Oxidation reaction

girl.

Fang Congxia's mind went blank for a moment. He remembered that Ruan Nanshen never seemed to have mentioned his sexual orientation in front of him, and the rumor that he had sexual dysfunction was also because he was jealous that he had a girl who approached him.

From this point of view, Ruan Nancan should like girls.

But what does it matter to him?

Fang Congxia felt an indescribable suffocation in his chest. This suffocation was exactly the same as when he saw Ruan Nancan fishing with the fishing rod that Lina had touched in the afternoon. There was no reason and no reason.

He closed his eyes a little irritably, but the moment he opened his eyes, he subconsciously looked up at Ruan Nancan who was standing by the fire.

The fire light illuminated Ruan Nancan's round eyes, and the flame flashed in the center of his pupils, making his pupils even brighter.

In the afternoon, he was the only one in those eyes.

Lin Na asked him again if he liked anyone, Ruan Nanshen bit his lips, unconsciously glanced at Fang Congxia's direction, and after a while, he replied: "Yes, I like him very much."

The voice was not loud, and it was not obvious when mixed in the noisy crowd, but Fang Congxia still heard it.

He frowned, lit his cigarette, stood up without saying a word and left the crowd.

At the end of this round of the game, Ruan Nancan returned to his seat and sat down. After echoing Zhang Yu's teasing, he straightened up and looked for Fang Congxia.

Someone just asked where Fang Congxia had gone. Ruan Nancan heard Li Ming answer that he might have gone to the toilet. The man said "Oh" and muttered a few words, and did not continue to question him.

But when the bonfire party ended, Fang Congxia didn't come back.

There were more activities in the second half of the trip, and a group of noisy people made the atmosphere very lively. The team leader asked someone to bring several boxes of beer, and Ruan Nancan, who didn't drink alcohol, also drank a couple of sips.

The bitter and spicy wine melted on the tip of his tongue. Ruan Nancan couldn't help sticking out his tongue. Under Zhang Yu's urging, he picked up the can and took a third sip. Surprised I didn't see Fang Congxia.

Only then did he remember that Fang Congxia had disappeared for a full hour, three and ten minutes.

Earlier, everyone held a short horror story meeting around the bonfire. The team leader played on the spot and said that there are wild beasts in the woods behind the resort. .

Thinking of this, and contacting Fang Congxia's inexplicable disappearance, Ruan Nancan was startled, threw away the can in his hand in a panic, found the team leader who was mixed in with the dancing group, and asked him to help search the mountain to find someone .

After hearing his words, the team leader couldn't help laughing out loud, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Xiao Ruan, I made up that story, it's fine to scare those female colleagues, why do you take it seriously? "

"What if there is?"

"impossible."

The team leader patted his chest and assured, "The back mountain of this villa is a fruit forest, and there are special security guards sleeping in it at night to guard it. How could there be wild animals? Don't think about it, Xiao Fang probably went to hide."

These words made Ruan Nancan temporarily calm down, but he still couldn't let go. Although Fang Congxia didn't seem to talk much, he didn't seem like someone who didn't like to participate in such lively activities.

Something must have happened.

Thinking of this, Ruan Nancan turned on the flashlight that came with his phone, and went to the place where the tent was set up in the afternoon.

Fang Congxia was indeed lying in the tent, with his eyes open and his hands behind his head, staring at the small skylight on the top of the tent in a daze.

Ruan Nanshen squatted down, opened the door curtain, the strong light from the flashlight hit his face, a little dazzling, Fang Congxia frowned slightly, raised his hand to block it, closed his eyes and asked, "What are you doing here?" ?”

There was silence, only the chirping of night insects. Ruan Nancan stared at the creases between Fang Congxia's eyebrows, moved his fingertips, and said, "Why are you lying here alone? It's very lively over there."

Fang Congxia turned over and ignored him.

"What happened in the afternoon is your fault."

Ruan Nancan thought it was about the fishing rod, and enlightened him earnestly: "That fishing rod is so good, it's not bad luck at all, don't be so narrow-minded, jealousy makes people ugly, it can't be because it's better than your fishing rod Just reject it."

"This is wrong, you are an adult, you can't argue with a fishing rod..."

Speaking of this, Fang Congxia sat up abruptly, with impatience written all over his face, he glared at Ruan Nancan, said "Are you annoying?", opened the curtain and walked out.

Ruan Nancan was stunned, and hurriedly chased him out, but Fang Congxia had already disappeared.

He stood outside the tent holding his mobile phone, sighed helplessly, and muttered, "Isn't it just that I caught a few more fish than you, why are you so angry?"

But Fang Congxia didn't think so. When he came out of the tent, the bonfire party was even more noisy. He frowned and looked back at Ruan Nanshen in the tent, and went to the orchard in the back mountain of the resort .

The orchard was far away, and after walking a certain distance, the noise over there gradually disappeared.

Fang Congxia sat down under an elm tree, lit a cigarette, and took two puffs. The smell of nicotine entered his lungs, and the oppression was relieved a little.

It's hard to tell what's wrong, but after hearing Ruan Nancan's words "I like her very much", the suffocation of the heart seems to have reached its peak, like a big stone stuck in the chest, not going up or down, disturbing people.

In theory, even if Ruan Nancan likes a pig, it has nothing to do with him, but in reality, if Ruan Nancan likes a fishing rod, he feels uncomfortable.

A similar feeling came up three times in his 25-year life.

The first time was when he was ten years old. At that time, just three months after his mother died in an accident, Fang Weicheng brought back a woman.

The woman wore heavy makeup, smiled flatteringly without knowing it, and lowered her body to make him call her mother in a pretentious way.

Furious and frightened, ten-year-old Fang Congxia pushed the woman hard. The next scene consisted of the woman screaming in pain and a lot of blood.

Since then, Fang Weicheng has never brought anyone home, and rarely returns to this home.

The second time was when he was 15 years old. His best friend stopped asking him to go home with him after school. When playing games, he would rather team up with a rookie than invite him to participate.

Asking is that the personalities do not match, and there is no way to play together.

The third time is now, at the age of 25.

To be honest, Nguyen Nam Chan acts like a creature from outer space most of the time, with a reflex arc that stretches to the solar system, forever in an out-of-band state.

But no matter how angry he was, Ruan Nam Tseng would still stand there and wait for him, sometimes sending him a bunch of weird things to apologize, and sometimes just stupidly repeating sorry over and over again.

Stupid and silly, but sincere enough.

After smoking a cigarette, Fang Congxia calmed down a lot. He put away the lighter and cigarette case, took out his vibrating mobile phone, and saw the message Ruan Nancan sent him——.

The word "stingy ghost" suddenly reminded him of the unhappiness he had with Ji Cun a few years ago.

Just three months after we met, Ji Cun said that he was too possessive and wanted to monopolize everything.

At that time, he just thought it was funny and scolded Ji Cun for being boring.

In those two years, he didn't like drinking, and often went out to work part-time.

At a party, I heard that Ji Cun often had an evening drink with someone sitting there, so he went to talk to Ji Cun that afternoon.

Of course Ji Cun felt that he was unreasonable, and called him crazy, saying that they were just friends, and Fang Congxia was not qualified to restrict his freedom to make friends.

Five years have passed, and Fang Congxia has to admit that Ji Cun is right. He is too possessive, and he wants to monopolize no matter whether it is people or things.

And what's wrong with him towards Ruan Nancan is probably caused by possessiveness.

The author says:

Ruan Ruan: Just a few fish!As for it! (?~?)

Fang: It turned out to be possessive desire ⊙?⊙

Both of them are mothers, they are both stupid, and they are slow to get enlightened, please wait!