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Lu Jinsen supported Xie Zhitang so that he would not stand still, looked down at him and said, "Not long." He asked again, "Are you hungry? Let's go eat together."

Xie Zhitang tightened his arms and hugged Lu Jinsen again, then let go of him and nodded, turned around as if he had just remembered that there was another person behind him, and smiled politely at Xu An: "Good morning, sister."

Xie Zhitang's etiquette has always been impeccable, Xu An also replied good morning, did not continue the topic just now in front of Xie Zhitang, and silently walked into the corridor with them.

Lu Jinsen had only taken two steps when Xie Zhitang grabbed his hand.

Lu Jinsen paused, but he didn't refuse. Instead, he spread his five fingers cooperatively and interlocked with Xie Zhitang.

With Lu Jinsen's cooperation like this, Xie Zhitang immediately showed a very happy look, frowned and peeped at Lu Jinsen's deep profile profile, and quickly looked away a second before he looked over.

Lu Jinsen didn't ask any further questions, and followed Xie Zhitang out.

There was still a cold dampness in the morning air, and the blowing cold air made people wake up involuntarily.

Xie Zhitang is very good at remembering the way. He was led by Xu An from the restaurant last night, and it will not be a problem to push back today.

Xie Zhitang and Lu Jinsen were holding hands, Xu Chu was a little behind and walked beside them, when passing by a fork, Xu An said goodbye.

Lu Jinsen nodded at her, but Xie Zhitang was stunned for a moment and asked, "Sister, won't you have dinner with us?"

Xu An shook his head, just smiled and said: "I don't make light bulbs." He didn't say any other reasons.

Instead, Lu Jinsen said without hesitation: "The two of us will eat, and she will accompany my parents to have breakfast."

Hearing this, Xie Zhitang turned his head to look at Lu Jinsen, and seeing that he didn't look sad or sad, he went to look at Xu An again.

Xu An's expression seemed a little unnatural, probably because Lu Jinsen's parents were willing to see her, but they didn't want to see Lu Jinsen. It sounded like she had taken Lu Jinsen's place.

Xu An also worked hard to reconcile the relationship between Lu's father, Lu's mother and Lu Jinsen, until later he found that neither of them had any willingness to reconcile, and after realizing that they did not have the so-called fate and bond between parents and children, Xu An did not give up.

Then he had no choice but to get close to Lu's father and Lu's mother by himself, and no longer brought Lu Jinsen to see Lu's father and Lu's mother, no longer tried to make them meet and talk more, and no longer tried to let them restore their relationship.

Xie Zhitang tilted his head, and smiled at Xu An like Lu Jinsen's girlfriend, "Thank you for your hard work, sister."

Xu An also smiled, and the jewelry on his head fluttered up and down according to the movement, and said in a relaxed tone: "What's the matter, I'm leaving, I won't disturb the world of the two of you!"

Lu Jinsen nodded to her and said, "Goodbye."

Xie Zhitang also said goodbye, and watched Xu An turn around and walk on another path.

The matter of Lu Jinsen's parents is not a secret, Xie Zhitang knew about it very early on.

Xie Zhitang has investigated Lu Jinsen's experience many times and consulted it many times. Those experiences have already been firmly imprinted in Xie Zhitang's mind.

Xie Zhitang hooked Lu Jinsen's knuckle-boned fingers, suddenly a little puzzled, puzzled and distressed.

Xie Zhitang didn't quite understand why Lu Jinsen could grow into what he is now in such a family background.

Xie Zhitang has always affirmed the importance of parents in shaping children's three views during their children's growth. For children, parents always exist irreplaceably.

What Lu's father and Lu's mother did must have more negative impact than positive impact on Lu Jinsen.

But Lu Jinsen still grew up so well, tall and tough, gentle and stable.

In Xie Zhitang's thinking simulation, a child from such a native family should not be like Lu Jinsen...

Xie Zhitang lowered his eyes and looked at the road in front of him.

He couldn't tell what Lu Jinsen was like, but in his eyes, Lu Jinsen was a special, very good, almost perfect existence.

Xie Zhitang has seen too many examples of missing parents. Due to the emotional depression in childhood, they are prone to some emotional defects, and it is difficult to cure them throughout their lives.

And Lu Jinsen does not look like a child who grew up in a family with a lack of childhood, which made Xie Zhitang puzzled.

The more confused, the more distressed Xie Zhitang was.

Even though Lu Jinsen didn't react now, and seemed to not even care about his parents' refusal to see him, Xie Zhitang still felt distressed.

Things that Lu Jinsen didn't care about, Xie Zhitang couldn't help but care about for him.

Xie Zhitang's love has always been very passionate.

Whatever he likes is the embodiment of beauty and happiness.

In Xie Zhitang's eyes, Lu Jinsen deserves the best things in the world, and he wants to give all the best things to Lu Jinsen, so that Lu Jinsen has no regrets.

No matter how good Lu Jinsen is now, the lack of affection in his childhood is inevitable, and there is no way to question it.

Lu Jinsen's excellence does not mean that the damage does not exist

, can only show that he has overcome the injury.

Because he liked Lu Jinsen so much, Xie Zhitang couldn't help feeling disgusted with Lu's father and mother who had never met before.They had reasons to abandon Lu Jinsen, but having a reason didn't mean it was right.

The last time he went to sea, Jiang Haichao once said that Lu Jinsen's original intention to learn barbecue was because his parents didn't want to accompany their children to barbecue.

Xie Zhitang lowered his eyes and thought, it's just that the parents don't want to accompany the children to the barbecue, making the children sad.

So, what about Lu Jinsen who has no parents?

What was Lu Jinsen doing without a parent while other parents were shuttling the campus with their children?Will he be sad?Will you hide from the crowd and grieve silently?

Xie Zhitang walked all the way in silence, and he didn't recover until he entered the restaurant and was held by Lu Jinsen's hand.

Lu Jinsen sat down at the main seat, and let go of the hand that was holding him all the way, Xie Zhitang sat leaning against him, looking at Lu Jinsen with his face propped up.

The servant first served two cups of tea and put them in front of them respectively. The tea smelled faintly, Xie Zhitang slid his fingertips on the rim of the cup, and couldn't help but pursed his lips while his thoughts were racing.

In the next second, Lu Jinsen raised his index finger in front of him and asked him intently, "Why do you keep pursing your lips recently?"

Xie Zhitang was stunned for a moment, unexpectedly Lu Jinsen knew even his little movements, he opened his mouth slightly, hesitant to speak.

Lu Jinsen took a sip of the tea and said to Xie Zhitang, "Tangtang, speak up."

Xie Zhitang immediately withdrew his hand that slipped on the rim of the cup, lowered his eyes and apologized, "I'm sorry I won't do it next time." Then he raised his head and asked, "Brother...won't you be sad about your parents?"

Lu Jinsen raised his eyebrows slightly, as if he didn't expect him to ask this question.

The restaurant was quiet for a while, only a few small birdsong could be heard outside the window.

Lu Jinsen recalled it for a while, took another sip of tea from his teacup, smiled and said honestly, "I knew it when I was young."

Xie Zhitang's expression changed immediately. He wanted to comfort Lu Jinsen, but felt that the comfort was meaningless because the incident had happened for too long. He said nervously, "I... saw an example... when I learned about the native family."

"En." Lu Jinsen looked at him almost gently, as if encouraging him to speak.

Xie Zhitang paused, and said: "There should be many examples, the absence of parents and intergenerational support are easy..."

Xie Zhitang stopped here, and finally did not continue.

But Lu Jinsen was very aware of Xie Zhitang's unfinished words.

Lu Jinsen felt a little happy from the bottom of his heart, but Xie Zhitang was puzzled, and doubts were the beginning of discovering differences and changes.

So Lu Jinsen put down his teacup and said seriously to Xie Zhitang: "Those things can't decide a person, Tangtang. The family of origin can't decide a person's future. Only their own choices can decide anyone's future."

"I admit that the family of origin will have an impact on the shaping of the character of young children and teenagers." Lu Jinsen said gently and calmly: "However, when he grows up and matures, he will understand what is right and what is wrong .”

Xie Zhitang looked at Lu Jinsen without even trembling his eyelashes, just staring at Lu Jinsen intently.

Lu Jinsen continued: "When he realizes something is wrong, he can choose to correct himself or indulge himself. It's not that a child in a bad original family will repeat his bad original family, but a child in a happy family is gentle and kind. , this is not absolute."

"Any premise can't determine a person, Tangtang, there can't be original guilt." Lu Jinsen almost taught Xie Zhitang: "Don't have prejudice against anyone, especially yourself."

Xie Zhitang stared at Lu Jinsen in silence for a long time, then nodded very slightly.

Lu Jinsen raised his hand and patted the top of Xie Zhitang's hair, rubbed it again before saying, "Okay, go wash your hands."

They go here to wash their hands and prepare to eat, and the kitchen will start serving food.

Lu Jinsen led Xie Zhitang inside, and stood in front of the sink to wash their hands together.

It was the faucet that sensed the water coming out. Xie Zhitang rinsed his hands with water and was about to leave, but was pulled back by Lu Jinsen with his wet fingers.

Xie Zhitang was obviously stunned for a moment, then raised his head and asked Lu Jinsen in puzzlement: "What's wrong?"

Lu Jinsen fixed Xie Zhitang's hand with one hand, and pressed the hand sanitizer with the other, and immediately a ball of foam was squeezed into Xie Zhitang's palm.

Lu Jinsen raised his chin slightly and said to him, "Wash your hands carefully."

Xie Zhitang had no choice but to seriously rub his hands until they were covered with foam. Lu Jinsen also stood beside him and carefully washed his fingertips and wrists with his hands hanging down. The white foam covered Lu Jinsen's hands almost tightly, but always Show some skin.

As if being tempted, Xie Zhitang quietly stretched out his hand and touched Lu Jinsen's wet skin.

Lu Jinsen looked back at him in some surprise, but didn't say anything. He put his hands together and began to rub together, from fingertips to finger crevices without missing a single point.

Then another piece was intertwined and washed away the foam under the current, before Lu Jinsen let go of Xie Zhitang's hand.

Xie Zhitang's face was completely red, he didn't know what he was thinking, just the rubbing of his fingers caused a fine electric shock to travel from his fingertips all the way to the back of his head.

Lu Jinsen took out a hand towel and handed it to Xie Zhitang. Seeing that his cheeks were flushed, he couldn't help but chuckled and asked, "Why are you blushing?"

He just said these words, and he thought of the last time he asked Xie Zhitang like this, Xie Zhitang said to him "your face is radiant".

Thinking of this, Lu Jinsen couldn't help but chuckled, but this time Xie Zhitang didn't respond to him like this, but raised his face after a few seconds and said to him: "Brother, I really like you."

Lu Jinsen looked back at Xie Zhitang, nodded and said to him, "I know."

Xie Zhitang laughed immediately, took another step forward and walked out together with Lu Jinsen.

When they returned to the living room, the dining table was already full of meals, and there was still a cup of mellow coffee in front of Lu Jinsen.

As soon as Xie Zhitang entered the restaurant, he could smell the strong aroma of coffee, which aroused his greed.

After Xie Zhitang fell ill, he never drank a full cup of coffee. Occasionally, if he really wanted to drink it, he only dared to take a sip to taste it.

Lu Jinsen sat down and took a sip of coffee first. Before he put down the cup, he saw Xie Zhitang staring at the coffee in his hand, and asked with a light smile, "Want to drink?"

Xie Zhitang immediately nodded and looked at Lu Jinsen pitifully.

Lu Jinsen turned over the cup in his hand, pushed the handle of the cup forward and said to Xie Zhitang, "I can only take a small sip, and I should eat more for breakfast."

Xie Zhitang took the cup graciously, and took a sip at the spot that Lu Jinsen had used. The slightly sour coffee filled his mouth. Xie Zhitang felt the taste and handed the cup back.

"Is this considered an indirect kiss?" Xie Zhitang asked with a smile, and after seeing Lu Jinsen's cold gaze, he recovered his seriousness and said, "This coffee is not as good as my brew."

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