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"Jeremy, why haven't you answered the phone for so long?" Makeup artist Coordi looked curiously at the phone that had been vibrating on the table since the beginning, and asked in puzzlement.

But Jeremy just kept staring at the phone, as if fascinated, until the small indicator light went off, indicating that the caller had hung up, and he realized that someone was calling him just now.

"Ah, because I don't want to answer the phone, so I won't answer it~~" He deliberately stuck out his tongue, and coquettishly said to Coordi.

"Oh, is it someone you know? Could it be that the other party didn't answer the phone because he made you angry? But sometimes it's just like this! In case someone always feels that he is the most important in the world, he must call the other party when necessary." Just hang it out and let them feel uneasy. Flying away is a magic weapon to defeat the enemy, Jeremy, don't blame my sister for not imparting experience to you~~" Coordi winked at him mysteriously and smiled slyly.

Jeremy looked helpless, "The experience my sister taught me is dealing with men, right? Could it be my sister's experience?" Not many people know about the relationship between him and Chang Yan that is beyond friendship, although he does not. He doesn't mind being known, but Chang Yan is always concerned that his identity as a singer will be affected.

Coordi laughed a few times, then puffed out her chest proudly, boasting quite proudly: "That's needless to say! It must be my sister's experience! Don't look at my sister, I have a lot of experience You have a lot of combat experience! Jeremy, you seem to be the type who has never been in a relationship. Do you need some advice from your sister? Make sure you can get the girl you like~~" After boasting herself, she still did not forget to tease her Jeremy, obviously saw the other party as an innocent little virgin.

Jeremy pretended to be dissatisfied and retorted: "No way, I have also been in a relationship before, sister, how can you look down on me?" When it comes to love, he is in the middle of it now, although few people know it.

Coordi waved his hand indifferently, thinking that he was just not convinced, so he justified himself like this.After all, she is also a makeup artist who has been with the other party for several years. Although it cannot be said that she knows everything, if the other party is dating someone, she can see the clues with her piercing eyes, so she can also be sure that the other party has no A few female friends who got close, because she didn't even find anything similar to women's hair, or women's perfume or lipstick from each other... So she, who claims to be a mature adult, took it for granted It is determined that Jeremy is definitely a pure and innocent boy in the past few years!

Jeremy doesn't argue with her either. Some things are unclear, and people will be speechless only when the facts are presented in front of them. Therefore, when the other party has already recognized the so-called "facts", no amount of refutation will help. .

But compared to the insignificant clarification, he is more concerned about Chang Yan who is far away in the dormitory. Since the other party has already said that he is leaving this morning, the call just now was probably to say goodbye, right?

But who wants to listen to him say such a thing! ? Jeremy couldn't help but flatten his mouth and said in his heart.

——He just wanted not to hear him say those words that affect his mood with his own ears, so he overcame the lazy bug and rushed to the company early this morning. Just from the surprise on the faces of those familiar staff members, you can know how rare it is up!However, Chang Yan still made such a move that was obviously intended to destroy his self-control. Fortunately, the phone didn't ring for long, and he could barely restrain his urge to listen to the other party's voice, otherwise he would always feel that when the time came Hearing Chang Yan say "goodbye" with his own ears, he would definitely not be able to help but cry!

He has never underestimated his devotion to this relationship and Chang Yan's great influence on him. It is not an exaggeration to say that he obeys Chang Yan's words. If he can, if the other party needs it, he really doesn't mind. Give everything you have to Chang Yan.Some people may scoff at this, thinking that he is too humble to do so, but what does it matter to him what others think?He never cared about other people's thoughts, Chang Yan was the only one he cared about.People who haven't experienced it won't understand, right?The kind that wholeheartedly wants the other person to be better, wants the other person to accept all of oneself, the kind that just thinks that the other person will smile more happily because of oneself, and feels that all efforts are worthwhile, and that everything is gratifying.

He has never thought about the saying that whoever falls in love first loses in the game of love.First of all, he doesn't think that this kind of thing can be competed. If the person he falls in love with doesn't feel for him, then this is his tragedy; but if the person he falls in love with happens to like him, then this is his comedy.Secondly, he doesn't think that the emotion of love can be determined by winning or losing. After all, what is a winner and what is a loser?The so-called definitions are all artificially given. As long as you feel open and never regret it, you can still live comfortably and happily even in a relationship that is regarded as a game. There is nothing better than following your heart There are more important things.

At least he thought so.

And the dominant position between him and Chang Yan has always been that the other party is not him, and he doesn't care about this. It may seem that he will be in a weak position, and he will never even oppose Chang Yan's views and practices.But the reason why he doesn't feel at a loss or even has no freedom like many other couples because the other party's desire for control is too strong is precisely because he knows that Chang Yan is not the kind of person who tries to control the other party. His lover is very rational and calm , not the kind of male chauvinism who is full of control or always criticizes others.He even knew that Chang Yan was always good at forbearance, even a little slow, always pretending to be extremely indifferent, but in fact, he was also confused in his heart, and he must have struggled a lot before he didn't know After thinking about it a lot, I finally said my decision when I was very sure.

These cognitions are all established in the increasing interaction with Chang Yan. This is not a process that happens overnight. He has continuously deepened his understanding of this man who is always indifferent and reserved in appearance in these worlds. I will get to know him better in the constant running-in.

This feeling of interpenetrating each other's territories makes him feel stimulated and excited, and it also makes him feel more real about "I am being liked, and I am still being liked by the person I like".It is also because Chang Yan felt this that he always showed a side that would not be easily shown in front of others. To be honest, when Chang Yan talked to him in a nasal voice similar to being coquettish that day, he only felt that the whole People are going to be smug, that kind of pride is enough to keep him in a good mood for several days!

Let’s start with a digression, although he wanted to refute Coordi when he looked like a master of love, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was too naive, so he gave up, and turned to playing with it boredly. phone, click on the communication log and stare at the "Ayan" on the top.

But after a while, someone started to ask him to prepare for the next round of shooting, he curled his lips and reluctantly put down his phone.

It's just that when he came back an hour later and clicked on the screen again, the record of "Ayan" was gone, which made him a little dazed, but when he searched for the address book next, it also disappeared. The phone number and information records made him realize that Chang Yan really left this world.

"It's really just going away..." He murmured, feeling that he still couldn't get used to this cold way where all traces of the other party were erased in an instant, which made him feel like a cold wind was blowing in his heart, Lonely and cold.

"What's wrong with Jeremy? He doesn't look very well—" Jiang Xinyu walked over while drinking water, and couldn't help asking when he saw his absent-minded look.

"That's right, Jeremy, he looks a bit ugly, is there something wrong?" Gao Meinan also came over and said with concern.

"I still have a little work to do, can I persevere?" Huang Taijing's upturned eyes with black eyeliner swept across his somewhat pale face, frowned and added, "If you can't persevere, don't persevere."

Jeremy closed his phone calmly, and smiled at the three of them, "It's all right, it's just that my back hurts from standing for too long just now, it'll be fine if you take a rest, don't worry."

The pure-hearted Gao Meinan naturally didn't doubt his words, and told him to sit down and rest more with a silly face, but Huang Taijing and Jiang Xinyu, who were much more sensitive than him, knew that what he said was just an excuse, but out of unwillingness to force them The other party's angle, and the other party's complexion seemed to improve a little bit, and they "accepted" his statement smoothly.

The subsequent filming went smoothly, and Jeremy did not perform as badly as they had feared, which made them less suspicious. However, Jeremy locked himself in the room as soon as he returned to the dormitory, which still made them a little uneasy. , and the rhetoric given by the other party, "I have nothing to do, I just want to be alone" obviously didn't have any effect, but it made them feel that his behavior was abnormal.

Although Jeremy, who was just under the quilt, knew that the two people outside the door would definitely be worried about his situation, but now he couldn't bring himself to explain or make excuses.It was okay when he was in the company, he could control himself a little bit so that he would not be so obvious, but he couldn't help it when he got back to the dormitory, especially when he saw Chang Yan who was originally in the room. When everything he had was gone, his mood could be described as terrible.

——This kind of depression that cannot be explained to others is really sad.

He buried his head in the thick quilt, trying to feel the breath that belonged to Chang Yan this morning. He breathed desperately, wanting to smell the smell left in the bed again, but even if he felt He was almost suffocated, and he failed to get his wish.He was surrounded by his own smells, but only the one he wanted, the one that could fill the void in his heart, was missing.

This made him unable to sleep well at night, and he had to run out to drink water in the middle of the night.

Then he was successfully frightened by the figure who was still silently sitting on the sofa in the living room in the middle of the night.

"Brother Xin Yu?" After being frightened, he recognized the other party, "Why are you still awake so late?"

Jiang Xinyu was also a little surprised that he didn't sleep so late, but after hearing what he said, he replied, "Because I couldn't sleep."

Jeremy was about to ask him why he couldn't fall asleep, but when he suddenly thought of the entangled relationship between the other party and Huang Tae-kyung and Gao Meinan, he understood, and then he didn't ask him the reason again, but asked directly: "Is it with Gao Meinan?" Something about beautiful men?"

Jiang Xinyu looked a little surprised, and blurted out "Why do you ask that?"

"Because Brother Xinyu looks at Gao Meinan in the same way that Brother Tai Jing looks at Gao Meinan—" He smiled without beating around the bush, "And I can tell that Gao Meinan also looks at Brother Tai Jing like this .”

The smile on Jiang Xinyu's mouth that hit the nail on the head froze, and he almost couldn't sustain it. He wanted to explain: "That Jeremy, we and the beautiful boy are..."

"Brother Xinyu, I know you like Gao Meinan." Jeremy said decisively, interrupting Jiang Xinyu's attempt to justify without hesitation, just like what he did as Hua Zelei before, he decided to help this so-called plot Quickly develop, "I also know that Brother Tae Kyung likes him too."

"..." Jiang Xinyu opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, and finally he could only nod helplessly and said: "You are right, I believe that Tai Jing and I have the same feelings for beautiful men, no, beautiful women." Thoughts, just now—"

"It's just that Gao Meinan doesn't have the same thoughts for you now, does he?" Jeremy nodded understandingly. Anyone who looks at the daily relationship between Gao Meinan and Huang Taejing knows that there is no third person between these two people?There is simply no room for others to intervene!That's why Jiang Xinyu, a self-deceiving guy, has been turning a blind eye, or unwilling to believe this fact.

"Brother Xinyu, sometimes I wonder if you deliberately made yourself unable to understand. After all, you have always been so smart, so how could you not understand the relationship between the three of you?" Jeremy said deliberately, with a tone of voice. Here is obvious doubt.

Jiang Xinyu gritted his teeth and smiled wryly: "It wasn't intentional, I just felt that I might still have a chance..." That's why I tried to convince myself again and again to treat Gao Meinan like nothing happened after the other party abandoned him. , but now even Jeremy, who has always been careless, has noticed this. Does it mean that he failed to cover up too much?

Jeremy felt uncomfortable seeing him like this, but he knew better that it was at this time that he needed to cut the mess quickly. Since it was destined to be heartache, the long-term pain is better than the short-term pain!

He bluntly said: "Brother Xinyu, I don't think Gao Meinan seems to know that you like him, but more importantly, he doesn't like you either, so your current situation is actually unrequited love strictly speaking. That's all."

Jiang Xinyu sighed, "I know." He paused for a while, as if hesitating for something, and then repeated: "I know." But the tone later was much more gloomy.

Jeremy leaned on the back of the sofa, did not look at his current expression, but looked at the dark mid-air and said slowly: "So sometimes people are really weird, they will pursue things that have no chance of getting, and then And because of not being able to ask for it, I became more persistent, and even turned into an obsession that went against my original intention in the end... Of course I’m not talking about you, brother Xin Yu, I know you must know exactly what you want, you just It’s not yet the time when I can convince myself to keep going or just give up…”

After a long silence, Jiang Xinyu asked, "Are you telling me to just give up?"

Jeremy smiled lightly, and denied, "No, I mean Brother Xinyu will definitely figure out what to do."

Jiang Xinyu also smiled, turned his head to face his harmless smiling face, then shook his head with emotion, patted his shoulder with some thought, and said, "Look Jeremy has changed a lot now—"

——From the innocent and harmless to the serious nonsense now, the change is really too big...

Jeremy smiled at the evaluation and said nothing, but Jiang Xinyu was shocked by him like this, but he couldn't figure out how he, the youngest, had such a big change.

In the following days, several other people also intuitively felt the changes in Jeremy that Jiang Xinyu once felt, but none of them could explain the reason behind it.

Jeremy, the person involved, seemed to be okay, as if he didn't notice the surprised eyes of people around him, just went about his own business, focused on matching Gao Meinan and Huang Taejing, and blocked a lot of people from them. Uhey's troubles, it can be said that the two people can get together smoothly in the end also has his share of the credit.

Even Jiang Xinyu was able to get out of the haze of broken love so quickly because of his help.

After Gao Meimei resumed her identity as a girl and left Korea, Jeremy knew that this was not the end, because the other party would appear again in two months and convey the news that he was okay, and now he just had to wait quietly.

During the period, the real Gao Meinan also asked him out of curiosity: "What are you waiting for with such a distracted look?"

He still remembers his answer to this: "I'm waiting for the day when I meet someone again." He didn't specify who that person was, but Gao Meinan seemed to assume that he was talking about his sister Gao Meinan, She also said a lot of things to him not to allow herself to think about his sister, and didn't even listen to his rebuttals.

He didn't bother to waste energy on correcting his point of view, anyway, he was self-confident, and the person he worried would misunderstand him was not here, so he didn't really care.And even if Gao Meinan thinks so, discerning people can see clearly, such as Huang Taijing and Jiang Xinyu, they are absolutely sure that the reason why Jeremy has become so far from before is definitely not because of Gao Meinan, but who are they until now? No idea at all.The only thing they can be sure of is "Jeremy didn't know when there was someone in his heart". As for who that person is, what happened to Jeremy and that person, where is that person now, etc., they don't know anything .

They couldn't help but feel that their elder brother was too irresponsible.

Jeremy ignored their thoughts, because the concert he had been looking forward to had finally arrived, and everything else would come to a perfect end on this day.

He watched Huang Tae Kyung sing the song "How to Be Good" adapted from Gao Meinan's father to their mother with deep affection on the stage. The world was so quiet that only his emotional singing could be heard, full of unknowing love Calm and unwavering, he stubbornly searched for his goal.

After a song was sung, Huang Taijing loudly uttered his confession to Gao Meili on the stage, and as soon as his words fell, the lights in the auditorium immediately turned on, which allowed him to rush to the audience to find the girl hidden in the crowd. Tall beauty.

Just when everyone was applauding and cheering for the scene where Huang Tae-kyung hugged Gao Mei, Jiang Xinyu quietly came to the side of the stage and asked Jeremy who was in the dark: "Did you ask someone to turn on the lights under the stage? "

"It's about this time, and it's time for a perfect ending." Jeremy replied.

But Jiang Xinyu felt that the other party's words seemed to mean something.

Only Jeremy knows that after today, he can continue to move forward, follow behind Chang Yan, and wait for the day when he meets him again.

He believed that there would be that day.