find you in your star

Planet KTM184.05 is my mother star, where I was born, where I made friends, and where I fell in love with someone.

The first time I saw Ah Jing, this five-year-old girl left a big impression on me.

Thinking about it, it’s really the beginning of the vulgar story. Because it’s an illegitimate child, the peers around me are not very friendly to me. Usually, they just roll their eyes and be indifferent. I just don’t know what happened that day. The big man who was not used to him fell to the ground inexplicably, then got up and lost his temper, and immediately ordered other children to besiege him.

At that time, I was really weak, completely vulnerable, and was quickly knocked down to the ground. The bones all over my body were in pain as if they were dislocated, but those people seemed to have no intention of stopping. One kick after another, I He could only slump on the ground, counting helplessly on which foot he would die on, his eyes were getting darker and darker, was he about to die?

"Are you fighting? It's immoral to bully the few with the more. If that's the case, then I'll help you!"

That immature and delicate voice just reached my ears. I exhausted my remaining strength and struggled to open my eyes. The petite figure was standing with the sun behind my back. I couldn't see the child's appearance clearly. , just vaguely discerned by the voice that it was a girl.girls?Is it okay to fight with these burly boys!

Holding on to his body full of injuries, his head was dizzy for a while, his hands were weak, and his half-up body finally fell down again. He stretched out his hands to protect his head, but there was no expected pain in contact with the ground. What's more is the soft and milky body.

"How can a boy be so weak?" I heard the girl say, opened my eyes slightly, and finally saw the girl's appearance clearly, the small fair face, the pink cherry mouth, the slender blue eyebrows, Her long, natural chestnut hair was pinned half behind her ears and half on her cheeks, looking as delicate as a Barbie.

"I……"

"Okay, I have to say sorry, um, if I didn't get used to that big guy and let him fall down, maybe you wouldn't have to be beaten!" The girl was full of apologies, thinking of me and apologizing. On the contrary, I was very grateful to the girl for doing this, otherwise I might not be able to meet you—Ah Jing!

Ah Jing's family is very prominent, so Ah Jing's door control seems to be very strict, and it is rare to see a girl who comes home later than ten o'clock, only once, and it is not for me, but for the boy of Aya.

Aya, it was brought to me later by Ajing, obviously a latecomer, but it distracted most of Ajing’s attention, no matter what he was doing, Aya was always the first thing that Ajing thought of, I don’t understand , obviously I was the first to know Ah Jing, wasn’t it?At that time, when I saw Aya, I always felt inexplicable hostility. I didn’t know why, but I didn’t realize it until I grew up. It turned out that it was called jealousy, I was jealous of Aya, and I liked Ajing!

Aya is an outstanding child, like the existence of Ajing, and I just silently like scientific research. Although it is only a small achievement, it is enough to make the family members willing to keep me in the family.

Because of his excellence, Aya was able to go on this mission to collect information from the earth.

I still clearly remember Ah Jing’s reluctance. At that time, we had grown up, Ah Jing became more and more mature, and Aya became more and more handsome, and me?Probably not as good as Aya.Ah Jing held Aya's arm in every possible way, and told Aya to be careful in everything as much as possible. I was always comparing, if it was me, would Ah Jing treat me like this?I don't know, and I have no chance to know. For a person like me who only has scientific research value, the most suitable place to stay is the laboratory, just like a caged bird that loses its freedom, and Ah Jing Freedom is only a little more than me - the heir of a big family!

It will be 400 years since Aya left. This is something that Ajing and I never expected, so when Ajing, who has endured for 400 years, finally came to me and asked me to help her go to the earth, I realized that it turned out that From beginning to end, I have never had a chance!

But stubbornly refusing to admit defeat, I still asked the girl: "Don't forget, he left the team because of his dereliction of duty when he stayed on Earth. Even if he comes back, do you think the team will not punish him? Elites are the ones who can't stand the lack of discipline in their subordinates."

Ah Jing is so firm, unshakably firm: "... If there is any punishment, if... then I will stay with him on the earth, as long as he is by my side."

"Do you love him that much?" Silence, complete silence, no answer, even though I already knew the answer, I still let myself die in pain again, let go of the girl's reluctant hand, "You go..."

Ah Jing didn't hesitate, not even saying goodbye.

You clearly know it, don't you?Knowing the ending, why do you want to fly moths to the flames, stand by your side without hesitation, and then die.

Sending people to other planets without permission is subject to legal sanctions, even as the most prestigious scientific researcher is subject to punishment.I know, and Ah Jing also knows, but neither of them tacitly said that in love, there are always people who are selfish. If it were me, I would be so selfish, right?So, I do.

People from the family came forward to help me solve this problem, and reassured Ah Jing’s family that the girl would return to the planet, and the matter calmed down, but I still couldn’t avoid the punishment in the family. Compared with death, simple Flesh wounds are trivial, aren't they?

As soon as I was punished, I received a call from Ah Jing. This girl is always out of the ordinary when it comes to recognition. I really don’t know if it’s right or wrong to let her go alone.

Ah Jing has been away for more than a month. During this period, I just buried my head in the laboratory and ignored the troubles of the outside world. Only in this way will I not have time to think of the girl named Ah Jing, the pain that has been buried in my heart .

Unexpectedly, more than a month later, Ah Jing came back, and brought even worse news—she fell in love with a man on Earth and decided to stay on Earth.

How ridiculous, how ridiculous!What am I, what am I who is waiting for you here?

Ah Jing asked me for a medicine to improve the body, so that they can be closer to the physique of the people on earth and live on the earth better.

A Jing even made a more terrible decision, she asked me to clone another A Jing to take over the family instead of her, very smart, isn't it?

"It's good for you and good for me!" Ah Jing said to me like this, I know what she means, but it's not you!I don't need a substitute or something, can I just want you.

Research, cloning, so Ah Jing stayed with me in the laboratory for 15 days, I think, these 15 days may be enough for me to recall 15 years, 150 years, until I die!

The me who cannot be selfish, the me who has no courage to say love, the me who is so timid!

There is no reason to live anymore. If you leave, there is really no reason. Anyway, it is just a troubled existence. It has always been, except for you. Because of you, the man named Arthur is so real. Earth has lived in this world for more than 400 years, and now it can just disappear.

Goodbye, Ajing!

Flying soul, I saw a child who looks a lot like you. He pouted and couldn't figure out his way. He looked very much like you. That child may be called "Yuanxiao", but he looked like you The style of naming, if you have a baby, it should be like this!

Ah Jing, are you happy?

【Only if you are happy, you are worthy of my efforts】