i love you after all

"Your teacher talked to me on the phone yesterday." Danjin curled up her fingers, and tapped the armrest of the recliner lightly like a warning, reminding Chuqiu who was distracted, "She said that you have always been listless in class recently, and fell asleep at every turn. After school I left the earliest again, which doesn't match the time Aunt Mei told me to go home. Would you like to explain?"

"It's just...it's nothing." Chu Qiu was vague.

"This semester is coming to an end soon, and after the summer vacation is the third year of high school. Calculate the time, how long is it until the college entrance examination? At this time, it's best not to be distracted by some trivial things in your studies."

Danjin took a sip of hot water from her thermos cup, and said earnestly, "Especially in relation to relationships."

Chu Qiu hurriedly explained: "I didn't have a boyfriend."

"Actually, at the age of sixteen or seventeen, it's normal to have some love affairs with people of the same age. If you're 17 and haven't liked someone, that's not normal." Dan Jin in This aspect seems quite generous.

Chu Qiu's face was complicated, she asked softly: "Is it normal to only have love with people of the same age?"

"By normal I mean a high probability, because most people are like that, so their degree of recognition will be higher. But that doesn't mean those small probabilities are abnormal." Dan Jin slowly gave Chu Qiu Speaking of the reason, "After all, Hegel said that existence is rational."

Chu Qiu felt much more at ease, and repeated in a low voice: "Existence is reasonable."

"Well, existence is reasonable," Dan Jin smiled, but added, "However, reasonable does not mean legal."

Chu Qiu frowned: "What do you mean?"

"It means that some things can be forgiven, but you can't cross the line just because you are forgiven." Dan Jin looked into Chu Qiu's eyes, "You still have to understand what should be done and what should not be done. Don’t mess with things you shouldn’t do.”

Chu Qiu's fingers curled into fists, she lowered her eyes, her eyelashes trembling slightly.

Do not cross the line.

What not to do.

can not touch.

"Am I talking too seriously?" Dan Jin chuckled, "Actually, I'm not against your falling in love, but I just hope you understand that the third year of high school should still focus on studying. If there is a boy you like, you can also go out and date. Just don't interfere with your studies."

"Are you in love at my age?" Chu Qiu looked at Dan Jin, with waves of desire to churn in his eyes.

"It's been too long, I forgot."

Dan Jin answered very frankly.She's not prevaricating, she really doesn't remember.

When she was young, in order to climb to a higher position and get more salary, she dated many boys for the purpose of taking advantage of her.These objects broke up soon after the goal was achieved, and she never really loved them, so each of them was like the scenery outside the window when driving in a car, passing quickly without leaving any traces.When ANT mentioned Luo Shen in a private chat before, Dan Jin asked them with a confused face, "Why does this name sound familiar?"

Later, after the ANT fire, Danjin's financial pressure was basically resolved, and she no longer had to climb higher by dating men, so she never fell in love again.

The bit of humanity she finally has now is all spread on friendship and family affection. She treats Jiang Yanran and Xiong Xueer honestly, treats Dan Qian and Chu Qiu meticulously, but she is still indifferent and closed to love.The scariest thing is not that she is unwilling to love others, but that she is clearly willing to give up the opportunity, but finds that she can't love anyone at all.

Perhaps, at the age when you have to marry, it is the best choice to find a gentle and educated man to marry.

"Well, if that's what you want, I'll find a boyfriend." Chu Qiu bowed her head obediently.

Dan Jin sighed: "You know it clearly, what I hope is that you study hard."

Chu Qiu didn't want to admit that what he said just now was quite angry, so don't overdo it.

"Okay, I won't talk about these things anymore. I always feel like I have entered menopause early when I talk about it." Dan Jin got up from the recliner and went back to her bedroom with a book and a thermos. "You and I Come here, I have a gift for you today."

Chu Qiu followed Dan Jin and entered the room with her.

As soon as she entered the door, a ball of hair rushed to her body, she hurriedly stretched out her hand to hug her, but something lightly grabbed her arm, and then she let out a tender "meow—" in her arms sounded.

"Is it a cat?" Chu Qiu joyfully hugged the thin orange milk cat in his arms, carefully hugging it, for fear of pinching it.

"I saw it when I was recording a variety show today. It was a stray cat. It was hot, and it didn't know where to find water. It seemed to be dying of thirst, so I gave it a little water. After feeding it, it followed me all the time. I couldn’t get rid of it, so I asked Danyang to take it to bathe, get vaccinated, dewormed, and then brought it back.”

Danjin put the water glass on the table, went back to the bookshelf as big as the wall, put the book in his hand back to its original place, and took out another one, "Those toys used by Xiaotian dogs before, cats My Aunt Mei found out the climbing frames and the like, and put them in your room."

"Thank you." Chu Qiu grinned all the way to his ears.

"It seems that you really like cats. When you gave Xiaotian Dog to you, you also had this expression."

"I don't even remember." Chu Qiu looked down at the thin little orange cat with a smile.

"This book says that if you like cats, it is because you want to love someone." Dan Jin shook the book in her hand and said with a smile, "It seems that there is a reason why I don't like cats."

"You hate cats?" Chu Qiu wondered, "Then why did you save it?"

"It's not that I hate it, it's just that I don't like it. I don't hate it and I don't like it. It's the feeling that I don't have any special feelings." Dan Jin walked out of the bedroom with the book in her arms and walked downstairs. Chu Qiu followed her with the cat in her arms, " I brought it home because I thought you liked it, so I brought it back."

Chu Qiu looked at Dan Jin's back, and without a moment's notice, she lowered her voice and asked, "Will you give me whatever I like?"

"You and Xiaoqian are the two closest people to me. How can I not be responsive to you." Danjin's gentle voice came from the front.

Chu Qiu paused when he touched the cat, and asked hesitantly, "Is there no difference between me and Sister Qian in your heart? I, what I mean is...you treat me the same as her, are you both sisters?" ?”

She seemed to want to ask more questions, but she didn't dare to put her thoughts into it a little bit more.

Hearing this, Danjin thought that Chuqiu was still questioning the difference between her as an adopted person and Danqian, so she said, "You have long been the same as Xiaoqian, you are my real sister."

Chu Qiu was silent for a while, then whispered: "But you said that sisters are not allowed to get married."

Dan Jin didn't understand, and frowned: "What?"

"It's nothing."

Chu Qiu lowered her head.

It seemed that she was the only one who still took that childhood promise seriously.

She has been looking forward to growing up. She thought that as long as she grows up, as long as she can draw a marriage certificate that is exactly the same as the real marriage certificate, this person will really marry her.It's a pity that when she really grew up and became sensible, she realized that she was so stupid with this obsession, just like a primary school student who was struggling with whether to go to Tsinghua University or Peking University, which was ridiculous and sad.

In the living room on the first floor, Xiong Xueer was sitting on the sofa watching TV, stretching her hands straight in front of Danqian, holding a nail polish brush and focusing on helping her apply nail polish.Jiang Yanran and Aunt Mei were serving dishes to the table. Lei Miaomiao came here at some point and was drooling around the table.

Danqian saw Danjin come down, closed the nail polish bottle, stood up and said, "Sister, I have something to tell you."

"what's up?"

"Let's go to the garden."

Danjin seemed to understand something, and asked Chu Qiu and the others to eat first, and then she and Danqian went to the rose garden outside the house.

The setting sun has disappeared behind the mountains and night is slowly falling.

Danqian glanced at the anti-theft door and confirmed that they were far enough away, then whispered to Danjin, "Dad contacted me today."

"Don't call him dad." Dan Jin said in a dull tone.

"Okay." After a short pause, "I don't know where he got my contact information. He said that you didn't answer your cell phone, so you had to call me. He asked why you didn't call the money back? "

The corners of Dan Jin's lips curved sarcastically: "Why didn't I call him, I only paid him [-] at the beginning of the month."

"He said that there are many people in the family now, especially the younger brother needs to spend money, so he asked you to call more."

"younger brother?"

Dan Jin couldn't even smile.

It seems that Dan Zhanfeng must leave a seed for himself that can be passed on to the next generation. He has been working hard all his life to be merciful, sleeping with one today and another tomorrow, and finally gave birth to a son.The son's name is Dan Xiaojun. He is 15 years old this year. Before that, Dan Zhanfeng had been secretly raising him outside. Later, he couldn't hide it and told Dan Jin that she had a younger brother.After that, it became more and more natural to ask for living expenses. If Dan Jin refused to pay, he would threaten to abuse his wife Meng Hong, or expose to the media that Dan Jin was unwilling to support his parents.

Danjin is not afraid that he will tell nonsense to the media, Yunzhou can cover the sky with one hand, but she is afraid that he will abuse her mother.Although in her childhood memory, Meng Hong played the role of a mentally ill patient who slapped her and poured boiling water on her, Dan Jin still thanked her for taking care of her before she became ill.She had found a nursing home for her mother many times, but Dan Zhanfeng found her every time, took Meng Hong away, and locked her at home as a bargaining chip to threaten Dan Jin.

Although Dan Qian is also Dan Zhanfeng's daughter, she has hardly seen this person since she was a child. She was raised by her elder sister, and her elder sister is naturally her god.She doesn't have to be biased, she grew up here in Danjin.

"Sister, or I'll change my mobile phone number, and you don't care about them."

Dan Jin looked at the rose bushes in the rose garden, and sighed, "Actually, the money is enough now, unlike the time ten years ago. At that time, my career was not going well. You found out that disease, and the medicine was too expensive. The child support expenses in Chuqiu were on me again, not to mention that the family still owed a lot of foreign debts at that time. Now that the debts are paid off, your medicine is also included in the medical insurance, and I have already saved the money for college in Chuqiu. The extra money is just a sum in the bank. After all, Xiaojun is also my own brother, so it is not impossible to give them more, but I always can't figure it out...why should I give it?"

"Then don't give it. Although tens of thousands of yuan is not a big number for my sister, there is no need to waste it like this. They are now living in the house you bought and spending your money, but they don't even say thank you." I told you, how can there be such a reason?"

Dan Jin smiled and said nothing.After a while, she whispered, "You and Chu Qiu will accompany me home on weekends."

"sister……"

"Maybe I'm really old," Dan Jin looked at Xiaoqian and smiled slightly, "I want to see the family more and more, sitting together and having a real reunion dinner together. I'm 30 years old , I've never had a meal like this before."

The author has something to say: ["If you like cats, it is because you want to love someone." from Doris Lessing "A Special Cat"]

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