later

In the evening, Xileng came to Huaisheng's house, unexpectedly Huaisheng was awake, but when he entered the door, he could smell the faint smell of beer floating in the room.

Sireng walked to the sofa, put down his file bag, squatted aside and looked at Shen Huaisheng, the emptiness in his heart was slowly filled all day...

He poked Huaisheng's face with his hand, and Huaisheng rubbed his eyes with his hand, "Hmm... are you coming?" His tone was low but gentle.

Xi Leng couldn't help blushing, his chest was heaving, and his breathing was a little short. Fortunately, he didn't turn on the light, otherwise Huai Sheng would see his blushing.

"Um……"

"How long have you been here?" Huai Sheng got up from the sofa and was sitting on the sofa.

"Just here. Have you... drank?" Sireng sniffed the remaining beer smell in the air, and couldn't help frowning. Why drink when you have nothing to do?

"Well, just a little bit, I won't get drunk."

"Why do you suddenly want to drink?" Sireng sat next to Huaisheng, looking at him through the light coming in from the window.

"It's nothing, I will control the amount of drinking, and I won't get drunk again." Huaisheng said lightly, he didn't want to mention this matter, and he didn't really want Xi Leng to ask about such things.

"...Why don't you want to get drunk again?"

Huaisheng looked at Xi Leng, with an unknown expression in his eyes, and he spoke after a long time: "I dare not wake up again when I am drunk, and it will be very painful to wake up. After trying it once, I dare not try it again. It's like ...I would be afraid that staying with me now is just a dream, but I don't want to wake up, and I won't have you after waking up. But now you are beside me, within my reach... This must not be dream?"

He stretched out his hand to touch Xi Leng's face, but Xi Leng closed his eyes subconsciously, but his hand stopped in mid-air for a long, long time...

I wake up without you... I would rather be immersed in a dream than wake up again.In the past eight years, I have spent too many days drinking to relieve my worries, and I gradually became sober, and I don't want to get drunk again.

Even if he was drunk again, so what if he was in the dream?

There is still no him in reality.

Xi Leng was startled, then looked away, his heart felt as uncomfortable as being pricked by a needle.

...Don't say such things again, I dare not be shaken any more.

"Are you hungry?"

"Alright, alright."

"What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

"It's all right, by the way...do you often cook?"

Do you often cook for Enhance... He didn't dare to say what he wanted to say, and he was still worried about Enhance.

"It's okay, it depends."

He bit his lip and lowered his head.

... depends on the situation?Then he must have eaten your cooking...

Why do you feel so lost?When I think of the scene where Enhance also appeared in this room, ate the dishes he cooked, hugged him, and did things with him... the heart feels like it's all squeezed together.

"I'll make something casually." Huaisheng got up and walked towards the kitchen.

Xi Leng covered his face and leaned on the sofa.It's so uncomfortable... When I think of him being with other people, I feel like I'm going to get sick at any time...

"Are you tired from work today?" Huaisheng sat quietly opposite Sireng, and felt so warm watching him eat. This was something he had never dared to hope for in the past eight years.

"Fortunately, there is nothing to deal with." Xi Leng lowered his head, he didn't dare to look up, he was afraid of meeting Huaisheng's eyes.

Now he still dare not trust him completely.

"Are you going to a joint party in a few days?"

"Yeah, how do you know?"

There was indeed such a thing. He didn't plan to tell Huaisheng about the notice he received today. Why does he seem to know better than himself?

"Because I want to represent Huan."

"……I forgot."

Xi Leng regretted, how could he forget that Huai Sheng is the chairman of Huan!

He didn't really want to attend the same banquet with Huai Sheng, because it would be embarrassing.

"Go take a shower after eating. I'll wash the dishes. Hang the change of clothes inside."

Sireng nodded in response, and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

When Xi Leng came out, Huai Sheng had already fallen asleep on one side of the bed.Xi Leng tiptoed to the other side of the bed and lay down, turned around and faced Huai Sheng back to back.

Even when two people sleep together, he feels far apart.

They are not as close as they were eight years ago, and now Sireng is like playing on the spot.

"...Hey, Huaisheng..."

"Ok?"

"We... now, what kind of relationship is it?"

"It's what you think it is."

A few simple words ended the conversation between each other.

...what do I think is what?

This answer is perfunctory.