Unfathomable

Li Zhen, after hearing this, did not show much reaction.

Bai Qiao, on the other hand, felt a little flustered in her heart - she was still too reckless.

Li Zhen looked at the sky and took a deep breath, as if he had made a big decision.Finally said: "Brother Bai is really..."

"Unreasonable?" He answered with a hint of self-mockery, but with a hint of expectation.

"No, I just think," Li Zhen turned his head to look at him, "it's rare to be as calm as Brother Bai."

What he said was ambiguous, and he couldn't tell what Li Zhen's opinion was.This was something he hadn't expected.He couldn't find a reason why he told Li Zhen everything, but he just wanted to tell him that no matter what the result was, he wanted him to know more about himself.

In fact, what he wanted more was to understand Li Zhen, he wanted to know Li Zhen's past, to know Li Zhen's views...even to know everything about Li Zhen!

He suddenly felt that he was ridiculous. He and Li Zhen were neither related nor related, they had only known each other for a few days.

Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Li Zhen thought he was losing his temper.So he opened his mouth to coax him, but Li Zhen really couldn't coax him: "Brother Bai, I will help you keep it a secret."

He raised his eyelids helplessly and glanced at Li Zhen.

Seeing that the effect was not good, Li Zhen had no choice but to say something different: "Brother Bai, do you know what I begged for?"

In the middle of Bai Qiao's arms, he quickly lost his gloomy mood and became a little happier.But he didn't want to act urgently.

"How would I know?" He calmed down a bit, and smiled.

This little smile made Li Zhen feel a little presumptuous.

"Brother Bai, guess what?"

"Bright future?"

"Do not."

"Delicious food?"

"Do not."

"Could it be that brother Li is looking for a beautiful woman?"

Li Zhen still smiled and shook his head, only uttering one word: "No."

"……That is?"

"Brother Bai, in the past few years, I have indeed asked many, many times, for good days and beautiful scenery, and for youthful years, but now, all I ask is that the world can live and work in peace and contentment, and the world is full of feasts." Li Zhen looked at him, Didn't say the second half of the sentence: I can walk in the streets and alleys with nothing to do, with you.

"It turns out that Brother Li still has the heart of Bixue Dan to worry about the world."

"There are some reasons for this."

Bai Qiao didn't speak any more, she just turned her head slightly,

"All ears."

Li Zhen said calmly: "Actually, the story is very simple. I was born in the countryside, a place far away from here. The place is poor, and every family is poor."

"My father was weak and sick, and he was bedridden all year round. There was no cure, and there was no rule of law, so he kept procrastinating, getting worse and worse, and then he couldn't get up at all."

"When I was young, my mother couldn't afford to take care of my father's sick child and me, so she wanted to send me to a distant relative who had never had a child, so that I could survive through a bit of suffering."

"But I don't want to, I'm stubborn, I said I won't go, I won't call anyone else's parents in my life!"

"Later my mother became anxious. If I didn't go, there would be no way to survive. If I followed them, she might starve to death one day, so she started beating me, crying and cursing, and beating me up. I didn't say a word, just endured it, and I thought, anyway, I can't change my parents if I don't change my name and surname."

Li Zhen suddenly leaned over and put his head on his shoulder.

"Later, my mother saw that I was not letting go. She sat on the ground and cried for a long time. I stood beside me and didn't say a word. Then she thought about it all night and took me for a few days and nights before she came here. Shopkeeper Jiang doesn't know why, but I survived because he took me in."

Li Zhen paused, took a deep breath, "It's okay not to talk about what's going on later."

He whispered "hmm" as an answer.

Li Zhen laughed at himself, "Brother Bai, are you bored?"

He didn't speak, but breathed heavily, as a response to Lizhen's joke.

So the two quieted down, confronting each other, each with their own concerns.

Bai Qiao pressed Li Zhen's head, not knowing what to think.

He finally got his wish to know about Li Zhen's past, and those insignificant past events became a little special connection between them.

In everyone's heart, there will be scars that they don't want to reveal. He exposed the wounds to Li Zhen, and in exchange for Li Zhen's wounds.

They licked each other's wounds and comforted each other.

He felt that he was cruel and selfish. For his own selfish desires, he asked Li Zhen to open his own wounds. The wounds that might have scabbed were torn apart violently, and bright blood flowed out.But he still wanted Li Zhen to feel his sadness, how cruel it was.

But he couldn't swallow his own sadness, and couldn't relieve Li Zhen's pain, he suddenly hated himself, he hated himself for being too reckless and even reckless, he didn't know how long the lingering pain of the wound would last with Li Zhen.

His heart ached fiercely, and he understood that the distress at this moment was entirely because of Li Zhen, and the pain caused by his mother's death had long been numb.

He finally understood in the deep self-blame and pain that this was far from the feeling that "favorite" can bring. "Good impression" can bring accelerated heartbeat, ignorant shyness, and even constant anticipation day and night, but it just can't bring the pain of empathy for the other party.

He thought, maybe now, he can reach the height called "like".

He finally understood that what he was looking forward to was a new suit, and he was only looking forward to Li Zhen.Maybe it was the glance at the photo studio, or maybe it was the first time he saw him, and he was already moved.

The heads of the two were cuddled tightly together, Li Zhen didn't wake up, and he also closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep amidst wild thoughts.

The night in early spring was indeed still cold, with a gentle wind blowing the river water and blowing over the faces of the two of them.The bridge body has become a barrier, isolating all the hustle and bustle of the world, only here is quiet and warm.

In the dark night, no one can see who is clear, but in the hazy night, the corners of Li Zhen's mouth are slightly raised in joy.

Early spring is not just a season for getting sick.

When the sky was about to light up, the snow began to fall, even the warmth of early spring could not stop the crystal snowflakes from falling down.

The two of them were still asleep, and when Yoyo woke up, the color in front of her eyes changed—it turned into white with a dark blue shimmer.

Bai Qiao rubbed her head and looked at Li Zhen.

Heavy snow fell on Li Zhen's head, like stars getting into his hair.

Only then did he realize that his palms were also covered with damp water vapor, and he thought his head should also be covered with falling snow.

Li Zhen also looked at him, and the two quietly thought about each other and thought about themselves, maintaining a funny posture of scratching their heads, giggling.

"Brother Bai/Li, you seem to have gray hair."

After a while, Li Zhen smiled and felt a little hungry.Only then did I remember that the two of them sat by the bridge all night.

He hurriedly pulled Bai Qiao to stand up, and apologized to him repeatedly: "Hey, blame me, blame me, let brother Bai blow the cool breeze here all night."

Bai Qiao didn't care about these things. He liked snow since he was a child, and at this moment he was already happily admiring the snow. "It doesn't matter, brother Li, look!"

He picked up the snowflakes hanging on his clothes, "This snow is so white and flawless, the most beautiful in the world is nothing more than this."

Li Zhen was taken aback for a moment, he did not expect him to have such a strong interest in Xue.

And took his hand and walked to the middle of the road.

He looked at all the white things in front of him, even the red magpies hanging on the street shops all turned white.He got a little excited, but didn't move much.

Li Zhen could see the excitement in his eyes, and understood that it was his usual elegance that restrained the excitement at this moment.

This will not work.

So Li Zhen pulled Bai Qiao into a run, stepped on the ground closely one after another, and brought them to a stop. Li Zhen smiled at him and said:

"Brother Bai, look! We stepped on a little rabbit!"

At this time, Bai Qiao was completely excited by him, and bent over with a smile.

The two were chasing each other in the snow, and Li Zhen stepped on something out of shape, and Bai Qiao laughed at him.

So Li Zhen pretended to be annoyed, grabbed a ball of snow beside him and threw it at Bai Qiao. Bai Qiao couldn't dodge in time, and happened to be hit in the face - exactly in the face.

Snowflakes fell gently from the face.The snow in the early spring was as thin as velvet, and a few snowflakes could not fall enough to hang on Bai Qiao's eyelashes.

Bai Qiao didn't have time to erase it, so she grabbed the snow and fought back.

Snow turns people back into children, arousing the most romantic innocence and the most primitive yearning and pursuit of joy.

The silent street was full of playful laughter between the two.

When there was no more snow in the surrounding circle to "spoil", the two stopped panting heavily.

Sweating all over, Li Zhena was thinking about where to go to rest when the shopkeeper of the earlier shop not far away came to the shop.

Li Zhen quickly stood up and dragged Bai Qiao over.

"The shopkeeper came so early to open the shop!"

"Yes, today's big market, I have to rush to buy some things. Shopkeeper Li is earlier than me, this is the distinguished guest of Shopkeeper Li, I have heard the name for a long time! Come in and have a seat."

The shopkeeper greeted the two of them while exchanging greetings.

"You two sit down first, I'll serve you some food later!" The shopkeeper greeted them, then turned and went into the back kitchen.

"Shopkeeper, I don't like many people as an honored guest, so I'm going to the second floor!" Li Zhen yelled in the direction of the back kitchen, and after getting a response, he dragged Bai Qiao up to the second floor.

After the two sat down, Bai Qiao asked Li Zhen with interest: "Brother Li, when did I say that I don't like crowds?"

Li Zhen blinked at him, "At this moment, there are too many people downstairs, bringing in some moisture, I'm afraid it will be bad for your health, it's easy to catch cold from hot and cold. Besides, there's a lot of noise coming and going downstairs. , I’m afraid it will disturb Brother Bai’s interest, so I’m just making a good claim, Brother Bai must definitely make amends.”

"Brother Li is really a bold and careful person, he even thinks carefully about these things." He praised sincerely.

It turns out that if you like someone, you are really pleasing to the eye everywhere you look at him.

Li Zhen smiled and said no more.