Quick wear don't collapse

After returning to the dormitory, Chang Yan was not surprised to find that Gao Meinan and Huang Taijing were not there. As for the rest of Jiang Xinyu, he didn't know where he went, so in a sense, there were only these two lonely men left in the room. The widow... Of course, these two dull guys didn't think of anything dirty at all, they just felt that the temperature in the space had risen a little bit, and their bodies were warmed up, and everything else was normal.

But just after y, who was rushed to take a bath, came out of the bathroom, he actually smelled a long-lost aroma!That is clearly the taste of that ramen restaurant's super spicy ramen!

His brightened eyes immediately locked onto Chang Yan who was sitting in the living room... the two takeaway boxes in front of the table, the aroma came from there!

He immediately rushed to the small table impatiently, staring at the two sets of ramen, his tone excited: "Hey, is that the ramen? Ayan? Is it the one I like the most? You can't tell." Do I eat spicy food?" While talking, he did not forget to secretly reach out to one of the takeaway boxes.

But Chang Yan slapped his hand off quickly with sharp eyes, and then said, "It's indeed the ramen restaurant you mentioned, but I didn't say it would make you eat spicy food."

"...Eh?" Y's eyes widened in puzzlement, the meaning he wanted to express was obvious—if you don't give it to him, who will eat it?

Then Chang Yan lifted the lid of the packing box, and a more intense aroma came out y took a closer look, only to find that one of the bowls of ramen noodles was covered with a layer of bright red oil, which looked appetizing Doubled, but the other bowl is extremely light clear soup ramen, which is in stark contrast to the spicy bowl of ramen—and combined with Chang Yan's words, it's hard to guess which one is his...

He felt that Glass's heart was broken in an instant, and he was about to protest, but in the end he was defeated by Chang Yan's menacing eyes, and he sucked up the bowl of clear soup ramen with his heart full, but his eyes The child is still stuck to Chang Yan's red oil ramen, very persistent.

But Chang Yan was unmoved, and still ate the ramen in a leisurely manner, but he was not very good at spicy food, and soon he was sweating on his forehead, his face turned red, and he was caught by the spicy feeling. Y, who had been paying attention to him all the time, looked straight at him.

Seeing that the movement of sandwiching noodles slowed down, y immediately dropped the bowl of ramen noodles with clear soup and little water, walked up to him, pulled his sleeves and said in a dragging voice: "Ayan—you can't even eat spicy food. , how about we exchange it! I can eat spicy food very well! This little bit of spicy food is not a problem at all--" Barabara tried to eat his beloved ramen into his mouth with a "justifiable reason" .

"Don't think I don't know what you're thinking." Chang Yan felt his tongue was a little numb, and his voice was a little hoarse. The hoarse voice slipped past y's ears, making him feel a numbness in his heart for no reason, but He still insisted on his face and said: "I just want to eat—" while blinking his big eyes desperately.

Chang Yan stared at his longing face for a long while, then moved away from his seat, and said in a compromised way: "... Forget it, I can only eat a little." After that, he emphasized it as if he was afraid that it would not be enough. Again: "You can only eat a little."

"Oh!" Y didn't care what the "a little bit" referred to. After sitting down on the seat vacated by Chang Yan, he immediately picked up the chopsticks and ate quickly, and he stuffed the ramen noodles with bright red oil. Into his mouth, the strong spicy sensation exploded on the tip of his tongue, making his tongue numb and at the same time refreshing and comfortable, so hot that he couldn't help sticking out his tongue, but continued to eat, watching Chang Yan raised his eyebrows.

But y, who was supposed to be concentrating on eating, suddenly asked after a few mouthfuls: "But Ayan, why are you so nice to me today? Is there something wrong?"

"Huh?" Chang Yan's heart skipped a beat when he heard his sudden words, and he didn't know if it was a subconscious cover-up or something else, so he asked back, "Isn't it right for me to be nice to you?"

"I didn't mean that, I just felt—" y stopped eating noodles, tapped his chopsticks lightly on the edge of the plastic box, his voice was probably a little hoarse from eating spicy food, "Ah Yan is peaceful It's a little bit different, so it always feels like something is going to happen?"

Chang Yan still asked calmly: "What's the difference?"

"Ah, how should I put it—that is, if it is normal, today in this situation you said that you have a reason for not allowing me to eat chili, and you will persist in the end without compromising, but today you took a step back and indulged me... ..."

"I remember you were the one who kept talking about what to eat," Chang Yan interrupted him, "and you also acted like Feng Ling that if I didn't give you food, you would cry for me." He tried to use a teasing tone Let's skip this topic easily.

"That's right." Y smiled at him, surprisingly, he didn't jump up to refute his words as usual, but felt very different from usual, and looked inexplicably sad, "But generally Speaking of which, Ayan would say that he would take me to eat later, instead of meeting my request right away... The reason for this today is—" His voice trembled involuntarily, but he insisted on continuing: " ——Is it because of some accident, or because there is not enough time?"

As soon as these words came out, Chang Yan couldn't help breathing, not only because of his keenness, but also because of his bold associations, and because... what he guessed was damned in line with the facts!

This made him involuntarily look away and avoid staring at the other party.

——Nearly half of the month that was supposed to be there has now passed. If it wasn't for the excessive movement of the traverser, he should still have half a month to be with y.It's just that that woman is a ticking time bomb, she might suddenly pop out at any time and disrupt the whole plot. I had to find someone to monitor the other party and always pay attention to the other party's every move to prevent accidents.In addition, he also secretly told Mr. Ma and Coordi to be careful not to let any suspicious people get close to Gao Meinan and Anjell's... But in this way, he couldn't concentrate on cultivating feelings with y at all, and even It is not certain whether he will leave this world because of the time traveler who is always trying to make trouble, without even saying hello...

——Maybe it was because of this kind of psychology, guilt and helplessness that made him subconsciously choose to obey y's words unconditionally and satisfy all the other party's requirements that he could do. It's just that he didn't expect that it was just a change of mentality that y would notice so sensitively ...

Facing y's silent gaze, Chang Yan couldn't explain anything and could only keep silent.

Now y couldn't bear it anymore, he stood up abruptly and approached Chang Yan, looking down at him from top to bottom, his eye circles were a little red, his eyes seemed to be burning bright with anger, he seemed to want to All the depressed emotions that have been suppressed for a long time have been vented out and roared in a hoarse voice: "Didn't you explain?! Don't you want to comfort me and say that this is because I think too much? Every time it is so plausible, every time You don’t say anything, you don’t explain anything! Don’t you feel satisfied until the two of you are separated?! Is this the best ending in your heart! Do you have me in your heart!? You What the hell do you think I am, Chang Yan!?" The last two words hit Chang Yan's heart loudly, making his heart tingle.

The other party's persecution is not out of thin air, he should say something according to the situation and reason, but there is one more thing before making it clear——

"You...remember?" He didn't forget what the other party said just now.

"So what if you think about it, so what if you don't think about it?" Y's face showed a melancholy expression that wouldn't easily appear on his face, "No matter who I am, you won't stop for me, right?"

——Every time he watched the other party leave, every time he was so powerless, really...enough...

"Since you know, then you should understand me..." Chang Yan frowned and tried to explain the Almighty Queen's system.

But y interrupted him: "I know, but I still want to hear from you, I want to know if you will explain to me, will you leave me as before... Now it seems I seem to be disappointed, don't I?" He smiled self-deprecatingly, "Haven't I learned enough lessons? How stupid..."

Chang Yan couldn't understand him like this, and there were thousands of words in his heart but he didn't know how to express them. He was silent for a while, and when the light in y's eyes was getting dimmer, he pursed his lips and said: "From the beginning From the beginning until now, I really have no intention of telling others the truth. After all, even if I tell everything, it will be useless, because the so-called ending is doomed, and it is impossible to break free from it with my own strength... So even though I know you are different, I still have no intention of changing my mind. The naive idea of ​​trying to subvert the established ending just by relying on personal efforts is simply futile, and one more powerless person is just redundant. "His voice was dry, with a melancholy and depression that could not be ignored.

I have to say that Chang Yan's "truth" was very hurtful. Y, who had expected to hear some words of guilt or comfort from the other party, was very disappointed. He lowered his head and looked at the ground, and said in a muffled voice: "So even if Are you destined to leave me alone, even though we are destined not to be together until the end, but you still choose to remain silent, do you want to leave without saying goodbye again? Even now that we have established a relationship?" No Giving the other party a chance to see the corners of his red eyes, he lowered his head vigorously, but with Chang Yan's current posture of looking up at him, it was easy to see his expression clearly, "No...you don't seem to define us either. It's the relationship between me... From the beginning to the end, I am self-righteous..."

——That kind of sad and sad expression almost hurt Chang Yan's heart, and made the calm and self-restraint he was so proud of suddenly useless.

In the next moment, when he thought that Chang Yan would still be so cold and ruthless in drawing the boundary between the two, his face was held up by someone, and his blank eyes were attracted by a pair of deep pupils that were close at hand. The complex emotions under those jet-black eyes seemed to be drowned by the slightest touch.

Chang Yan stared closely at his absent-minded eyes, completely unaware of how much struggle and hesitation flashed in his pupils, and said slowly, word by word: "It seems that you have forgotten what I said before... I Did I tell you when I saw you for the second time? When you think about it, I will tell you my heart. When I was sure of my heart, I didn’t want to be so uncertain. This is done, but at this time it seems that it is better to do it in advance—" Seeing that Y's eyes slowly widened following his words, he calmed down, his eyes became firm again, and he said slowly and extremely solemnly: " ——Remember, whether you are y in this world, Ryota Kise from the previous world, or Lei Hanazawa from the previous world, you are the one I like... I like you, no matter Who you are, no matter what will happen in the future, and no matter where you will be next time, I will find you and make you think of me again and fall in love with me again."

Shocked by this unexpected confession, y closed his eyes in disbelief, then clenched his teeth, his voice trembled uncontrollably, and there was water in his eyes, "But...you obviously planned to leave Yes! And you have no intention of telling me about this at all!" No matter from the strange feeling he felt or the growing uneasiness in his heart, the other party did have plans to leave.

——Don’t think that a confession can erase all this!

Chang Yan didn't deny it either, and nodded directly: "Yes, I really want to leave, but didn't the experience of these two worlds tell us? Even if we leave, we will still meet in the next world..." He rested his forehead on the opponent's head, his voice suddenly became low and deep, beating on Y's heart like a drumbeat, "I never like to say goodbye, because I am very worried that as my feelings for you get deeper and deeper, I will say goodbye to you I won't be able to bear the heart to leave you..." In the end, his voice changed, "And I have a premonition——"

——There is a premonition that all this will end soon...

"What?" Y sniffed and asked, feeling no longer as excited as before, as if he was persuaded by his words, and also as if he was tired of what he said later.

But Chang Yan stopped talking about this topic, "I can't say it for the time being, it's hard to say it." Just when he wanted to say what he thought of, the subconscious sense of crisis stopped him from speaking, which made him suspicious. Was it the limitations of the will of the world that were warning him.

Although y wanted to ask more questions, Chang Yan's expression made him thoughtful, and he didn't know what he thought of, but when he thought of the previous topic, he muttered dissatisfiedly: "But you did leave me suddenly before. One person is the master of Tang doctor!"

"At that time, I didn't know that you would have the memories of the past. After all, it is said that everyone will forget my existence. I didn't expect you to be that exception." Regarding this point, Chang Yan was quite calm. After confirming that the other party was indeed Before the people he met in the first two worlds, he hadn't revealed anything to them, at most he had tried vaguely.It's just that the result made it difficult for him to make up his mind. The only time he was sure was when he "confronted" Kise in the dark in the last world. Maybe the other party didn't realize it, but he did make a promise of--

If there is a next time, he will make it clear to him.

Y also knew that Chang Yan couldn't be blamed for not recognizing him. After all, at the beginning of arriving in a new world, he didn't even awaken his previous memories, so how could he recognize him?In the previous world, all he could do was rely on his sense of familiarity with Chang Yan for no reason to get close to him, and he didn't even fully recall it until the eve of Chang Yan's departure.As for this time...Chang Yan had already explained it just now.

In fact, after Chang Yan's explanation just now, he is no longer as resentful and angry as before, and his expression has gradually calmed down. Looking at him like this, Chang Yan knows that he has calmed down, and he has the intention to ask the whole story clearly.

"According to what you said, did you retain my relevant memories after I left? When no one else remembers me?"

y nodded without denying this.

"Then when did you break away from those two worlds? After I left, or—"

"It was after all the plots were over that my consciousness left the first two worlds." Y knew what he wanted to ask, so he said it all in one breath, "I feel like I have a kind of obsession with you, and this This feeling didn't start with 'Hua Ze Lei', it was only when I was 'Hua Ze Lei' that this feeling sublimated into love between couples, and then the relationship became more and more intense in these worlds. It got stronger and stronger until now."

"When I was 'Kise Ryota', I had no memory of being 'Hanazawa Lei' before I met you, and I was just living as 'Kise'. But since I met you, my The memory came back slowly, and as my feelings for you deepened and I got closer to you, I remembered more and more things... And in this world, I also had no memory of you at the beginning, but But I will subconsciously feel nostalgic for you, and your act of approaching me has become the catalyst for my memory to return, making me think of everything in a short time..."

Speaking of this, he pursed his lips and showed a complicated smile, "Speaking of which, it's all thanks to you." If it wasn't for the other party, I'm afraid he still has doubts and doubts about Chang Yan's feelings.

Chang Yan moved his finger and stroked his white and smooth side face, his expression was as calm as ever, "Then tell me, will you remember me next time? But even if you still don't remember, I will be like this time Came to find you the same."

y felt that his throat was blocked by something, he stared round his eyes, looked straight into Chang Yan's eyes with some stubbornness, his voice was mixed with a little nasal sound, "Even if you don't come to me, I won't let you go ! You still owe me, no matter what, you have to pay it back—”

"That's good." Chang Yan smiled relaxedly, rubbing his forehead against his forehead as if he was relieved from a heavy burden, and his slightly bent eyes were close to his, at a distance where the eyelashes of both of them could touch each other. At this time, he He added: "I'm really worried that I won't be able to find you, or you don't want to be found by me—" The tone was so intimate that she seemed to be coquettish with him.

Y suddenly felt sore and soft in his heart, and his heart was directly hit by his words, making his chest seem to be covered with warm and sweet honey water, making him at a loss as to what to do, but at the same time feeling inexplicably satisfied.

This made him couldn't help reaching out and hugging Chang Yan's head, grabbing the hair at the back of his head with both hands, pressing the other's lips to himself, and the sentence "How could it be like that? You are the one I like" disappeared in the air. in tightly fitting lips.

——Because I like it, no matter how hard and long it is, I will always wait and search for it.

When Jiang Xinyu came back from the outside, what he saw was the brightly lit living room, and two bowls of cold ramen were placed on the table without anyone caring.