[HP] Five Poisons

"You..." Chi Mo turned his head stiffly, because he was too surprised, his whole face froze, "Why do you have this idea..."

Sirius froze for a moment, then staggered his eyes and looked at the ground. After a long time, he finally said, "...he is my brother after all..."

Chi Mo: "..." What I want to ask is not why you want to see Regulus' cemetery, but why do you think I am his son, okay? !

"I don't know how your mother mentioned me to you, and I don't know if Regulus mentioned me to her before." Sirius lowered his head, with slumped shoulders and tense jaw, Adding a bit of desolation and loneliness, he seems to sigh, and it seems that he just wants Chi Mo to know the stories of his fathers.

"You look very similar to him when he was a child, the same, pure black eyes and hair, oh, I almost forgot, your mother is also Asian, maybe, you are more like her?"

There are so many slots in this sentence that Chi Mo simply doesn't know where to start.

"I don't know what kind of person your father is in your heart. In fact...we haven't talked properly for a long time." Sirius narrowed his eyes, and his eyes fell on the front without focus, as if Remembering something. "It's been a long, long time... He doesn't understand me, and of course, I don't understand him... Our ideas contradict each other, and we both firmly believe that our choice is right... Of course, the facts have also proved that I am the right one ...I am still standing here, but he does not know where he will sleep forever..."

Chi Mo glanced at the man beside him, then quickly looked away, looking at the ground under his feet without making a sound.

"I don't understand what he thinks. He was very obedient when he was a child, but when he grows up, he becomes like that." An anxious expression began to appear on Sirius' face, and there was a hint of saying in his words Out of contempt, even the speed of speech began to speed up. "You should have heard about the Black family, right? After all, you have inherited him."

"Have you been back to the old house and met my mother, your grandmother? Are you scared by her?" Sirius smiled mockingly, "She has always been like that, extremely stubborn, can't listen They, I mean, her and my father, thought You-Know-Who was right, and they were all in favor of preserving the purity of the wizarding blood, getting rid of Muggle-borns, and putting the pure-bloods in power."

Every dispute between him and his family when he was young seemed to be right in front of his eyes, obviously it was already 20 years ago, but he felt that those words kept echoing in his ears, and the hysterical scream of that woman almost cut through him eardrum - "Nizi! You Nizi!"

From an elegant lady to an unreasonable crazy woman, this was something that Sirius had never thought of before, but it happened to his mother.

"They are staunch supporters of the mysterious man, and they treat what he said as the truth like a lunatic, which is simply unreasonable." On the back of the clenched fist, the veins bulged, and the distorted and prominent intercourse faithfully reflected The state of mind of his master at the moment. "The ancient and noble Black family has been rotten from the bones!"

Seeing Sirius getting emotional, Chi Mo calmed down instead.He looked very seriously at the tall man standing in front of him who was disappointed in his family, and asked calmly, "And then? Then, what did you do?"

"Then?" Sirius subconsciously repeated Chi Mo's question, the loss of consciousness caused by the interruption flashed through the dark gray eyes, but he quickly came back to his senses, wanted to laugh but didn't know why he didn't When he came out, the muscles on his face were squeezed together weirdly, making his facial expression look a little out of balance. "Then, I left him. I left this place where I was suffocating."

"No, I shouldn't have said that." Sirius' tone suddenly brightened, "Since I went to Hogwarts and Gryffindor, in their eyes, I was an outlier. That summer in the fifth grade After I ran away from home, my dear old mother destroyed my name from the tapestry~ She simply removed me from the name. Just right, I have had enough.” When Xi said this Reese, his face was indifferent.

For a while, both of them fell silent.

After a while, Sirius spoke again, talking about Regulus.

"It's Regulus that confuses me," he said. "I didn't expect him to be right about You-Know-Who's ridiculous ideas. I remember him being a Death Eater when he was sixteen. Heh, I think my parents must be extremely relieved by this, and feel that Regulus is their pride—after a traitor like me appeared in the Black family."

Sirius tilted his head, "It should be said that since Regulus entered Slytherin, their eyes have always stayed on him. Regulus is a good boy, and he has always made his mother Satisfied. The Black family has always been Slytherin, except for me." At this point, Sirius paused, turned his head to look at Chi Mo, and then chuckled, "Of course, there is one more you now, but , don't worry, it can't be worse. I think Hufflepuff will satisfy them more than Gryffindor."

The pair of pure black eyes like Regulus stared straight at him, but the owner of these eyes did not have the slightest smile on his face. The smile on Sirius' face gradually stiffened, and the corners of his mouth curled up. The arc became smaller and smaller until it was smoothed out, and the owner of those eyes did not move away.

Sirius opened his mouth inexplicably, but didn't know what to say. He was disappointed to find that the joke he just said didn't succeed in amusing his nephew—if Harry was here, he would definitely be with James. The same, put his shoulders together, and laughed together.

"Why did you leave Black's house?" Chi Mo didn't feel puzzled, but simply wanted to hear the answer from Sirius himself. "Is this what you hoped for?"

"Of course." Sirius replied. "Why stay there? No one welcomes me there."

Chi Mo asked, "Is that so? Really, is there no one?"

Thinking that Regulus was Chi Mo's father after all, and that Regulus hadn't done anything to him at that time except telling him not to quarrel with his mother, Sirius frowned and took a while to answer. road. "Maybe, Regulus is not, but he is on their side. He is a faithful believer of the mysterious man, and he worships him crazily. To me, there is no difference between him and them."

Sirius took a deep look at Chi Mo. "There will never be a day when we will understand each other." In the past, it was because of the increasingly acute contradictions, but now, it is because they have all died in the ground and will never have another chance.No chance for them to realize how wrong they were.

"Why would you choose to leave when you have opposing positions?" Chi Mo looked at Sirius as if surprised, "Didn't you think of staying, helping your family, and getting out of that quagmire together? "

Sirius frowned, "As I said, they are stubborn and self-defeating. They are hopeless. You haven't seen their madness, so you won't understand."

"Because you think they are unreasonable and hopeless, so you chose to leave alone?" In that case, you who walked away gracefully, have you ever considered the situation of your family members?Chi Mo couldn't help raising the volume, and said angrily, "Just because you think you can't understand each other, so you just watch them die?!"

Ignoring Sirius' discolored face, Chi Mo sneered. "You know, don't you? You know they're going to get no good after that man, you know everything, but you leave them anyway because you think they're too stubborn to listen to you, so You just gave them up, didn't you?!"

At the very beginning, he felt that Sirius was unlucky enough, he believed in the wrong person, and ended up getting himself into prison, where he spent more than ten years in prison for nothing; after that, he vaguely guessed that Sirius and Regulus The relationship is not very harmonious, Sirius has been able to return to the sun, and Regulus can only stop in the dark, he just feels aggrieved by Regulus, jealous of Sirius who has suffered so much; Now, after reading newspapers for nearly 20 years, Chi Mo, who has a general understanding of the beginning and process of the incident, finally couldn't help becoming angry after hearing Sirius' words.

"Aren't you family members!?" Chi Mo asked him loudly, "Before the danger happens, your choice is to abandon your family and choose to be alone?!"

"I didn't!" Sirius couldn't help but raised his voice and roared.hell!He didn't even think about it that way!No matter how much he hated them, he never thought of letting them die! "What do you know?! Do you know what happened at that time?!" People who have not experienced it are not qualified to charge him with such a crime.

"What's the situation? Did the mysterious man put a knife on your neck?! Are you only thinking about yourself?!" Chi Mo sneered at Sirius who was also mad. "You just walked away, have you ever thought about what will happen to them?!"

"Aren't you a brave Gryffindor?! Why, why don't you use your bravery, your justice, to protect your family?!"

After saying this, Chi Mo didn't look at Sirius who stayed where he was, and strode away from the place that almost made him lose control.

He was unaware of anything else Sirius did, except that he couldn't tolerate the attitude he took for granted when he talked about leaving the Black family.

People in the Black family seem to be born with a kind of obsession.

Bellatrix used it to gain power; Andromeda used it to pursue love; Narcissa used it to protect the family; Sirius used it to chase freedom and prove the justice he insisted on; when they all left, Regulus With this persistence, he guarded the whole family.