.
The following developments are naturally old-fashioned and intriguing. Qin Yucheng found that she had feelings for this woman who was her boss that did not belong to friends and sisters. Longing for her, wanting to have her.Qin Yucheng understands that this kind of feeling is called liking.
What you think is what you do, Qin Yucheng held a large bouquet of roses within a week, stood at the door of the corridor of Ji Qing's house, blocked her when she went up the stairs, and confessed without any hesitation .I thought that Ji Qing would pick up a rose and smash it directly in the face, or be yelled at, but unexpectedly, Ji Qing just hesitated for a while, and then agreed with a smile.Qin Yucheng didn't expect Ji Qing's response, but he was caught off guard and froze in place stupidly.In the end it was Ji Qing who had a roundup, and the two went to a nearby small restaurant to talk for a long time, which was considered the first time for the two of them, and they didn't set up any kind of date.
The next two years passed without any troubles. With Ji Qing's help, Qin Yucheng gradually became a small department manager, and the salary she got was enough to support herself.Just when she thought that the life of the two of them would be spent in such a flat but full of gentle happiness, the whole world became malicious.
On her 25th birthday, Qin Yucheng spent it with her as a matter of course. Walking the familiar road, Qin Yucheng came to the door of Ji Qing's office. Just as she was about to knock on the door, she found that the door was ajar, and there were some people chatting inside. the sound of.Out of curiosity, Qin Yucheng glanced slightly...
Inside is Ji Qing and her mother.
Ji Qing's mother murmured incessantly:
"Azhi has already returned to China, you should come back to see him when you have time, after all, he is about to get married. It's not good to be so born..." When she was speaking, her face could not be restrained I am delighted, as if my daughter is about to marry into a good family.
Ji Qing nodded, with the usual calm smile on his face that made his heart flutter.She put the teacup on the coffee table in front of her mother and said softly:
"I see, Mom. I'll go back this weekend and go pick out wedding dresses with Ah Zhi. You don't have to worry about me."
"Okay, okay, I know that you make me worry the most, unlike your sister... hey... that crazy girl, she only knows about work and work, and she is almost thirty and doesn't have a home..."
Ji Qing's mother was still talking about something, but Qin Yucheng could only see her lips opening and closing, but didn't know what she said and who it was about...Stupid She stood at the door for a long time, until the little assistant who came in to deliver the materials patted her lightly and asked worriedly, "Hey? Manager Qin? Why are you standing here and not going in?"
Ji Qing, who was chatting with her mother in the room, heard a voice at the door, glanced at it, and found Qin Yucheng's unwavering eyes and the daunting coldness on her face.That kind of look doesn't seem to be blaming himself, nor does it seem to be a kind of despair...more like...a bystander, watching things that have nothing to do with him.Maybe it's... a person who has lost all attention to this matter, and has no interest in leaving the slightest eye on it... that feeling...
"Ah, maybe I'm embarrassed to come in because I saw Qingqing and I chatting. Then I won't disturb your work here. I'll go back first."
Ji Qing's mother stood up and was about to leave. Before she left, she did not forget to tell her: "Qingqing, I will tell Ah Zhi that you are going to choose a wedding dress this week. Remember to come back."
"Um.. well, I'll go back."
Ji Qing answered her mother in a low voice, without looking in Qin Yucheng's direction.The little assistant went up and said something with a look of ignorance, "Sister Ji's boyfriend must be very handsome!"I really envy Ji Jie!Work hard and look good, and find the one you love so quickly! '
Qin Yucheng stood for a while, and then went in. After the little assistant finished her work and left, only she and Ji Qing were left in the office.The quiet air was about to freeze.For a moment, only the breathing of two people could be heard.Ji Qing opened her mouth to break the deadlock at this moment, she said in a somewhat anxious tone:
"Qin Yucheng, I..."
"How long have you two been?" Qin Yucheng asked calmly, not caring about Ji Qing's tone at all.It seemed that the person standing in front of her just now was not Ji Qing at all, but a stranger.
"..." Ji Qing was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Qin Yucheng to ask himself so peacefully, and after thinking about it, he answered.
"Before he went abroad five years ago..."
"Oh, good luck to you then. Goodbye."
When Ji Qing said the words five years ago, Qin Yucheng decisively turned her head and left.She didn't want to know why she agreed to her confession even though she had her boyfriend Ji Qing, and she didn't want to know how she would break up with her if she didn't see this scene today.She doesn't want to know, and doesn't need to know.
"By the way, another thing." Qin Yucheng supported the door frame, and when her whole body was about to disappear outside Ji Qing's office, she suddenly spoke again.
"Help me tell the chairman that I, Qin Yucheng, have resigned. I won't eat the rice he gave me starting tomorrow."
Ji Qing was stunned, he opened his mouth and didn't know what to say, and couldn't stop him, so he could only watch Qin Yucheng walk out of the office building like a normal person, walking further and further away.She looked very decisive, as if she had cut off all her escape routes, and she left without any remembrance, and she didn't even have time to say sorry to herself.
No old-fashioned retention, no false sorry.If it was really out of helplessness, Ji Qing would not have shown such a sweet smile.She used her own way to occupy her own three years, and used another way to make a man far away abroad dream of her all the time.Selfish.Qin Yucheng read silently, the blurry in front of his eyes should not be the reason of drinking a lot of beer just now, it seems to be tears.
"Why... cry for this kind of person... I really..."
Qin Yucheng's footsteps were a little staggering, she grabbed the street lamp beside her, breathed slowly, and tried her best to maintain her balance so as not to fall to the ground in embarrassment.The cool wind blowing on the face carried the unique coldness of July and August, and the silent late night shrouded the lonely atmosphere with a layer of mystery.After stumbling home, the clock had slowly crossed the three o'clock mark in the morning, as if she was nostalgic for the wind on the road just now, Qin Yucheng leaned in front of the window and pushed it open.Muttering something.One or two sentences can be heard vaguely:
"Qin Yucheng, 25 years old... Happy birthday. This year... From now on... I will be alone..."
As he spoke, he began to cry inexplicably, covering his face and chanting some unfair words, which was quite different from his usual lovable image, a bit ugly.The neighbor who lived on the opposite side couldn't help but open the window of his bedroom and look over here to see what the woman who didn't sleep at night and made a lot of noise so that others couldn't sleep was thinking about it.It's okay if you don't look at it, but when you see it, he screams and jumps up to call 120.
Qin Yucheng's body, which was still in the room just now, was suddenly hanging on the edge of the window, and after a pause, her whole body leaned out. I don't know if it was because of her unstable center of gravity or on purpose. The window of the protective fence fell out, and there was a loud noise downstairs, like the sound made by the hardest bones of the human body hitting the concrete floor...
I really don't know where that woman deserves to die for her on her birthday.Qin Yucheng shook her head, picked up a bag of crispy cashew nuts, tore open and began to eat.
If she were asked to choose again consciously, she would never do anything to hurt herself for that woman, especially the extremely stupid choice of jumping off a building.Life is beautiful, what is lost is gained again.The memories produced in three years are indeed hard to forget, but they are not impossible to forget.The passage of time will wash away its place in your heart and be gradually erased.At that time, no matter seeing her again or falling in love with someone else fortunately, the sharp and angular scars will be slowly covered up... I will feel relieved when I see her again.If you can't be together, you can't be together. There is nothing to complain about.It can only be said that if you fall in love with someone you shouldn't love, let go of your depression, and one day you will find a love worth everything you give again.
Qin Yucheng curled her lips, no matter what she thought before, this is how she understands love now.The chest that was still depressed just now is much more relaxed now. After all, I am already a dead person. There is no need to be so entangled in love. At least there is still one person who is willing to listen to my complaints and help me relieve the knot in my heart... Willing Tell yourself what to do is right, what to do is not worth it...
"Although it looks fierce...but it's actually very gentle."
If it weren't for you, maybe I would still be in pain now...Shu Fengmo, thank you...Qin Yucheng watched silently as Shu Fengmo brought the prepared meal in front of her, and then became annoyed say to yourself:
"Eat, go to reincarnation immediately after eating!"
Perhaps Qin Yucheng didn't realize that the way she looked at Shu Fengmo became a little gentle.It seems like it contains some unresolvable thoughts...
"...Thank you, Yin Yang Eye..."
"...What are you doing, don't thank me. It's disgusting." Shu Fengmo waved his hands impatiently, and went back to the kitchen to get other dishes as if he had eaten something unclean.
"How lucky is the person who falls in love with you...Shu Fengmo..."
Shu Fengmo was cooking in the kitchen, while taking care of the wok and porridge, he was extremely busy.Qin Yucheng, on the other hand, was just like the old man, crouching on the sofa in the living room with the big teddy bear he bought before, squinting and watching TV.
The rebroadcast of the entertainment program on the TV was in full swing. Several famous celebrities were being played into a mess by the host as guests. The audience laughed and covered their stomachs, but Qin Yucheng didn't respond.It's not that she's not interested in this entertainment program, but that she didn't put her mind on the LCD screen of the TV at all!It seems that she is lying gracefully on the back of the sofa, turning on the TV to waste electricity, but her slightly squinted eyes obviously bypassed a pile of messy things and stared straight at Shu Fengmo in the kitchen. ah.
Look at the woman who usually doesn't like to make a good face for herself is busy in the kitchen wearing a small fresh apron with a light brown background dotted with white florals and neatly trimmed with a circle of lace. The black long hair that is usually scattered on her shoulders She also tied her hair into a ponytail with a rubber band, and it swayed slightly as she moved between the chopping board and the frying pan, adding a lively vitality that was rarely seen in her delicate face.The rice-colored slippers made into the shape of a bunny walked back and forth on the wooden floor but did not make any movement. I don't know if the quality of the shoes is better or Shu Fengmo's weight is not enough to make any noise.
Looking at it from this angle, Shu Fengmo can see the whole person completely. When she is serious about doing something, the expression on her face is very attractive to Qin Yucheng... That kind of appearance is the same as before... Ji Qing is very similar.
Qin Yucheng silently withdrew her gaze, and returned her attention to the noisy screen on the TV screen.It's okay if you don't think about it, as long as you think about Ji Qing... Qin Yucheng will feel very stupid, and can't help but laugh out loud.
Why do you have to give up everything like a fool in the end when you make a decision?Ridiculous to death...
The sound of frolicking on the TV and the loud volume of the host's pretentious posture slowly floated out of Qin Yucheng's ears... The mood of watching the show was gone.
That Ji Qing was Qin Yucheng's girlfriend before she died, a woman who Qin Yucheng devoted all her heart and love for three years but finally gave up in the end.Legend has it that ex-girlfriend...
At that time, Qin Yucheng was still a rookie in the workplace who had just started working for a few days, with a hot temper and aggressiveness.It is often difficult to tell whether others are really treating her well or are framing her behind her back. Her overly flamboyant attitude has made her suffer a lot in this era of the jungle. Just when she ruined a large contract because of a mistake, It was this woman named Ji Qing who appeared in time to stabilize the situation and redeem the contract that was about to be lost, which allowed Qin Yucheng to escape.
Although it is not romantic, it is indeed the first time that two people are attracted to each other. From the way Ji Qing negotiated terms with the other assistant without hesitation, Qin Yucheng knew that this woman must be a decisive and independent woman. , A character who has the ability to support himself.But Ji Qing had already learned from other people that there was a newcomer in the department he was managing. He had a special style of handling things. Although he often made troubles, he was considered capable, so he wanted to meet him a long time ago.This time they met each other and left a very high impression in each other's hearts.
The following developments are naturally old-fashioned and intriguing. Qin Yucheng found that she had feelings for this woman who was her boss that did not belong to friends and sisters. Longing for her, wanting to have her.Qin Yucheng understands that this kind of feeling is called liking.
What you think is what you do, Qin Yucheng held a large bouquet of roses within a week, stood at the door of the corridor of Ji Qing's house, blocked her when she went up the stairs, and confessed without any hesitation .I thought that Ji Qing would pick up a rose and smash it directly in the face, or be yelled at, but unexpectedly, Ji Qing just hesitated for a while, and then agreed with a smile.Qin Yucheng didn't expect Ji Qing's response, but he was caught off guard and froze in place stupidly.In the end it was Ji Qing who had a roundup, and the two went to a nearby small restaurant to talk for a long time, which was considered the first time for the two of them, and they didn't set up any kind of date.
The next two years passed without any troubles. With Ji Qing's help, Qin Yucheng gradually became a small department manager, and the salary she got was enough to support herself.Just when she thought that the life of the two of them would be spent in such a flat but full of gentle happiness, the whole world became malicious.
On her 25th birthday, Qin Yucheng spent it with her as a matter of course. Walking the familiar road, Qin Yucheng came to the door of Ji Qing's office. Just as she was about to knock on the door, she found that the door was ajar, and there were some people chatting inside. the sound of.Out of curiosity, Qin Yucheng glanced slightly...
Inside is Ji Qing and her mother.
Ji Qing's mother murmured incessantly:
"Azhi has already returned to China, you should come back to see him when you have time, after all, he is about to get married. It's not good to be so born..." When she was speaking, her face could not be restrained I am delighted, as if my daughter is about to marry into a good family.
Ji Qing nodded, with the usual calm smile on his face that made his heart flutter.She put the teacup on the coffee table in front of her mother and said softly:
"I see, Mom. I'll go back this weekend and go pick out wedding dresses with Ah Zhi. You don't have to worry about me."
"Okay, okay, I know that you make me worry the most, unlike your sister... hey... that crazy girl, she only knows about work and work, and she is almost thirty and doesn't have a home..."
Ji Qing's mother was still talking about something, but Qin Yucheng could only see her lips opening and closing, but didn't know what she said and who it was about...Stupid She stood at the door for a long time, until the little assistant who came in to deliver the materials patted her lightly and asked worriedly, "Hey? Manager Qin? Why are you standing here and not going in?"
Ji Qing, who was chatting with her mother in the room, heard a voice at the door, glanced at it, and found Qin Yucheng's unwavering eyes and the daunting coldness on her face.That kind of look doesn't seem to be blaming himself, nor does it seem to be a kind of despair...more like...a bystander, watching things that have nothing to do with him.Maybe it's... a person who has lost all attention to this matter, and has no interest in leaving the slightest eye on it... that feeling...
"Ah, maybe I'm embarrassed to come in because I saw Qingqing and I chatting. Then I won't disturb your work here. I'll go back first."
Ji Qing's mother stood up and was about to leave. Before she left, she did not forget to tell her: "Qingqing, I will tell Ah Zhi that you are going to choose a wedding dress this week. Remember to come back."
"Um.. well, I'll go back."
Ji Qing answered her mother in a low voice, without looking in Qin Yucheng's direction.The little assistant went up and said something with a look of ignorance, "Sister Ji's boyfriend must be very handsome!"I really envy Ji Jie!Work hard and look good, and find the one you love so quickly! '
Qin Yucheng stood for a while, and then went in. After the little assistant finished her work and left, only she and Ji Qing were left in the office.The quiet air was about to freeze.For a moment, only the breathing of two people could be heard.Ji Qing opened her mouth to break the deadlock at this moment, she said in a somewhat anxious tone:
"Qin Yucheng, I..."
"How long have you two been?" Qin Yucheng asked calmly, not caring about Ji Qing's tone at all.It seemed that the person standing in front of her just now was not Ji Qing at all, but a stranger.
"..." Ji Qing was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Qin Yucheng to ask himself so peacefully, and after thinking about it, he answered.
"Before he went abroad five years ago..."
"Oh, good luck to you then. Goodbye."
When Ji Qing said the words five years ago, Qin Yucheng decisively turned her head and left.She didn't want to know why she agreed to her confession even though she had her boyfriend Ji Qing, and she didn't want to know how she would break up with her if she didn't see this scene today.She doesn't want to know, and doesn't need to know.
"By the way, another thing." Qin Yucheng supported the door frame, and when her whole body was about to disappear outside Ji Qing's office, she suddenly spoke again.
"Help me tell the chairman that I, Qin Yucheng, have resigned. I won't eat the rice he gave me starting tomorrow."
Ji Qing was stunned, he opened his mouth and didn't know what to say, and couldn't stop him, so he could only watch Qin Yucheng walk out of the office building like a normal person, walking further and further away.She looked very decisive, as if she had cut off all her escape routes, and she left without any remembrance, and she didn't even have time to say sorry to herself.
No old-fashioned retention, no false sorry.If it was really out of helplessness, Ji Qing would not have shown such a sweet smile.She used her own way to occupy her own three years, and used another way to make a man far away abroad dream of her all the time.Selfish.Qin Yucheng read silently, the blurry in front of his eyes should not be the reason of drinking a lot of beer just now, it seems to be tears.
"Why... cry for this kind of person... I really..."
Qin Yucheng's footsteps were a little staggering, she grabbed the street lamp beside her, breathed slowly, and tried her best to maintain her balance so as not to fall to the ground in embarrassment.The cool wind blowing on the face carried the unique coldness of July and August, and the silent late night shrouded the lonely atmosphere with a layer of mystery.After stumbling home, the clock had slowly crossed the three o'clock mark in the morning, as if she was nostalgic for the wind on the road just now, Qin Yucheng leaned in front of the window and pushed it open.Muttering something.One or two sentences can be heard vaguely:
"Qin Yucheng, 25 years old... Happy birthday. This year... From now on... I will be alone..."
As he spoke, he began to cry inexplicably, covering his face and chanting some unfair words, which was quite different from his usual lovable image, a bit ugly.The neighbor who lived on the opposite side couldn't help but open the window of his bedroom and look over here to see what the woman who didn't sleep at night and made a lot of noise so that others couldn't sleep was thinking about it.It's okay if you don't look at it, but when you see it, he screams and jumps up to call 120.
Qin Yucheng's body, which was still in the room just now, was suddenly hanging on the edge of the window, and after a pause, her whole body leaned out. I don't know if it was because of her unstable center of gravity or on purpose. The window of the protective fence fell out, and there was a loud noise downstairs, like the sound made by the hardest bones of the human body hitting the concrete floor...
I really don't know where that woman deserves to die for her on her birthday.Qin Yucheng shook her head, picked up a bag of crispy cashew nuts, tore open and began to eat.
If she were asked to choose again consciously, she would never do anything to hurt herself for that woman, especially the extremely stupid choice of jumping off a building.Life is beautiful, what is lost is gained again.The memories produced in three years are indeed hard to forget, but they are not impossible to forget.The passage of time will wash away its place in your heart and be gradually erased.At that time, no matter seeing her again or falling in love with someone else fortunately, the sharp and angular scars will be slowly covered up... I will feel relieved when I see her again.If you can't be together, you can't be together. There is nothing to complain about.It can only be said that if you fall in love with someone you shouldn't love, let go of your depression, and one day you will find a love worth everything you give again.
Qin Yucheng curled her lips, no matter what she thought before, this is how she understands love now.The chest that was still depressed just now is much more relaxed now. After all, I am already a dead person. There is no need to be so entangled in love. At least there is still one person who is willing to listen to my complaints and help me relieve the knot in my heart... Willing Tell yourself what to do is right, what to do is not worth it...
"Although it looks fierce...but it's actually very gentle."
If it weren't for you, maybe I would still be in pain now...Shu Fengmo, thank you...Qin Yucheng watched silently as Shu Fengmo brought the prepared meal in front of her, and then became annoyed say to yourself:
"Eat, go to reincarnation immediately after eating!"
Perhaps Qin Yucheng didn't realize that the way she looked at Shu Fengmo became a little gentle.It seems like it contains some unresolvable thoughts...
"...Thank you, Yin Yang Eye..."
"...What are you doing, don't thank me. It's disgusting." Shu Fengmo waved his hands impatiently, and went back to the kitchen to get other dishes as if he had eaten something unclean.
"How lucky is the person who falls in love with you...Shu Fengmo..."
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