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It has been more than a week since the tears behind the bars were staged. This week Fang Shen was busy with work as usual, and last time he stood at the gate of Wang Yang's house for too long and attracted the security guards. Fang Shen did not go through the door this week. I went to see Wang Yang.

Wang Yang was released from the house by his father after a week of good performance, but the phone was still not returned to him.There is only one place to go when you go out, the hospital.

Wang Yang felt that the biggest reason why his father let him out was that he didn't want his seriously ill mother to think too much.

He didn't want his mother to know, so he honestly took care of his mother in the hospital every day, and occasionally took the opportunity to find a public phone to call Fang Shen when he went out to buy food, and he didn't dare to talk too much, for fear of being discovered by his father.

Although it's aggrieved to be sneaky like this, it's better than not being able to get in touch at all a while ago.Wang Yang could only comfort himself in this way.

He can only look forward to the start of school now, but it is a pity that the start of the university is relatively late, and his school only started on September 15th this year.Wang Yang struggles with his fingers every day.

Fang Shen was also not very happy. In the past, Wang Yang clinged to him all day long. Although he didn't find it annoying, he felt overwhelmed every day, and he was very fulfilled when he went to and from work.

I can't see Wang Yang now, he doesn't know what to do after work.

He made an appointment with Niu Chen Zuo Chao, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, to go out for dinner, and only then did he know that Niu Chen was really with Chen Xue during this time, and the playboy was subdued by the little white rabbit Chen Xue, who didn't even go to the bar. went.

Zuo Chao and Xu Nuo are progressing faster, and they have reached the stage of meeting their parents and getting engaged.

They asked about Fang Shen and Wang Yang. Fang Shen only said that Wang Yang's mother was ill and would not be able to come out soon, so they didn't talk much.Niu Chen saw that he was in a bad mood, so he didn't ask any more questions.

After eating and returning home, Fang Shen lay on the sofa feeling inexplicably tired.

After going around and going around, he still can't avoid such a choice in the end. Parents, or love, he can always just stand silently and wait for the other party to choose.

And he knew in his heart that this was a gamble that was doomed to lose.

If his parents were still alive and gave him another chance to choose, would he come out without hesitation?Would he still insist that he was right if he knew his choices would ultimately kill them?

Fang Shen hugged a cushion and arched his waist, curled up on the sofa like a shrimp, and slowly closed his eyes.

He knows that he is not wrong, but the world is not black and white, and too many things cannot be judged by simple right and wrong.

He was not wrong, but his parents died because of him.

Fang Shen thought of Zuo Chao and Niu Chen's joyful expressions when they talked about the progress of their relationship. He would never have that open feeling of being blessed by all relatives in his life.

Fang Shen woke up on the sofa. He just slept on the sofa with a cushion in his arms at night. He didn't even change his position. When he woke up in the morning, his whole body was in pain.

He stretched his waist and moved his stiff neck, but fortunately he didn't have a stiff neck.

Just after washing up, the phone rang. When he picked up the phone and saw Wang Yang's name, he froze for a moment. Is it Dad Wang?Or did Wang Yang already have the phone?

Fang Shen cleared his throat and answered the phone.

"Hi, hello, I'm Wang Yang's mother..." Fang Shen was stunned by the unexpected voice on the receiver.

It wasn't until there was another "Hello" that Fang Shen reacted and replied, "Auntie, hello."

"If you have time this afternoon, let's meet and have a chat?" Mama Wang's voice was emotionless, as if she just knew about it. The call was probably a deliberate decision.

Fang Shen hesitated for a moment, then looked at the time, he should be able to finish today's work in the morning, "Okay, are you in the hospital?" He asked.

"There is a coffee shop near the hospital. I'll send you the address. Let's meet there." Mama Wang paused, and then said, "I don't want Wang Yang to know about our meeting."

"Okay. See you this afternoon." Fang Shen hung up the phone, his palms sweating.He took a deep breath and drove to work.

With a whole day's work to do in the morning, Fang Shen was so busy that he didn't even have time to drink water, and he didn't have time to think about what Wang's mother would say to him.

On the way to meet Wang's mother by car, he had time to clear his mind.

He only met Wang's mother once, during the consultation.He was very impressed by Wang's mother's calmness at the time. Her character was different from Wang's father and Wang Yang. She was a woman who could hide things and think deeply.Be strong, calm, and sensible.

She decided to meet Fang Shen, and she would not just scold him angrily like Wang's father and settle the matter. If she wants to meet, she must have thought of a solution to this matter.

But no matter what this method is, Fang Shen feels that it will not be a good result, at least for him and Wang Yang.Otherwise, she wouldn't ask Fang Shen to hide it from Wang Yang.

But Fang Shen couldn't find a reason to refuse to meet her. After all, she was Wang Yang's mother and she was still seriously ill.

Fang Shen entered the cafe nervously, and the waiter took him into a private room in a corner.

Under the dim light of the coffee shop, Mama Wang's seriously ill face looked even more sallow and haggard, but she still kept a decent smile and beckoned Fang Shen to sit down.

The two didn't exchange much pleasantries. Wang's mother didn't know how she got out of the hospital, but she obviously couldn't stay for long. In addition, she had just recovered from laryngeal cancer surgery, so she couldn't talk much, so she had to quickly get to the topic.

"Do your parents know about you and Wang Yang?" Wang's mother can't drink coffee, she only needs a glass of plain water. She takes a sip of plain water and looks at Fang Shen with a smile in her eyes. Greetings from familiar elders to juniors.

Fang Shen turned the coffee cup in front of him, the coffee spilled a little, he stopped, "My parents have passed away for many years."

"Ah, I'm sorry. Do you have any relatives at home?" Mother Wang frowned, looking very regretful.

"There is another sister." Fang Shen picked up his coffee and took a sip.He had little contact with his elders since he was a child, and this atmosphere made him feel very uncomfortable.

"Your sister already has her own family, right? Does she know about you?" Mama Wang was still talking homely, but the question was a bit aggressive.

"Well, she's married. She also knows about me." Fang Shen took his hands off the table, put them on his lap, and pinched his knees one after another.

"She never persuaded you?" Mother Wang took another sip of water, her haggard face looked a little tired, and before Fang Shen could speak, she went on to say, "Probably you won't listen to her advice, you young people Hey, everyone has their own ideas, and they don't want to listen to what their parents say, let alone my sister."

Mother Wang sighed after she finished speaking, and looked at Fang Shen with regret.

"But whether you listen or not, she must have persuaded you. You have chosen the most difficult mode for your life. She is your only relative. She will be afraid of you all day long. I am afraid that you will be criticized. I'm afraid that you will be wronged, and that after all the friends around you have happy families, you will still be alone on this unique road and can't find a place to belong."

Fang Shen didn't speak, staring at the coffee cup in front of him, remembering how Fang Mao listened to his call with his ears up, a bitter arc was drawn at the corner of his mouth.

"I also want to persuade Wang Yang, but I know he won't listen. My own son, I know him well. He likes you, so whether I persuade him or his father locks him up, he will never give up. Yes. If you want him to leave you, you have to give up on him first." After Madam Wang finished speaking, she stared into Fang Shen's eyes with burning eyes.

Fang Shen made her stare so inexplicably guilty, he pursed his lips, frowned and said, "Why do you think I will give up on him first?"

"Because you are a sensible adult, and because I know that you like him too." Mother Wang stared into Fang Shen's eyes for a moment, not missing his every moment of emotion, "I know you are a good person, otherwise Wang Yang I won't like you. Just because you asked someone to help me see a doctor, our whole family should thank you. I am not a person who repays virtue with resentment, but for my son, even if I lose my life due to innocence, I have to say, I beg you, Just think it is for Wang Yang, you should leave him. He is the only one, his life still has infinite possibilities, don’t let him go on this path of doom. You have been like this for more than ten years, you should be more serious than me. Clearly, how difficult this road is. How many people can accept you? Do you want to live a life of being judged and pointed at? He is still young, and he doesn’t understand anything. When he enters the society in the future, the people around him When all your friends get married and have children and have happy families, how do you let him deal with himself?"

Fang Shen frowned and didn't speak, the image of Zuo Chao beaming with joy and letting him be the best man came to his mind again.

"I know you have love. When you are young, everyone thinks that you are full of water. Love does have such a magical power, and the happiness it brings can surpass everything. But you are an adult, you should understand that love does not really Overcome everything, and love will be exhausted with time and setbacks." Mama Wang stared at Fang Shen, her eyes were full of a mother's sincerity and eagerness, and Fang Shen almost wanted to avoid her.

"What's more, a love that has experienced too many hardships, in the end, I'm afraid I can't even keep the first good memories. Wang Yang's father and I will never accept you. I don't know how long I can live. One year, two years, No more than five years at the most, if I am still obsessed with this matter until I die, or if I die earlier because of this matter, do you think that with Wang Yang's personality, he can still live with you without any grievances? together?"

Fang Shen widened his eyes and looked at Mama Wang. He didn't expect that her trump card was here. Fang Shen's shoulders collapsed, and the scene of his parents arguing in the car before they died was circulating in his mind along with Mama Wang's voice. playing.

Do you want Wang Yang to bear that kind of self-blame?

Like him, he lived in pain and self-blame all his life, even more painful than him. After all, Wang Yang's family was once so happy...

"If you really love him, give him up. Don't let him live in such dark pain. He is a good boy and he should have a better future. Maybe you should listen to your sister's advice and go to Normal life, don't make your life so difficult." After Wang's mother said the last sentence, she took a deep look at Fang Shen, stood up and left the box.

"I can't lose my parents, I can't even think about it..." Fang Shen remembered Wang Yang crying on his shoulder when he knew his mother had cancer...

He sat slumped in the box, with no strength in his body, his eyes were sore, but he couldn't shed a single tear.

My heart was empty, as if it had been cleared by pressing a button, and there was nothing left.

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