i love you after all

Jinjiang City Hospital.

Dr. Jiang kept pointing points on the paper with the cap of the pen, looked down at the medical records for a while, and asked softly, "You suffered burns, didn't you?"

Chu Qiu sat awkwardly on the high chair opposite, buried his head and dared not speak.Sitting beside her, Danqian helped her and answered: "It happened more than a month ago, and now we are all healed. We have been back from Jiuzhaigou for almost half a month, and there has been no recurrence."

"Yeah." Doctor Jiang looked up at Chu Qiu's face, "Is it the Sanweizhen fire? You're the one on TV..."

"Uncle doctor." Danqian interrupted his question and smiled at him.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have asked that question." Dr. Jiang coughed dryly, smiled awkwardly, and asked Chu Qiu again, "Tell me first, what is your name, how old are you, where do you live, and these basic questions."

Chu Qiu still didn't speak.

"Can I answer for her?" Danqian asked politely.

"No. I have to listen to her." Dr. Jiang clicked on the medical records in his hand, indicating that he already had Chuqiu's data, and this question was part of the treatment.

But Chu Qiu didn't even raise his head.

"Has she become like this since the fire?" Dr. Jiang asked Danqian.

"Yes, my sister adopted her after the fire, and since then, she's only willing to talk to my sister."

"What about you? Would she like to talk to you?"

"Yes, but only because my sister and I look alike. In essence, she still only wants to communicate with her sister."

"Then why didn't your sister come along?"

"She's working and can't leave."

Dr. Jiang sighed for a long time, leaned back, and fell into the back of the swivel chair. Looking at the medical records in his hand, he was a little worried: "If she doesn't speak, she can't proceed. I have to discuss some issues with your parents. .”

Danqian took out her mobile phone, dialed her sister's mobile phone, and handed both hands to Dr. Jiang.

Dr. Jiang took it over, "Go out first, and I'll call you back in later."

Danqian obediently dragged Chuqiu out of the office, found a bench at the door and sat down.

It took nearly ten rings for the phone to show that it was picked up.The young female voice from over there seems to have just been running, and she was a little panting when she spoke. Coupled with the abnormal noise around her, she seemed to be in a place with a lot of people: "Xiao Qian, what's the matter?"

"Uh... Miss Dan? I'm Dr. Jiang from the Psychology Department of Jinjiang Hospital. You made an appointment with me a few days ago. Do you remember?"

The person over there took two sips of water, "Remember, hello Doctor Jiang."

"Is it convenient to chat for a while? If you are busy, you can talk about it at another time."

"It's okay, tell me. What's wrong with Chuqiu?"

"Ran Chuqiu has been refusing to speak since she came here. I thought she had a language barrier, but later your sister told me that she is still willing to communicate with you. It seems to be a social communication barrier."

"Is there any difference?"

"Language communication disorder refers to the loss of language ability and the inability to speak a complete sentence. Social communication disorder is difficulty or unwillingness to communicate with others. According to her previous experience, it can be initially identified as 'post-traumatic stress disorder' , if it is allowed to develop, it is very likely to evolve into an 'autism spectrum disorder', and it will be troublesome at that time."

The person over there drank a few more sips of water, "Then how do you think we can solve it?"

"She is still young, we do not recommend drug treatment, mainly rely on you to communicate with her, because she is only willing to communicate with you now. I can prescribe some risperidone for you, if she has uncontrollable emotions in the future , you can take it, but don’t take too much.”

"You can prescribe some and give it to the little girl who accompanied her to the hospital."

"Miss Dan, I still want to remind you, if possible, reduce work as much as possible, spend more time with the child at home, and don't let her condition continue to deteriorate. Now she urgently needs the care of her parents, and she can't be stimulated any more."

The person over there seemed to smile: "Doctor, you also work hard. You should know that if I don't work, I can't even afford risperidone."

Doctor Jiang was speechless.

"I still have something to do here. If you have any other orders, please tell that little girl, please."

Dr. Jiang hung up the phone and sighed again.He quickly wrote down the medical records and medicine list, called the two children outside the door to come in, and gave the documents to Danqian, still a little worried: "Do you know where to get the medicine?"

"Uncle, don't worry." Danqian smiled sweetly.

Went to the pharmacy to get the medicine, swiped the card, and led Chu Qiu out of the hospital.After hailing a taxi, Danqian reported the address of the villa and reminded the driver to dial the meter.

Chu Qiu lay by the window and looked out of the window. After a while, she asked in a low voice, "Am I mentally ill?"

Danqian only smiled slightly, and said: "If you don't want to live actively and seriously, no matter what kind of answer you get, it's useless."

"so……"

"Just try your best, and don't think too much about anything else."

Chu Qiu put her chin on the window frame, the wind outside the car brushed her thin bangs, her jet-black hair was like a large cloud driven by the wind, and the red mole between her eyebrows was like the sun behind the cloud, fading and disappearing with the movement of the wind now.

She closed her eyes, and her mind was full of the situation when she first stepped into the psychology department.

All the people in the corridor, patients, family members, and nurses covered their mouths and whispered when they saw her, and pointed at her while secretly looking at her.She felt like a thorn in her back, especially when passing by a man, the man's deliberately lowered voice flowed into her ears softly and softly:

It's a pity to have mental illness at such a young age.

mental illness.

her?

Suddenly there was a voice calling her from behind, Chu Qiu retracted his neck and ears from the sound of the wind, and only then heard the faint words: "Sister Chu Qiu, your mobile phone."

Chu Qiu took out Cherry Blossom Pink's phone from his pocket, and sure enough, he saw a video request popped up on the WeChat interface, and a red reject button and a green answer button popped up under Peony Hua's avatar.She pressed answer.

Then Dan Jin's face appeared on the screen.She had obviously just finished work, she was still wearing Zhou Zhiruo's clothes, her hair was not untied, and a colorful stream could be seen in the background behind her.

"Chuqiu, did you just come back from the hospital?"

In the video, Danjin fixes her mobile phone on the stand of the table, takes out a box of lunch from nowhere, and finds a pair of disposable chopsticks to peel off the plastic paper.

"Well, in the car." Chu Qiu replied sullenly.

Dan Jin opened the rice, and before she had time to pick up the food, she hurriedly put two chopsticks into her mouth. She looked hungry for a long time, with the rice in her mouth, she half-covered her mouth and said vaguely: "Why, you look very unhappy."

"Your profile picture...is not good-looking, a bunch of flowers, like an old man."

Dan Jin smiled and said, "It's because my avatar is not happy? Then what kind of avatar do you like?"

Chu Qiu muttered: "SpongeBob SquarePants are pretty good."

"Really, I'll go back and search." Danjin picked up a bottle of mineral water and unscrewed it, "Don't talk about the avatar now, I'm asking about your hospital. I went to the doctor, how do you feel?"

"I don't like hospitals. Going to the hospital will make me feel sick, but I'm not sick." Chu Qiu put the phone on her lap, her round chin was in the camera, "I'm not sick, yes Bar?"

Dan Jin at the other end of the video suddenly raised her face and said, "I don't eat braised pork, you can eat it."

The other person seemed to have said something. Danjin smiled helplessly after hearing this, and said, "Okay, thank you Team Jiang."

Chu Qiu was annoyed by her distraction, and said, "Are you listening to me?"

"I'm listening," Dan Jin chatted with Chu Qiu while adjusting the lunch box in front of him, "It's like this, you have to understand that being sick is not something to be ashamed of. There is no one who will not be sick for a lifetime. Just go to the hospital to see a doctor, this is perfectly normal, why reject it?"

"They said I was mentally ill!" Chu Qiu raised his voice.

Dan Jin's movements obviously paused, she looked at the camera, looked at Chu Qiu through the screen, and said word by word: "Chu Qiu, I have seen a real mental illness, not like you. Don't listen to their nonsense."

"What was that like?"

"That's..." Dan Jin lost his mind for a moment, but soon recovered, she smiled at Chu Qiu, "She will pour boiling water on me, will you pour boiling water on me?"

Chu Qiu firmly shook his head: "No."

"Then you're not mentally ill."

"Can……"

"As I said, you just can't talk to others temporarily. As long as you listen to the doctor's uncle, you can slowly recover and return to what you were before. At that time, you can not only talk to them, but also go back to school. Just like a normal kid."

"Will that be long?"

"No, it will be faster when I go back to accompany you after I'm finished."

"But I..." Chu Qiu's voice trailed off, hesitated for a while, and slowly said what was on his mind, "These days, I've always had nightmares, just like the day I just came to the villa, dreaming that the fire was burning That night, I dreamed of my parents. It is useless to hold Erlangshen and Xiaotiangou. I want to be with you, and when I sleep with you, I will only dream of golden wheat."

Dan Jin seemed to be distracted again, she raised her head and looked out of the camera, and said, "I don't eat chicken legs, you can eat it."

"I said I had a nightmare!" Chu Qiu repeated angrily.

Dan Jin smiled: "I heard, just now Team Jiang brought me food again, so I..."

"I hate her!" Chu Qiu shouted.

Danjin was taken aback for a long time, then she said softly, "Chuqiu, that's sister Yanran."

"I know, but I just hate her, who told her to interrupt me all the time, I hate all the people who hinder me from being with you!" Chu Qiu patted the seat angrily.

"Are you... because of the nightmare? Your temper was not like this before." Dan Jin frowned.

"Maybe. I don't sleep well these days. I..." Chu Qiu was in a trance. After a while, she was enlightened, and turned her face away aggrieved, "I'm sorry, I'm so rude. If, if Sister Yanran heard it, please tell her I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, Sister Yanran didn't hear it." Dan Jin stopped her chopsticks and was silent for a moment, "Give the phone to Sister Xiaoqian, and I will have a word with her."

Chu Qiu handed the phone to Danqian.Seeing that Danqian picked up the phone, Danqian pointed to her ear, then pointed to the phone again, and with a tacit understanding, Danqian quietly took out the earphones and put them on.

Dan Jin saw that she was wearing earphones, and said, "Let's start giving her risperidone today."

Danqian glanced at Chu Qiu secretly, and asked in a low voice, "How many days?"

"Eat for three days first, if she is still unstable later, continue to eat."

"Then...if she has another nightmare..."

"Call me if she has nightmares again, no matter how late, no matter what time, call me immediately, and I will coax her to sleep."

The author has something to say: 【"If you don't want to live actively and seriously, no matter what kind of answer you get." from Keigo Higashino "Jieyou Grocery Store"】