Oxidation reaction

"You, why are you here?"

Ruan Nancan stared blankly at Fang Congxia for a while, recovered from the shock, and asked with lowered eyes.

Fang Congxia looked straight at him, his eyes were complicated and difficult to understand, but his tone and voice were very gentle, and he said, "I'm here to find you."

After finishing speaking, he seemed to have a forced smile, and asked Ruan Nancan: "Why didn't you answer my call? Did you... blocked me?"

At this time, Ruan Nancan remembered the text message he mistook for a new type of fraud three days ago. He froze for two seconds and looked innocently at Fang Congxia, "I thought it was a liar."

"Ok."

Fang Congxia looked a little helpless, he smiled at Ruan Nancan and said, "Can you release me from the blacklist now?"

Ruan Nanshen didn't answer. He lowered his head and looked at the suitcase at Fang Congxia's feet, then looked up at Fang Congxia in confusion, and asked, "Why did you come to me? What's the matter with me?" ?"

"I......"

Fang Congxia froze for a moment, he glanced at Ruan Nancan, then quickly lowered his eyes, and grabbed the hem of his clothes unnaturally with his right hand.

After a while, Fang Congxia looked at Ruan Nanshen again, and suddenly a layer of powder appeared on the base of his ears.

He took a step forward and raised his hand, as if he wanted to hold Ruan Nancan's hand, but for some reason, he lightly touched the back of Ruan Nancan's hand, then let it go again.

"Because I want to chase you."

Fang Congxia's voice was not loud, and accompanied by the loud closing sound of the dormitory next door, it really fell into Ruan Nancan's ears.

He was a little dazed, feeling like he was dreaming, but the back of his hand that was touched by Fang Congxia last second was still cool.

Fang Congxia probably waited for a long time, his whole body exuded a cold breath, his hands were very cold, like the side of a glass of iced juice with a lot of ice cubes added in summer.

Then inexplicably, Ruan Nancan felt that Fang Congxia's eyes had a lot of uneasiness and few emotions that he couldn't understand.

His lips moved, and he suddenly thought of Fang Congxia's dim expression hidden in the darkness that night, of Fang Congxia's and Gao Zhi's couple pajamas, of Gao Zhi's kiss on Fang Congxia's eyelids in the evening of his third year of high school.

In just a few tens of seconds, Fang Congxia in many different situations appeared in Ruan Nancan's mind, but only a very small part was related to him.

The real Fang Congxia is standing in front of him at this moment, looking dusty, wearing a dark brown thin cashmere coat, with a small black suitcase at his feet, with the tiredness after a long journey in his eyes, as if he made a special trip for him come.

The chaotic emotions were like a mallet, straight into Ruan Nancan's brain. He felt confused, puzzled, at a loss, and because of Fang Congxia's unreasonable actions, he felt an unreasonable anger.

"What are you talking about? I don't understand."

Ruan Nancan frowned, pushed Fang Congxia away with some strength, swiped open the door of the dormitory, and closed it heavily again, isolating Fang Congxia, together with the confusion and confusion that Fang Congxia brought him.

After entering the room, he took off his scarf and gloves, lowered his eyes, and stood with his back against the door panel like a punishment.

The next moment, there was a rapid knock on the door behind him, Fang Congxia's voice came from behind the door panel, and he called him "Xiaonan" and "Ruan Ruan".

He said: "Listen to my explanation, okay? My phone ran out of battery that night, and I didn't deliberately not answer your call. I, I like you, the kind of love that I want to be with you all the time, you give me One chance, okay?"

Ruan Nancan's breathing was stagnant, his heart was beating fast, and his head seemed to explode.

Fang Congxia was still talking, he closed his eyes, covered his ears hard, and squatted down slowly against the door panel.

Ruan Nanshen breathed a sigh of relief when Fang Congxia's voice disappeared from his ears for a while, and he squatted in this posture for a while.

When there was no sound outside the door, he was stunned, stood up with the cabinet next to the door, looked back, and walked into the bedroom with his head down.

And in the corridor across the door, Fang Congxia put his hands on the door panel and sighed heavily.

He came in a hurry, and before he left, he only knew that the weather in country K might be colder than this city, but he didn't expect that country K was already experiencing heavy winter and heavy snow.

After getting off the plane, he took a taxi to the address given by Ruan Nan's assistant.

The weather was very cold, and Fang Congxia's hands and feet were frozen. He didn't know how many cups of hot water the kind aunt in the dormitory hall on the first floor provided him, and he didn't wait until Ruan Nancan came back.

He pulled the suitcase and took the elevator upstairs. Ruan Nancan lived in the innermost room on the sixth floor. There was a childish Doraemon photo sticker on the door, probably left by the person who lived there last time.

During the 45 minutes waiting for Ruan Nancan to come back, Fang Congxia opened the memo on the mobile phone and clicked on a website stored in it.

After two or three seconds of loading, a page titled R University Affiliated High School appeared in the center of the screen. He swiped down and saw a long string of titles on the other line of the page—"Different ≠ Abnormal, Accepting Dissidents, Please accept yourself", the font on the next line is obviously smaller, and it reads "Speaker Ruan Nancan from the S class of mathematics and science teenagers".

This is Nguyen Nam Than's speech five years ago under the national flag.

After returning from Ruan Beichuan's place that night, Gao Zhi leaned over and put the phone in front of his eyes, with a look of great gratitude, and said, "Here, I remember that he was also invited by his parents at that time gone."

Fang Congxia didn't make a sound, took it and spent 3 minutes to read the whole article. He was silent for a long time, feeling his heart soften a little bit.

At the end of the article, Ruan Nancan said that "sexuality is not original sin, but gossip is".

Gao Zhi said that Ruan Nancan was only halfway through his speech when he was rushed to the stage by the angry head teacher and dragged him away, so few people knew about the last part.

But I don’t know why, after many years, Ruan Nancan’s speech reappeared on the official website of R University High School.

After chatting with Gao Zhi, Fang Congxia opened the WeChat dialog box with Ruan Nanshen, put on the earphones, and played the five voices repeatedly. Every time he listened to it again, his heart seemed to be pinched a little more, and the sour feeling gradually accumulated Almost drowned him.

Even though he knew that he could not send a message because he was blocked, he still pressed the keyboard and said to Ruan Nancan: "Don't see you again, I'll go find you, okay?"

As expected, a red exclamation mark popped up immediately after the newly sent voice note, prompting "Failed to send, please add the other party as a friend first."

Unexpectedly disappointed, Fang Congxia turned off her cell phone and stood by the bed with her eyes downcast.

There are many folds on the surface of the bed sheet. When he closed his eyes, Ruan Nancan wearing rabbit ears and a pink skirt appeared in front of his eyes. He raised his face and looked at him with pure and innocent eyes, saying that he wanted to be his boyfriend.

Fang Congxia's breathing suddenly became hot and hot, and his lower body slowly responded.

The next morning, he asked the director of the personnel department to take annual leave. The director of the personnel department didn't make too much trouble, but only asked him to hand over the work at hand seriously, and he generously approved the leave note.

However, due to the many and complicated tasks at hand, it took Fang Congxia two days to handle them properly.

The day before he left, Fang Congxia went to the High School Attached to R University by himself out of some unexplainable psychology.

Five years have passed by, and the High School Attached to R University is no longer what it is in memory. The school has renovated a new gate, and a new high-rise building named "Xuesi Building" stands next to the green field in the east. The honor wall of the senior year has become a popular science Board newspaper wall.

The classroom of the third year of senior high school has now become a physical chemistry laboratory for the students of the attached middle school. The only thing that has not changed is the familiar running bell during the big break, and the classroom for the youth class is still in the building with the best hardware facilities in the school.

When he went, it was just in time for school to finish in the afternoon, and there was a lot of noise everywhere in the school, and many young faces poured out of the campus shoulder to shoulder.

Fang Congxia stood under the big tree, watching from afar.

There was a dull-headed boy in the crowd, carrying a heavy-looking schoolbag, with his head down, walking forward unhurriedly, very much like Ruan Nancan.

Thinking of Gao Zhi telling Ruan Nancan that he often silently followed him home after school in the afternoon, Fang Congxia couldn’t help imagining Ruan Nancan’s appearance at that time, whether he was more mischievous or more well-behaved, and whether he was extra cautious when following him , Fang Congxia didn't find out even once.

There is also the 15-year-old Ruan Nam Chan who plucked up the courage to speak out his heart when he confessed his love for the first time, but was ruthlessly rejected...

He wandered around every corner of the attached middle school, trying to find any clues related to Ruan Nancan in the past five years, but except for the speech, there was no trace of Ruan Nancan in the huge attached middle school.

However, during that long period of time, there was a young boy who silently guarded and paid attention to him, and even mustered up the courage to speak on taboo topics in front of the teachers and students of the school.

Fang Congxia closed his eyes and withdrew his thoughts. Through the French windows at the end of the corridor, he saw swirling and falling snowflakes. He moved his frozen fingers, lowered his head and rubbed them.

When her fingers were a little more flexible, Fang Congxia took out her mobile phone, switched two mobile phone numbers to call and send text messages to Ruan Nancan, without exception, she did not get a reply from Ruan Nancan.

Fang Congxia sighed, it was already dark outside, because he came in a hurry, he did not book a hotel in advance, unexpectedly, just in time for M University to hold an international academic exchange event, the nearby hotels were basically booked out.

Half an hour ago, the three hotels that he had called to inquire about the available rooms all called back to tell him that they were full, which meant that if Ruan Nam Chan did not take him in, he would sleep on the street tonight.

Thinking of this, Fang Congxia frowned, he locked his phone, walked over, raised his hand again and gently knocked on the door of Ruan Nancan's dormitory.

"Ruan Ruan, Xiao Nan, can you open the door?"

After 3 minutes, there was still no movement from the other side of the door. Fang Congxia bent down and leaned against the door panel to listen carefully to the movement inside.

The next second, the door suddenly opened. Fang Congxia took a step back in fright. Ruan Nancan opened half of the door, his eyes were slightly drooping, and he seemed not in a good mood. He asked him, "What's the matter?"

Fang Congxia smiled flatteringly, opened the hotel reservation interface for Ruan Nan to see, and said pitifully, "Ruan Ruan, it's snowing outside, and the hotel is gone. I have nowhere to go tonight."

Ruan Nancan glanced up, and tightened his grip on the handle of the door. One minute later, he took half a step back, half-lidded his eyes, and said, "Come in."