i love you after all

Very sleepy.

But I can't sleep yet, and if I go to bed on an empty stomach, I wake up repeatedly at night.I can only hold my eyelids, and sit in front of the instant noodle pot and slowly stir a pot of sauerkraut noodles. There are half of my favorite ham sausage and a few slices of green vegetables in the noodles, and the chicken legs that eat the other half of ham lie on the I fell asleep with my belly open at my feet.

The chicken leg is the stray cat that Danjin brought back from the film crew. I named it the chicken leg.The sisters all said it well, it is too fat now, and it really looks like a crispy chicken leg when it sleeps on the cat climbing frame.

Dan Jin also spoke well.When she said yes, I couldn't be happier with myself.

Suddenly there was the opening of the door and the sound of footsteps on the other side of the porch.I have been in this house for too long, so long that I am too familiar with the rhythm of each of them walking, I don't need to look back, I also know that it is shallow.

The footsteps came to the restaurant and stopped behind me, and then a touch of coldness touched my shoulder: "I'm still not sleeping."

"Sister Xiaoqian, why are you back?" I didn't look back, and smiled, with a heavy sleepiness in my tone, "Sister Xue'er is awake?"

"Maybe he's awake."

Danqian walked around the dining table and sat opposite me, picked up the kettle and thoughtfully poured me a glass of warm water.

"Didn't you watch her wake up?" I took the water and took a big gulp.

"No."

"Why?"

"I don't want to see her."

"No? Don't you want to see Sister Xue'er?"

"Ah."

"I don't quite understand you." I shook my head with my water glass in my mouth.Sister Xiaoqian likes Sister Xueer, this is a fact I have known for a long time.In fact, Danqian hides her thoughts very well. It can be said that the clothes are seamless and watertight. Except for me, no one can see that she loves so deeply.Maybe it's because I, like her, fell in love with a woman much older than myself, so I can understand every look she looks at Xiong Xueer.

When taking Xiong Xueer to the hospital, Danqian curled up in the corner of the ambulance, as fragile as a soft grass.The eyes she looked at Xiong Xueer contained too much emotion. I am not a rhetoric person, and I can't describe how unforgettable that look is, but if she said that she was going to die for her in the next second, I would letter.So I don't understand why she didn't watch Xiong Xueer wake up. If it was me, I would wait until I die and wait for Dan Jin to wake up.

With a gentle smile: "It's okay, you don't need to understand."

"Um……"

Since she said so, then I have to shut up wisely and concentrate on drinking water.

"Chuqiu." Danqian crossed her fingers and propped her chin, looked at me softly, and suddenly said, "How about we fall in love?"

puff--

The warm water that had just been taken in was sprayed all over the chicken legs. The cat was frightened, and jumped up with a meow, blowing the fur all over its back.

I stared dumbfounded at Danqian, and could clearly feel the water stains falling drop by drop along my chin.

"Little sister Xiaoqian..."

I just feel like I almost bit my tongue when I yelled these four words.

Danqian tilted her head, and added: "Pretend, pretend to be in love."

I still didn't understand the amount of information, so I said "ah?" in a daze.

"I told Sister Xue'er that I have someone I like. But she won't give up just like that. I thought about it for a long time. Is there anyone who can make her back down voluntarily?" Dan Qian said while thinking, "I think so. In a big circle, you are the only one in this villa, and you are her half relative, even if she robs the world, she will not rob your woman."

"I……"

I just don't know what to say.

"Did I never beg you, Chu Qiu?" Dan Qian followed her eyebrows, "This may be the only time I beg you in my life. Please accompany me to play this scene."

"cocoa……"

"Don't worry, if I'm unlucky, the curtain will end soon." Sighing slightly, she smiled, propped her cheeks and looked at the night outside the window, "Soon...soon."

So I also sighed, and sighed for a long time.

She is not in good health, and everyone in this villa knows it.Sister Xueer always jokes that she is a medicine jar, and she has never stopped taking medicine since she was a child. Every time she said that, Danqian laughed, but I always felt a little miserable when I saw that smile.I probably know her disease, a blood disease, almost incurable.

I sighed again and asked her, "Then do you like Sister Xue'er?"

"Like?" Danqian hooked her lips, "Chuqiu, I love her."

She propped her chin and looked at me with her head tilted. Her long black curly hair hung down on the back of her hand, and her eyes, which looked like light brocade, were looking at me fiercely.They are so similar, I suddenly had an illusion that Danjin was sitting opposite, and Danjin was saying to me, Chuqiu, my love for you is love.

I looked at the light at this time, lost my mind.

"You just fall asleep on your sister's arm, and you can't help falling in love with her. I'm held tightly by her every night."

"How can a person not fall in love with the person who hugs him to sleep?"

"She never knew that my love for her has reached the limit of a woman for a woman."

"Of course, she doesn't need to know."

"She'll never know."

I opened my mouth, and heard my dry voice say suddenly: "So, you think you don't have a long life, and you can't make sister Xue'er miss you, right?"

She smiled lightly again: "The word 'involvement' is very appropriate." She shook her head, her voice lowered, "In my whole life, it seems that I have always implicated others. I implicated my sister, implicated her, and when I was dying, I will also implicate you."

"Don't say that, why did you die? Now that medicine is so advanced, we can always find..." I don't know what to say, but I have to go on, "...find, find another way... there must be, A way to keep you alive."

She seemed to have heard enough of these comforting words, and only smiled lightly: "Chu Qiu, you just said, would you like to help me?"

Would you like to?

So far, what else can I say?

"Sister Xiaoqian, you know it clearly, how could I refuse you."

How can one refuse the entreaties of a dying man.

"Thank you, really."

Danqian breathed a sigh of relief, raised her hand and stroked the top of my hair, "Then you will be my girlfriend in the days to come. Promise me, only the two of us will know about this."

I bit my lip, and after a while, I finally asked, "...Can't even Danjin tell me?"

"No, early autumn."

She shook her head.

With extremely complicated emotions, I nodded.

There was still a smile in her light eyes, she had just made a decision that was destined to hurt everyone, but she couldn't see the slightest emotion in her eyes.She just stared at the pot of instant noodles and said, "The noodles are soaked."

I stared blankly at the instant noodles.

"Let me help you cook some food, but I can't starve my little girlfriend."

Danqian stood up, picked up the noodle pot dignifiedly, and went into the kitchen to cook.

"Chuqiu, are you tired? You haven't rested all this time. Go upstairs and sleep for a while. I'll call you upstairs when the meal is ready."

Her voice came softly from behind the sliding door.

She is always so gentle.So gentle that it was impossible to refuse any of her requests.

I slept for a while in my room.Sure enough, she woke me up after she was done, so I got up and ate the meal specially made for me. She kindly made me a pot of Coca-Cola chicken wings.When I was gnawing on the chicken wings, she just sat across from me and looked at me with her chin propped up, and said softly, eat slowly.

After I was full, I was taken to her bedroom by her again, and she said I had to sleep here tonight.

"You have to get used to it. If you were my girlfriend, we would have to sleep together." Sitting lightly on the edge of the bed, she patted the edge of the bed.

"Then I won't be able to sleep with Dan Jin." I thought there was dissatisfaction in my tone.

Lightly jokingly smiled: "Will you die if you don't sleep with her?"

"Then you won't sleep with Sister Xue'er..."

I froze, suddenly unable to say that word to her.

She was stunned.

"Yes, early autumn."

She forced herself to laugh, very weakly.

"I'm sorry." I apologize dryly.

"You don't have to worry about it too much. It's not a bad thing for you and your sister to pretend to be in love with me. You bear with it for a while, and it will get better in the future." She turned her face away, "Do you believe me, Chu Qiu?" ?”

Danqian lowered her head, I know she really knows Danjin too well, they have a maturity and bond far better than any pair of sisters in the world, and she is so smart that I subconsciously believed everything she said.

It will be fine.

"One more thing, you have to learn to change the name you call me. You can no longer call me sister." Dan Qian said again.

"Then what do I call you?" I wondered.

"Whatever you call sister, you can call me."

I thought about it, and became even more confused, "I call her Danjin, so do I call you Danjin too?"

Lightly laughed out loud: "Why are you so stupid? I have a name, you can just call me Danqian."

"Oh..." I suddenly felt that my brain was not enough, I scratched the back of my head, "But why?"

"If you believe me, don't ask me why. You just need to know that I'm all for your own good."

I nod.I trust her.

So I did everything she told me to do next, without even asking why.Including her making me undressed, laying me under her quilt, and making me practice calling her name.

So I yelled the word "Danqian" and fell asleep vaguely.

Maybe I was really too tired. I didn't have any dreams this night, and I slept until dawn.

Danqian didn't touch me, even though we were sleeping under the same quilt, she just covered a small corner, huddled at the foot of the bed far away from me.

I don't know when, when I was sleeping drowsily, I vaguely heard a familiar voice, full of anger and reluctance——

"Where do you think it fits?"

A faint and steady voice sounded:

"I think it's suitable for my girlfriend to sleep in my arms with no clothes on."

When did sister Xiaoqian have a girlfriend?

I blinked my eyes hard, and when my consciousness became clear, I suddenly found that I was hugging my waist, which made me let go and sat up immediately in fright.But after sitting up straight, he realized that he hadn't put on any clothes last night, so he grabbed the quilt and covered his chest in embarrassment.

I raised my head tremblingly, and saw Dan Jin's cold face.

His face was expressionless and as cold as ice.

I know that she has always been a cold person, but she usually pretends to be a demure look to deal with people, especially to me, no matter how angry she is, she will never show such an expression to me.

"Girlfriend?" Dan Jin's lips suddenly curved, and he was actually sneering, "Xiao Qian, you are so ridiculous."

By the way, sister Xiaoqian's girlfriend is me.

Danqian took a shirt and draped it over my shoulders, and I hurriedly put on the clothes through the quilt.

"Sister, I don't know what's absurd about this." Dan Qian still looked at the person at the door calmly, "It's not the era of ten years ago, why, do you still look down on homosexuals?"

Dan Jin's body shook visibly, she seemed to want to say something, but the words were held back.After a while, she said, "It's not this...you are sisters..."

"But we have no blood relationship with Chuqiu, do we?"

Danqian said "we", which made me feel that her purpose was impure.It stands to reason that she only needs to say "I have no blood relationship with Chu Qiu", but she said "We have no blood relationship with Chu Qiu", as if she was implying something to Dan Jin.

There was a moment of blankness in Dan Jin's eyes, and then he looked at me quietly.

I think it's time to say something.

I thought about it for a long time before I timidly shouted: "Sister, Danqian and I..."

I don't know why, I just called out two titles, and before I even had time to say the rest, Dan Jin's face turned pale all of a sudden.I thought she would be happy to call her sister as she asked.

She stared closely at my face and said word by word:

"You can't be together."

"Why?" Dan Qian asked relentlessly, "Is it because we are all women, or because we are sisters?"

After a long time, Dan Jin replied:

"Even without any reason, you and her cannot be together."

The author has something to say: ["You never know, my love for you has reached the limit of a man's love for a woman." from Margaret Mitchell "Gone with the Wind"]

Gone with the Wind and Gone with the Wind are the same book.

It turns out that everyone likes Biennianxia, ​​so I will knock with you!

Then let the two of them fall in love for a little longer~