Oxidation reaction

In the seventh month when Ruan Nancan came to the High School Attached to R University, a very outrageous rumor spread in the school.

The reason why it is defined as a rumor is because the content of the rumor is too unbelievable.

The rumor was spread by a schoolgirl at the same level as Fang Congxia. She said that Fang Congxia had been rejecting girls' confessions for so many years just because he liked boys.

And the person he likes is Gao Zhi, his good friend who is inseparable from him.

The senior sister described it well. For example, on the night when there was no evening self-study last month, Fang Congxia and Gao Zhi went home together. When they passed a deserted alley, Fang Congxia held Gao Zhi's hand. Pulling him in, Gao Zhi stretched out his hand to push him, Fang Congxia lightly pecked the corner of Gao Zhi's mouth, and then the two kissed fiercely.

But Nguyen Nam Than knew that was not the case.

I don't know when, he developed the habit of following Fang Congxia home after school.

Sometimes I only followed to the bus station, and sometimes to the convenience store in front of Fang Congxia's house.

That night, he followed Fang Congxia home from a distance as usual.

After finishing the usual basketball practice, Fang Congxia left the school by herself without being with Gao Zhi.

When passing by the alley, he opened a can of cat food he bought from a pet supply store, put it in a place where stray cats often go, and stayed there for a few minutes, watching the cat eat before leaving. picture.

Based on the principle of respecting the facts, Ruan Nancan firmly believed that the senior sister was spreading rumors, and whenever a classmate in the junior class talked about it, he would go over and explain it to Fang Congxia.

But probably because he was stupid, rarely spoke, and had a low sense of presence in the class, they didn't believe his words, but satirized him for knowing nothing.

At first, most of the students in the attached high school held the same attitude as Ruan Nancan, thinking that the senior sister was born out of nothing.

The point of reasoning is that Fang Congxia rejected the senior sister's third confession. The senior sister felt resentful and spread rumors to slander Fang Congxia's innocence.

But as the rumors became more and more widespread, and there were more and more so-called stone hammers, everyone seemed to agree that Fang Congxia's sexual orientation was abnormal, and he shamelessly attacked the brothers around him.

After all, homosexuality is a minority sexuality, not to mention that the object is Fang Congxia, who was rated as a school grass in our school.

In Ruan Nancan's impression, during that time, the conversations of the whole school were centered around Fang Congxia and Gao Zhi.

What is puzzling is that most of the students seem to avoid the matter of "liking boys". most.

When all the spearheads are pointed at one person, ridicule, cursing and spurning are bound to be brought.

Gradually, some people began not to talk to Fang Congxia, and privately gave Fang Congxia a dirty nickname-Master Rabbit.

Out of some feelings that Ruan Nancan couldn't describe at the time, maybe it was Ms. Wu's exhortation, or in order to repay Fang Congxia's rescue, Ruan Nancan felt very angry and sad for him.

But his sense of existence is too weak. In the attached high school of R University where there are many experts, no one wants to listen to a stupid kid talking.

So in the first week of April, when the head teacher asked if any students would sign up to speak under the national flag this week, Ruan Nancan raised his hand for the first time and clenched his fingers nervously in front of the whole class. Say I do at twice your usual volume.

The head teacher was stunned for a moment, then smiled gratifiedly, ignoring the other three students who raised their hands at the same time, and gave the spot to Ruan Nancan.

The theme of the speech under the national flag that week was fairness and justice. Ruan Nancan modified it without authorization, citing a large number of homosexual cases in ancient and modern China and foreign countries, as well as the opinions and data of papers by internationally renowned gender experts, and wrote a [-]-word homosexuality A popular science education speech that belongs to normal sexuality, and it is Fang Congxia's name.

At that time, he already knew that he was also gay.

The head teacher was very relieved of him, and let him speak directly on stage without reviewing the content of his manuscript.

Nguyen Nam Tsan remembered that on the day of the speech under the national flag, the weather in the city was very good, the humidity and temperature were suitable, and it was easy to make people feel comfortable and happy.

Because of severe social fear, Ruan Nancan could not calmly face the eyes of the teachers and students in the school. He lowered his eyes, his palms were soaked in sweat, took three deep breaths before barely holding the microphone and began to speak.

He did not mention the names of Fang Congxia and Gao Zhi throughout the article.

After reading the first page, someone finally noticed something was wrong. There were gradually whispering voices under the flag-raising platform, and the students cast strange glances.

After reading the third page, the head teacher angrily jumped to the flag-raising stand to interrupt his speech, and the scene was very chaotic for a while.

The moment he was dragged off the stage, he turned his head and took a deep look at Fang Congxia who was under the stage for some reason.

Not surprisingly, the class teacher, dean, and principal took turns to criticize and educate him.

Ms. Wu was invited to the school to take care of his aftermath.

In the spacious and luxurious principal's office, Ms. Wu smiled decently, nodding from time to time to echo the words of the school leaders, showing the attitude that parents of students who make mistakes should have.

But after leaving the principal's office, Ms. Wu didn't scold him, but smiled and rubbed his head, and asked him gently if he wanted to eat ice cream.

To this day, Ms. Wu has never asked him why he did what he did back then, and only mentioned it occasionally as a joke.

And the rumor was forced to be confirmed in Ruan Nancan's heart, only three days later.

Fang Congxia and Gao Zhi went out of the school together that day, at first Ruan Nancan didn't think much, he followed behind them with his head buried, and glanced up at Fang Congxia and Gao Zhi in front of him every five minutes. straight.

In the fourth 5 minutes, when he raised his head, Fang Congxia stopped, his right eye was half-closed, his expression looked a little painful, and he waved his arms straight up and down.

I don't know what he said, Gao Zhi smiled, stretched out his hand to hammer Fang Congxia's shoulder, then leaned over, very close to Fang Congxia, pursed his lips, and pressed Fang Congxia's eyes.

Ruan Nancan stayed where he was.

Children know that only people who like each other can kiss each other.

Ruan Nancan stood there, staring blankly at the backs of Fang Congxia and Gao Zhi who were slowly going away, feeling a sudden pain in his heart, as if someone had stuck a knife in, and that person was very bad, holding the handle of the knife for a while. Stop stirring.

The air seemed to be stagnant. Ruan Nancan inhaled and exhaled hard, but still felt that the oxygen was thin.

He couldn't accurately describe this feeling, only that he suddenly wanted to eat strawberry-flavored ice cream very much at that time.

So he walked to the nearest supermarket and bought a strawberry ice cream.

He sat on the bench at the entrance of the supermarket, digging in small bites with a spoon, and halfway through eating, he hurriedly put down the ice cream box as if remembering something important, took out his mobile phone and flicked through the chat records of the small group in the class.

He found a candid photo of Fang Congxia and Gao Zhi that everyone circulated privately.

Two of them were very eye-catching. Fang Congxia put her straight shoulders and said something intimately with her head turned sideways.

The other one shows Fang Congxia with Gao Zhi on his back, both of them have happy and relaxed expressions.

Ruan Nan looked at it for a while, then threw away most of the remaining ice cream with no expression on his face, and went home with his schoolbag on his back.

He walked faster than usual, his heart was on fire, and finally he ran along the sidewalk.

That night, Ruan Nancan had a rare insomnia.

After a whole night of precipitation, the inexplicable emotions weighed on his heart like a boulder.

He belatedly realized that the emotions caused by Gao Zhi kissing Fang Congxia's eyes should not and cannot appear in ordinary classmates and friends.

He will not follow ordinary classmates home, nor will he always pay attention to every move of ordinary classmates.

Ruan Nancan consulted four books on love and relationship, and probably knew that this kind of emotion is called liking.

He likes Fang Congxia.

The author says:

Our little Ruan, woo woo woo

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