black eden

"I really like you, Ivan..." Theon murmured, putting his hand on his cheek.

In an instant, a warm feeling spread all over the body along the fingertips, as if a small electric current was beating the heart. Du Yu felt the back of his hand was hot, and he couldn't help breathing faster.

This feeling is very similar to that day, the day Theon stood under the willow and confessed his love loudly.

The difference is that he is very clear at this moment what this feeling means - he has a longing for Theon deep in his heart, and he is willing to put his hand in Theon's palm like this to feel his warmth.

It's just, unbelievable...

Walking back to the apartment from the supermarket, the two remained silent for the rest of the way.

To Xi En's surprise, after Du Yu went upstairs, he opened the door and turned to him and asked, "Would you like to come in and sit down?"

Theon couldn't get back to his senses for a long time, he nodded blankly, and followed in.

Du Yu's room has always been like this, simple and clean, with the windows open, and the cool evening breeze wafting in the room, making people feel peaceful and comfortable.

Maybe it was the previous sentence that moved Du Yu, and Xi En couldn't help guessing.

That sentence was the strongest emotion in his heart, and it slipped out of his mouth inadvertently, but he didn't feel embarrassed. "I like Ivan, and I wish I could melt into his flesh and blood." Only then did he realize that he had so strongly hoped that the other party could experience this feeling.

Du Yu asked him to sit down on the sofa and turned to make tea.

After bringing two cups of hot green tea, they sat on the sofa together. Unfortunately, they were a little far away from him, almost sitting on both ends of the sofa.

Sean picked up his teacup, not knowing what to say.Obviously there are too many things I want to say, but I don't know how to say it when I get to the critical point.

"Actually, I thought about revenge." Du Yu said suddenly.

Xi En's hand trembled slightly, but remained silent, waiting for Du Yu's next words.

Du Yu turned away from the heavy topic, and said lightly, "It really shocked me to become what I am now." He leaned on the sofa, "Can you imagine that I saw myself in the mirror for the first time? A An old man who is nearly fifty years old, turned into a teenager in the blink of an eye..."

As he said that, he raised his hand and looked at it, as if he still couldn't believe that he had been reborn.

"I gave up after that." He turned to look at Theon, "Since I can choose my life again, why do I still have to go the same way? It's not fair to him to use Du Yu's body to avenge Ivan. What do you say, Theon?"

Hearing his name, Xi En turned his head subconsciously, but found something clear in Du Yu's eyes.

Is it tears?Ivan is crying?

Sean couldn't sit still, wanted to hug him into his arms, but was afraid of the reaction that would be caused by touching him, so he hesitated for a while, but finally held back.

"You just said downstairs that I can see through everything and control everything, but in fact I can't even control my own direction." Du Yu sighed softly, full of exhaustion.

"You all think that Ivan is strong enough to conquer Mansandi's black... In fact, what he fears most is those blacks, and he conquers them in order to escape. If he had a choice, he would never touch those... ..."

It was the first time that I said so many words, and it was my heart that I had never confided before. My throat was a little tired, but my emotions gradually relaxed.

Theon suddenly understood what he meant by saying this - blaming him, dragging him back into the Mafia struggle.It was even harsher than the previous sentence "want revenge".

That's right...from the time Du Yu met him, was kidnapped by Asak, insulted by Morel, and involved in a campus firefight, nothing a normal person could bear.

It turns out that my closeness will only increase the pressure and troubles on Du Yutu. It turns out that I have been wishful thinking for so long, but I am pushing his heart farther and farther...

Suddenly, I was very afraid of what Du Yu would say, as if the next sentence would be "Don't come to me again, Sean".

But he didn't say anything, took a sip of tea, and the atmosphere fell silent.

Du Yu fiddled with the teacup casually, a little carelessly.

Speaking of this level, Sean should understand what he meant, right?

He doesn't want to be regarded as Ivan anymore, if Theon really cares about him, stop calling that name, ignore his past, and just treat him as Du Yu.

He felt that he was probably somewhat dependent on Theon. Although he had been reluctant to admit it, the fact was that when he was kidnapped by Isaac, it was Theon who rescued him in the end; it was also Theon who stood up to protect him when he was insulted by Morel; And after the exchange of fire on campus, Xi En just stood under the gun without any scruples, saying the sad and heroic words of "willing to die for him"...

Du Yu couldn't imagine how much this man had paid for him in places he couldn't see?

And Sean can't forget Ivan's name, since when did he become obsessed with him?

Suddenly feeling a shadow looming over him, Du Yu was startled, his wrist was strangled, the teacup was overturned, and the light green tea splashed all over the table.

"What are you doing?" Du Yu wanted to shake off his wrist, but Xi En twisted him to the side, and he fell on his back on the sofa, and then his other hand was also grabbed, and Xi En's leg pressed against him, not giving him any help. Any chance he had to struggle, firmly pushed him against the arm of the sofa.

"I don't want to hear what's next!" Theon stared at him, his voice full of domineering and domineering, "I've given you countless chances, why don't you accept me?"

While growling, he had already buried his face in his chest, and exhaled a large amount of hot air through his shirt.

Du Yu was too shocked to speak.

Du Yu never thought that Xi En, who was holding his hand downstairs and staring at him with affectionate but begging eyes, would lose control.At least for so long together, this kind of thing has never happened.

"Do you really think I'll wait for your answer?" Theon smiled, with a strong desire for control in his eyes, "You don't have the right to choose, Ivan, this is my territory!"

He twisted Du Yu's struggling hands together and pressed them hard on the sofa. With the other hand, he roughly tore open his shirt. greedy.

Du Yu was startled by a series of his actions so that his brain went blank. When he came back to his senses, he wanted to lift his foot to kick him, but he immediately grabbed his knee and pushed it out, and then he squeezed his whole body over and pressed between his legs.

"Do you know what you're doing?!" Du Yu yelled.

"Of course I know!" Sean raised his head and kissed his lips, "I want you, now!"

This is an absolute disaster!

Xi En's sudden violent behavior made Du Yu's whole body tremble.

Before he had time to think about the reason, the touching of all the sensitive parts was as painful as a cramp, and he struggled with all his strength, hitting Theon's head with his elbow.

"Boom!" With a sound, Theon's head was bumped away.

Du Yu was panting violently, seeing Xi En slowly turn his face back, his eyes were flushed with lust.

"I won't let you go." Theon's voice was hoarse, and his hot breath hit Du Yu's face, trying to seduce him, "I know you like me too, you won't refuse, right?"

Du Yu gritted his teeth, and said "I refuse!" Before he could say it, Xi En's face suddenly approached, and he grabbed his lips, tearing them back and forth.

What the hell is going on with this bastard? !

Aldrich's face instantly appeared in Du Yu's mind, and his eyes widened with suffocating fear.

But the aura in front of him was different from Aldrich's, it was clearly bullying and domineering, but at the moment it became extremely gentle, gently wrapping around his lips, moving slowly, only lingering around the periphery.

This is not Aldrich, Du Yu knew it well, but still couldn't restrain the trembling in his heart.

Seeing that he was no longer struggling, but his body was extremely stiff, Xi En didn't make any further movements, but kissed him gently on the lips, soft and long, as if he wanted to kiss until the other party opened his heart.

It took a lot of risk tonight, and until now, Theon's heart is beating wildly.

He was sure that Du Yu could accept him. The only barrier between them was not Mansandi's mafia, but Du Yu's psychological defense. Otherwise, Du Yu would not always use "identity difference" as an excuse. But never reject him directly.

Finally stopped kissing, Xi En leaned his head up, put his forehead against Du Yu's, gently rubbed it, and whispered: "Ivan, you are mine, and you will always be mine..."

Du Yu was still in shock, but most of the shock at this moment was caused by Xi En's violent and intimate attitude, and a small part was because...he found himself possessed by this kiss, I don't know why.

As soon as the hands that were held above his head loosened, Du Yu immediately pushed him away and covered his mouth.

The light bulb in the living room flickered, and the light was actually mixed with an ambiguous atmosphere.

For the first time, Du Yu felt that it was necessary to change a brighter light bulb and prepare an electric baton under the sofa.

"Come on, I'm not over yet..." Xi En suddenly showed an innocent expression, looked down and hinted at Du Yu.

Unexpectedly, Du Yu kicked him unceremoniously, and he staggered and fell to the ground, almost vomited out his dinner.

"Go!!" followed by a roar.

The thing that stood up under Theon was almost frightened, but unfortunately it didn't, so he just sat on the ground for a while, looking at Du Yu pitifully.

In fact, there is no intention, to be able to kiss is already unexpected, but I am a little reluctant to leave.

Du Yu nestled on the sofa, still covering her mouth, stiff for a while, then stood up abruptly, strode into the bedroom, and slammed the door.

The whole process was so loud that the roof trembled.

Theon stared at him until the door blocked his view, then slowly raised his hand to touch his upper lip, feeling a little lucky and satisfied in his heart.

He guessed right, Du Yu couldn't refuse him at all.

Those seemingly indifferent words and deeds were just Du Yu trying to escape from himself, and what he really wanted in his heart, as long as he ruthlessly teased him, it would come out.