i love you after all

Seeing that Chu Qiu's gaze changed, and the eye circles turned red, Dan Jin hurriedly stopped the joke: "I'm teasing you, don't take it seriously."

The fire in Chu Qiu's eyes had to be gradually extinguished.She was silent for a long time before asking sullenly, "Have you ever been hugged and slept by someone else?"

"Don't talk about sleeping in your arms, even sharing the same bed, I've only had sex with you and Xiaoqian." Dan Jin propped her head up with her palm, facing Chu Qiu, and continued to use her itinerary card to help her relax. Fan gently.

"Why don't you want someone to hold you to sleep?"

"Being hugged to sleep...it's strange," Dan Jin thought about it seriously, "it's like being entangled in a vine, it feels like being bound. I still like to sleep alone, and I can lie down as comfortably as I can. "

Chu Qiu's eyelashes lowered, and his voice was very soft: "You mean, you haven't slept with anyone else?"

Danjin's fanning movement stopped suddenly.

She quickly organized her words, thinking about how to express it most appropriately to answer this underage child.

Seeing that she didn't answer for a while, Chu Qiu asked, "Have you slept with someone else?"

"Chuqiu, I know, you are now 17 years old, it is indeed time to talk to you about these issues." Dan Jin's tone was very slow, and she could hear her answering while thinking, "I told you before, 'food , sex, and sex', these are the words left by the sage Mencius, which naturally makes sense. That kind of thing... is what you said about going to bed, it is as normal as we are hungry and want to eat, it is just the most basic of people Desire, so you..."

Chu Qiu suddenly laughed, "Mencius said it's as normal as eating? Then why can we cook grilled fish openly, but can't talk about 'sex' frankly? From this point of view, people in a civilized society are not as good as thousands of people. The ancients of years ago lived and understood."

Dan Jin was also speechless to these words.

Chu Qiu turned over and asked again: "I don't need you to teach me these principles, I just want to know, have you ever slept with someone else?"

Dan Jin shook his head: "No."

"No?"

"No."

Chuqiu looks into Danjin's eyes, and ten years of experience in getting along tells her that Danjin is not lying.

Her mood immediately improved a lot, and she was still reluctant: "Why don't you try?"

"You know, I really don't like to have intimate contact with others. I haven't kissed after so many relationships, unless it's a kiss scene that is required for work. When two people kiss, there is already an exchange of saliva. If you go deeper Some, and fluid exchanges, which, to be honest, would make me sick."

"nausea?"

"Well. It's not conscious nausea, but physical nausea."

Chu Qiu asked again: "Then you don't want to try it for the rest of your life?"

"I can't say for sure. My thoughts are very subjective. After all..." Danjin lay flat, her pupils slid from the corners of her eyes and looked at Chuqiu, and she could vaguely interpret the helplessness, "How can you know the taste if you haven't eaten the marrow?"

Chu Qiu nodded, understood the meaning of Dan Jin's words, and a satisfied smile appeared on his lips: "So that's how it is."

"If you need to know about this, you can always ask me in the future. I have indeed neglected the education in this area, and I have not told you anything. Although I have no experience, I have been in this circle for so many years. See I've always seen it." Dan Jin sighed, "I just want you to understand that going to bed is a natural behavior when two people are in love. Debauchery and doing whatever you want. You don’t need to use the age of a certain person’s virginity as your benchmark. There is no such thing as sooner or later. Early does not mean that this person is very attractive, and late does not mean that this person has failed in the relationship between the sexes. ,understand?"

"I understand." Chu Qiu lifted the hem of his vest, revealing his belly, "Don't worry too much, I'm just asking."

"I wish you were just asking casually."

Danjin sighed again: "You and Xiaoqian are just like my children. Watching you grow up little by little beside me, it is always inevitable to worry. If it's not that the ages don't match, you call me "Mom" is not too much."

"If you like to hear it, I'll call it that from now on."

"You should give it a try." Dan Jin rolled up the itinerary card with a smile, and tapped Chu Qiu's forehead lightly.

Chu Qiu pretended to be in pain, rubbed his forehead, and said with a smile: "You said, when you were 20 years old, would you have thought that you at 30 years old would become a long-winded old mother who broke your heart?"

"Isn't this good? I think it's good." Danjin spread out the itinerary card, and then fanned, "Everything is taken lightly, and there is nothing difficult to get through. Only when I get old, I understand that the hurdles I thought were hurdles Son, it's just an additional product of my hypocrisy."

"Why do you always say that you are old? How old is 30?"

"I'm only 30 years old," Dan Jin smiled and pointed to his heart, "Here, I'm already seventy or eighty."

"I'm just 17 years old, and I'm in my seventies and eighties here." Chu Qiu began to force his words, "Then according to this, there is actually no age difference between us, I am the same age as you."

"You can say so if you want to. But why do you have to argue with me about age?"

"...you won't understand."

Dan Jin frowned: "I don't understand?"

Because age will indeed create an insurmountable gap between each other in matters of love.

Chu Qiu didn't know what to say, so he could only repeat it again: "You don't understand."

Dan Jin glanced at the time on the phone, it was already past twelve o'clock, she slammed the pillow, "Go to sleep, I will probably have to toss about tomorrow morning."

Chu Qiu stared at her in the dark, and asked in a low voice, "Can I... sleep next to you? Just... just next to you."

Dan Jin seemed to smile: "Yeah."

Chu Qiu swished over, touching Danjin's cold left arm with her hot right arm like walking on thin ice.

Dan Jin expressed his feelings: "I think of the night when I read The Little Prince to you many years ago, and you slept next to me like this."

Chu Qiu smiled bitterly: "Yes."

She still remembers that her seven-year-old self asked Dan Jin innocently: "You waste your time eating with me and reading me stories, will I become as important as roses?"

At that time, Dan Jin was silent and then expressed euphemistically: "Chu Qiu, you will not be my rose."

At the age of seven, she still doesn't know what roses represent, but Danjin knows, so Danjin tells her that there can be no love between them.

What now?

"I'm still..." Chu Qiu still had half of the words in his mouth, his nose was already sore, and his voice was as soft as a heron's feather brushing across the lake, "Can't I be your rose?"

There was no response for a long time.

Chu Qiu glanced sideways, only to find that Dan Jin had fallen asleep.She had been busy all day, she was really tired, and after talking with her for so long, when she closed her eyes, she immediately fell asleep.

She laughed at herself, and after laughing, she looked at Dan Jin's face carefully, and murmured very softly:

"Good night."

After a while, he added:

"Good night. My little prince. My white dragon."

The author has something to say: Good night, everyone