i love you after all

It was like being hit on the head and passed out for a while.

After Chu Qiu became conscious, she rubbed her blurry eyes and tried to sit up. The hand holding the ground felt a lot of wet pebbles and clay, and the sharp stones made her more awake.

"you're awake."

A familiar voice came.

Chu Qiu hurriedly looked towards the source of the sound.It should be afternoon at this time, the light is not too dark, she can clearly see Dan Jin leaning against the corner, her long hair is disheveled, her face is as pale as a piece of white paper, and there are abnormal red bloodshots around her pupils.

"Danjin!" She hurriedly got up, trying to crawl to her side.

"do not come."

Danjin's voice was very weak, but he said these four words a little too quickly, so he let out a muffled cough and gasped tremblingly.

Chu Qiu didn't dare to move anymore, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you?"

"There are animal traps in this pit." Dan Jin glanced down, Chu Qiu followed her gaze, and couldn't help gasping.

Danjin's right calf was caught in a serrated animal trap with a strong bite. The sharp serrated teeth penetrated deeply into her light-colored trousers. The surrounding fabric was stained black and red by blood. An inch of the ground was covered in blood, which had obviously been flowing for quite some time.

"Be careful, I can't see if there are other traps around." Dan Jin narrowed his eyes, as if he couldn't focus, "Maybe the aborigines on the island made these things to catch prey... I'll try Tried the phone, still no signal..."

Chu Qiu suppressed the soreness in his eyes, first confirmed that there were no other traps around, then carefully avoided Dan Jin's immobile leg and the trap, and crawled to kneel beside her and sat down.

The thin light from above leaked down and hit Danjin's eyelashes, making her eyelashes particularly long.

"Are you hurt?" Tan Jin asked.

Chu Qiu hurriedly shook his head: "No, I'm not injured."

"Why did you jump down with me? If you're still on top, at least you can help call someone." Dan Jin's eyes passed through the long eyelashes, and fell gently on Chu Qiu's face.

"...I'm sorry." Chu Qiu lowered his eyes, and a tear fell directly from his eye socket, and fell on the back of his hand before it had time to cross his cheek.

The back of the hand trembling slightly with the teardrops.

"I don't blame you, I just don't want you to be so stupid. If you see other people fall into the pit in the future, will you also jump down in a daze?" The light in Danjin's eyes flickered, her breathing was very unsteady , seems to be a little bit unable to hold on to consciousness, but is still holding on to smile at Chu Qiu.

"...There will be no one else."

"what?"

"There will be no one else but you." Chu Qiu stubbornly stared at Dan Jin.

Dan Jin just smiled palely, then looked up, and said in a voice as thin as a mosquito: "My suicide note is under the ink bottle in the second drawer on the right side of the bookcase. The two houses in the north of the city are reserved for Xiaoqian, and the east of the city The three sets of duplexes are left to you, as well as real estate in other places and some money, go to my attorney to get them, the phone number is in the third drawer, and the address of the law firm is on the note on the corner of the table..."

"What are you talking about?" Chu Qiu opened his eyes wide in disbelief.

Dan Jin looked at Chu Qiu with a half smile, "Don't be serious, just kidding."

"You..." Chu Qiu felt like a lump in his throat, and wanted to be angry, but seeing Dan Jin's face, his tone softened again, and he could only turn his head away in a fit of anger, "This is not funny at all."

"If I don't talk to you more, I'm afraid I'm going to fall asleep." Dan Jin's eyes are like a critically ill patient who has been up for three days and nights, with exhaustion that seems to be fatal, "Falling asleep in this situation, but It's not a good thing."

"Why do you want to sleep?" Chu Qiu was afraid that Danjin would never wake up after falling asleep, "You, don't sleep, what should I do to keep you from sleeping?"

"Maybe it's because of too much blood loss," Dan Jin looked at her calf, her voice became softer and softer, "I don't know..."

"Danjin?" Chu Qiu held Danjin's hand, his voice trembling with fear.

Dan Jin's hand tightened suddenly, and he held Chu Qiu's fingertips back, his eyes seemed to be focused, but also seemed to be unfocused.After a while, she finally said softly: "...No matter what, Chuqiu, under the ink bottle... there is indeed my suicide note."

"What are you talking about? You just hurt your leg a little bit, why are you talking about this?"

Danjin just smiled and didn't speak.

With tears in his eyes, Chu Qiu fixedly stared at the trap that was biting Danjin's calf, and there was a moment of fluctuation in his eyes.

Dan Jin noticed the change in Chu Qiu's eyes, and flicked her brows, "What's wrong with you?"

Chu Qiu moved his position clumsily, carefully knelt beside Dan Jin's calf, reached out and tentatively touched the clip.

"What do you want to do?" Dan Jin frowned.

"You, you said you want to sleep, isn't it because this place is bleeding all the time? I'll help you, I'll help you stop the bleeding, it will be fine if the bleeding stops, right? I just beg you..." Without warning, Chu Qiu's A tear suddenly fell from the corner of his eye, "Please, please don't say those words, okay?"

"Early autumn..."

Chu Qiu ignored Dan Jin, lowered his head and crawled recklessly around, groping around with his palms, as if he was looking for something.But it was clear that the place didn't have what she needed.

"Chu Qiu?" Dan Jin seemed to realize her thoughts, her pupils tightened.

There were criss-cross tears on Chu Qiu's face, she took a deep look at Dan Jin, bit her back teeth with all her strength, and touched the trap with trembling hands.

"Chuqiu!" Danjin was startled soberly, she wanted to step back, but she didn't want to stretch her calf, and immediately hurt her muscles and bones.

"Don't move." Chu Qiu grabbed the sides of the trap, took another quick look at Dan Jin, swallowed hard, and slowly crossed her thin white fingers into the sharp serrations of the trap.

"Are you crazy?"

Dan Jin's voice couldn't help trembling.

"Did you just find out today that I'm crazy?!"

Chu Qiu raised his eyes, almost crying and yelling out these words.

Dan Jin looked at the determination in Chu Qiu's eyes, lost his mind.

Chu Qiu took a deep breath, grabbed the sharp serrations on both sides with his bare hands, the serrations easily cut through her skin and pierced into her finger bones.She just gritted her teeth tightly and didn't make a sound. Beads of sweat burst out in an instant. She used all her strength to pinch the trap to the sides. Her bones were broken, the blood flowed down the trap, and flowed together with Danjin's blood.

"Well……"

Chu Qiu bit her lower lip tightly. Even though her whole body was shaking from the pain and deep bloodstains had been bitten on her lips, she just didn't make a sound. She was afraid that even a small cry of pain would make her Dan Jin's heart was covered with great guilt.

When the angle available for movement was broken, Danjin also immediately woke up from the huge shock, and dragged her calf out of the bite range of the bear trap.

She hurriedly found a stone beside her, and stuck it into the edge of the trap, leaving room for Chu Qiu to withdraw.

Chu Qiu let the trap bite the stone slowly, and then slowly let go.

Two bloody hands were taken out tremblingly, with uninterrupted nervous spasm, the deepest wound could see the bones inside through the broken muscles, the blood flowed down the back of the hand, and flowed into the elbow socket, Converged into a pool of blood.

"Chu..." Dan Jin, who has always been steady and deep, also lost control of her expression at this moment, and could only stare at those bloody hands.

"I-I'm fine."

Chu Qiu cried and said these three words.

Under severe pain, people really can't control their tear glands.

Besides, this is just a kid who is still in high school.

Dan Jin's sanity was quickly recovered, and the medicine kit in his memory was put into Chu Qiu's backpack before boarding the plane, but luckily Chu Qiu didn't take off the bag when he jumped off.She quickly found the medicine box from Chu Qiu's bag, took out iodophor and gauze, unscrewed the lid of iodophor, and for a moment she didn't know how to apply it on Chu Qiu's hands. It was so horrible, it seemed that all the skin and flesh visible to the naked eye had been opened.

"You can bandage your leg first, I don't hurt, I don't hurt..." Chu Qiu said sobbing.

"you……"

Dan Jin bit her lower lip, staring at Chu Qiu's face closely.

Why was this kid so desperate to save himself?Why has she been hurt to such an extent, why can she still put her in the first place at this time?

why?

There was an unspeakable feeling in Dan Jin's heart.

She has always been a person who can bear all the worries in her mind, but this time, she couldn't bear it, and she didn't want to bear it. The doubts in her heart were like a flood that swept through the sky, constantly sweeping through every nerve of her body.

"why?"

she asked.

"What... what why?"

"Why do all this?"

Chu Qiu's shoulders shrugged slightly, and she met Dan Jin's gaze, with tears trembling in her eyes.She sobbed and answered in a low voice:

"Always, someone must protect you..."

Someone has to protect you.

protect you.

protection.

"protect me?"

Dan Jin lost his mind for a moment.

Can she also... be protected?

Chu Qiu looked at Dan Jin at this time, with messy long hair, beautiful appearance, and mature charm, but she could still see that small, thin, always hungry child from this person.

Everyone regards Dan Jin as a perfect and omnipotent woman, only Chu Qiu, only Chu Qiu knows that Dan Jin is still the little Dan Jin who has no protection.

That Danjin who was satisfied because she ate a steamed bun on her birthday.

That Dan Jin who slashed the blade on his wrist.

The Danjin who needs others to love her.

Brown iodine was slowly poured on the wound.

Bandaged Chu Qiu's hands, and then stopped the bleeding from his legs. After everything was almost done, half an hour had passed.

Except for the fire in his childhood, Chu Qiu has never suffered such a crime, and his face looks a little paler than that of Dan Jin who has been bleeding for a long time.Her chest was heaving up and down, and she looked at the woman beside her with pitiful eyes: "Can I...can I lean on you? I can't seem to sit still."

Danjin sighed, unable to refuse, she had to gently embrace Chuqiu beside her with one hand, "...you child."

Chu Qiu leaned her head on Dan Jin's shoulder and said softly, "I'm not a child."

"Actually...it's unnecessary. They should be able to find them soon. I won't bleed dry, you're so..."

"Dan Jin," Chu Qiu interrupted her, suddenly smiled, "Do you think the legs are more important, or the hands?"

Dan Jin frowned slightly, "What?"

"Is the leg more important, or the hand?"

Chu Qiu repeated it again.

"...It should be the hand." Dan Jin sighed again, "What's the point of this?"

"That is to say, I used my hand to save your leg, and you owe me. Because, you said that the hand is more important." Chu Qiu felt an inexplicable sense of satisfaction, "I like that you owe me."

Dan Jin smiled wryly, "I really don't understand the thinking of you young people more and more."

"You don't understand, it's not because I'm younger than you."

The tip of the nose is sore in early autumn.

You don't understand, just because you don't love me.

"what?"

Chu Qiu closed her eyes, "...it's nothing."

"...Anyway, thank you." Dan Jin whispered.

"What did you tell me to thank you?" Chu Qiu's voice was very soft.

"Suddenly felt that today is the first meeting with Chu Qiu," Dan Jin smiled, and seemed to find his own thoughts amused, "Well... it should be said that it was the first meeting with Chu Qiu after he grew up. "

"Really?" Chu Qiu couldn't help laughing, closed his eyes and gently rubbed Danjin's shoulder with his forehead, "I've finally grown up in your heart, I'm so happy."

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