School flower is straight

Morality:

School belle, I can lend you my shoulder.

on Monday:

I don’t need o(￣ヘ￣o#)

When I returned to the dormitory from Coconut Grove on Monday, roommates Mao Yanting and Wu Tian had already returned from the library.

Now the two of them can finally face Zhou Yi's face calmly, and they will also respond to Zhou Yi's greetings.Originally returning to the dormitory tonight earlier than usual, the two of them thought that when they came back on Monday, they should also take the initiative to say hello first.

So when they heard the sound of keying in the key to open the door on Monday, Mao Yanting and Wu Tian were ready to say hello, staring at the dormitory door a little nervously.

In the end, Zhou Xiaohua found that there was already someone in the dormitory, and the moment she looked up in surprise, her pair of watery eyes, reddish nose tip and slightly pursed lips came into the sight of the two of them.

Zhou Yi blinked a few times in embarrassment, and pulled out a smile: "It's early tonight, it's so cold now, is there a lot of people in the library?"

Even if she didn't see it clearly, she could guess that Zhou Xiaohua was in a bad mood when she heard the slightly nasal voice.The two nodded knowingly and said that there were too many people, and went to "concentrate" on reading, as if they didn't see anything.

At this moment, someone pushed the door open again.Looking back on Monday, it turned out to be Cao Ning.

After Cao Ning was picked up by Mo Rui, the two went to see a movie first.Cao Ning was not very clear about the content of the movie, because when he left the movie theater, his head was left with nothing but mud.When Mo Rui drove back to Mo's house, he passed the school gate. Cao Ning's consciousness was rescued from the paste, and he remembered that he forgot to bring the drawing, and he had to hand in the design drawing on Monday, so he went back to the dormitory to get the drawing.

Cao Ning's temperament does not like to talk, and he is not a proactive and enthusiastic person.Not to mention Mao Yanting and Wu Tian, ​​they basically only have books in their eyes, and they still find you annoying when you talk to them.So this dormitory, before moving back on Monday, basically didn't talk much to each other.

Now Cao Ning and Zhou Yi are considered to be friends, and they also work part-time together. Cao Ning really couldn't ignore the expression on Zhou Yi's face when he entered the door.

He looked at the other two roommates, then turned to ask Zhou Yi: "My friend found a good place, I'm going to sketch there tomorrow, do you want to come together?"

He didn't want to stay in the dormitory on Monday, and he definitely wouldn't go to the rented room outside. It would be nice to go out and relax tomorrow, so he nodded.

"He's waiting for me outside now, we can stay at his house tonight."

Cao Ning took the drawing, packed two pieces of clothes on Monday, and followed Cao Ning out of the dormitory garden area.

Mao Yanting and Wu Tian heaved a sigh of relief after seeing the two grass school beauties leaving the door.Emma, ​​Zhou Xiaohua's weeping expression is too scary, and now her heart is still beating wildly, and she can't calm down.No, I have to find some pictures of beauties on the Internet to wash my eyes, those are the real beauties!

On Monday, I followed Cao Ning into Mo Rui's car.Cao Ning explained to Mo Rui that he wanted to go to the sketching place with his friends.Mo Rui didn't say anything, he nodded and said hello to Zhou, and then drove them back to Mo's house.

When he arrived at Mo's house, Mo Rui asked the housekeeper to clean up a guest room for Monday.On Monday, I thought I would sleep in the same room with Cao Ning.

Cao Ning sent him to the guest room on Monday, and agreed with him what time to leave tomorrow morning. When he walked out of the guest room, he turned back and said slowly: "Go to bed early. Whether you are hungry, sick, or in a bad mood , everything can pass when you fall asleep. Well, I have been like this since I was a child, and it works quite well."

Why don't you want to close your eyes and open them on Monday, and all your troubles will be gone.But ever since I remembered what happened that night, all the forgotten memories have come back, and I always linger in my dreams. The more I recall, the harder it is to calm down.

Especially after hearing Fang Jiazhi's words of liking tonight.

So what are the things I did before?

Looking back on everything before on Monday, I feel that I am ridiculously stupid, and even more pathetic.

For a whole summer vacation, Fang Jiazhi forbade anyone to contact him.After school started, no one was seen every weekend.Zhou Yi asked him what he was doing, but he couldn't get an answer.The two can only see each other during class, that is, from Monday to Friday, but Fang Jiazhi often looks tired and irritable.

On Monday, I became more and more anxious and restless.

I always wondered if I was bored to the extreme, but because of the agreement, Fang Jiazhi couldn't be separated from him, so he had to avoid himself.He might still like girls, and they might be together every day during those holidays.And no matter how he dresses up, he is still a man.Or a gay he hated.

I look in the mirror every day on Monday, and I almost don't recognize the man with his head hanging down, his face sad, and his clothes indistinguishable.

When it came to the freshmen's military training party, although there was a dark history of wearing women's clothing and dancing, Monday was more willing to regard it as the first anniversary of their relationship.He knew that Fang Jiazhi would definitely not like to celebrate this kind of day, so he just had fun secretly by himself, and he was in a good mood all day.

It's just that after hearing the title of the song played by Fang Jiazhi, he lied on Monday, saying that he had something to do and had to leave.

He doesn't want to hear it.unwilling to listen.

I found a corner near the backstage to stay alone, thinking about nothing, not wanting to think about anything.Fang Jiazhi is his.It can only be his.The person he has guarded for two years, the only person he has ever been tempted by, no one can take it away.

Estimating that the time is almost up, Zhou Yi tidied up his mood and happily prepared to find Fang Jiazhi.

"Fang Jiazhi, I, I like you!"

It seems that this is indeed a sufficiently hidden corner, so it was chosen by the girls as a place to confess.

Monday didn't go through.

If he went over, the three of them would be embarrassed, and Fang Jiazhi would also be angry.And this situation is also very normal. It is not the first time that Fang Jiazhi has been confessed by others. Zhou Yi knew that Fang Jiazhi would definitely reject her.Most definitely.Because Fang Jiazhi said that unless he broke up with him on Monday, he would never separate from him.

Clenched fists on Monday: I will never let go!

"I've always been with Monday." Fang Jiazhi's voice.

Hearing this reason, Zhou Yi suddenly wanted to laugh, but he couldn't tell whether he was angry or happy.Don't make any messy posts on the school forum tomorrow.

The girl's voice was still firm: "Everything said on the forum is false, I know. Even if you are really together, I also know that you dated him because you lost a bet with Zhou Yi! Fang Jiazhi, I'm serious." I really like you! Don't say that Monday is a boy, even if you really have a girlfriend, as long as you don't have someone you like, I won't give up!"

Fang Jiazhi's tone was still calm: "Who said I don't have anyone I like."

Monday's heart ached.really……

"...You! You're a liar!" Zhou Yi felt that his inner voice overlapped with the girl's shrill voice.I don't want to believe it.

Fang Jiazhi's tone was impatient: "You are not worthy of me lying for you."

what about me?I am willing to be deceived by you for the rest of my life.

"I...I, I don't believe...who is she?"

On Monday, he wanted to hear the name of the person who made him grit his teeth with hatred and go crazy with envy, but he was also afraid of confirming the existence of such a person.

"If you like her, why don't you be with her? You must be lying to me!"

No, maybe he wasn't lying.He just, just clings to him because of shameless me.

"Do whatever you want."

Left that place in the other direction.With a pale face on Monday, he turned into the backstage.Someone noticed his expression and asked in surprise, "Zhou Xiaohua, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

Looking up at the man on Monday, he shook his head in a daze.

The man was a little worried, and asked in a low voice: "Why don't I go find Fang Xiaocao for you? I saw him here just now."

Zhou Yi waved his hand: "Thank you, I'll just wait for him here. I'm fine, but I almost tripped outside just now and was scared."

That person was really busy, and after listening to what Zhou Yi said, he went to work on his own, and glanced at Zhou Yi from time to time until he saw Fang Jiazhi came back, so he went to work on his own.

Zhou Yi rubbed his face, put on a smiling face and watched Fang Jiazhi walk over.

Fang Jiazhi's tone was a little emotional: "Why did you go, and made me wait for you for a while. Anyway, I went back to the dormitory directly after playing. Since you don't have time to listen to me play, just go to work, why are you still here. "

Monday smiled and said nothing.

Fang Jiazhi glanced at him, then turned around: "Let's go."

The two of them were going back to the student dormitory garden area from the square where the party was held, and they would pass a coconut grove.It's a dating mecca in C University.When the weather is fine and you pass here in the evening, you will see couples embracing, holding hands, sitting next to each other and whispering, or kissing.

Even though he knew it was impossible, Zhou Yi suddenly had the idea of ​​wanting Fang Jia to kiss him.

He stopped.

"Fang Jiazhi, if you have someone you like, will you break up with me?"

"Am I the kind of person who doesn't keep promises? I said that unless you propose to break up, I don't care."

"...even if, all my life, I refuse to break up?"

"You talk a lot of nonsense today!"

"I've been holding on to you and won't let go, don't you hate me?"

"……You idiot!!!"

"……I see."

After a long time, "Fang Jiazhi, do you know what day it is?"

"Teacher's Day is over, and National Day hasn't come yet, what's your birthday?"

Today marks our one-year anniversary. 365 days ago, you promised to associate with me.But, it's been a year and we haven't even held hands properly...

"Fang Jiazhi, can you, can you..." Can you kiss me?

"Why are you squeaking!"

"Me, my dormitory is in front of me. I'm a little tired today. It's inconvenient to go back to the rental room. I..."

Still can't say it.It must be disgusting for a straight man to kiss someone of the same sex who likes him.I don't want him to think I'm disgusting... In fact, he has always been disgusting with me.Homosexuality is a pervert...

"Then go back to your dormitory."

"Yeah." Zhou Yi felt uncomfortable, "Fang Jiazhi... goodbye."

When I turned my head, I didn't dare to touch the eyes that hadn't shed tears in the past two years no matter how hard or uncomfortable it was. Even though my vision was blurred, I couldn't raise my hand, and I couldn't let Fang Jiazhi notice it.

It's embarrassing, really embarrassing.

He walked towards the dormitory without stopping.

There was no one in the dormitory, it was dark, and the lights were not turned on on Monday, so I dared to reach out and wipe away my tears, dug out the mats and sheets from the closet and put them on the bed, and then I lay down and covered my head with the sheets...

Don't like Fang Jiazhi any more on Monday, if this continues, he will only hate you more and more.

How nice you are not gay!If you don't like him, you can continue to be good friends and brothers.

In this way, he will still be willing to take care of you when you are sick, willing to teach you how to play, willing to teach those guys who mock you with you, and willing to take you home when you spend the holidays alone...

He really regards you as a brother, but you have such dirty thoughts.

If only I wasn't gay.

that would be nice.