later

After returning to the ward, Sireng called the nurse to help Huaisheng bandage his left hand.Seeing the air-dried blood, Xi Leng felt his eyes hurt like being pricked by a needle.

"Are you looking for death!" Tang Nuonuo grabbed Huaisheng's ear angrily, angry that he ran out while she was away and hurt his left hand.

"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts... Nuonuo, you should take it easy..." Huaisheng rubbed his ears pitifully, and flattened his mouth aggrieved. Recently, Tang Nuonuo has become more and more like a housekeeper.

"You know it hurts too!..."

Sireng sat on a chair outside the ward, listening to the two people playing inside, his heart was very empty...

"...Are you here?" One came over with a bag of fruit, not knowing how he felt when he saw the sirloin here. "Why don't you go in and sit down?"

"Ah... no, no need... I'll be leaving right away." Sireng didn't want to go in, he knew that Tang Nuonuo didn't want to see him, even though One didn't have any opinion.

When Sireng got up and wanted to leave, Tang Nuonuo seemed to hear that he was leaving, so he walked out of the ward and said with a slight smile, "Going? Do you mind if I give you a ride?"

"..." Xi Leng glanced at One subconsciously, seeing that One didn't say anything, he bit the bullet and agreed.

Tang Nuonuo was sitting in the co-pilot, while Sireng was driving, the two of them were silent, and the atmosphere in the car became very strange due to their silence.

"Are you reconciled with Sheng?" Tang Nuonuo looked out the window, "I remember I warned you?"

"……I remember."

"Then why do you still get close to him? Why do you want him to get hurt when you get close to him?"

"..."

Sereng clenched the steering wheel tightly. In fact, this was what he expected. He knew that Tang Nuonuo would say this.

"I held his hand tightly this time, so I don't intend to let it go....Actually, I'm quite scared. When I'm with him, I'm afraid that he will be judged by people around us because of our relationship. And now we are both If you are married, there will always be bad news when you are together... But if you are not with him, you will feel like you were wandering in the United States eight years ago. I dare not think back, and I dare not think badly I am afraid that the result will be unbearable... When I found out that I was suffering from depression eight years ago, I was very scared. I never thought that such a day would come. At that time, something happened at home, and I knew that I could not be depressed. It's over. I've tried steroids to get over the relationship...but I can't..."

"..."

"I'm married to Lin Nai." Sireng stopped in her company, Tang Nuonuo was surprised when he said this.

"Lin Nai is my attending psychiatrist. She helped me a lot when I was in trouble. I am very grateful to her. Therefore, I will agree to marry her." A smile appeared on the corner of Xi Leng's mouth. He thanked Lin Nai very much. Naphthalene, there would be no sirloin today without Linnaene.

"...Does Huaisheng know?"

Sireng shook his head, "I want to find a suitable time to tell him."

"... That's fine." Tang Nuonuo's eyes on Sireng changed, it was no longer indifferent, but looked at Sireng like a friend. "I've been wanting to ask you a question."

"Ok?"

"You and Huaisheng are together, you should accept it, right?"

"!!!"

"I bet with One that Huai Sheng is the gong, so you should be the shou, right?"

Sireng has a dark face, you ask me so directly, how do you want me to answer you...! !

"I don't support you being with Huaisheng, but there's nothing he can do if he likes it. I just look at your relationship from the perspective of the people around me. I hope you can understand me." Tang Nuonuo looked at Sireng seriously, She hoped that the man in front of her could be with Huaisheng seriously and not just let go like he did eight years ago.

"When you left eight years ago, Huaisheng also went to the hospital because of stomach bleeding. To be honest, I have known him for so long, and I rarely saw him depressed... During the few days in the hospital, I saw that he had saved a lot of money in his mobile phone. Looking at the photo with you in high school. He cried in front of me for the first time, and the crying was so heartbreaking... A person who has always been so proud suddenly cried like a child in front of others, do you know what it feels like? He had a fever, took my hand and kept murmuring your name. A few days later, he seemed to receive a call from your friend to go to the airport with One. I don’t know what happened to him. At that time When he came back, he resolutely decided to go back to Canada with his aunt. I asked him why, and he said that he was tired, had suffered enough injuries, and he didn't want to become more embarrassed..."

Xi Leng listened, and could even imagine Huaisheng's despair at that time...

Lying on the hospital bed, looking at the glowing mobile phone screen, weeping bitterly.With a high fever, Tang Nuonuo talked, talking in his sleep, repeating his name over and over again...

'Sirloin...'

If it was so nice to be by his side at that time, at least I could hold him and say softly in his ear: "I'm here."