I really don't want to work hard [Quick Transmigration]

Yan Yongning remembers that he liked to listen to music very much, and the types of songs he listened to were quite single, and they were relatively small pure music.He occasionally listens to songs with lyrics, but not much. On the one hand, he doesn’t have so much energy to study the lyrics, and on the other hand, pure music is more suitable for falling asleep.

The day Xu Ziwei looked for him was three months after they met by chance in the hospital.

At the time when we met in the hospital, Yan Yongning was hospitalized because of a small problem of erratic health.The autumn rain fell every now and then, and his mood was always gloomy.

His parents are running around for his medical expenses. His younger brother has been forced to live in school since the third year of high school. There is only one nurse by his side. The appearance of Xu Ziwei makes Yan Yongning feel much more depressed. It is a very happy thing to meet a friend again.

Later Xu Ziwei came to visit him more and more frequently, at first it was once a week, and then he could see Xu Ziwei's sunny and handsome smile almost every day when he was awake.

Even the nurses who came over to change his dressings were more diligent. Every time Xu Ziwei left, Yan Yongning could always see them. The smiles on their faces gradually became bolder and bolder. An older girl came over and asked him for Xu Ziwei's contact information.

Yan Yongning smiled with feigned jealousy, and told them that he would ask the handsome guy for it next time.

Xu Ziwei is a very caring friend. Every time he comes over, he buys a small gift or shares an interesting story of the day, which can make Yan Yongning's gloomy mood turn sunny.He admired Xu Ziwei's humor in his conversation, and he was especially grateful for Xu Ziwei's austerity when he treated his friends.

What moved Yan Yongning the most was that the other party didn't take too much care of him because of his special physical condition. It seemed that in the eyes of the other party, he was no different from other people.

Since his accident?, the label that has received the most is sympathy, followed by strength. Many people say that he has a good attitude and praise him for being active and brave. Yan Yongning fits a large part of their evaluation, but occasionally in the middle of the night, he looks at It is still hard not to feel painful and ashamed for his own incompetence when other people are obsessed with his busy back.

Gradually, he could feel that Xu Ziwei's eyes became more and more scorching. Whenever his eyes fell on him, they were always gentle, like roasted warm cotton candy, soft and sweet.Yan Yongning is not a fool, and the other party doesn't intend to hide it. He is frank and frank, which makes Yan Yongning feel embarrassed.

At first, he secretly rejoiced that Xu Ziwei's face and personality were in line with the preferences of most people. Yan Yongning was also an ordinary person, and it was hard not to fall in love with the cheerful and gentle handsome guy.Liking is like a sudden shower on a sunny day. Yan Yongning originally thought that he would never have the chance to fall in love like a normal person, but when he was really facing feelings, he discovered that reason can also be followed by action. Detached.

It’s just like what you like. When you look at it through the clouds, everything is beautiful. If you look closely, and if you look at it for a long time, those ugly flaws will still be exposed. No matter how beautiful and touching love is, you can’t escape it? wasted.

Yan Yongning's various conditions showed that he was not a qualified love partner. Facing Xu Ziwei's confession, he was braver than he imagined. Reason overcame instinct, but he regretted but firmly stated that He refused, and voluntarily severed contact with the other party after he was discharged from the hospital.He didn't tell anyone about this matter. He made up his mind to properly put the splendid and beautiful time in the hospital into a box and treasure it alone.

Until that day, when he endured the fatigue brought by his low-grade fever and listened to some songs to relieve his discomfort, a strange visitor broke into the drowsy bedroom.

Yan Yongning closed his eyes and rested his mind. The pop music that he rarely listened to was playing in the earphones. The singer's clear and ethereal voice soothed his depression brought about by his illness: "It is said that human beings lived in darkness long ago. The subterranean far... squeak--'

An abrupt and blunt note was mixed into the music. Yan Yongning raised his hand and took off the earphones. He looked at the light coming in from the door, and unexpectedly met a special line of sight.

The person he had bid farewell to for a long time suddenly appeared in front of his eyes again, staring straight at him, with a smile of surprise and joy when he first met.

After that, the other party turned to Yan Yongning with a red face and a red face, Yan Yongning endured the sourness in his heart, and pushed back the other party's expressed liking without any trace.He knew that he had to give Xu Ziwei a clear answer, but because of his low-grade fever, his body was always haunted by discomfort. place to speak.

Between pushing and pulling, Xu Ziwei's mood became more and more unstable, and his eyes gradually turned red. He got closer and closer to Yan Yongning, and his expression became more and more weird. With a frightened expression, his originally fluent speech got stuck unexpectedly, and his brain suddenly became empty.

How else could I refuse him?Why should I refuse?Yan Yongning stared at his face and couldn't help but start to think wildly. Emotions must have the ability to transmit. Now he looks into the eyes of the other party, and he is inexplicably confused.

Xu Ziwei finally had an opportunity, his voice lowered due to restraint was extremely difficult: "Yan Yongning, I really don't know you. You are looking for so many reasons to prove something."

Yan Yongning looked at him, opened his mouth in bewilderment, his eyes were very confused.

"I want to cook a pot of hot soup for the person I like." He said, "Give him the bowl with the most ingredients and the freshest flavor."

Yan Yongning's fingers trembled unconsciously. He accidentally pressed something. The continuous looping music on the phone suddenly became louder. It seemed out of place in the tense atmosphere.

Xu Ziwei didn't stop because of other voices, his eyes were still burning, but his voice was unprecedentedly calm: "Before I met you, I never thought that I would be so calm. Before that, I was always terrified of everything related to it, and never thought about it? Which man would I fall in love with?"

"...Anyway, I started to try? To reconcile with myself." Xu Ziwei? The voice of the previous passage was very soft? Yan Yongning didn't know why? He could only listen to it. Can see the other half of the sentence.

"I thought at first? It was just my wishful thinking. Even if I was rejected, I could accept it calmly." Xu Ziwei provoked self-deprecatingly at the corner of his mouth: "But why? Why do you want me to know what you think of me? Fa?, use that kind of reason to separate from me for my own good, it will only make it harder for me to let go."

When a person in darkness sees light, it is difficult not to yearn for it, and all the things that he was willing to endure for the darkness in the past gradually become unbearable.Compared with not getting it, what he is more afraid of is actually having it? Losing it again.

His words were like a sharp thorn, and it pierced the softest part of Yan Yongning's heart with one blow. He turned his head away in embarrassment, and almost didn't dare to look directly into Xu Ziwei's eyes.Separation for him is not only for his own sake, but more for his own sake.

But Xu Ziwei didn't give him a chance to escape.

Locked in Xu Ziwei's embrace, Yan Yongning bit Yan Yongning's lips with an irresistible attitude. The smell of pheromone belonging to Xu Ziwei invaded his lips and teeth forcefully. Every time Yan Yongning thought of ?Trying to back down, but always being entangled by the tongue that catches up.

Too close contact made his mind swell intermittently, and he couldn't spare any energy to think about things other than kissing. Yan Yongning was inexplicably afraid of this state, and the other party seemed to have seen through him to escape Yan Yongning's mind was blank, and he followed the opponent's movements. Trembling all at once.

The waist was also tightly grasped, and Yan Yongning lowered his waist, leaning on Xu Ziwei's body with most of his weight, and let out a quick panting uncontrollably.

Xu Ziwei's voice was still clear that day: "I'm not here to force you, but I must make the answer very clear. I just hope you can tell me after you think it through clearly, this bowl of soup , you? Do you want it or not?"

Yan Yongning knows that everything has a bottom line, something that does not belong to him, and has no obligation to stay for him.If he refuses, the bowl of soup may slowly cool and taste bad, or maybe the next lucky person will come along and take it for him while it's still warm?

He intuited that if he refused, maybe in the future he would really have to miss each other forever.Life is very short, it is regrettable to lose it, but the joy and happiness of having it are also worth trying.It is human nature to pursue happiness, right?

The overlapping of memories complicated Yan Yongning's mind. He no longer restrained his emotions. Because of the fact that he ran away without leaving anything, and because of the luck of reuniting at this moment, he couldn't help but wrap Xu Ziwei's back tightly.

After the long kiss separated, Yan Yongning's clothes became more messy, and there were clear and obvious bite marks all over his shoulders and necks. He put his overly long hair behind him, revealing his handsome and beautiful eyebrows.

He stared into Xu Ziwei's eyes, and gave the incomplete answer: "Take off your clothes."

The author has something to say: There is still one or two chapters left in this world.After the end, there will be some complete story lines about the past!Then add a few if extras, and this book can be finished!

Gongbao's younger brother will be mentioned later in the episode, it is Gongbao in the next article, a sweet and rusty little cutie

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Mo De's emotional sprinkle flower essence;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!