shallow to deep

Qin Zishuang called Ai Qian's name and there was no more text. Ai Qian was a little nervous holding the phone with both hands, so she called in a low voice, "Sister Zishuang."

So she didn't have a lot of identity, she still called her sister.

"Not asleep yet?" Qin Zishuang asked from the other end.

Ai Qian hummed, "Chinese New Year, watch the New Year today." She bit her lip and asked, "What about you? You haven't slept yet."

Qin Zishuang replied, "Just fell asleep."

Lost, Ai Qian said, "Good night then."

"Good night."

Hanging up the phone just like that, Ai Qian felt a little dazed. It was just a normal conversation, but it made her feel mixed. After so long, what should have been diluted was washed away, but she couldn't let it go.

I have to admit that her feelings for Qin Zishuang can no longer be described as an attachment. After she left, Ai Qian didn't feel heart-wrenchingly sad, but very uncomfortable, like one of the ten levels of pain. Although it is light, But it hurts every day, and she is used to it.It was so painful that if one day she dreamed of Qin Zishuang, she would feel that the heavens had pity on her.

She realized this kind of deep-rooted feeling, although it was plain, it was deeply affectionate.

Putting the phone aside, she touched her face, but no tears fell, she chuckled, thinking it was funny, there was nothing to cry about.

That night she suffered from insomnia, tossing and turning in random thoughts, and then fell asleep at some point, vaguely writing that the sky seemed a little white.

……

Ai Qian was woken up by Feng Yu, but she was too sleepy. Although today was the first day of the new year, she felt that she would not get up unless the sky fell.

Feng Yu said, "Aunt Zishuang and Aunt Ziyi are here."

Well, the sky is falling.

When she washed up and went to the living room, what she saw was Qin Zishuang holding He Ji in an awkward posture. He Ji reached out to grab something, but she turned her head away.

"Qianqian Chuan is so festive." Qin Ziyi looked at her with a smile. After saying this, Qin Zishuang also raised his head, and his eyes met.

It's been a long time.

"Aunt Ziyi, Aunt Zishuang." She greeted obediently.Then he took He Ji over, patted his head, and listened to him sucking his hand and sizzling.

Qin Ziyi laughed, moved her position to Ai Qian, and patted Qin Zishuang's knee, "You were the one who said he wanted to see Jiji, and you were the one who looked disgusted."

Qin Zishuang took a sip of tea lightly, "I'm bored at home."

Qin Ziyi let out a sigh, "I've always been alone at home 8 and I haven't seen you bored anymore."

Qin Zishuang didn't answer again, He Ji knocked over the melon seed basket on the table with a bang, and interrupted the topic, Ai Qian laughed, put He Ji on the sofa, squatted down and picked up the peanuts.

There were not many things, so they were picked up in a while, and she put them away and moved them over.He Ji on the sofa was hugged on his lap by Feng Yu who came over and stuffed a baby bottle.

Qin Ziyi asked Ai Qian, "How is university?"

Ai Qian sat down, Qin Zishuang was not in sight from this position, "It's okay."

Qin Ziyi threw a peanut in her mouth, "Zi Shuang is over there, I told you to take good care of Qianqian, you must have not done so."

Qin Zishuang, "I'm not here."

Qin Ziyi didn't understand what she was talking about, she was stunned for a while and then said to Ai Qian, "Your aunt Zishuang is like this, she doesn't care about the people around her, but if you need anything, feel free to bother her, don't be shy! "

Ai Qian sighed, and heard Qin Ziyi ask again, "Have you got a boyfriend yet?"

She heard Qin Zishuang's cup fall unsteadily on the table, and she pressed the paper towel on the water by herself.

Seeing Ai Qian hesitated, Qin Ziyi smiled, "Don't be afraid, you are already in college, your mother won't blame you."

In this case, Ai Qian smiled lowly, and said a little shyly, "I hand it over."

The cup that Qin Zishuang had just picked up fell unsteadily again.

Qin Ziyi was amused, and asked a few more questions about the school, then shifted her focus away from her. One morning, the guests seemed a little more lively, and the time was much faster, and she became a little reluctant to send them out. .

And Ai Qian and Qin Zishuang were always separated by people, they didn't talk or meet each other.

When she arrived at the door, Qin Ziyi generously took a red envelope and put it in Ai Qian's palm. She said thank you and said a few good words. Qin Ziyi smiled and walked out first. Then Qin Zishuang stood in front of her and also took a The red envelope was placed in her hand.

Ai Qian shrank her hand and didn't answer.

What does this look like? She doesn't want Qin Zishuang to be her elder.

But Qin Zishuang picked up her hand, stuffed it in his hand, patted her head as before, and said with the same smile and tone, "I don't worry if you do this."

It's been a while since they left, and Ai Qian is still sitting and watching TV in a daze.

Don't worry, what is she worried about.

She is not well at all now!

……

The winter vacation flew by quickly, and two days after the Lantern Festival, Ai Qian boarded the plane to City B again. This time was different from the last time. In addition, the flight was very late, and the whole airport was deserted and deserted, without any warmth.

In fact, she really wanted to move out of that house, but she couldn't bear it. Qin Zishuang's things were all in the same place, and every time she saw her, she could imagine that she just went to work.

She never called Qin Zishuang again. It would be fine if she turned off the phone, but if not, what would she say?Have you eaten yet?What a joke.

As time went by, spring came quietly in April. On April Fool's Day on the 4st, she was tricked by her classmates, and then everyone held an April Fool's Day party by the way, saying it was compensation, which flattered her, but found that This is just an excuse for everyone to play, and it relieves a lot.

Then, there is nothing more to say.

She sat on the abandoned rockery on the campus with the cold wind blowing, bought a few bottles of wine and drank it by herself.

In fact, I don't know how much I drink, but I don't know why I'm in a particularly bad mood today. Maybe I saw Qin Zishuang in the corner of the news by chance, saying that she is young and promising, and attached a blurry photo of the person standing beside her. It seemed to be Lu Qi.

Last time, Teacher Zhang leaked the word that Lu Qi was Qin Zishuang's first love.

First love.

It's a little unfair, why her first love is Qin Zishuang, but Qin Zishuang is someone else.

God is not fair.

Thinking about it, Ai Qian raised her head and took a sip, which flowed into her stomach coldly, she could even feel the traces of the wine passing by, it was so cool.

It's a little quiet here, but everyone knows that wherever there is a quiet place on campus, there will be couples, and now it's almost midnight, couples find their seats and sit down like stars.

If it was in the past, Ai Qian would have left, because that kind of whispering was unbearable, but today she didn't.

She drank too much.

At this moment, she was holding her mobile phone and looking at the screen in a daze. She felt that she was clear-headed, and drunk people felt that they were clear-headed.

Then she found a number and dialed it with a smile.