I still remember the king's heart

"Does it look good?"

"nice"

"Then do you want to watch it forever?"

"willing"

"I'm afraid it's just another dream I'm having"

"When all the dust settles, we will fly away"

"You are amazing! How did you do it?"

"I won the hairpin. If you take what is mine, it is mine."

"Look, I can't even sew a sleeve when you're not around"

"Junior Suming, I am fortunate to have a heart-to-heart relationship with Sang Yu. I hereby promise the two elders that I will keep her safe for the rest of my life and never leave her. If I have done anything stupid in the past, Suming apologizes here."

"Don't run around, I don't care if the bad guys take you away"

"Are you willing?"

"How can I not bear it, at worst I will be that bad guy"

"The slave family has a husband. What is this young master going to do when he kidnaps me?"

"Naturally... take it back to the cottage and sing every night"

Sang Yu had a long and lengthy dream. In the dream, she and Su Ming were always together, never separated, no bloody enmity, no Hua Yin and Yue Xinyao, just the two of them from knotted hair to gray haired .

It was still that miserable and rainy night, Su Ming was still holding a sky-blue bamboo paper umbrella, the mist and rain softened her brows and eyes, not as cold and lonely as when she first saw her, and there was even a soft curvature around her lips.

She reached out to her and said, Sang Yu, I'm here to take you home.

go home……

Sang Yu nodded with a chuckle, but when it touched her fingertips, it turned into nothingness, and there was only empty wind in her palm.

When she woke up, Sang Yu felt that her illness was cured, and the pain in her chest disappeared without a trace. .

"Huanhua, help me dress up, I'm going to find Suming"

These few days, eating and sleeping in the open, full of travel and dust, she must be extremely embarrassed, she wants to dress up beautifully to see her, so that she will fall in love at first sight.

Huanhua didn't move for a long time, but just stared at her blankly, with tears welling up in her eyes.

"Is the wedding dress you wore when you married Su Ming last time still there?"

"I'm here" she hurriedly turned around to wipe away her tears, and almost hurriedly found it out of the cabinet and handed it to her.

Sang Yu's complexion was fair and she didn't need to apply powder at all, but she looked at herself in the mirror with black circles around her eye sockets, so she frowned and rubbed a little on the corners of her eyes to cover up the marks with her fingertips.

Daibi brushed gently over the slender eyebrows, outlining soft arcs. She licked the rouge on her pale lips, like pear blossoms on a branch dyed pink and white. She pursed her lips and smiled at the mirror, with bright eyes and teeth, showing her cheek There are two small dimples on the side, which are so beautiful.

However, Huanhua gradually pursed her lips, her back turned to Sangyu, her shoulders kept shaking.

It is said that if a person has an unfulfilled wish before she dies, God will give her the last time to become what she used to be to fulfill her wish.

This last time is called, back to the light.

She combed her thick black hair with her fingertips, parted some and hung softly behind her head, and pinned the rest with the tortoiseshell hairpin given by Su Ming. She encountered difficulty in wearing a wedding dress because it was too complicated. It cannot be done by one person.

She had no choice but to curl her lips and smile, "Huanhua, won't you help me?"

There was a vague sound of gongs and drums outside, mixed with firecrackers, and Huanhua stepped forward to tidy up her clothes, but tears fell on the floor.

"Is anyone getting married today?"

"You forgot, today is New Year's Eve"

Sang Yu's smile was pale and transparent, as was her beauty in full bloom, and she withered after the end of her life. This was an ending that no one could change.

"Of course I remember, today is also the day I get married to her." Sang Yu walked around the room holding the skirt, "Does it look good? Do you think she will like it?"

Huanhua nodded with tears in her eyes, "Yes, she will definitely like it"

Only then did Sang Yu feel relieved, carefully folded the letter paper on the table, and put it in her arms.

"Remember to save a bowl of lotus seed soup for me. I will drink it with Suming at night."

The moment she turned to go out, Huanhua squatted on the ground and cried loudly.

She will never forget this road, the alley paved with bluestone slabs, the roadside is full of tall sycamore trees, because of the winter, all the leaves have fallen off, leaving only the slanting branches Dry, growing up alone.

In the past many moonless nights, she walked hand in hand with Su Ming, so even though the night was dark, she could still find it with her eyes closed.

"One Worship"

"Second Worship Hall"

"Couples pay homage"

"Crackling——" The moment the familiar courtyard door was pushed open, the smile on Sang Yu's lips froze slightly, and a brighter smile overflowed after a while.

She walked very steadily step by step, and slowly walked towards the tall and tall man in the red wedding dress, Su Ming also froze in place, watching her approaching her step by step, her smile was like a peach blossom spring breeze .

She said, Su Ming, I'm here to find you, can you take me home?

The courtyard was dead silent, and even the suona sound of the music stopped. The master of ceremonies stood there in embarrassment, and Hua Yi suddenly lifted his hijab, with a bad expression on his face.

"Sang Yu! Today is the day of great joy for me and Su Ming. If you come to ask for a glass of wedding wine, I have nothing to say. If you have ulterior motives, don't blame me for being rude!"

Sang Yu just smiled, the smile was soft and sad, she looked at Su Ming with deep affection in her eyes.

"Suming, do you still remember, today is our big day, you were here three years ago, you married me and said you would take care of me for the rest of your life"

"And this..." She raised her hand slightly, took off the hairpin pinned in her hair, spread it out in the palm of her hand, her fingertips were almost as white as the hairpin.

"Do you remember this, you won a bet for me when you went to the Lantern Festival during the Mid-Autumn Festival, and it is a pair with your glass hairpin"

Su Ming frowned slightly due to the needle-like pain in her heart. She looked at Sang Yu with a dazed expression, but her eyes got wet for some reason.

"And your sword tassel, you said it was just right wrapped around Hanguang, it was my birthday present to you, and I embroidered green bamboo with silk thread on the cuffs of each of your clothes, if you don't believe me, you can look through it."

"Why do you embroider green bamboo on my clothes? It's so feminine." Su Ming frowned but still put on the clothes she made.

Sang Yu went up to fasten her belt and straightened her hem, "You're a woman, so why worry about being effeminate? Don't you like wearing sky-blue clothes, and your temper is like bamboo, and you would rather bend than bend. I think Green Bamboo is the most suitable for you.”

Since then, each of Suming's clothes has been embroidered with a cluster of vivid green bamboos.

Su Ming knew that what she said was true, her complexion gradually became serious, and her head was a mess, which made her froze in place and couldn't think.

Seeing her dazed expression, Sang Yu's eyes lit up with hope, she stepped forward and grabbed her sleeve tightly, "You...do you remember something..."

Su Ming's brows and eyes were the same as before, and the cinnabar between the brows was glowing and brightened by Da Hongxi, but the eyes were no longer as deserted as before, only a bottomless calm remained.

Sang Yu looked into her eyes but found that there was no trace of affection, only confusion and struggling and other unfamiliar emotions.

She felt cold in her heart, "You..."

"Destiny" Hua Yin said quietly, with a hint of pleading in her voice, "Today is our big day, do you want her to stay here to ruin the wedding, or do you want to..."

"No, Master," Su Ming said suddenly, the blankness in his eyes faded to desertion, "Miss Sang, what's the matter, we'll talk about it later" After saying that, he pulled his sleeves away from her palm inch by inch.

Sang Yu's heart is also emptying out a little bit, she is still smiling but tears are welling up in her eyes, "Su Ming...you believe me, please...don't marry her...you promised me that you will let me see you forever... As long as you come back... as long as you come back, I can let go of the hatred... let's go far away together... go to a place where no one knows us, work at sunrise and rest at sunset...live an ordinary life"

Sang Yu tried her best to speak louder so that she could hear clearly. Her face was already pale and pale, but she still tried her best not to let the tears come out of her eyes.

"And this..." She frantically took out the letter paper from her pocket, dropped a few of them on the ground in a hurry, picked them up in a hurry, and handed them tremblingly to her.

"This is the letter I wrote to Huanhua all the time. It contains everything we have seen and heard from Shengjing to Jiangnan. If you don't believe me, you can read it. It also contains your own letter."

Just as she was about to touch her cool fingertips, a cold long sword was pressed against her throat.

"Today is a day of great joy. I don't want to start a big killing spree. Sang Yu, don't force me," Hua Yin said coldly, her face as dark as the night outside.

She is very familiar with that sword, it is Suming's Hanguang, the tassel of the sword she wrapped with her own hands is still tied on it, and the long tassels are hanging down and dangling in front of her eyes.

She raised her eyes to look at Su Ming, the man closed his eyes slightly, he didn't make a sound or stop him, not even a trace of extra emotion on his face.

Sang Yu took a slight step forward, the sharp tip of the sword cut her skin, blood beads seeped from the snow-white skin and fell down the blade, and hit the floor under her feet drop by drop, opening in the dust. bloody flowers.

Su Ming suddenly pulled her away, and Sang Yu was overjoyed, ignoring the pain in her chest and the scar on her neck from time to time, she tightly grabbed her sleeves.

"Destiny...you still believe me, don't you..." She wept with joy, and the smile that burst out at that moment was bright and moving against the bright red wedding dress, and even suppressed Huaying's scenery by three points.

But Su Ming just picked up a bowl of wine from the table and handed it to her, "I respect you for this glass of wine. If we really had any past in the past, it will be irrelevant from now on."

Sang Yu froze in place, with disbelief in her eyes, Su Ming still didn't take back her hand, insisting on handing her the bowl of wine.

Sang Yu curled up her lips and smiled, "I don't ask you to think about it now, at least don't marry Huaying, give me a chance to stay by your side, I'll wait for you to think about it slowly"

The words were already low in the dust, and Su Ming's eyes were also struggling and a little distressed, but she looked at Hua Yin's sad expression, her bright red wedding dress, and the joyful people in the yard, and she still took a step forward to take the bowl away. Put it in her palm.

"I'm sorry... I have promised Master to marry her"

The letter in Sang Yu's hand fell helplessly to the ground and scattered, this time she didn't bend over to pick it up, she heard her own voice soft and weak.

"it is good"

"This glass of wine is toast to you. It once appeared in my life. It burned you and me for a short time. From then on, the mountains and rivers are endless. This gathering, there is no return date."

Sang Yu raised her head and drank it all in one gulp, with the liquid and tears splashing down, she picked up another bowl of wine and faced Hua Yin.

"The second cup of wine is toast to you, may you stay together forever and stay together forever"

Su Ming also picked up the wine bowl in his hand and drank it all in one gulp, feeling empty in his heart.

When putting down the wine bowl, Sang Yu swayed slightly. She used the table to stabilize her figure, and picked up another bowl of wine.

"The last glass of wine is toast to myself, I once loved you"

This love is forever, until the end of life.

Her fingertips were already trembling, so she had to slow down her drinking movements. When she raised her head, the corner of her eye was fixed on Su Ming's face through the gap in the bowl, and she deliberately elongated it to clearly describe her eyebrows and engrave them in her heart.

She heard the sound of the bowl falling to the ground and shattering, and she also heard her breathing heavily like pulling a bellows, but she still managed to raise her head and show a smile at her.

Then he turned and left, staggering and stumbling.

Su Ming stretched out his hand to hold her back and stopped in mid-air, only holding the wind passing through the hall.

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The author has been abused by me... Please bring your own tissues, it’s almost over, I have a lot of words of gratitude in my heart, but I don’t know how to express them, I’ll tell you slowly when I’m ready, the next modern novel, please Don't continue to love me carelessly, that's right... Can I be weak and beg for support? T^T I love you, good night!