i love you after all

Quiet ward.

Dan Jin went downstairs to buy lunch, leaving Dan Qian and Chu Qiu alone.

Danqian found the deep-fried dough sticks packed this morning from her bag, dragged a small table and placed it on the bed, folded the plastic bag neatly and put it in front of Chu Qiu, and said, "Sister Chu Qiu, you should eat some of this first, My sister bought it this morning."

Chu Qiu looked at the unappealing fried dough sticks that had been covered for too long, and couldn't whet his appetite, so he said, "It doesn't look delicious at all."

"This is my sister's favorite food. When she was young, she often told me that her dream was to set up a stall selling soybean milk and fried dough sticks." Danqian jumped and sat on the edge of the hospital bed, leaning slightly With long black curly hair hanging down, "Also, it's best not to blame your food just because you don't have an appetite."

When Chu Qiu heard her intimacy and familiarity with the word "sister", she felt sour, but she knew that she was not qualified to talk too much.She looked down at the deep-fried dough sticks for a while, and asked, "Are you the Xiao Qian she often mentions?"

"Well, my name is Danqian, and I'm ten years old this year." Danqian smiled cutely, "I've heard my sister talk about you, and I've seen you on TV. You are welcome to be our sister."

Chu Qiu stared at the face that was too similar to Dan Jin, and was about to go crazy with jealousy.Why can she look so similar to Dan Jin?Why can she be Dan Jin's biological sister?Why can she be called Sister Danjin without being burned?Why?She desperately wants to enter Danjin's life, but this person has become Danjin's life since birth, why is there such an unfair thing?

"Don't stare at me all the time, I will be scared." The faint smile deepened.

"I don't like you." Chu Qiu expressed his thoughts frankly.

"It's normal," Dan Qian was not angry at all, and still had a friendly smile on her face, "Because you are still young. Only children can easily hate a person who has only met once."

Chu Qiu was taken aback.

She clearly remembered that Dan Jin had said exactly the same thing.

This made her hate this girl who was about the same age as her even more. Dan Jin is an adult, so it is forgivable to say this, but this Dan Qian is only three years older than her, why should she say this?

"I know why you hate me," Dan Qian approached a little closer, "You also like my sister very much, don't you?"

"..." Chu Qiu saw that his faint expression had become a little strange, and he dared not answer immediately.

"Because you like my sister, but my sister likes me even more, so you are jealous of me." Wanqian cocked her mouth, and smiled wickedly, "Jealous people often seek trouble for themselves, just like you are now."

Chu Qiu was frightened.

The ten-year-old girl in front of her had an overly mature expression and said some overly mature words, like a wolf in buckskin, which made people shudder.

The door of the ward was suddenly pushed open.

All the expressions on Danqian's face disappeared in the blink of an eye, and she immediately returned to her usual gentleness and elegance, and jumped out of bed to meet Danjin who was carrying lunch.

"Sister, are you tired? Let me pour you some water." Danqian took the rice in Danjin's hand sensiblely, with an innocent and lovely tone.

"Not tired."

Danjin looked at Danqian and patted her head.

Chu Qiu was keenly aware of the difference. When Dan Jin looked at her, there was tenderness in her eyes, but it seemed that this kind of tenderness could be given to anyone, including Ran Chuqiu, Jiang Yanran, and Xiong Xueer.But when she looked at the light, besides the gentleness in her eyes, she also worried about gains and losses.

She is afraid of losing her.

Will she be afraid of losing herself?

Chu Qiu's chest was so stuffy that he couldn't even breathe smoothly.

Dan Jin didn't pay too much attention to the person on the hospital bed, she kept looking at her younger sister, and asked her softly, "Did you play with younger sister Chuqiu?"

"Yes, my sister Chuqiu and I have chatted for a long time." Danqian helped her sister put the food on the small table.

Dan Jin was a little surprised: "Is she willing to talk to you?" Turning to look at Chu Qiu, "Chu Qiu, don't you only want to talk to me alone?"

Chu Qiu hummed sullenly: "Because... she looks very similar to you, so, just...."

"That's good, you and her can chat, and we will definitely get along well in the next year." Danjin tore off the plastic paper of the disposable chopsticks, gave each of the two little guys a pair, and said to Danqian , "You have to take good care of sister Chuqiu, take her to study and practice calligraphy, so I can rest assured when I go to filming."

"Well! Sister, you eat first, I'll go to the toilet." Danqian took a pack of tissues from her bag, stood up and was about to leave the ward, when she was about to leave, she suddenly turned around and stared at Chuqiu with a soft smile, "Sister Chuqiu must be There are a lot of things I want to say to my sister alone, so I must try my best to finish it while I go to the bathroom."

After watching her walk out of the ward and closing the door, Chu Qiu immediately asked, "When will she leave?"

Dan Jin smiled, "Why do you ask that? Sister Xiaoqian is not leaving, and you and her will stay by my side for the next year."

"Why?" Chu Qiu's tone was full of despair.

"She's sick and I have to take care of her. Don't worry, it won't prevent me from taking care of you."

"Before you, the amusement park suddenly left, did you go to find her?" Chu Qiu grabbed Dan Jin's sleeve and asked forcefully.

Danjin held her small fist and nodded gently: "Yes, she fainted suddenly that day. I was a little anxious, so I went there first."

"So you betrayed me?" Chu Qiu's eyes suddenly turned red.

Dan Jin was taken aback for a moment, then reacted, and said, "Chu Qiu, that's not how 'betrayal' is used."

"No, that's how it works. You said that that person promised Blue Beard not to open the last door, and Blue Beard believed her, but she didn't do it. This is betrayal," Chu Qiu said more and more urgently, "You also promised If you leave me, I will definitely see you when you get off the roller coaster, but you didn't do it, what's the difference between this and betrayal?"

"..." Dan Jin looked at Chu Qiu's gradually flushed little face, feeling like a lump in her throat.

"In the whole world, I only trust you alone, but you lied to me," Chu Qiu's eyes had already shed tears, "You lied to me because of her, you obviously promised me first, but you, you just If you leave, you are betraying me!"

After a moment of absence.

Danjin took out a tissue, helped Chuqiu wipe away the teardrops as big as peas, and whispered very softly:

"sorry."

"Do you really, really think that you are wrong?" Chu Qiu cried and convulsed.

"Well, I was wrong." Danjin lowered her voice to the softest.

"You, will you still lie to me in the future?"

Danjin hesitated for a moment, and the hesitant emotion only slipped gently in her eyes, she immediately shook Chuqiu's hand, and touched her hair by the way: "No."

Chu Qiu broke into a smile, "Then, that's good, I thought I would never trust you again."

Dan Jin's hand rested on the top of Chu Qiu's head, her mind suddenly went blank, she didn't know what to say, and she didn't know what expression to make.After a long time, she slowly withdrew her hand, pretending to take the lunch box on the small table.

"Eat something, Chuqiu."

"Well……"

"I heard from Team Jiang that you have always been reluctant to eat, but now that I'm back, you are always willing to eat."

"Don't, don't rush."

Chu Qiu hurriedly picked up the things she had been drawing before, tore off the top piece of paper, carefully handed it to Dan Jin, wiped away the tears on her face, and forced a flattering smile.

Dan Jin felt uneasy suddenly.

"Happy...Happy birthday..." Chu Qiu raised the object in his hand and smiled like walking on eggshells, "This is...my birthday present to you."

pat.

With a slip of his hand, the chopsticks fell on the table.

"But today..." Dan Jin noticed that her voice was extremely unstable, picked up her chopsticks, and coughed dryly to cover it up, "Today is not my birthday."

"I know, today is February 22, your birthday is February No. 20, and your birthday was just the day before yesterday." Chu Qiu hadn't noticed the change in Danjin's expression, "I originally wanted to give it to you on your birthday. You, but you haven't come back, I can only wait and give it to you today, shouldn't it be too late?"

"How do you know that my birthday is on February [-]?" Danjin's eyelashes were trembling visibly to the naked eye, and her voice raised uncontrollably, "I never told anyone my birthday, except my biological parents, No one knows when my real birthday is, even Xiaoqian, I never told you, the data on the ID card and the company are all fake, how do you know?"

Chu Qiu was frightened by the aggressive Danjin at this time.She peeked at Danjin's birthday from her diary. She didn't expect that Danjin didn't tell anyone, but she couldn't say that she threw away her diary, picked it up again, and then peeked at it again. ?

"me……"

"Have you met my father?"

"No!" Chu Qiu hurriedly denied.

Seeing that she denied it flatly, Dan Jin breathed a sigh of relief, no matter what, as long as she didn't get in touch with Dan Zhanfeng.

Compared with being known about her birthday, she actually cared more about whether Chu Qiu was hurt by that scum.

"Yes... yes..." Chu Qiu reluctantly found an excuse, "We slept together before, I, I heard you talking in your sleep."

Dan Jin saw that Chu Qiu didn't seem to be lying, so she couldn't help but smiled, swept away the embarrassing atmosphere just now, and took the initiative to joke with Chu Qiu: "I can still talk in my sleep?"

"Well...not much to say, just... that night you suddenly said that your birthday is coming soon, and you wanted to celebrate your birthday, so I asked when your birthday is, and you said February [-]th." Chu Qiu lied It is round and well-defined.

"Okay, thank you for being considerate," Danjin sat a little closer to Chuqiu, "but keep this secret for me, okay? Don't tell anyone, and neither should Xiaoqian. This is between you and me. Secrets between."

"The two of us?" Chu Qiu's eyes lit up, "Sister Xiaoqian doesn't know?"

"Well," Dan Jin nodded, bowed her head and whispered, "I don't want to celebrate my birthday, so I don't want them to know."

"I understand, I don't want to celebrate my birthday either," Chu Qiu replied seriously, "This year is my birthday, there is a fire, my parents are dead, and I don't want to celebrate my birthday again."

"Thank you for promising me." Dan Jin thanked from the bottom of her heart.

"Then... are you still willing to accept this gift?" Chu Qiu asked in a softer voice, she was a little disappointed, since Danjin didn't want to celebrate her birthday, so she probably didn't want to accept gifts either.

Dan Jin didn't want to accept it, but seeing Chu Qiu's aggrieved appearance, his heart softened, and he agreed.

"Give it to me. Chuqiu has been preparing for so long, I have to take a look."

"Really?" Chu Qiu hurriedly held up the drawing paper again, "Then, here you are."

Dan Jin took it, spread it open, and when his eyes touched the content on the drawing paper, his smile froze at the corner of his mouth.

It was a piece of immature copywriting——

marriage certificate.

The author has something to say: ["Don't blame your food just because you don't have an appetite." from Tagore's "Flying Birds"]

【"A jealous person often seeks troubles for himself." from Democritus' Fragments of Writings】

When writing this chapter, I thought of a sentence Nietzsche said, "I feel sad not because you deceived me, but because I can no longer trust you." It probably fits Chu Qiu's psychology better. What makes her sad is not the deception itself , but faced with the possibility that he may no longer be able to trust the only person he depends on