i love you after all

Accompanied by the joyful system notification sound of "Wang Zhan" all the way, the car finally arrived at Wanda, which is the nearest to the southern suburbs.Although Danqian had already queued up in the app when she was in the villa, but it was the peak hour at [-] o'clock, and when they got there, the line at the door was full of detours. Even if there were two big stars here, they had to keep a low profile Line up obediently.

The waiter brought the backgammon, Dan Jin and Jiang Yanran sat face to face and played, Dan Qian focused on watching the chess game, his right hand carelessly helped Chu Qiu hold a bag of open rice, Chu Qiu gnawed on the rice while following Take a look together.

Backgammon is a relatively simple game, but when you meet two people who can play it, it becomes much more interesting.The two chess players came and went, and the board was half full in less than 10 minutes, forcing them to play Go like a fighting game.Dan Jin moves very quickly, she can always see through Jiang Yanran's tricks at the first time, Jiang Yanran's moves are relatively gentle, but when Dan Jin is about to succeed, she can always stop her without pain, and the two of them fought hard. Hard to distinguish.

Passers-by only saw two people wearing lotus leaf hats and big sunglasses sitting in a corner playing chess seriously. The dark glasses in the room at night made them look like two blind masters.

"Xiao Jin, let me go." Jiang Yanran held her chin with a half-smile.

Danjin looked at the chessboard expressionlessly, "I don't want to let it go."

Chu Qiu asked Danqian in a low voice: "Who is going to win soon?"

"It's almost a draw." Dan Qian looked at the almost full chessboard with a click of his tongue.

"I can't draw," Dan Jin said suddenly, looking at Chu Qiu, "I'm going to win."

"Nonsense," Jiang Yanran smiled and shook her head, "Obviously I'm going to win."

"Then why did you ask me to let you?"

"I'm just giving you a step down."

"Ah."

"Ah."

Faint black lines all over his face.

What is the mental age of these two old women who are half buried in the soil?

The waiter came over in a timely manner, nodded and smiled, "Hello, there is a seat at the big table, this way please."

"Great, let's go, let's go." Dianqian happily pulled Chuqiu.

"Let's talk when we're done." Dan Jin sat in place motionless.

"It must be finished." Jiang Yanran was not to be outdone.

"I said, didn't we come here to eat hot pot?" Danqian didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I drove all the way here with the two of you just to play chess?"

"You go in and order first, and we'll go in to find you after we're done." Dan Jin waved her hands without raising her head.

"……Fine."

Sighing lightly, she led Chu Qiu to find a seat first.She originally planned to eat with the four of them for a while, so she took Jiang Yanran to find an excuse to leave first, and let her sister and Chu Qiu live in a two-person world. Unexpectedly, her dear sister came all the way here, all she could think about was squatting at the door and talking to her. Jiang Yanran played chess.

And Chu Qiu seemed to be very relieved to leave Danjin there to play chess. After sitting down, he picked up a single machine and began to choose the bottom of the pot with great interest, and asked her how about two grids, half butter, half pork belly and black-bone chicken.

Who are these people?

"Look at it." Danqian sighed again with her chin propped up.

Chuqiu placed an order for the pot bottom first, and then picked out some favorite dishes, especially the must-order pig's brain every time, and Dan Qian also ordered a few dishes.After a while, the bottom of the pot came up, and the two people were cooking the dishes while waiting for the two people outside to finish.

Chu Qiu held the pork belly and black chicken soup, and put it into his mouth spoonful by spoonful with a smile. He drank it very happily.The waiter brother helped her remove the pig's brain with a net bag, and told her to cook for 15 minutes. She nodded hurriedly, and told the brother to help me with a bowl of yellow peaches.

"Why don't they come in..." Dan Qian glanced at the time, half an hour had passed, she asked Chu Qiu to eat first, and went out to have a look by herself.

As soon as they went out, they saw that the two of them hadn't moved at all as they had been half an hour ago.

Dan Qian looked over and saw that a new game had already been opened, and smiled helplessly: "Why did you open a new one? Don't you eat?"

Dan Jin stroked his chin, staring at the chessboard for a moment: "I didn't play well just now, so try again."

"You lost?" Dan Qian gloated and asked.

"It's a draw." Dan Jin shook his head.

"Isn't draw very good? Why do you have to score a winner? We're here to eat hot pot, and it's not..." Dan Qian didn't know how to persuade her, and said, "Chu Qiu is still in it .”

"Yeah." Dan Jin didn't look sideways, and said in a flat tone, "Let her eat less spicy food."

Less, eat, order, spicy.

Ok.

What else can she say?

Danqian gave up completely, went back obediently, and ate her own food wholeheartedly.

So, she and Chu Qiu ate meat inside for two hours, and Dan Jin and Jiang Yanran played chess outside for two hours.

"Welcome next time!"

When leaving, the waiter brother smiled and handed over toothpicks and mints.

Danjin stepped into Haidilao's door, took 1 minute to pay the bill, and came out without eating.

Jiang Yanran shrugged: "It can't be my fault, we always draw, I also said, if not, don't play, eat first. Even if Xiao Jin refuses, I can't help it."

"Did the sister win?"

"I won." Jiang Yanran was quite helpless, "If she didn't win, do you think she would leave?"

A light and emotionless smile evoked her lips.

During the two-hour dinner, Danjin and Chuqiu had no communication during the whole process.Danqian began to wonder if she was full after all the tossing and tossing today.

Danqian and Jiang Yanran went to the underground garage to drive, while Danjin and Chuqiu waited for them at the gate of Wanda.

Chuqiu propped up his round belly, looked at the silent Danjin, and asked tentatively: "Are you hungry? You didn't eat anything, why don't you go back and order some takeaway."

Dan Jin had no expression on her face at first, but when she heard Chu Qiu talking to her, she smiled slightly at Chu Qiu: "Not hungry. Are you full?"

"I'm full." Chu Qiu rubbed his belly, "You guys must have had a good time playing today."

"Ah."

Tamaki nodded.

After a while, she said again: "I won."

Chu Qiu reacted: "Do you play chess?"

"Yeah." Dan Jin pursed her lips, glanced away, her voice softened, "I said I would win."

Chu Qiu laughed: "I know, you have always been the best chess player in the villa."

Danjin turned her head and met Shang Chuqiu's gaze, with a smug smile on her lips:

"Yes."

Chu Qiu laughed so hard that he lowered his eyes.

Why does the triumphant Dan Jin look so cute?

The car came up.Dan Qian in the passenger seat waved to them through the car window, and Chu Qiu walked ahead, walking towards the car parked by the side of the road.

Dan Jin followed her, originally several steps away from her, but suddenly stepped up and approached her, and her soft voice was blown by the wind to the ear of the person in front:

"Is everyone like this?"

Chu Qiu paused, and turned around, with some doubts on his young face: "What?"

Dan Jin looked at her slightly widened round eyes, and her voice became much softer: "No matter what, we must win."

Chu Qiu blinked: "Why do you have to win?"

Dan Jin stopped talking, and pursed her lips tightly.Chu Qiu saw that she was silent for a long time, and she seemed unlikely to answer, so she turned around and opened the car door, and carefully sat in with her broken arm in her arms.

Dan Jin followed her into the car and never spoke again.

Jiang Yanran talked to them about ANT's future itinerary, told Xiaoqian to take good care of herself, and told Chu Qiu to remember to do her homework and not to relax since the college entrance examination was about to come.Dan Jin just listened, and didn't talk to her. She wiped off the mist on the car window with her index finger, and looked at the colorful night scene outside the window.

Why do you have to win?

because……

In front of the person you like, you don't want to lose.

Everyone is like this.

She couldn't help raising the corners of her mouth.

the person I like.

She finally has someone she likes.

It turns out that having someone you like is such a secret joy.It was as if he was carrying a stolen treasure, and he didn't dare to let anyone discover it, but he even breathed with suppressed joy.

The four returned to the villa, Jiang Yanran said goodbye politely and went back to the room, when Danqian walked away, she couldn't help but rolled her eyes at Danjin.Dan Jin didn't quite understand where he had offended his sister, and Xiao Qian's expression didn't look very happy tonight.

Chu Qiu saw Dan Jin staring at the stairs in a daze, and asked, "What are you looking at?"

Dan Jin retracted her gaze and shook her head: "It's nothing."

"Oh, then..." Chu Qiu wanted to say, let's go back to the room.

Dan Jin didn't move, only said:

"Go to bed early, good night."

Chu Qiu was taken aback.Last night, Danjin stayed in her room, so she acquiesced that Danjin would sleep with her all the time, but did she think too much?

"Can't we be the same as yesterday?" Chu Qiu asked in a very low voice.

Dan Jin was silent for a moment, then replied softly: "You are still young, it is better for us to sleep separately."

Chuqiu suddenly thought of what Tanjin said to her when she moved out of her room at the age of ten—"You're getting older, it's better for us to sleep separately."

You're getting older, it's better for us to sleep separately.

You are still young, it is better for us to sleep separately.

Only two words were changed, but the hidden meaning behind it has undergone earth-shaking changes.When she was ten years old, Danjin regarded her as an ordinary relative, so she wanted her to be independent. At the age of 17, Dan Jin regarded her as a lover who could have a special relationship, so the distance should be controlled.

Chu Qiu felt both happy and disappointed, but there was nothing to refute, so he could only obediently go back to his room alone.

Dan Jin watched her leave without saying a word.

This child is completely unaware of the seriousness of the matter.

She stood silently in the corridor, unable to help but fall into the memories of last night.

Last night, she stayed up all night.

At that time, she pretended to be asleep because she knew that Chu Qiu would not be able to sleep if she did not do so.

Under the darkness, there was a sleeping girl next to her, holding that delicate hand in her own, soft and warm, she opened her eyes and watched her sleeping face quietly, a thin layer of sweat broke out in her palm.

She looked at her, her eyes seemed to pass through the 17-year-old girl, and saw the fire orphan curled up next to her pillow ten years ago.The appearance of the seven-year-old early autumn clearly comes to mind, small, soft, with a pair of clear big eyes that only belong to children's innocence and innocence.

She watched with her own eyes that she grew into her current slim appearance bit by bit, watched her facial features become more and more mature, her limbs became more and more slender, and her eyes transformed into agility and beauty.She raised the child, participated in every step of her life, but fell in love with her when she was not yet an adult.

A deep sense of guilt crept into Danjin's heart.She thought, if she could correct this mistake in time when she handed over the hand-painted marriage certificate to her in the early autumn of that year, and she said stubbornly that she would marry her when she grows up, would they not be able to meet her? Today's step?

Fortunately, time will not give her a chance to do it all over again.If she could do it all over again, she would definitely be driven by her own moral sense to make some changes.Fortunately, fortunately, time can never be turned back, she can always make mistakes like this.

She didn't tell Chu Qiu that she liked her, nor did she officially ask her to be her girlfriend, she didn't kiss her, she didn't hug her, the most intimate gesture was holding hands.It's not that she doesn't want to go further, but that there are some things that she has to wait until she becomes an adult.This is her principle and bottom line.

However, it is human instinct to be close to the person you like.

Just this time.

She told herself so.

Dan Jin in the corridor recalled so far, and couldn't help evoking a shallow smile.She subconsciously touched her lips with her index finger, remembering the feeling of kissing Chu Qiu last night.

In the dark night, she leaned over cautiously, lowered her head and kissed her pure white forehead.

Just a kiss on her forehead, just a touch as light as a heron's feather, the mistake hidden by the night seemed to pass without a trace, but it turned up a huge wave in her own heart.

She longed to give her more, but waited, waited.

Why should we sleep separately?

Because, her heart told her, you have to wait.

However, her heart didn't listen to her very much.

The author has something to say: ["My heart doesn't listen to me very much." from Natsume Soseki "I am a cat"]

In fact, 30 years old is not old, Dan Jin is also an ordinary girl who is at a loss for love.