I really don't want to work hard [Quick Transmigration]

"The boy over there who is about to shoot is my younger brother." Xu Ziwei seemed to be caught in Yan Yongning's eyes, and his thoughts were drawn to the distant memory.

Yan Yongning looked along his line of sight. At this time, the teenager who was dribbling on the playground was facing siege from all directions. Because the distance was too far, he couldn't see the opponent's appearance clearly.But the other party was extremely tall, and he seemed to be the most eye-catching one in the crowd, no matter in terms of appearance or overall temperament.

The teenager made a fake move, cleverly avoided the interception in front left, jumped on tiptoe, and threw forward with both hands vigorously, the basketball fell beautifully from the center of the ball frame.

Yan Yongning turned his gaze, then looked at Xu Ziwei, and said in his heart that they are indeed brothers, even their temperaments are so similar.

The corner of Xu Ziwei's mouth slightly raised, revealing an inexplicable smile: "He, like me, was born in an unfortunate family."

"But he is much luckier than me, he doesn't know how his seemingly harmonious family is riddled with holes, and he won't know who his trusted parents hang out with outside day and night when they leave home. I have no position to hate him, but I have no way not to envy him."

Yan Yongning performed all the gestures that a listener should have. He fixedly looked into Xu Ziwei's eyes with firm and trusting eyes, as if silently encouraging.It's just that following Xu Ziwei's painful confession, he was terrified.

"I have a very gentle mother." Emotions surged in Xu Ziwei's eyes: "When I was very young, she was always by my side when I grew up. At that time, I had many, many friends, and they all envied me because My mom never told me I did a little thing wrong and never gave me extra lessons. She made me think of her as my best friend as well as my mother."

"I can still remember how she called me by my nickname. I like hide-and-seek very much. From time to time, I would quietly hide in a place where she couldn't see me, and wait for her to come to me expectantly.

She is willing to fight with me every time. Sometimes she already knows where I am, but she will pretend not to see me, and call my name over and over again. became drunk.Maybe I was too easy to be satisfied when I was a child, or maybe she gave me double love. I never realized that in my growing environment, the existence of the role of father was incomplete. "

Xu Ziwei's voice is deep and pleasant, and his tone of speech is not too fast or slow, with a sense of fluency in telling the story.Yan Yongning listened intently and would give him affirmative responses from time to time.

The story didn't stop yet, Xu Ziwei still told the story that happened next, but couldn't help but get red eyes.

He thought that after so many years, he had been able to perfectly disguise and put on an indifferent attitude.But he has experienced all kinds of illnesses over the years, and it has become a chronic disease that cannot be cured, like a piece of old rotten meat that cannot be parted from his heart, unremittingly dismantling his defenses, torturing him with continuous dull pain.

Yan Yongning slowly exerted force, and suddenly pulled Xu Ziwei, who was a little stiff, into his arms.He clasped Xu Ziwei's waist tightly, and there was a steady stream of heat from the close cock. Yan Yongning put his chin on Xu Ziwei's shoulder, and silently pulled Xu Ziwei's coat into two folds.

0521 wanted to call out the excitement, but was stopped coldly by Yan Yongning's serious eyes.

They were so close that Xu Ziwei almost used all his strength to resist the urge to kiss.

If he wanted to heal his old wounds, he had to dig out the roots of this piece of carrion to be happy.It cannot withstand too much tossing, so this knife must not be blunt, but must be sharp enough; the speed must be fast, and it must be sharp and decisive.

Only in this way, those fears that are hidden in the depths will not be able to hide, and they will be exposed to the sun brightly, and there is no way to avoid them.

"Later I learned that my family was originally a bubble, and from the moment they chose to marry, my mother had already stepped into his carefully woven trap.

I remember very clearly that on that day, my father, who was often away on business trips, finally came back on a rare occasion, and he brought his friends back together.My mother took my hand and stood at the door to welcome him with a smile. He avoided my mother's embrace, turned around and hugged me, and then asked me to call that strange man uncle.

The father's return made the mother very happy. She went out to buy the ingredients herself and planned to cook a big dinner for her father.No one can accompany me, so I want my father to accompany me to play my favorite game of hide and seek. "

Yan Yongning: "..."

Hearing this point, he probably already guessed that the experience of that day must not be a pleasant memory for the young Xu Ziwei.

The body in his arms was still trembling slightly, as if he was enduring some pain, Yan Yongning couldn't bear it, and almost wanted to interrupt Xu Ziwei's words to make him stop.However, the knife had already penetrated into the wound, and he had no way out, so he could only do his best to help the other party make up his mind as soon as possible, and gouged out the piece of carrion in one go.

"I was hiding in the wardrobe in my father's room, holding the presents I had prepared. I thought, when he opened the door, I would surprise him.

I didn't have to wait long before I heard the sound of the door opening. I was holding a large picture frame half the size of me. Inside the picture frame was the best work I drew in the painting class.I was really naive at that time, I thought I was the crystallization of their love, and his love for his mother must be as deep as his mother's for him, so I gave him a portrait of my mother.

Hearing his footsteps enter the room, I was nervous and expectant, but I also heard another series of footsteps followed.I waited curiously, when suddenly the cabinet door was pulled open by both hands, and just as I was about to make a sound, I realized that the person who opened the cabinet door was not my father.

He was my father's friend, and he seemed to be looking for something in a hurry. He turned over the top of the cabinet, and he huddled in the corner below without noticing me.I told myself to be patient, so I kept silent.

I finally waited until my father walked towards me, but before I stood up to surprise him, he pulled the person who asked me to call him uncle and walked away.They stuck together tightly, and fell asleep on the bed in three steps and two steps.I saw clothes scattered all over the floor through the gap in the hem of the clothes.

At that time, I still felt very strange, why did they throw away the dirty clothes they changed?When I used to throw clothes around, my mother taught me to put the dirty clothes in the laundry basket. I thought to myself that my father was a little unreliable. No wonder I could always see my mother secretly wiping tears where I didn’t pay attention. .

Just like when I was disobedient and confronted her, she would cry aggrieved by herself.

Their movements became more and more strange, like the movements made by animals in the animal documentaries I often watch. The nice voice in the program explained that this movement is called □□. "

Yan Yongning couldn't bear it any longer, he didn't dare to look at Xu Ziwei's expression, he just squeezed Xu Ziwei's waist tightly, trying to make Xu Ziwei whose hands and feet were a little cold, warmer.

Unknowingly, he blinked his sour and hot eyes, and felt wet water across his face.He wanted to free his hand to wipe it off, but Xu Ziwei seemed to have noticed that he wanted to let go of this embrace, and pressed his hand tightly on his back instead.

Yan Yongning had no choice but to rub his wet face on Xu Ziwei's shoulder, and the fabric on the shoulder was quickly wiped with a smudged water stain. Yan Yongning couldn't help thinking that this clothes would be salty by him .

"Okay, okay," Xu Ziwei stretched out a generous palm, and stroked from the back of Yan Yongning's head all the way to the protruding butterfly bone, with a gentle voice: "I didn't even cry, but you helped me cry."

"I just feel, cough, cough cough..." Yan Yongning was choked by his own tears, and couldn't help coughing a few times, his voice choked up: "I feel very uncomfortable."

Not only because of empathy for Xu Ziwei's experience, Yan Yongning felt an unspeakable shame, he was a little guilty, even regretful.Guilt lies in the fact that he forced Xu Ziwei to show him the embarrassing past. Apart from shedding a few tears here and giving him a useless hug, there is no way for him to do anything substantive for Xu Ziwei. thing.

0521 couldn't see the beauty weeping the most, so he quickly comforted him: [Wuwu, host, please don't cry, you have to believe in yourself! 】

However, the host didn't seem to be comforted, instead, the depression index skyrocketed.

Yan Yongning seemed to be questioning himself: "Will I force him to say this and make him feel better?"

"Xu Ziwei won't be healed just because of my comfort in a few words, right? Maybe Xu Ziwei can slowly forget it with time, but I am self-righteous and turn them into a mess again."

0521 saw that his host was so disappointed, and adjusted his tone of speech in a timely manner, which no longer sounded so childish.

[Regarding this question, in my task execution record, a volunteer who worked with me during my internship also raised this assumption.Although my data has been cleared now because I became a full-time employee, the experience of that volunteer is now being stored in the general database. Do you need me to call it for you now? 】

Yan Yongning is not in the mood to look at the dry goods of other volunteers. He bluntly expressed that he wants to know what the final outcome will be.

0521: [Dear the host, that volunteer mission has been successfully completed.I think that the object of the task is willing to confide in you, which is a manifestation of trusting you.

You really don’t have to feel guilty about this. In the experience of the original host’s previous life, the final outcome of the mission object was that he chose to give up his own life. Perhaps in his heart, he was not as relaxed as the host imagined. 】

"Yongning?" Xu Ziwei realized that there seemed to be something wrong with holding his own emotions, so he couldn't help calling out: "I haven't finished talking yet, would you like to continue listening?"

When Yan Yongning heard Xu Ziwei's voice, his high thoughts seemed to be dragged a bit. He recovered his senses and raised his head, leaning back to open the distance between the two of them.Xu Ziwei smiled at him, showing no trace of sadness at all, which was in sharp contrast to Yan Yongning's tear-stained distressed appearance.

Yan Yongning: "..." How could this happen?

"You..." Yan Yongning looked at Xu Ziwei's face, hesitant to speak.

Xu Ziwei seemed to have seen through his mind, and while helping him dry the tears on his face with a tissue, he said to him: "I have never dared to face it, thinking that it would be uncomfortable to say it. But it's okay. , It seems that it is not as disgusting as I imagined."

What he didn't tell Yan Yongning was that when he first spoke, his heart was really in pain like being cut by a knife.But when he met the other party's clear and concerned eyes, and was locked tightly in the other party's embrace, he felt that those pains were nothing compared to the sweetness Yan Yongning brought him.

"Do you want to eat cake? I invite you to eat cake, right now." Yan Yongning grabbed Xu Ziwei's hand to wipe his face and said urgently.

0521 silently watched the interaction between his host and the task object, and couldn't help but feel distressed by the host's personality. According to its data analysis, the host seemed to be a simple, simple, good-natured fool. Missing, wishing to take everything I have in one go.

Seeing Yan Yongning's usually indifferent expression became vivid because of caring for him, Xu Ziwei couldn't help but soften into a pool of spring water, almost overflowing.

The cake shop was only one street away from the school, and driving was even more troublesome, so the two got out of the car and walked over.

On the way, Yan Yongning was still trapped in a long sadness, and he didn't even notice that Xu Ziwei's fingers were clasping his hands tightly at this time.

When he came to the exquisitely decorated dessert shop, Xu Ziwei's sudden words startled him.

Xu Ziwei said happily to Yan Yongning: "Today is my birthday, thank you for being willing to spend this special day with me."

"......what?"

Yan Yongning blinked at him, feeling a little dazed for a moment.