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Finally, when the cool night wind blew over his slightly drooping hair, he heard the man in front of him who was always indifferent and never expressed his emotions easily say in a cold voice: "Of course she can't be compared with you, kind."

Hua Zelei was overjoyed for a moment, but he restrained it for a moment, not letting the overly obvious emotion in his heart show to the outside, but obviously, Chang Yan did not miss the corner of his mouth that could not be restrained slightly raised.

"You're just being vague, Chang." Hua Zelei pretended to be dissatisfied, wanting to hear a more precise positioning, so as to satisfy the vague intentions that had already emerged in his heart.

Chang Yan didn't give him this chance, and he didn't intend to continue to compete with him for verbal victory or defeat, so he asked indifferently: "Muye and I can only be called acquaintances, haven't we known each other for more time than her?" ?” So there is no need to doubt the importance of the two of them in my heart.

Hua Zelei knew what he wanted to express, but he just felt unwilling. On the other hand, he also knew that Chang Yan was not the kind of person who likes to mess around with others, so even though he was still a little bit disappointed, he didn't continue to pester him in the end. go down.

Chang Yan didn't think too much about the irrationality behind his excitement tonight, because since he had received the long-awaited instructions from the will of the world, it meant that he had not been in this world for long, so there was no The plot character who needs to pay too much attention to this world.

After discussing with Mocha, he decided that since he already had the prerequisites for doing it, he could let Mocha get in touch with Noya Maki, the traverser, so as not to change later.

After all, to be honest, since the party that day, he always felt a little restless, as if he had accidentally overlooked some important details.

But in the past few days, he hasn't heard from Hua Zelei that any major incidents have happened. The only thing that makes him quite strange is that the other party has come to him more and more frequently recently, and the other party has nothing important to say. It's not like he just came to sleep like before, but he is full of energy, but he always stares at him unconsciously...

But every time he asked him what's wrong, he just shut up and didn't say anything about what was going on in his heart, but just looking at his dimly lit eyes, he knew that the other party was definitely not what he said I didn't even think about it.However, Chang Yan is not the kind of person with strong curiosity, so he didn't hold on to this point after asking a few questions but failed. Contradictory look of slight loss.

——So what's going on?

Chang Yan couldn't figure it out.

"By the way, Lei, didn't you say that Fujido Shizuka will leave Japan for France in a few days?" What he meant was——why are you still here with me?

Hua Zelei was lying on his back on the couch at his home, and was reading a book in comfort, but when he heard this, he couldn't help being stunned, and was about to refute and ask him if he wasn't welcome here, but The words he wanted to utter finally turned a corner in his mouth and became: "Well, yes, she is leaving the day after tomorrow." After saying this, he deliberately glanced at Chang Yan who was sitting on the other side, and said "Actually, I'm considering whether to go with her." Suddenly blurted out.

Chang Yan raised his eyebrows in surprise. He didn't quite understand why the plot was still relevant now. Before him, Hua Zelei had always shown that he was no longer interested in Fujitang Jing, but now he said I didn't want to go to a foreign country with my sweetheart...

But his expression and movements made Huazelei misunderstand. Seeing that he didn't speak, Huazelei felt a little flustered in his heart. Should he be happy or disappointed? After such a hesitation, some clues naturally appeared on his face.

He hasn't decided what to say here, but Chang Yan, who has been repeatedly guessed by him, asked in a leisurely manner: "What's the matter? Judging by your expression, you haven't decided whether to go or not? You're very conflicted?"

When Hua Zelei was asked by him, he came back to his senses, because he felt uncomfortable and didn't dare to face him directly, so he just covered his face with the book and said vaguely: "Well...it's not decided yet."

Chang Yan thought about it for a while, and then asked: "You still like Fujido Jing, don't you?" Otherwise, why would you follow her to France, where you are not familiar, for no reason?

Hua Zelei became more courageous at this time, he removed the book covering his eyes, and only looked at Chang Yan with a pair of eyes, the eyes were full of radiance, and he didn't procrastinate: "No, I don't like Jing."

"Then why do you want to go to France with her?" Chang Yan couldn't figure it out.

Hua Zelei rolled his eyes and said, "It's Jing who invited me to play in France." He told a little lie, but he wasn't worried about being found out by the other party.

Chang Yan said in his heart that it was so, and nodded and said: "Then it depends on what you want."

Hua Zelei took some of the books off her face, revealing a small tip of her nose, "Do you want me to go?" Her tone was full of curiosity.

Chang Yan saw that he had been lying on the sofa for a long time, and he had taken off his coat, leaving only a white shirt on his body, which looked very thin, so he conveniently covered him with the blanket placed beside him, and answered His question: "I have nothing to think about or not, you can go if you want, and don't go if you don't want to."

Hua Zelei was a little dissatisfied with his indifference, but he was warmed by his action of covering her with a blanket, so she had no choice but to rub her chin against the soft blanket, and muttered in a low voice: " So cunning—”

"En?" He spoke in such a low voice that Chang Yan didn't hear clearly. He only knew that he had opened his mouth, so he took advantage of the convenience of his posture and leaned down to approach him, shortening the distance between the two of them a lot, "You said What?"

Hua Zelei looked at a profile face in front of him and felt a little dazed, but the throbbing of the other party's warm breath on his face made him stop the unstoppable thoughts in his mind in time, and quickly cheered up He replied, "Nothing, just talking to myself."

But he knew it was wrong to speak this way, because originally Chang Yan was very close to him because he wanted to hear his words clearly, and this opening of his mouth directly made the breaths of the two people entangled, and he stared blankly at the distance from each other With black pupils only a few centimeters close and a tall nose, I just feel my heart beating like a drum, but I can't take my eyes off the two people who are glued together.

Something seemed to be ignited in the air, and the temperature around them rose rapidly, but nothing seemed to happen, only the atmosphere around them changed, becoming a bit more ambiguous than before and sticky.

Huaze only felt that his mind was covered by a piece of cloth. At this moment, he couldn't think about anything. There were unclear things around him. Only the person in front of him is real, and only the person in front of him is real. He can see clearly his facial features.

Chang Yan couldn't help but feel that the atmosphere between the two of them was a bit weird, but for some reason, looking at the other's light-colored eyes, he felt inexplicably soft-hearted and touched, and he even saw the silent expression in the other's eyes. Out of dependence and obsession with him...

--etc!Relying on... infatuation? !

Chang Yan straightened up suddenly, and looked at Hua Zelei who hadn't recovered from his eyes probing. When he saw the expression on the other person's face, his expression changed a little, but he didn't say anything, but looked at the other person's clear eyes. Before getting up, she bent down again, and when Huaze Lei subconsciously asked "what's the matter", she reached out to touch his cheek, and slowly approached him under his staring eyes, while holding his face The fingers of his left hand caressed his pale pink lips, a series of hints that he wanted to kiss him next...

Hua Zelei, who didn't know why, was startled by his sudden movement. Before he realized anything, his body had already responded for him-immediately closed his eyes tightly, and his eyelashes were still unceasingly. Trembling, the pink lips also became gorgeous because of the emotional relationship-a look of nervousness but no rejection.

Seeing this, what else does Chang Yan not understand?

Even though he usually has a high IQ and EQ, but he is very slow to things related to his own emotional problems, at this time, we can see Hua Zelei's strange feelings for him.

So he let go of the hand holding the other's cheek, and sighed almost inaudibly.

After waiting for a while full of anxiety and anticipation, Huazelei finally realized something was wrong. Chang Yan's delayed next move made his heart sink. He hesitated for a while and opened his eyes suddenly, but in the When I met the other party's expressionless face, I felt even more confused.

He forced a smile, "What's the matter, Chang?"

Chang Yan didn't cooperate with him to pretend to be stupid, but only looked at him with complicated eyes for a moment, then shifted his gaze, and said in a tone that could not be refuted: "It's getting late, you should go back."

Hua Zelei stared at him with wide eyes, but only got him to turn around mercilessly. His heart was cold for a while, so he no longer cared about hiding anything and restraining anything. He sat up from the sofa in a panic, holding the book in his hand. He didn't feel anything when he fell to the ground, he just remembered that he had to immediately stop the man in front of him who wanted to stay away from him: "Chang!"

Seeing that the other party stopped but still didn't look back at him, the bitterness in Hua Zelei's heart began to permeate, and it even made his breathing a little difficult. He gritted his teeth and said, "What do you mean?!"

Chang Yan didn't turn his head back and said, "It's just that it's time for you to leave."

Hua Zelei said decisively: "What if I don't leave?"

Chang Yan paused, and finally said: "Then do whatever you want."——as if it was a compromise.

But Hua Zelei knew that this was not a compromise, but really "whatever he wants" - no matter what he wanted to do, the other party would not intervene, and at the same time there would be no response.

He clenched his fists tightly, and his slightly trembling body revealed his emotional state at this moment. He stared at Chang Yan's tall back, thinking that this person would only get farther and farther away from him in the future, he suddenly felt a mist of water rushing up in front of him. , making his vision blurred...

"Often..." His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and it was very difficult to call the other party.

Hearing his extremely low and vague cry, Chang Yan felt mixed feelings in his heart. He couldn't help but want to look back at him, but he had to work hard to restrain this urge, and could only convince himself in his heart that he would kill him immediately. Mess is the best way to do it.

"Chang——" Hua Zelei didn't give up, and continued to call him, not just once, but kept calling him: "Chang, Chang, Yan... Ayan—" In the end, he couldn't stand this The only one who made a monologue like a clown, could only vent his eyes and shouted: "Why don't you dare to look back at me?! Don't you think I'm so disgusting!? Even looking at me I don't even bother to look at-"

As soon as he finished speaking, the drops of water in his eyes slid down silently, his face was flushed with emotion, but his lips were bitten white by his lower teeth, and there was even a bruise on it. There was a row of tooth marks.

Chang Yan finally turned around to look at him, but his usual calm eyes now darkened, and there were unknown waves in his eyes, and he calmly distinguished: "I don't have these thoughts, please calm down first. "

Hua Zelei took a step forward and wanted to grab his hand, but he quickly dodged it, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, he calmed down, stared into Chang Yan's eyes, and said: "You know Yes, right?"

It should be an interrogative sentence, but he used an affirmative tone, and didn't give Chang Yan Gu Zuo any other chance to speak. He directly tore the window paper in the middle, and said in an irrefutable tone: "You know, I like it. You, right."

Chang Yan was silent for a while, then nodded and said "En".Other than that, there was no other response.

Hua Zelei gritted her teeth and took a step forward, but this time she didn't try to touch him again, but just stood closer to him, with her eyes level with him, "Do you think I'm disgusting? Do you think I like the upper body Is it a disgraceful thing for you of the same sex?" His tone was very angry.

Chang Yan pursed his lips, "I didn't think so."

"Then why did you distance yourself from me?!" Huaze Lei waved his hands unbearably, with a suppressed tone, "Is it wrong for me to even like someone—"

Chang Yan's eyebrows frowned, and his tone was hesitant and complicated, "Since I already know what you think, I should naturally distance myself from you to avoid misunderstanding."

"What misunderstanding? What misunderstanding between us?" Hua Zelei didn't understand, "I just misunderstood whether you hate me."

"Misunderstanding——" Chang Yan raised his eyes to look at him, all kinds of thoughts flashed through his eyes, and finally there was only a layer of helplessness left, and then finished this sentence: "—I also have the same emotion for you."

——Perhaps he has a so-called good impression of Hua Zelei invisibly, but it is far from the level of "liking", not to mention that the two of them are people from two worlds anyway. Fall in love together?It's almost like telling a bad joke, although it is not funny in the current situation, and it may even be cruel to someone.

Hua Zelei suddenly lost his voice, but when he looked carefully, he found that his face had turned from red to pale in an instant, his eyes that were originally full of fire had dimmed silently, his hands were drooping down, and his slender body under the white shirt At this time, the shape is even more fragile, as if it is on the verge of falling.

Chang Yan frowned slightly, but opened his mouth slightly, and finally closed his mouth to remain silent, intending to give the other party time to think clearly.

I don't know how long it took, Hua Zelei looked up at him with white lips, "Is it impossible for you to like me? Are you so sure that you won't change your mind in the future?"

Chang Yan sighed, and looked back at him, "Lei, I can't talk about the future, I can only say that I really don't mean it now."

Huazelei's complexion improved, and he tried to put on a smile, a weak but amazing smile, "That means I still have a chance, doesn't it?"

"Like—" Chang Yan frowned and wanted to say something, but after seeing the other party's stubborn expression, he changed what he wanted to say into a sigh.

"I won't give up, and you shouldn't give up on this possibility so early." Before leaving, Hua Zelei looked at him persistently with those eyes that were as bright as glass, with a firm tone.

Chang Yan didn't refute, and didn't pour cold water on him, but he knew in his heart that no matter how deep the other party's feelings for him are now, after he finally leaves this world, it will return to zero, turn into nothingness, and be forgotten in the corner. Maybe he was the only one who remembered it at the end.

He thought very calmly, his heart was empty.

When he was leaning against the door in a daze, a soft ball approached his feet quietly, raised a furry face when he looked at him, and made a "meow".

【Ayan, what are you worrying about meow~】

Chang Yan looked down at it, without any emotion in his eyes, "There is nothing."

[Then when are we going to find that Noya Maki? 】

Chang Yan closed his eyes slightly, then opened them again, he knelt down and rubbed Mocha's head lightly, his tone was so calm that no one would suspect that his heart was so calm: "Just tomorrow, we will take the initiative to find her. "

——It was time to end all of this, and now there was no reason to delay.