Yo huh?Daughter-in-law's yin and yang eyes?

Chapter 35

Today is also the same life as usual, a day of numbness.Wake up early to go to class... Go home after class when it gets dark... It's like a way of life like wasting time... It's imprisoning my life, boring and not full of meaning... Obviously don't go to that called 'School' places are also available...

Sun Xuanmu put the coat on slowly, and used his fingers to tidy up the wrinkled part of the skirt in extremely slow motion, and evened out the slightly uneven places, which looked very neat like a standard sample body. .After washing, she stood in the corner of the bedroom, staring at the coffee-colored clock hanging on the wall in a daze, in a daze, neither eating breakfast nor going out.Seeing that the needle was about to drift towards eight o'clock, she closed the door lightly and left...

Living alone has some advantages, for example, no one will think that your behavior is very weird, no one will restrict your life, let you do things at what time, and ask you when to sleep.Although a little care is lacking in life, isn't it good?After all, there are some things... Sun Xuanmu felt that he didn't need them.

At first, as a non-only child, Sun Xuanmu was placed with too many expectations by his parents. They hoped that Sun Xuanmu would be excellent in everything... not allowing a little bit of lagging behind. She is better, but as she grows older, she finds that the truth is not as naive as she used to think...Parents just want to show off how good their daughter is...That's all. ..No care for her at all... In their consciousness, what the older generation failed to accomplish or what they were unable to accomplish, but what the younger generation can do is not a kind of ability... but just a kind of ability. It's just a kind of unilateral bragging rights...

In the third year of junior high, Sun Xuanmu's image in front of her parents became eccentric, her grades plummeted, and she could not say a word for a week. At first, her parents thought she had some mental illness and took her to see a doctor, but no matter what No matter what the psychiatrist said, no matter what she said, she just didn't open her mouth and didn't cooperate.Over time, her parents gave up using her to show off to relatives and friends, and instead went to supervise Sun Xuanmu's younger sister.As for that younger sister, she was much happier than Sun Xuanmu. Although she was only five years younger, she was truly loved by her parents. Sun Xuanmu didn't understand why, and she didn't want to guess.The day before she was going to report to the high school, Sun Xuanmu told her parents that she was going to move out and rent a house in front of the school. She didn't expect her parents to hold them back. Did not look directly at myself.

Things went very well—her parents agreed to live with her without even thinking about it.The reason is... don't affect your sister's study hard to take the postgraduate entrance examination in the future.

They didn't know which school Sun Xuanmu had been admitted to, and Sun Xuanmu also despaired of such an indifferent family relationship.I will be about to say 'I was admitted to Qingfeng Women's High School, the top three, and the tuition is free. ' Swallowed it back.She didn't dare to imagine how she would go to school if she didn't get into the top three and didn't get the reward of free tuition, miscellaneous fees, and writing fees.Don't they care about her life or death in the eyes of her parents?Is it just because I let them have one less topic of conversation during the Chinese New Year when I was in the third year of junior high school? ! !

Maybe it's because of the psychological shadow left behind. After entering high school, Sun Xuanmu's personality has not changed at all. He is like a dead person all day long, ignoring anyone and not communicating with any classmates.Arriving in the classroom 3 minutes before the preparatory bell rang...everything made her look like a bad student...and a patient with a serious mental illness.It was only during the exams that others would find out that this girl who behaved strangely was the second in the first year of high school.Only then will I realize that there is such a person in my class...

After the final exam in the first half of the first year of senior high school, the arts and science students were divided into classes again.Some people are busy adapting to the new environment and new group, and some people are busy supplementing the required knowledge, preparing to show their ambitions in the next test.Only Sun Xuanmu still sat by the window like that, looked at the picture book in his hand, and seriously drew some pictures that ordinary people could not understand. Even though the picture looks very delicate, no one likes it...Through The black and red of the article... To normal people, this tone is too depressing, and when paired with Sun Xuanmu's eyes when painting, that kind of cold feeling, as if she is the only living person around... just It seemed that someone had strangled his throat, and he couldn't breathe.

This is also the reason.Few of the senior freshmen dared to talk to this gloomy guy, and Sun Xuanmu didn't seem to care about it at all.She came to class and left immediately after class to draw and draw. As a result, no one in this newly formed class had heard her voice at all.

Today was the same as usual, Sun Xuanmu stepped into the class door 3 minutes before the preparatory bell rang, as if he couldn't see the helpless and slightly frightened expression on the faces of the girls who were waiting to record the lateness at the door.He quietly sat down in his seat.

It was raining outside when I came here, because I didn't take an umbrella, so Sun Xuanmu was naturally drenched by the rain, and my hair was also drenched in strands as if it had just been washed.Sun Xuanmu habitually supported his chin with his left hand, looking through the glass window at the cloudless sky.The color of the sky today is like a discarded garbage bag, gray.It made people feel inexplicably depressed, but it was one of Sun Xuanmu's favorite weather.Because on rainy days, she likes to walk slowly on the street without an umbrella, and she finds it very interesting to see the hurried footsteps of passers-by and their puzzled expressions.

The theme of today's picture seems to be there again.

Is my heart also gray like this, weaving into a small iron cage that confines people's hearts, and imprisoning a weak little girl in it, the girl kept crying... pulling her fingers with her palm Thick iron bars, trying to escape from this animal cage... No matter how much she shouted, no one came to save her... No one... She was like an abandoned person by the world , will fall into an endless nightmare together in this boundless darkness...

"Student, your hair is a bit wet. Wipe it off first? Otherwise, you will catch a cold. I have tissues here."

Just when Sun Xuanmu was immersed in his own world, a pleasant voice suddenly came from the next table.Sun Xuanmu looked at her slightly sideways, and saw that while she was talking, she put a bag of tea-scented tissues on her desk, and looked at herself with a smile.It seems to be a normal thing to talk to yourself.

"...." Sun Xuanmu didn't answer, nor did he reach for the pack of tissues.Just like that, he stared sinisterly at the girl at the next table.It wasn't until the preparatory bell rang and the students in the corridor gradually disappeared that she turned her head again, looked at the place she had just looked at, and looked for the twig that was broken by the wind and rain.Just when she was about to fall into deep thought again, the temperature of a palm suddenly appeared on her head... Sun Xuanmu suddenly grinned back and avoided the hand. Rabbit, eyes widened slightly, mouth pursed vigilantly, and just like that, hung the girl at the next table's hand in the air.

"...Really... If you don't dry your hair in this cold weather, you will get sick! Don't you take care of yourself at your age? If you can't, don't avoid me! "

The strange thing is that the girl at the next table didn't feel embarrassed or embarrassing about Sun Xuanmu's leaving herself aside, but she was unhappy that she didn't allow her to complete the movements on her hands.

While Sun Xuanmu was in a daze, she unceremoniously took a step forward and pressed Sun Xuanmu's shoulder, holding a tissue with the other hand, carefully wiped the small drops of water in her hair, and wiped the tissue with one piece. Zhang used it up, sniffing the hair that seemed to have a slight tea scent, and completed her hair brushing career!

The students who saw this incident all said: "Wow! We were stunned! There are people in the world who dare to talk to Sun Xuanmu and make such physical contact!! My God, my mother, I want to explode Already!!"

After the girl helped her brush her hair, she smiled and sat back in her seat as if nothing had happened.Until the teacher of the first class arrived in the classroom, Sun Xuanmu didn't realize what happened.Looking at her with big eyes, I couldn't speak, and I finally stopped looking at her...But I buried my head very low like a bewildered man, and after class, I quickly took out my sketchbook and didn't know what I was drawing.The girl at the next table just smiled and watched her draw without saying anything.In this way, Sun Xuanmu was drawing while she was watching, and occasionally came to ask a question or two. The days when Sun Xuanmu didn't answer it lasted for nearly a week... until the seniors from the music club came to the class to find the neighbor whose name Sun Xuanmu still didn't know. Virgo girl, this kind of life is the end.

That day, the girl sitting next to me was still very close to me looking at the extremely depressing picture of me, and the fragrance from her body could float into my nostrils. Sun Xuanmu wanted to push her away many times but gave up... I don't know why this girl He was the only one she had gotten very close to so far but wouldn't push her away rudely.

"Shen Qingqing! I know you play the piano very well! How about it? Join our music club? I'm very happy!"

The senior from the music club said excitedly that her hands were on the table of the girl next to her... no, it should be called Shen Qingqing.The faces were also very close, as if if Shen Qingqing disagreed, she would make some weird moves.

"Ah...this...that, I'm sorry, I don't have the idea of ​​joining the club yet. I'm sorry." Shen Qingqing said softly, smiling just right.But this kind of refusal made the third-grade senior sister lose face. After all, an old member like myself came to invite her in person and she still didn't participate!

"Elementary school girl! You have to think about it carefully. You have to know that our music club only recruits ten newcomers a year! Some people want to come in and still refuse to let her in. I'm here to invite you... .”

The third-grade senior sister became more and more excited as she spoke, and pressed Shen Qingqing's shoulder with her palm, shaking her soft bone frame vigorously as if to shake it apart.Just when she was about to forcibly take out the application form for joining the company for Shen Qingqing to sign and hand it over to the president to hand over the job, a sudden sharp pain came from both feet, and then the whole person fell to the ground in a whirl, full of He fell down and squatted.

"Ah? Sun Xuanmu..." Shen Qingqing looked suspiciously at the person beside her with her head down, not understanding what happened.

The senior who was kicked down stumbled up, her face was red with anger, she pointed at Sun Xuanmu and shouted:

"You... what are you doing?!"

"...." Sun Xuanmu didn't answer, stretched out his hand lightly, pinched the senior sister's fingers stretched out in front of him and swung them in the opposite direction, and he still didn't let go when he heard the tragic scream.

"Didn't you hear...she didn't want to go."

I have to admit that the first time I heard the voice of this gloomy classmate, the girls in the class were all intoxicated....

"You...you let go of me first!!"

"One more thing...don't point your fingers at other people's faces...if I see it a second time...or you come to harass her again...I'll break your fingers."

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The next day, the news spread when I was a senior... That spooky classmate... is really super scary_(qwq」∠)_