Let's go to the mountains to raise pigs

Later, Xiaozhi took good care of Lin Xingxing, and Lin Xingxing got used to waking up from Xiaozhi's body every day. Gradually, his life seemed to be closely connected with Xiaozhi.Xiaozhi feeds when eating, washes with Xiaozhi in the bath, washes with fruit, wipes with Xiaozhi for medicine, and cushions with Xiaozhi for sleeping.Gradually, it seemed that every moment was inseparable from Xiaozhi, and that feeling also produced an inexplicable strangeness in Lin Xingxing's heart.It seems that everything is taken for granted, and I will act like a baby to Xiaozhi intentionally or unintentionally, and I feel like a mirror in my heart that Xiaozhi will respond to my requests.Even in the last few days, when he couldn't sleep on his stomach, he would shamelessly crawl on Xiaozhi's body to sleep on his stomach.The education I have received, this kind of relationship can only be a solid friendship and brotherhood, but it is better than ordinary ones. I have never been in a serious relationship since I was a child. With his chest ready to go to bed, Xiaozhi took the comic and slowly told Lin Xingxing how ambiguous the content of the comic was.

Gradually, Lin Xingxing's injury healed, but he still ordered Xiaozhi, and Xiaozhi enjoyed it. Lin Xingxing always did a good job when he opened his mouth.Seeing that August is coming to an end, the day to leave Xiaozhi has also arrived.Lin Xingxing felt unspeakably sad, thinking that Xiaozhi would leave at dawn tomorrow, he tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't fall asleep.

"What's wrong? Can't sleep?" Xiaozhi pinched Lin Xingxing's fleshy face through the light of the moonlight outside the window.

"Ah! It hurts. You have lights in your eyes! You can see so clearly."

"Isn't that good? At least you can only follow me when it's dark. Don't be picky when I'm gone. Eat more carrots, it's good for your eyes."

"It's not all your fault. I've lived on my own for nine years, and you've only come back for more than a month, and raised me like a young master. Clothes and hands, food and mouth. Hey."

"Star."

"Ok?"

"I'll go find you when I'm on vacation, okay?"

"OK!."

"Star."

"Ok?"

"When I graduate and return to China, let's live together, okay?"

"Okay! No, wait! We'll all be 22 and [-] when you graduate, right? After all, we all have our own world and life, and besides, we are so handsome, so we must have a girlfriend. Hehe , how inconvenient it is to live together!"

"As long as you want, I don't have to have a girlfriend."

"What nonsense are you talking about? Didn't you say that you have someone you like? Besides, my senior is still waiting for me to chase after her!"

Xiaozhi didn't speak any more.Breathing also became quieter.It took a while for Xiaozhi to speak.

"Star."

"Ok?"

"Remember, dry your hair after taking a shower, and turn on the lights when doing experiments at night. Eat less raw and cold food, you will have a bad stomach. Don't rush to lose weight and hurt your body. This is the best for you. If you have a bad waist, don't sit for a long time, do more exercise and rest if you have nothing to do..." Lin Xingxing hurriedly interrupted Xiaozhi's endless exhortations

"I said you, how do you know me so well?"

"Of course, I must be the person who knows you best in the world."

"I don't believe it yet." The two of them were completely sleepless while chatting. Lin Xingxing raised his hand and turned on the light, and the two sat opposite each other.

"Then tell me, what do I like and what do I hate?"

Xiaozhi smiled and said, "You like to walk to the left when you walk, you like to turn to the right when you sleep, you only like to eat the food in front of you when you eat, and you don't bother to reach out. When you go up the stairs, you always step on your left foot first. You always like to eat sour food. green grapes, astringent green plums...you are afraid of the dark, ghosts, and injections, and you don't like vegetables. Xiaozhi slowly talked more and more, his voice became more and more gentle, and the eyes looking at Lin Xingxing became more and more affectionate. Lin Xingxing looked at Xiaozhi's different appearance, and felt some indescribable feelings in his heart, but he didn't want Xiaozhi Zhi continued to speak, and quickly interrupted Xiaozhi's words.

"Hey, stop, stop! You talk so much, it makes me feel embarrassed, and I can't think of what you like after thinking about it for a long time. It seems that my buddy is too unqualified!"

"So, do you want to know what I like?"

"Yeah, tell me, I'll remember it well!" Lin Xingxing sat up straight and listened to Xiaozhi's words in a serious manner.

"I, I like you."

"Ah? You, what are you talking about? What do you like?" Lin Xingxing once thought he had heard wrong, so he hurriedly asked again.

"I said, I like you the most, Lin Xingxing. It's not the kind of love you think of a brother, it's the liking of a lover. I love you. Lin Xingxing. The kind of love that can't be separated from, isn't the kind of love that you can't do." Kind of love." Xiaozhi said it very seriously, and even had tears in his eyes.Lin Xingxing was so frightened by the phone call that something hammered his heart.Hemming and hawing

"No, no! Did you make a mistake! See clearly! I am a man! A man. How could you like me? How could you like me?" Lin Xingxing opened his eyes wide, unable to accept it. At a loss.Xiaozhi moved closer to Lin Xingxing fiercely and said sincerely in his eyes, "Because I like you, so men can naturally like men." After speaking, he held Lin Xingxing's face in his hands, and kissed him On Lin Xingxing's lips.Lin Xingxing's brain went blank for a moment, he opened his eyes wide and looked at the half-opened eyes who were kissing him with forgetfulness, Lin Xingxing's first reaction was to push away, who knew that Xiaozhi hugged him tightly, the amazing strength was amazing, right? Lin Xingxing pressed Under the body, Lin Xingxing became anxious, and directly bit Xiaozhi's lip, bloody, and rushed into the mouths of the two of them, Lin Xingxing pushed Xiaozhi away with all his strength, stumbled and ran out the door, He quickly locked himself in the small study next door.Sitting behind the door like a lost soul.I couldn't figure out how the two of them became like this, holding their heads and pulling their hair helplessly.My heart is numb and I can't tell what I feel, my body and mind are telling myself loudly to escape, to escape.This is wrong, wrong.

Xiaozhi also came to the door of the study and knocked lightly on the door. ,

"Star?"

There was no sound behind the door, and the lights were not turned on. He knew that the stars would not wander around and they must be leaning behind this door.He also sat down slowly and leaned against the door.

"Yes, I'm sorry. I'm too selfish. I wanted to stay by your side so well, but you said that we would be together forever, and I will always remember it in my heart. When I think of someone hugging me in the future I can't control myself when you sleep next to you. I just want to bet on whether I have hope, even a little bit, in case, in case you also have me in your heart, I will win, right?" The voice became more and more The younger he was, the crying gradually came to the back, Lin Xingxing heard it, and Xiaozhi was crying.Looking back on Xiaozhi's actions for more than a month, it would be a lie to say that he is not soft-hearted.But reason told him that if he opened this door, it would mean destroying two people.Maybe everyone will gradually forget about me without myself, and the best choice is to completely break up and disappear into each other's world.This is not the ignorant love between men and women. If you can't accept each other, it will be a lifetime of pain and you won't be friends at all.Separate is the best option.The door was never opened. At dawn, a car horn sounded from downstairs. Lin Xingxing heard the sound of everyone standing up outside the door, but he still sat on the ground and did not get up.The ears listened carefully to everything that happened outside.

Xiaozhi packed his luggage and went downstairs with difficulty step by step.After a while, Father Lin ran up.

"Xingxing, Xiaozhi is leaving, come out to give it off? Xingxing? Xingxing? This child! Why are you so rude!"

There was no sound from behind the door.Papa Lin knocked on the door for a while, and Xiaozhi also came up when he heard the voice.

"Uncle, we have already said goodbye, so there is no need to call him. Here is the key to the car I rented. Someone will drive it away tomorrow. Please give it to him for me."

"Well, okay, uncle will send you off, let's go."

Only then did Lin Yubin and Xiaozhi go downstairs.Xiaozhi got on the car to Rongcheng Airport, turned his head and kept looking in the direction of Lin Xingxing's house, looking at the window, the car drove farther and farther until the small villa was completely covered by the mountain, but he didn't see that figure.

Later, Xiaozhi had not contacted Lin Xingxing, or even Lin's father. Lin Xingxing disappeared in his own world as if hiding from him, and never contacted him again.Xiaozhi thought about going back to find Xingxing countless times, but the resoluteness that day and the panic in Lin Xingxing's eyes had clearly told himself that he could not accept such a thing, this time the love in his heart overwhelmed the impulse, and it was fulfilled Lin Xingxing's normal life.