Retired soldier king and his little sweetheart

"I like you very much, I have no better choice, let's contract a pig farm together, harvest rice together, take care of roses together, and eat together.

"I will study hard, work hard, and exercise."

Zhuang Xiaoduo felt Tang Huai's powerful arms tighten slightly, and he could hear Tang Huai's heart beating fast and powerfully.

"If, if you really think that we are not suitable, I will not pester you. I will be very sensible and have a good temper. I will not make things difficult for you."

Tang Huai's voice trembled: "No, Xiaoduo, I'm just worried that you won't like me after you get to know me."

"Why are you so sure? It's like you think I'm good, but I'm not good. I'm lazy, procrastinating, and have no ambition."

"That's not the case, Xiaoduo."

Zhuang Xiaoduo broke free from Tang Huai's arms, "What are you afraid of?"

Tang Huai's handsome face was full of entanglement and pain, and he said slowly: "I am ashamed of many people and have done wrong things."

Zhuang Xiaoduo stared at Tang Huai's eyes.

"I... I was married, Xiaodo."

As if a thunder fell from the sky, Zhuang Xiao was at a loss for words, thinking of Li Xuan, the child that Gongsun He said during dinner.

He pulled back slightly, and the bravery just now dissipated.

"You were married... and your wife?"

"But what happened was a bit complicated, Xiaoduo. I served in the special forces and assisted in a series of high-risk operations such as peacekeeping, drug control, and riots from military regions at home and abroad all the year round. Four years ago, we went to Myanmar to assist the anti-drug team. There was an ambush on the Yunnan-Myanmar border, and I made a wrong decision, resulting in the death of 18 of the 9 people in the team, one of whom was Lao Xu.

"Gongsun He said Li Xuan was a couple with Lao Xu, but Lao Xu knew that his job was dangerous, so he didn't agree to Li Xuan for a long time. When I returned to China, Li Xuan told me that she was pregnant. She was on the eve of promotion and was in the army. It is a big taboo to get pregnant before marriage, so find me, get a marriage certificate, and leave her and Lao Xu's child."

Zhuang Xiaoduo felt like he was reading a novel.

He couldn't imagine what Tang Huai had experienced in that battle, how so many teammates left, and how the rest escaped back.

He wanted to ask how the child was doing, but seeing that Tang Huai was very tired, he held his hand and comforted him silently.

Tang Huai's hands were slender, rough, and hot, in stark contrast to Zhuang Xiaoduo's fair, delicate but cool hands.

Tang Huai smiled, "I am ashamed of many people. I wanted to do my best to devote my life to my career, but I injured my left leg again in an operation two years ago. After I recovered, the organization refused me to stay in the special forces and arranged for me to stay in the special forces." clerical, so I left."

"Then, what about the child?"

"He's very good. I've only met him twice. It was originally to keep the child to play. I have already gone through divorce procedures with Li Xuan, and I can't face that child, Xiaoduo." Tang Huai held Xiaoduo's hand tightly. Hand, buried his forehead on the back of his hand, "I killed his father."

Tang Huai was much taller than Zhuang Xiaoduo, but at this moment Zhuang Xiaoduo felt Tang Huai was like a helpless child.

Want to comfort, but don't know where to start.

Tang Huai summed up the past events that he couldn't let go of in a few words, but his trembling shoulders told Zhuang Xiaoduo that these memories weigh a thousand catties.

Tang Huai calmed down and raised his head again. He didn't shed tears, but his eyes were a little red. Maybe it was the effect of alcohol. Tang Huai's eyes seemed to be foggy.

"Sorry, Xiaoduo, I shouldn't have said this, go to sleep."

"I like you, Brother Tang." Zhuang Xiaoduo squeezed his hand tightly.

Tang Huai frowned, "Why are you so stubborn, what good is being with me? Farming in the countryside with me, and then waiting to die of old age?"

With firm eyes, Zhuang Xiaoduo knelt down, "I like you, and I also like life in the country."

The two faced each other high and low, Tang Huai's slightly alcoholic breath sprayed on Zhuang Xiaoduo's face, and he swallowed unconsciously.

Zhuang Xiaoduo held Tang Huai's face in his hands, rubbed his thumb lightly on his cheek, then hugged him, and put his head on his shoulder.

His eyes were red.

"You feel pain, maybe you are angry that you failed to protect your teammates at the time, but anger can't solve anything. You can use memories to examine the past, but you can't use it to decide the present and the future."

Zhuang Xiaoduo murmured in his ear, and there seemed to be some kind of determination in his flat tone, Tang Huai was shaken.

In fact, he is always wavering, if he really likes it, how can he not waver?

Tang Huai gently pushed Zhuang Xiaoduo away.

The night that had been heavy with him suddenly became brighter, and he even noticed the moonlight swaying from the shadow of the tree outside the window.

"Xiao Duo, are you tired? Go to sleep."

Zhuang Xiaoduo felt slightly angry at Tang Huai's firm but indirect refusal.

"I'm not joking! Let's try it, Brother Tang, do you really not like me at all?"

"I'm drunk, be obedient, and I'll tell you the answer tomorrow morning." After speaking, Tang Huai pushed Zhuang Xiaoduo to stand up.

Zhuang Xiaoduo hesitated to speak, and turned around to take a shower. When he got out of the shower, he saw Tang Huai had fallen asleep on the sofa.

Zhuang Xiaoduo squatted next to Tang Huai with his wet hair, staring at his masculine features and contours, after a while he threw the towel on his shoulders and clasped his hands together.

He said softly: "God bless, Brother Tang will confess to me when I get up tomorrow morning."

Zhuang Xiaoduo was preoccupied all night, tossing and turning, coming out from time to time to see if Tang Huai had fallen off the sofa or something, and did not fall asleep until four o'clock in the morning.

When he woke up, he heard the sound of someone walking outside. He checked his phone, it was already past ten in the morning.

After living in the countryside, Zhuang Xiaoduo seldom sleeps so late, because Chating Village is located on a plateau, and the hottest time in summer is noon, so most of them go to work in the morning and after three o'clock in the afternoon.

After drinking alcohol last night, Zhuang Xiaoduo felt that his bladder was going to explode, so he got out of bed and went to the bathroom.

As a result, the door was opened.

Tang Huai stood straight at the door, holding a bouquet of roses wrapped in newspaper.

"Xiao Duo, good morning."

"Good morning!" Zhuang Xiaoduo was pleasantly surprised and happy, but all his attention was on clamping his legs.

"I've thought about it carefully, and you're right. No matter what happened in the past, I should respect the present time and my own heart." Tang Huai handed the flowers in his hand to Zhuang Xiaoduo, "This is the experimental Tian Gang outside the shed. Blooming flowers, I hope you like it, let's try it, Xiaoduo."

The more excited Zhuang Xiaoduo became, the more he wanted to urinate. He felt that he couldn't hold back any more words, so he threw the rose into Tang Huai's arms with an "Ah!"

Rushed into the bathroom.

The second monk Tang Huaizhang couldn't figure it out, he looked at the closed bathroom door and at the flowers in his hand.

"Is it too ugly?"

Tang Huai thought last night that he would talk to Zhuang Xiaoduo after sobering up at dawn.

But when he heard Zhuang Xiaoduo praying in his ear, he asked himself, in the one month or so since Zhuang Xiaoduo arrived, he really felt much more relaxed, and he no longer thought about four years ago.

Zhuang Xiao is so brave, so he doesn't have to run away.

It is cruel to deceive Zhuang Xiaoduo that he likes girls like this, but turns a blind eye to his liking.

Tang Huai decided to confess to Zhuang Xiaoduo in a more formal way, so she went to the small rose field to cut off the few roses in the morning, followed the tutorial found on the Internet and wrapped them in old newspapers. .

But what is going on.

Is it not me who was drunk last night, but Xiaoduo?

When he was struggling, the door of the bathroom opened wide, and Zhuang Xiaoduo rushed out, jumping on Tang Huai's body.

Tang Huai's eyes were quick, and he immediately opened his arms to catch Zhuang Xiaoduo. The rose in his hand fell to the ground, scattering romance all over the place.

Zhuang Xiaoduo hung on Tang Huai's body like a monkey, whimpering between his neck, "I'm so happy!"

Tang Huai wrapped his hands around Zhuang Xiaoduo's thighs, unable to pat him on the back to respond, so he tilted his head and put his chin close to the top of Zhuang Xiaoduo's head.

"I am also very happy."

Zhuang Xiaoduo just got up, and now he is clinging to Tang Huai, his body began to react, so he had to twist his body awkwardly.

"Well, come down, the flowers are on the ground."

Tang Huai put him down and picked up the flowers, "Don't be afraid, I planted a lot, and they will all be yours in the future."

He felt Zhuang Xiaoduo's reaction just now, and now his cheeks were flushed, and the tips of his ears were like ripe cherries.

He is very shy, Tang Huai thought.

"I'll wash up first, and then, let's eat!" Zhuang Xiaoduo was glad that the pants he was wearing were very loose.

Just as he was about to run away, Tang Huai stopped him.

Zhuang Xiaoduo: "What's the matter?"

Tang Huai leaned close to Zhuang Xiaoduo, bent slightly and looked at Zhuang Xiaoduo: "Let me kiss you."

Zhuang Xiaoduo:! : Ling tone!

"Okay, okay."

Who would have thought that this kiss would be Zhuang Xiaoduo's first kiss.

Tang Huai's face slowly approached, Zhuang Xiaoduo couldn't help blinking nervously, and finally couldn't help closing his eyes.

However, the first kiss he had envisioned in his mind did not come.

Tang Huai looked at Zhuang Xiaoduo who was startled like a rabbit. He wanted to tease him, but he couldn't bear to let him have their first kiss in such a nervous mood.

He gently brushed the broken hair on Zhuang Xiaoduo's forehead, and kissed him lightly.

"Wash, change clothes, eat, go."