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Lu Jinsen's reaction was completely beyond Xie Zhitang's expectations.

In Xie Zhitang's vision, Lu Jinsen has a high probability of agreeing and a small probability of rejecting, but he never thought that Lu Jinsen would smile and ask him "Where are you going?"

Xie Zhitang froze on the spot.

He was wondering what kind of answer Lu Jinsen wanted to get.

Naturally, Lu Jinsen didn't want him to repeat "Ms. Zhuang's hospital" when he asked this question.But Xie Zhitang couldn't even understand Lu Jinsen's question, so naturally he couldn't know the answer Lu Jinsen wanted to hear.

Lu Jinsen saw Xie Zhitang staring blankly at him like this, and smiled again.The hand holding Xie Zhitang's cheek also moved back gradually, rubbing the back of his head.

Seeing Lu Jinsen's smile, Xie Zhitang didn't know what to think, and suddenly asked again: "Are you willing to get engaged to me? Before I leave?"

Xie Zhitang stared at Lu Jinsen, almost stopped breathing, and leaned forward slightly, waiting for Lu Jinsen's answer.

"I am willing." Lu Jinsen still responded with a smile: "Tangtang, of course I am willing. But..."

The corners of Xie Zhitang's raised lips immediately turned down again, and he stared at Lu Jinsen bitterly and said, "I hate but."

Seeing that Xie Zhitang was going to get angry almost immediately, Lu Jinsen stopped teasing him, rubbed the back of his head lightly for a while, and slowly explained his plan to Xie Zhitang carefully.

"Ms. Zhuang's hospital is about to open a branch in China, and the exact time will be confirmed soon." Lu Jinsen said, "Because it was not confirmed before, so I didn't tell you."

Lu Jinsen's subtext was, I don't want you to be happy for nothing, Xie Zhitang heard it.

"...When?" Xie Zhitang stared at Lu Jinsen with trembling eyelashes, wanting him to give the specific situation.

Lu Jinsen started from the sea trip.

After Xie Zhitang hid Lu Jinsen's action on the plane, Lu Jinsen and Xie Zhitang clearly distanced themselves.Even if they reconciled in the end, this matter will always remain between them.

It was like a small thorn stuck in the throat, because I was afraid that pulling out the thorn would have a worse effect, so even though it hurt, I didn't want to touch it, I just evaded it vaguely.

But if you don't pull it out and let it continue to develop, even if it's just small thorns that accumulate over time, it will still have an inestimable impact.The room of a hundred feet was burned by the smoke from the gap, so Lu Jinsen knew this truth very well, so he picked this moment to explain everything clearly.

"When we went fishing, I had this idea." Lu Jinsen looked at Xie Zhitang and said calmly: "I keep a distance from you, not because I am angry, but because I am worried that your dependence on me stems from The ao connection is a conclusion drawn after being dazzled by pheromones."

Xie Zhitang frowned gradually when he heard Lu Jinsen's words, and when he finished speaking, Xie Zhitang immediately looked upset and wanted to defend himself.

But Lu Jinsen put his hand on Xie Zhitang's lips and did not let him speak, but continued: "Of course, I understand now. But at that time, because we knew each other for too short a time, I was not sure about your status , Tangtang."

"Maybe your liking is just a temporary hormone effect, or just relying on the status of 'ao linker'. I'm not sure what you said is from your sincerity. Do you understand? Tangtang." Lu Jinsen lowered his head Looking at Xie Zhitang, he said.

Xie Zhitang's red eye sockets just now still haven't disappeared, and even became more serious.

"The root cause is that your condition is not stable. So I think the most direct way to solve the problem is to allow you to receive better treatment to stabilize your condition," Lu Jinsen said.

Xie Zhitang nodded fiercely, and said, "I understand. At that time, in such a short period of time, even a normal person's words of liking her didn't have much credibility, let alone me..."

He didn't finish his sentence, because Lu Jinsen sealed Xie Zhitang's mouth again.

"I'm not keeping distance from you because of your illness, or maybe you don't like me, Xie Zhitang." Lu Jinsen looked at Xie Zhitang seriously, and said in a low voice, "I hope I can give you more time to think about it."

"I don't want you to regret the decision you made," Lu Jinsen spoke slowly but steadily, almost saying to Xie Zhitang word by word: "Your parents think the same way. The reason we agreed, To wait until after the end of the contract to change the relationship is to give you enough time to determine your own heart."

Xie Zhitang couldn't hold back his tears anymore, big drops rolled down, and Lu Jinsen wiped them away with his fingers.

Seeing that Xie Zhitang was crying, Lu Jinsen relaxed his tone and asked, "What's the matter, Tangtang, why are you crying?"

Xie Zhitang didn't speak, but kept crying.

It's not that he has nothing to say, on the contrary, he wants to say too much.

He knew that Lu Jinsen had been thinking about his condition and wanted him to receive better treatment, but he didn't know... Lu Jinsen had been thinking about their future so early on.

Xie Zhitang shook his head vigorously,

Blinking away the tears, with red eyes, he only said: "I'm sure, I'm sure. I said I like you before and I really didn't think about other issues, but I still like you after serious thinking, I really like you."

"Well, I know." Lu Jinsen nodded and continued: "When I was fishing, I was not sure that it was Ms. Zhuang. At that time, I thought, can we set up an organization to specialize in the 'ao link', so that the ao link can be gradually standardized and improved, and it is also for us. The way to get along in the future provides new ideas.”

"Then what happened afterwards?" Xie Zhitang asked hastily.

He desperately wanted to know what Lu Jinsen was thinking and doing in places he didn't know.

"Later you had a serious illness, which made me realize that time was too late. Now it is very slow to form a specialized 'ao institution' to produce research results. This is a new field, and everything has to be started from scratch. Lu Jinsen rubbed Xie Zhitang's cheek, then put down his hand and said, "So I want you to receive treatment to control your condition, and then study the ao link."

"That's why I found Ms. Zhuang. Ms. Zhuang's hospital is very suitable for you. Both the treatment method and the effect are good." Lu Jinsen said: "The only thing is not good, it is too far away."

"So," Xie Zhitang asked softly, "You haven't talked with me about going abroad for medical treatment for a long time, and it's because you want Ms. Zhuang to open a branch hospital in China?"

Lu Jinsen nodded, they didn't know when they stopped and stood in the rose bushes, facing each other like this.

Both of them were in suits and leather shoes, and since they were far away from the house, there was no longer any air-conditioning. Even though it was night, the temperature did not drop much. Both of them were sweating finely, exuding a pheromone smell.

"Well. Ms. Zhuang refused very firmly at first, and the overall expectations are not too high." Lu Jinsen's tone was flat, but what he said was unusual: "We fought for a long time, and then we managed to connect Ms. Zhuang with the government, and the three parties negotiated together. , and finally talked about it.”

Xie Zhitang was silent for a while, and asked, "But you are like this, if I... don't like you, what should I do?"

Lu Jinsen didn't seem to understand what Xie Zhitang said, "What should I do if Xie Zhitang doesn't like him?" He raised his eyebrows slightly and looked at Xie Zhitang and asked, "What should I do?"

"That is, if I finally find out that I don't like you and all your efforts are in vain, what should I do?" Xie Zhitang asked.

It's not that Xie Zhitang insisted on assuming this, but that Lu Jinsen was thinking about him and their future. If there was no future between them, wouldn't Lu Jinsen be nothing?

Xie Zhitang said it so clearly, Lu Jinsen understood it.

Lu Jinsen actually didn't think about what to do if Xie Zhitang didn't like him, he just did what he wanted to do and what he thought he should do.

Lu Jinsen has his own set of thinking logic for goals.

Lu Jinsen has always done his best in what he can do, leaving everything else to God.As long as he has tried his best, no matter what the result is, he will not regret it.

So Lu Jinsen pondered for a while, and said to Xie Zhitang: "If you find out that you don't like me in the end."

Lu Jinsen met Xie Zhitang's wet eyes and said in a low voice, "Then I wish you happiness."

After Lu Jinsen said this, Xie Zhitang couldn't bear it anymore, threw himself into Lu Jinsen's arms and hugged him tightly, and said, "I can only be happy if I'm with you!"

"Hmm." Lu Jinsen put his arms around Xie Zhitang and said, "This is just a hypothesis."

Xie Zhitang didn't respond, and still buried his head on Lu Jinsen's chest, but after a while, the suit on Lu Jinsen's chest became wet.Seeing this, Lu Jinsen simply hugged Xie Zhitang by the waist and walked back, but Xie Zhitang broke away within two steps.

Xie Zhitang was red from eye sockets to cheeks to the tip of his nose, he couldn't tell whether it was from crying or heat, his hair was no longer as neat as before, and it was messy rubbing against Lu Jinsen's arms.

With tears still in his eyes, he said to Lu Jinsen pitifully, "Even if you don't go abroad, you still have to book the marriage."

For a while, Lu Jinsen couldn't tell whether Xie Zhitang was really crying or just made such a gesture for engagement, so he had to patiently coax, "Okay, how do you want to get engaged?"

Xie Zhitang raised his hand and quickly wiped away his tears, he found a flat and wide ring box out of nowhere, and was about to kneel down in front of Lu Jinsen.

He dared to take a small step back, and Lu Jinsen immediately grabbed Xie Zhitang's wrist and pulled him towards him again. With Xie Zhitang's hand, he opened the ring box, and there were two rings side by side inside.

Xie Zhitang was grabbed by Lu Jinsen's hand, so he didn't want to kneel down to propose, but directly held the ring box in front of Lu Jinsen, slowly smiled softly and reservedly, and asked him with a smile on his face: "Brother, what are you doing?" Will you be engaged to me?"

Lu Jinsen glanced at the ring box in Xie Zhitang's hand, without delay, immediately replied solemnly: "I am willing."

Xie Zhitang was satisfied, the smile on his mouth was no longer subtle, the sweetness almost melted away, and the dimples seemed to be smiling.Thank you

Tang immediately took out a ring from the ring box, and then Lu Jinsen put his left hand in front of Xie Zhitang, asking him to put the ring on himself.

After Xie Zhitang put the ring on Lu Jinsen, Lu Jinsen also pushed the ring to the root of Xie Zhitang's left middle finger in the same way.

The ring was not gorgeous, it could even be considered plain. There was a square sapphire embedded in the white gold setting, which was only a little higher than the setting, but it could be seen that the gem was of extremely high clarity and cutting craftsmanship.

Xie Zhitang brought their left hands together, and two similar sapphire rings also joined together.Xie Zhitang looked at the two identical rings and said: "The gemstones on our rings are cut from the same rough stone. That's why their purity and clarity are so similar."

This piece of sapphire was deep blue, similar to Lu Jinsen's pupil color, Xie Zhitang was attracted at just one glance, and then bought it without hesitation.

After Xie Zhitang saw this gem, he wanted to cut it in half to make a ring, one for each of Lu Jinsen and Lu Jinsen.

Xie Zhitang looked deeply at the ring on Lu Jinsen's hand, then raised his head to look into Lu Jinsen's eyes, hugged Lu Jinsen after a while and sighed: "Death is without regret."

Lu Jinsen patted the back of his head with pursed lips, and reprimanded: "Don't talk nonsense."

Xie Zhitang hugged Lu Jinsen tightly and rubbed in his arms, then walked back holding hands with Lu Jinsen, suddenly looked up at Lu Jinsen on the way and said, "Brother, I'm really, really happy."

Xie Zhitang was so happy that even Lu Jinsen, who didn't have any special feelings at first, was infected by him. He smiled and asked Xie Zhitang: "Then what should we do? Are you going to celebrate the engagement at night?"

Xie Zhitang's eyes lit up, as if he really wanted to accept this suggestion, but he finally shook his head and said, "No, although I'm very happy, we have to go back."

"My next plan is all around my going abroad. Now that I'm not going abroad, I need to change it." Xie Zhitang said with a smile, still very happy, holding Lu Jinsen's hand slowly tightened , and relax, and so on and on.

"Okay." Lu Jinsen supported Xie Zhitang's decision, and walked into the house with him, and was blown head-on by the cool wind, Lu Jinsen still had a faint smile on his face.

Xie Zhitang said that he wanted to change his plan, so he took Lu Jinsen for a stroll around the manor, and then drove back to the hotel with Lu Jinsen in the car.

They lived in the hotel for a few months, almost treating it as an apartment. As soon as Xie Zhitang entered the door, he threw himself on Lu Jinsen, kissed him on the face and then hid in the room.

Lu Jinsen had already gotten used to Xie Zhitang's occasional sudden attacks, so he didn't react much. He went back to his room, took a shower and changed into his home clothes, then sat on the edge of the bed and carefully looked at the ring on his hand.

When Xie Zhitang introduced his manor, he did say that it was a "holy place for marriage proposals", but Lu Jinsen did not expect that Xie Zhitang would propose to him like this.

In fact, they had already made an agreement. From the beginning of their relationship, they agreed to aim at getting married. Lu Jinsen never thought that Xie Zhitang would be so eager and insecure.

Staring at the sapphire in his hand, Lu Jinsen thought, the reason why he always refuses to go any further with Xie Zhitang is because he wants to leave room for Xie Zhitang, so that he can retreat and leave at any time.

But his kindness seems to have exacerbated Xie Zhitang's anxiety, making Xie Zhitang have to confirm in a more intense way that the love Xie Zhitang wants exists.

Lu Jinsen frowned, but he looked at the ring and slowly stretched it out again.The knowledge that he and Xie Zhitang put on the matching ring slowly climbed into Lu Jinsen's brain, which made him feel much happier.

Even though this is not the engagement ceremony that Lu Jinsen envisioned, such an unusual engagement is enough to surprise.

Lu Jinsen looked at the ring gently for a while, and suddenly heard a 'ding', and a new message entered the terminal.

The author has something to say: Four thousand!After receiving your reminders, I got up!

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