later

The next day, Huaisheng drove Su Shengyang out of the office, let him stand outside the door for a stroll, and pulled One in to spend the "two-person world" together.

"Brother, what's the matter... You're... not good?" One glanced at a group of nosy employees standing outside the curtains, and scolded Huaisheng in his heart. Everyone in the company knew that Boss Huai's private life was messy, and Both men and women eat... Now he has sent his secretary away again, and is "alone" with the two of him... Can outsiders not want to be crooked?

"What are you afraid of? I'm not afraid." Huaisheng raised Erlang's legs, patted the seat next to him, and motioned for One to sit over. One is ashamed, xiong-di, of course you are not afraid, I have a wife and children, did you do it on purpose?

Reluctantly, One sat next to him.

"Just tell me if you have anything... about Sireng?"

Sometimes Huai Sheng really wants One to shut up completely, because every time he opens his mouth, every sentence hits the stalk in his heart.

"Ah."

Huaisheng lit a cigarette, took a few puffs, and exhaled the smoke ring. One looked at him with a confused look. He knew that Huai Sheng seldom smoked, but recently he started smoking again, and the more he smoked, the more he smoked.

"What's the matter? Talk about it."

"...I talked to him for a little while yesterday, and I was relieved to hear that he had a good life these past few years. But the lump in my heart couldn't bear it, it hurt so much, especially after seeing him... "

Now that I am in such a mess, I really don't want him to see...

Hasn't he had a good life these past few years?Have your own family, your own business, your own children... What about yourself?There is a career, family, forget it, private life is very chaotic.

He also didn't want to let him set foot in his own life anymore, after all, there was a gap after so many years of separation.And with so many lovers, there's no need to drag him down for this trip.

"...Still can't let go?"

"Is there anything you can't let go of? He has his own family, a successful career, and I heard that the daughter of the Lin Group is very beautiful, she is simply a winner in life, okay?" Huaisheng smiled wryly, with a layer of gloom forming in his eyes. "...Even if I can't let it go, so what? I still hate him, but I can't destroy him..."

One also felt uncomfortable seeing Huaisheng like this. He didn't like Sereng being with him at first, after all, they were both men, and there was such a big gap between Sireng's personality and his, and the direction of his life was fundamentally different.Huaisheng wanted to go out and fight, but he wanted to live in a small place with peace of mind.

The two worldviews are fundamentally different.

The reason why Huaisheng became the virtue he is today cannot be said to have nothing to do with Xileng.The blow was too great at that time, how could he not respond?How could I obediently marry Hu Sisi?

Over the years, his emotional wounds have only healed superficially.Some wounds permeate the heart, rotting and scarring in places invisible to the naked eye.

He carefully defended himself, never letting himself get hurt, and would rather hurt others than get hurt himself again.In this regard, he is very similar to Sireng eight years ago.

"You think I'm disgusting, don't you? Heh, I was the one who left first..." Huai Sheng pinched off the butt of his cigarette, looked at One and laughed at himself, "He has already let go, why should I make a fool of myself to care about him? ...He can forget about marrying a wife and having children in the past, why can't I do it?"

In eight years, he has not shared the bed with Hu Sisi once, even if he sat at the same table to eat, he rarely ate.Every time he went to bar g, a, y to wait for his prey, he would rather sit and wait for death than take the initiative to attack.

Because he knows that whoever takes the initiative first will lose first.

He tried it eight years ago, it didn't work, and he won't keep anyone on his own initiative.

He has already lost, and after so many years, he is still lost in a muddleheaded way.

He has been tortured by his feelings for so long, and he has indulged himself for so long, but he still doesn't dare to be tempted, for fear that those feelings will go to his head again, and then he will fall into it again and cannot extricate himself...

Now he doesn't dare to make the same mistake again, he would rather miss it than fall in love with him again.

"xiong-di, let me ask you, did you approach him for revenge, or because you still love him?"

Huaisheng was startled, but didn't speak.

hate it?

Of course, he abandoned him.

love?

Why not love it?He used to regard him as life.

"If you hate him, I advise you to let it go. It's not good for both sides to suffer, and you are like this, Nuonuo and I are very worried..." One looked at his tired look, and it was eight years ago. His Huaisheng would never have such an expression.

Sirloin, sirloin, really hurt my buddy badly.

"...What if I say I still love him? Do you still want me to let go?" Huaisheng himself is not sure, but will it really be okay if he just lets go?Can he accept that he let go again?

If it was possible... He would never have chosen to let go and let him go...

"You really...can't let it go?" One asked tentatively, although he also had a bottom line in his heart.

"……Um."

Maybe.

Who can tell clearly about feelings?

Even if the person involved doesn't know it, how can the bystanders know?

One sighed helplessly, who told him that he was his xiong-di, and wanted to do anything for xiong-di.He hooked Huaisheng's shoulders, looked at Huaisheng with a hard look, and said, "If you can't let go, go after him, even if you end up covered in bruises. But I still have to remind you, if you really catch up No matter what the reason, don't let him go."

"it is good!"

"I think... xiong-di, you should sort out your private life before looking at it. He probably knows about you too. If you really make up your mind to live with him for the rest of your life, you should stop being passionate and focus on love. People."

Sireng is not so easy to chase.

Of course, One didn't say this sentence, and didn't want to hit him.

He also didn't believe that Sireng could really remain indifferent when he saw Huaisheng, his old lover again.