i love you after all

It is already noon.Ran Chuqiu held Erlangshen in her arms, and stared blankly at the creases left by Danjin on the bed. From the early morning, her mind was always filled with what Danjin told her before going to bed last night.

"Chuqiu, I have to go out tomorrow to go on a date with my boyfriend, and I must be back before night. You just stay at home obediently, go to Sister Yanran when you are hungry, and look for books on my bookcase when you are bored. You can read any book. But you must remember to cherish books.”

There was a sudden knock on the bedroom door.

Chu Qiu was excited at first, then lost after a second, it couldn't be Danjin, and there was no need to knock on the door for Danjin to come in.

A middle-aged woman opened the door and asked politely: "Miss Jiang asked me to ask you, do you need lunch?"

Since Dan Jin personally made a trip to the kitchen yesterday, there is this aunt who is responsible for cooking in the villa.She was brought in by Sister Yanran, and Sister Yanran said, just call her Aunt Mei.

After Sister Yanran finished her introduction, she whispered in her ear that she would go to Aunt Mei for all the work that needs to be done in the future, don't bother Xiaojin anymore, and let Xiaojin have a good rest.When she said it, Chu Qiu felt that she was a sinner who wanted to eat coke and chicken wings yesterday.

Chu Qiu shook his head at Aunt Mei.

Aunt Mei didn't say much, she took the door and left.Chu Qiu glanced at the watch, it was still a long time before dark, she was so boring, without Danjin, playing with Xiaotiangou and Erlangshen seemed so boring.

Danjin said that when she was bored, she went to read a book.She should have listened to Dan Jin.

Putting Erlangshen down, she jumped to the ground, stepped on the warm floor with her bare feet, and came to the bookshelf as big as a wall.She remembered the book she wanted to read, tried to recall the location that Danjin had mentioned, ran back and forth a few times, and finally found "Romeo and Juliet" on the left side of the first floor.

Chu Qiu carefully pulled it out, she sat on the floor, opened the book on her lap.The book is relatively old, and the pages on the side have turned beige, but it is very well preserved, and it feels fluffy and soft when you turn it over.There are a lot of annotations with red pen inside, there are large sections of underlines, and essays written in the gaps.

This book is written in a very strange way that I have never seen before in early autumn. There are large sections of character dialogues, and all auxiliary descriptions are simply explained in a small natural paragraph.She started to read from the first page, but soon found that she could hardly understand what these people were saying. There was really a big gap between that era and the present, hypocritical characters, exaggerated dialogues, and deduction like poetry reciting The situation, and there are a lot of new words that I don’t know, so Chu Qiu is a little sleepy.

But she still insisted on watching, from the old feud between Montague and Capuleto, to the appearance of the two soy sauces Roselin and Barris, and then to the reception at Capuleto, where Romeo met Juliet for the first time, and then Romeo Sneakily jumped into the garden of Capuleto's house, and opened the most classic scene of expressing their hearts.

Chu Qiu almost fell asleep.She rubbed her eyes, thinking, go to sleep after reading this page.

On the new page, Dan Jin hardly made any comments, but only marked out a paragraph with a red pen.

Chu Qiu subconsciously browsed through that passage first.That's Romeo's monologue to Juliet—

"I look up at you in the darkness of night, like a mortal on earth with his eyes wide open, looking at an angel with wings, sailing slowly across the sky with white clouds."

Chu Qiu's drowsiness suddenly disappeared, she opened her eyes wide and looked at this passage, and lightly touched the clearly printed typeface with her fingertips.

——"Romeo will tell you what love is."

She touched there, as if she could touch the affectionate eyes of the man named Romeo.For the first time, she felt that words can have warmth, it seems to be alive, and she felt that she really saw this scene with her own eyes.An angel with wings is slowly driving across the sky with white clouds.

She immediately ran to find the small schoolbag that Dan Jin gave her, took out a pencil and a notebook from it, lay down on the ground, and carefully copied the words in the book one by one.She didn't know the words "zhan" and "slow", but this did not affect her perception of the artistic conception.

"I look up at you in the darkness of night, like a mortal on earth with his eyes wide open, looking at an angel with wings, sailing slowly across the sky with white clouds."

After writing the last full stop, Chu Qiu sighed in satisfaction.

Looking at the newly written words in the notebook, she was in an inexplicably good mood.

Although in her world, the angel with wings has a pale brocade face.

Although this was supposed to be a fantasies about lovers, she felt that there was no sense of disobedience in substituting Dan Jin.

She was too young to be able to give birth to the feeling of "love".Later she realized that in a sense, love is equivalent to: dependence, cherishment, miss, stubbornness, longing, nostalgia.It's just that these complex emotions generally exist in the adult world. How can an ordinary, smooth child have such complex emotions?

Ran Chuqiu is different, her life has become complicated, so her feelings are destined not to be simple.

When she was thinking wildly, she kept staring at the book. Looking at it, she suddenly remembered a big event.

Like a thunderbolt in the clear sky.

book……

book? !

When Dan Jin went to the hospital for the first time, she left behind a soft leather book!

Chu Qiu suddenly had cold hands and feet, and she clearly remembered that she threw the notebook into the back garden of the hospital angrily.Later, there were many things, and she completely forgot about it.

How to be good?

I don't feel like reading anymore.Chu Qiu became extremely nervous, her heart started beating wildly, and her hands and feet were numb.She thought about it for a long time, and she decided that she had to get it back no matter what. It was a light brocade thing, and it must be very important to her that she could carry it with her.

Yes, go find it.

Chu Qiu staggered up, she had to go out, but she still needed to make more preparations, even if she didn't know what to prepare.

After thinking for a long time, Chu Qiu first went to the drawer to find some coins, paper and pens, and she said "sorry" guiltily when she took them away, she will definitely return them to Dan Jin when she grows up.After taking the money and changing into thick clothes and shoes, she was still scared to death. She didn't even dare to leave this house before, but now she has to go all the way to the hospital.

She didn't want to tell Dan Jin or Jiang Yanran, she just wanted to go quietly by herself and come back quietly, she didn't want others to know about it.

But Chu Qiu was too scared, she never went out alone.She hesitated for a long time, and decided to let Xiaotiangou and Erlangshen accompany her.She put the kitten and the fire extinguisher in her schoolbag, and when she carried the schoolbag, she could feel the cat moving, which made her feel better.

Then she began to tiptoe downstairs.

Jiang Yanran is not on the first floor, she should be in her bedroom.Aunt Mei was busy in the kitchen and didn't look towards the living room.Chu Qiu sneaked through the living room and came to the entrance. She took a deep breath and put her hand on the doorknob.She felt herself trembling, and she didn't know what was holding her up here.

Unscrewing the anti-theft door, Chu Qiu got out through the small crack, and then gently, gently closed the door.The villa was too big, and she was too light, so no one noticed that the door was opened and closed.

When I came here, Chu Qiu saw these roads in the car window.The villas here are not compactly arranged, so the road is easy to recognize. She walked down the main road and walked for about half an hour before reaching the gate.

There happened to be a family going out, and it was rare that they didn't drive. Chu Qiu walked behind them, and the security guard at the door didn't notice her.

After leaving the villa area, she didn't know how to continue, so she could only follow behind that family.The family walked 100 meters along the road to a bus stop and waited for the only bus passing by.Chu Qiu had taken a bus before, so she knew how to read the name of the station and how to insert coins.She also remembered the name of that hospital, Jinjiang City Hospital.

She tiptoed to look at the stop sign, but she didn't find the stop "Jinjiang City Hospital".But she saw Fenghuang Road, and she remembered that her parents took her to Fenghuang Road that night, and the hospital should not be far from there.

The family noticed the lonely early autumn, and the middle-aged man yelled at her: "Little friend, where are your parents? Why did you come out alone?"

Chu Qiu hurriedly took a few steps back to distance himself from them.

The middle-aged woman tugged at the man, and whispered, "Hey, do you think that this child is a bit like that... that fire orphan that always appears in the news recently?"

"It seems to be a little... well, children, they are almost the same when they don't grow."

"That's right, how could the person who appeared on the TV screen appear by our side?"

They quickly turned their attention away and talked about other things.

Chu Qiu couldn't understand what they were saying, so he simply stopped listening.

The bus came after a while, Chu Qiu followed them into the bus, and put two coins into it seriously.There was no one in the car, so she sat on the second-to-last seat, holding her schoolbag tightly in her arms, and the Xiaotian dog let out a soft "meow" in it.

"Thank you." Chu Qiu sincerely thanked Xiaotiangou.

"Meow—" Xiaotiangou responded lazily.

Chu Qiu obediently sat on the seat, watching the scenery passing by slowly outside the window, silently counting the time and the station while watching.

About four or ten minutes later, the car finally drove into the urban area. After entering the urban area, it became much faster. After another 10 minutes, the car arrived at Fenghuang Road Station.

Chu Qiu got out of the bus with her schoolbag on her back, and there were many cars parked at this station. She looked in front of the big stop sign for a long time, and finally found the words "Jinjiang City Hospital" in a bus route with the number 324 .Holding two coins in his hands, Chu Qiu waited anxiously, and when 324 arrived, he got into the car among the crowd.She seriously counted the stations she passed in her heart, one station, two stations, three stations, four stations, when she arrived, get off.

Chu Qiu approached the hospital gate, trying to recall the scenery outside the window when he was lying on the hospital bed.She remembered that when she looked out from that window, there was a reddish-brown family building in the distance, and there was an electric pole in front of the building, and the sun could be seen rising from behind the family building in the morning.It's afternoon now, she should look with her back to the sun.

She is very smart, and every step after she came out of the villa was very organized. Although she was always immersed in fear and apprehension, she knew what she should do every minute.

Chu Qiu walked around the edge of the hospital. After walking for about 10 minutes, she finally found the scene in her memory.After roughly estimating the location, she looked around, and got into a short bush when no one was there, and the snowflakes on the dead branches of the bush fell down and filled her neck.Chu Qiu shuddered, she touched the back of her neck, but could only touch the ice water that melted with her hand.She knew that she couldn't get into the green belt casually, so she knelt down and groped in the snow, not daring to stand up for fear of being dragged out by the patrolling staff.

It was too cold outside, and I didn't feel it when I stayed in the bus most of the time just now, but it turned cloudy again, and it started snowing again after a while.

It was already evening, and the sky was at the junction point of darkness and light.Chuqiu's trousers and the hem of her clothes were already soaked, she was shivering from the cold, and the Xiaotian dog in the schoolbag also felt that it was too cold, and barked anxiously.She was so frightened that she couldn't help crying, and continued to grope in the snow while crying.The snow slowly fell and fell on her hair and back, forming a layer of frost.

I don't know when, and after searching for a long time, her already stiff fingers suddenly touched the outline of a foreign object.

Chu Qiu hurriedly knelt down and took two steps forward. She dug in with both hands, and dug out a wet and cold soft leather book.

Her hands were too stiff from the cold, and she couldn't catch it all at once. The book fell to the ground again, and it was thrown open upwards.Chu Qiu took a quick glance and saw that it seemed to be a diary, so he hurriedly closed it and dared not read more.

It has been snowing for the past few days, the book is covered with icicles, and the inside pages seem to be soaked.Chu Qiu picked up the notebook and sat down in the snow. She cried bitterly, she was so scared, scared and regretted.

She cried for a long time, and when she came back to her senses, it was already dark.