Ex-boyfriend is writing to me again

Chapter 11

In the two years since returning to Nancheng, Jiang Anqing has been under strict supervision by Jiang Qi. Jiang Qi calls him almost every night to check if he has seen any messy people.

The messy person Jiang Qi was talking about was Shen Shucheng.

Since then, the relationship between the father and son has fallen to the bottom. There is a cold war going on in the huge house every day. The son's love affair not only makes him collapse, but also seems to be dragged down together with his father.

Jiang Qi became irritable and irritable, and at one point even wanted Jiang Anqing to give electric shocks for treatment.Not only did the family's coercive methods not dissuade Jiang Anqing from looking for Shen Shucheng, but they just kept suppressing and accumulating all of Jiang Anqing's emotions.

Until his sophomore year, Jiang Anqing's mother came back from abroad and took him away.It was also at that time that Jiang Anqing was found to be suffering from severe traumatic stress syndrome. After Rowling knew about this situation, she ran to fight Jiang Qi, but no matter how much she scolded and beat Jiang Qi, Jiang Anqing Today's disease is already there.

During that time, Jiang Anqing had been undergoing drug treatment and psychological treatment, but the situation was not optimistic. Jiang Anqing became reticent visible to the naked eye, suffered from insomnia all night, and even cried suddenly while eating.

Fang Ming gently closed the door behind him, and went straight to Rowling who was sitting on the sofa outside. "The situation is not very good..." Fang Ming frowned, "Are you sure your son's current situation is because of that boy?"

Rowling unconsciously grasped the information in her hand: "Of course, he is the one I have had the most contact with before and after my son's illness." She pressed her finger fiercely on the one-inch photo of Shen Shucheng: "Doctor, didn't you also say that my son Does it hurt to see his picture?"

Fang Ming didn't relax at all, he shook his head: "I don't think that's the case, the source of stress is not that boy or that thing."

Before Rowling could speak, Fang Ming continued: "The factors that trigger ptsd will cause the patient to feel incomparable fear, pain and helplessness at the moment, and then there will be an evasion phenomenon that does not want to recall..." He directly clicked The key point: "Although An Qing will feel sad and uncomfortable when he sees the picture of that boy, he will not avoid it, nor will he refuse to talk about that boy named Shen Shucheng."

Rowling's eyes widened in surprise.

Fang Ming nodded slightly: "Yes, you didn't tell me the boy's name, it was An Qing who told me."

"He has emotional numbness and insomnia now, so as a mother, please tell me everything you know."

A silent atmosphere filled the room, and finally, she spoke.

"It's his father..." Rowling couldn't help covering her face and sobbing in a low voice, "It's Jiang Qi, he has been beating and scolding An Qing for more than a year, and even wanted to take him to the hospital for electric shock... ..."

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Spring came and went, and after a year of treatment, Jiang Anqing gradually began to live alone.

Rowling started a new family as early as Jiang Anqing's sophomore year in high school. She had a two-year-old baby. It was impossible for her to stay by Jiang Anqing's side all the time. Jiang Qi also started a new life during Jiang Anqing's treatment. .

Jiang Anqing walked into the small apartment with Fang Ming's birthday present in his arms.

"The two of us will live together in the future, okay?" Jiang Anqing stared softly at the little cat in her arms.

Unconsciously, Shen Shucheng's wanton smile appeared in his mind: "Then I will call you Ah Qing from now on, okay?"

Jiang Anqing put the little cat on her lap and gently rubbed its head.

"From now on, you'll be called Ah Hua, okay?"

The little milk gave a low meow, and its tail wrapped around Jiang Anqing's wrist, making him laugh out loud.

"It seems that you like this name too, so your name will be Ah Hua."

"Ah Hua..."

"Meow~"

Time always flies by, and in a blink of an eye, the little milk cat that can only be huddled in his hands can jump onto Jiang Anqing's desk with a kick.

Jiang Anqing grabbed the back of A'hua's fate and lifted the kitten onto his lap. A video of Sanqing's previous underground performance was playing on the computer screen glowing with blue light in front of him.

Fans chanted "Encore! Encore! Encore!" in the cramped venue

Even Jiang Anqing, who doesn't pay much attention to entertainment news, understands that this is asking Shen Shucheng to sing another song.Shen Shucheng, who had been up all night, and the other members of Sanqing were sweating all over at the moment, not to mention that the performance venue was already stuffy, and the tall Shen Shucheng even looked a bit crowded standing on the stage.

But none of this affected their enthusiasm.

At that time, Shen Shucheng's hair was not as long as it is now, and it was about half a year ago.He stopped where he was about to step off the stage, turned around and grabbed the microphone: "Then I'll sing another song."

In an instant, the fans in the audience shouted and screamed passionately again.

Shen Shucheng didn't have much reaction to this. He has always been a person who is very indifferent to fame and fortune. No matter how much others appreciate his songs, he will only respond with a thank you lightly. people's approval.

"This is a song we haven't released yet...cough." Shen Shucheng cleared his throat after finishing speaking, "Let's sing it for you to try it out tonight." While talking, he rushed to Guan Xia and the others behind him After gesturing, they began to adjust the equipment neatly and tacitly.

Some fans in the audience took advantage of Shen Shucheng's relatively free time to start chatting with him.It was hard to hear what questions the fans asked, but Shen Shucheng's answer was heard by everyone at the scene through the microphone in front of him. "It's okay..." He was talking to that fan: "We don't have a company, the music is made by the four of us together, and we can release it whenever we want."

Shen Shucheng casually stretched out his skeletal hands to push his hair back. His smooth forehead was sweating under the light, "This is a new song I wrote recently, and I'm dumb."

"Dedicated to everyone." His deep voice seemed to be whispering in his ear, Jiang Anqing resisted the urge to raise his hand to touch his earlobe, not long ago, Shen Shucheng would come to her side countless times and whisper love words.

"Following like a shadow, pale words... calm as water, silent confession..." Accompanied by soft drums and soft bass guitar, Shen Shucheng's low voice surrounded the study.

Ah Hua blinked her eyes when she saw Shen Shucheng singing with her head down. Grandma meowed.Jiang Anqing felt amused, and snorted on the back of his hand: "Excited? You know him too?"

Seeing his master touching him, Ah Hua thought he was playing a game, so she meowed again.

Jiang Anqing stopped making trouble after a few low laughs, and just stared intently at the person on the screen.

Before he finished listening to a song, Li Xiaoshan called. Jiang Anqing let go of Ah Hua, who was startled by the ringing of the phone, and picked up the phone to answer.

"An Qing, didn't you come to see Guan Xia's rehearsal?" Li Xiaoshan yelled in a playful voice, and suddenly he yelled again, "What's your voice over there? It sounds familiar..."

Jiang Anqing frantically clicked and paused the video, and replied: "No sound, I didn't go when I had something to do."

The topic was turned back by Jiang Anqing, Li Xiaoshan said a few times, and pretended to say: "I just came here to listen to them sing a few songs, you really don't listen to the live performance..."

Jiang Anqing rubbed the edge of the desk without speaking.

The two were silent on the phone for a while without speaking.

Li Xiaoshan did not know how to ask, and Jiang Anqing knew that not only Li Xiaoshan but also Shen Shucheng were on the phone.

After a while, Li Xiaoshan said again: "Then do you want to watch the show tomorrow night?"

Jiang Anqing's fingertips felt slightly hot: "Look."

After Li Xiaoshan hung up the phone and turned around, Guan Xia immediately asked excitedly: "How is it? Brother Jiang, is he coming to see our performance?"

Li Xiaoshan subconsciously glanced at Shen Shucheng who was sitting silently on the sofa beside him. The other party was looking down at the phone screen, showing no sign of paying attention to this side.

Li Xiaoshan smiled in his heart, deliberately showing off: "Don't you know tomorrow night?"

Guan Xia yelled a few times, only to see that Shen Shucheng who was sitting on the sofa paused for a moment as he kept tapping his fingers.

Li Xiaoshan stopped teasing and said with a smile: "Come on, An Qing said he would come to see your performance!" He deliberately emphasized the word 'you'.

Shen Shucheng stood up, picked up the large black backpack on the side, and put it on his shoulders. He said in a cold tone, "Hurry up and go back to rest, there will be a performance tomorrow." After speaking, he walked out of the rehearsal room alone with big strides.

Sitting behind the drum set, Pu Fanzhi was stunned, "Didn't Brother Cheng say that he never does the thing of recharging energy before a performance?"

Several people stood in the rehearsal room looking at each other.

Shen Shucheng lowered the peaked cap on his head, walked out of the building quickly and got into the car, covering his chest with one hand, his beating heart seemed to burst out of his chest in the next second, revealing how much he missed Jiang Anqing in front of everyone.

The fact that he loves Jiang Anqing was a secret known to many people before.

It was Shen Shucheng's secret that he still loved Jiang Anqing now.

A secret that is kept secret, even once wanted to rot in the bottom of my heart forever, a secret that has no comment.