Reborn in love with you and grow old

Since then, Han Yichen never had lunch with him again, nor did he go home with him after school, nor did he ask him for questions.

In an instant, he and Han Yichen became strangers who did not know each other.

Yan Siming kept holding his breath in his heart, hating his shamelessness!

I like my brother, and he knows he has a girlfriend, but he still dares to think that way about him.

He only knows that homosexuality is a type of people who only have sexual fantasies about their own sex, but he doesn't know that liking this kind of emotion can break through gender.

Han Yichen became silent day by day, and the students in the class were very worried about him.Every day I change ways to make him happy, but he is always depressed.

If something happened, they came to persuade Yan Siming, and asked him to comfort Han Yichen, after all, Yan Siming was the person with the strongest relationship with Han Yichen in the class.

Yan Siming's anger gradually subsided, and seeing Han Yichen's appearance was uncomfortable.But he can't compromise. When dealing with feelings, the more indecisive he is, the more he will cut them off and the reason will be chaotic.

So, at the graduation party, Han Yichen finally plucked up the courage and cowardly went to Yan Siming's side and said: "Yan Siming, I really like you! I..." I don't like you because I like men.

Yan Siming interrupted him mercilessly, "Han Yichen, I don't like men. I already have a girlfriend! Give up!"

Han Yichen's face turned pale for an instant, his lips trembled, and his big lifeless eyes were filled with tears.

Yan Siming couldn't bear to see him like this, so he got away and left.

He thought, time will heal everything, right?

Maybe many years later, when he sees Han Yichen again, the two can be friends again.

That night, he stuffed the drunk Ren Shiyao into a taxi and took him home, but he didn't see Han Yichen who was tearing up with Liu Endao on the side of the road.

That night was the first time he and Ren Shiyao met.He was determined to cherish this girl who sacrificed her chastity for him forever, and he didn't see the frail figure of Han Yichen who was sitting downstairs all night...

When meeting Han Yichen again at the university, Yan Siming didn't know what to say.

A wave of unknown emotions was pounding his heart, causing his brain to be in chaos, and he didn't know what to say or do.

He really didn't expect that this person would be so stubborn.

You look at his fragile appearance, and think that anyone can rub him up and squeeze him at will, but in fact, he is very strong and stubborn inside!

Like a grass swaying in the wind, so humble, so strong, so lovable.

Yan Siming really has nothing to do with Han Yichen.

"Why?" Yan Siming asked him.Why don't you give up?Why come here?And why, it must be him?

Han Yichen burst into tears, crying so hard that he couldn't control himself.Yan Siming was taken aback, Han Yichen had always been restrained in front of him, and would not show any negative emotions easily.

This was the first time Yan Siming saw him cry so recklessly.

Han Yichen seemed to be holding back his tears for a long, long time. Yan Siming couldn't help but gently embraced him and patted him on the shoulder comfortingly.

Han Yichen clung to Yan Siming's clothes like a drowning man grabbing a life-saving straw, crying even more fiercely.

After a while, the backlog of emotions was vented, Han Yichen finally breathed a sigh of relief, and said hoarsely: "Yan Siming, don't ignore me! I really didn't think about what to do with you, I just... I just want to be good friends with you." As he spoke, his voice choked up again.

"I won't pester you! I swear! Don't do this to me, okay?" Han Yichen held onto Yan Siming's clothes tightly, his voice trembling, his knuckles turned white, and tears kept rolling down his face.

Yan Siming felt blocked and kept patting Han Yichen, not knowing whether he wanted to calm him down or his own.

As long as you don't give him any hope, let him stay by your side - Yan Siming thinks so.

"Han Yichen... I'm sorry..." I'm really sorry for making you so sad!

"Han Yichen, let's be good brothers!" This is the biggest compensation I can do to you!

Yan Siming acquiesced in such a complicated way that such a boy who liked him stayed by his side, not knowing whether what he did was right or wrong.

For four years in college, they are all good brothers who love brothers and sisters, good buddies!Han Yichen has never made any gaffes or overreaching behaviors, and strictly abides by the boundaries of friends. He only cares about him as a friend, and he never interferes in his private affairs, just asking.

This made Yan Siming both happy and sad at the same time, because the way Han Yichen looked at him never changed.

He has always been forbearing and restrained, as if he is his whole world.

Being watched by such a pair of eyes, no matter how hard-hearted a person is, they will soften their hearts, right?

After graduating from university, Yan Siming went to work in a foreign company, and Han Yichen followed him step by step.

Han Yichen is a very good person, whether it is study or work, he has helped Yan Siming a lot.

Yan Siming couldn't reciprocate, and he finally understood that Han Yichen really loved him!

The more he let Han Yichen stay by his side, the more guilty Yan Siming felt. He was almost driven crazy by this kind of emotion!

He couldn't ask Han Yichen to leave, so he decided to prepare for the wedding with Ren Shiyao as soon as possible. He hoped that Han Yichen would give up and leave him.

He knew that he was shameless, but he couldn't bear the pledge of eternal love between two people.

Yan Siming considers himself a dedicated person, since he established a relationship with Ren Shiyao, he never thought of breaking up with her.

Either love none or love one!If it weren't for Ren Shiyao, he knew that he would definitely fall in love with Han Yichen!

It's a pity that life doesn't have what if...

Ren Shiyao has never done anything sorry to him, and he will not do anything sorry to her.

Between Ren Shiyao and Han Yichen, he can only feel sorry for Han Yichen!

But just when he made up his mind to marry Ren Shiyao, God made a big joke on him!

Han Yichen... had a car accident...

When he saw the figure lying in a pool of blood, Yan Siming's heart was dripping with blood as if it had been torn apart.

He frantically pushed through the crowd and rushed towards Han Yichen. The person who was talking to him on the phone and whispering softly in his ear just a second ago had his eyes tightly closed, blocking those beautiful eyes. The corners of the eyes are wet.

Yan Siming tremblingly touched Han Yichen's pale and transparent face, he couldn't believe that he couldn't feel his touch at all.

"Yi...Yichen, you...you wake up! You, wake up! Yichen?"

Han Yichen, who was always submissive, didn't open his eyes this time, and was confirmed dead on the way to the hospital.

Yan Siming sat there as if he had been hit hard, looking at Han Yichen who was lying quietly there with dull eyes, unable to speak, unable to move...

Seeing this, the doctors all left in disgust.

After an unknown amount of time, he finally moved his fingers, and then slowly, slowly, staggered close to Han Yichen's body.

When his body touched Han Yichen, his body seemed to have finally thawed out, and his strength suddenly returned. He picked up Han Yichen and pulled him into his arms fiercely!Screaming out in pain...

This was the first time he cried for Han Yichen, he never knew that he would experience such pain and sorrow.

"Yichen...Yichen...Yichen!" Yan Siming called Han Yichen's name, he was wrong!He really knew it was wrong!Who can bring his Yichen back?bring him back!

"Yichen, I was wrong! You come back... I will listen to you when you come back! I am not married, okay? Let's go together, let's go to a place where no one knows us?" Yan Siming was in pain His whole body trembled, but he still hugged Han Yichen with all his strength and refused to let go.

The rush to get married is to make Han Yichen give up... or is it to make him give up?

Falling in love with Shi Yao first...do you really not love him?

Yan Siming's mind was in chaos.

He likes the way Yichen looks at him...

If there is no Shiyao, he will definitely fall in love with Yichen...

The more Yichen was by his side, the more guilty he felt...

Between Shiyao and Yichen, he can only choose one...

He can only feel sorry for Yichen...

Oh, how ridiculous!He actually always thought that he really didn't love him!

It turned out that he, Yan Siming, was just a mortal in the end, and he couldn't be like a wolf to stick to one person to the end!

"Ah!" Yan Siming roared in pain, tears fell one by one on the white sheet, on Yan Siming's arms, and on Han Yichen's neck...

"I love you..." he whispered softly in his ear.

The man who was as warm as the rising sun could not be heard anymore...

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True love never comes first

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