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After nearly half a year, the two touched again, greedily asking for the other's familiar breath and temperature. The cold body quickly warmed up and gradually became hot. The dark and quiet room was filled with the trembling breath of the two. Voice.

Han Shen was pressed tightly against the door panel by Yu Xingnan. After a long and passionate kiss, the clothes of the two were a little messy. They closed their eyes and their foreheads were pressed against their foreheads. Yu Xingnan held Han Shen's cheeks, and Han Shen hooked Yu Xingnan's neck , The two were close to each other, reminiscing about the kiss just now, listening to each other's heartbeat.

I don't know how long it has been? Yu Xingnan opened his eyes first, and said to Han Shen in a low voice: "Turn on the light."

Han Shen lightly rubbed Yu Xingnan's forehead, his voice became hoarse from the kiss just now, "Go ahead, I want to see you."

Yu Xingnan followed his advice and turned on the light.The lighting is very soft? With a hint of warmth, it is not dazzling at all.

Han Shen stared at Yu Xingnan intently for a while, feeling distressed.Yu Xingnan has really lost weight, looks haggard, and looks even more glamorous. If you look carefully, you can still feel the loneliness hidden in his eyes, and you can tell that the past six months have been very bad.

Han Shenqiang forced a smile at Yu Xingnan, moved his Adam's apple and asked, "Did you not eat well recently?"

Yu Xingnan fixedly looked into Han Shen's eyes, and said absent-mindedly: "Eat?"

Han Shen lowered his eyes and bent his lips. Instead of speaking, he turned his head and looked around the room.As expected, Yu Xingnan's bedroom was still monotonously white, a bit deserted, with a piano placed in the corner, adding a touch of popularity to the empty room.

"Have you been living here since you came back?" Han Shen asked after walking a few steps in, looking down at the scattered music scores on the table.

Yu Xingnan nodded, bent down to pick up the overcoat that Han Shen just took off and threw away when he kissed, hung it on the hanger, and replied at the same time: "Well, it's always here."

Seeing this, Han Shen curled his lips, leaned against the desk and said with a smile: "You're still so virtuous."

Yu Xingnan's hand that was hanging his clothes suddenly paused, and then said lightly: "It varies from person to person."

Han Shen raised his eyebrows, and was about to say something, but was interrupted by a very sweet meow.Han Shen immediately followed the sound source, and what he saw was a white cat squatting behind the piano, which was Yu Xingnan's previous one.

"You actually brought it here?!" Han Shen was surprised, and at the same time quickly moved to the piano, and lifted the cat into his arms.Xiaobailian did not resist, she was very docile, but looked at Yu Xingnan pitifully.

Yu Xingnan responded with the sound of ?, and began to arrange the music scores on the table again.

Han Shen hugged the extremely soft cat. Hearing this, he just smiled? Laughed, didn't speak anymore, and quietly looked at Yu Xingnan who was tidying up the desktop.In fact, the room is very tidy, and there is no need to tidy it up at all. He understands that Yu Xingnan is just looking for something to do.

"Have you had dinner? No." Yu Xingnan asked lightly, breaking the silence.

Han Shen looked at Yu Xingnan, "At 12 noon."

Yu Xingnan was taken aback, put down the staff paper in his hand, and asked in a low voice, "What do you want to eat now?"

"No, it's early morning for me at this time, so I'm not hungry."

Yu Xingnan asked again: "Then what do you want to drink? What, I heard you said that you want to drink hot coffee."

Han Shen had a sore nose. He had never seen Yu Xingnan who was so cautious. This man even restrained the kiss just now, and did not bite him as presumptuously as before.

"Just saying that you want to drink coffee is just an excuse to stay here." Han Shen said bluntly.

Yu Xingnan's eyelashes trembled, his Adam's apple moved, "I don't need to make excuses." Finally, he asked again: "Is it cold? Your hands are very cold."

Han Shen looked at Yu Xingnan, a little startled, "A little bit."

Yu Xingnan was ready to go to the cloakroom as soon as he heard it, "Wait a minute, I'll get the clothes."

"Xingnan." Seeing that Yu Xingnan was about to leave, Han Shen couldn't bear it any longer and called out to him.

Yu Xingnan paused, turned around and asked, "What else do you need?"

Han Shen's eyes were flushed, and he shook his head, "I don't want anything." After finishing speaking, he put the cat on the piano bench, walked up to Yu Xingnan, and looked up at the faces scattered on the side of his face because of tidying up things. With a strand of forehead hair, she said in a low voice: "Can you stop being busy? Shall we chat?"

Yu Xingnan and Han Shen looked at each other with turbulent eyes, "Okay, what are you talking about?"

Han Shen thought for a while, looked at Yu Xingnan's forehead hair, and then asked with a blink of an eye, "Is there a comb?"

Yu Xingnan has long hair, of course he has a comb, but he was a little surprised, "What are you going to do?"

Han Shen narrowed his eyes and smiled? Smile, "Is your hair messed up? Let me comb it for you."

"..."

Two minutes later, Yu Xingnan was sitting on a wicker chair by the window with his hair loose, and Han Shen was standing behind him, combing slowly with his head down.

With a slight smile on Han Shen's face, he gently stroked Yu Xingnan's hair with his hands, "Your hair has grown longer, and it can already reach your shoulders."

Yu Xingnan curled his fingers, and just pursed his lips and hummed when he heard the words.

Han Shen picked up a strand and looked at it carefully, and said again: "The hair color is beautiful." Yu Xingnan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he hummed again.

Han Shen stroked Yu Xingnan's fluffy hair back and forth with his hands, "And it's slightly curly, very perfect." Han Shen thought that Yu Xingnan's hair was beautiful before, but he never mentioned it, and now he just spoke his mind.

Yu Xingnan's Adam's apple slid up and down, and he didn't make another sound.

Han Shen didn't care, he stroked the long hair in the palm of his hand. At this time, he had forgotten the comb, and he had been feeling the cold hair between his fingers.Feeling it, Han Shen suddenly bent down, picked up a bunch of hair tips and leaned over to sniff it. Then he felt it again and said, "It's also very fragrant."

As soon as these words came out, Yu Xingnan clenched his molars, then got up quickly, stared at Han Shen and said calmly: "It's all right?"

Yu Xingnan didn't dare to let Han Shen move his hair any longer. This man's lethality was simply fatal to him. If he continued to comb like this, his body would definitely react.

Han Shen was stunned, a little confused for a while, until he noticed Yu Xingnan's slightly messy breath? Then he took out the comb in his pocket and returned it to him.

But Han Shen is actually very innocent. He really didn't deliberately tease him just now. He just met again. Where did he come from...

After this, the atmosphere in the room changed.If it was half a year ago, they might have rolled out of bed, but now they didn't.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening, after Yu Xingnan put away the comb, he stood in the bathroom and asked, "Shall I take a shower now?"

Han Shen turned around and was stunned for a few seconds before nodding: "Okay."

Han Shen's heart was beating extremely fast. He really didn't expect Yu Xingnan to meet him? It was so fierce, and he had to be honest with him the first time we met!But he wasn't afraid at all. The big man would take it off as soon as he said something coy, and he hadn't seen it before!

However, soon after Yu Xingnan put the towel and nightgown into the bathroom and closed the door to go out, Han Shen was in a bad mood and even felt a little embarrassed.

Yu Xingnan didn't intend to stand with him and take a bath naked.

Blame him for thinking too much?Helpless, Han Shen had no choice but to reorganize his emotions and quickly took a hot bath.

When Han Shen came out of the bathroom, Yu Xingnan was not in the bedroom. At this moment, he couldn't help but think, no way? The pianist won't be tonight? Share a room with him? Let's sleep, shit...

Thinking like this, Han Shen suddenly saw a cup of steaming hot milk on the bedside table, smiled? Laughed, walked over to pick it up, took a sip, and then hissed, tsk, it was still a little hot.

Fortunately, Yu Xingnan didn't share a room with Han Shen to sleep. When he entered the bedroom again, he held a few pieces of clothes in his hand, all of which were Han Shen's size, and they were all new, not just the tops and pants, but also There are panties and socks.

Seeing this, Han Shen didn't know what it took? How much effort he had to force himself not to jump over and hug Yu Xingnan, but at the same time, there were mixed feelings in his heart. It turned out that Yu Xingnan had been waiting for him all the time.But he kept procrastinating. If it wasn't for this recital tonight, maybe he would? He would not be able to muster up the courage to meet until next year.

When Yu Xingnan was taking a bath, Han Shen sat on the edge of the bed and drank the milk one gulp, then stared at the white cat lying on its back and sleeping in its nest in a daze.For him, it was five o'clock in the morning at this time, and he hadn't slept all night, but he didn't feel sleepy at all, so he just wanted to sit and wait for Yu Xingnan to come out.

In fact, he thought a lot on the way here, thinking that if Yu Xingnan remained the same as before, he would leave again.It was only after we met tonight that he felt belatedly that he missed Yu Xingnan so much subconsciously, and even felt right now that no matter whether Yu Xingnan changed or not, he would never be able to say goodbye again.But if this person is really still the same, how long can he last this time?Can't we stay together for half a year and then separate? After half a year, the endless cycle continues.

Thinking of this, Han Shen suddenly felt a burst of sadness in his heart, and his craving for cigarettes came up.But this time he was in a hurry to go out, so he didn't have time to bring cigarettes, and now he didn't know where to buy them, so he could only lie down on the bed, bury his face in Yu Xingnan's pillow, and took a deep breath, then laughed lowly, In my heart, Yu Xingnan's smell can actually relieve his addiction to cigarettes.

After sucking on the pillow, Han Shen started to suck on the quilt again, twisting and turning on Yu Xingnan's bed like a madman, but in the process, Han Shen suddenly caught a glimpse of a small bottle on the bedside table.

Han Shen thought for a while, then crawled over and held it in front of his eyes. The bottle was written in German, which he couldn't understand. But when he opened it, he saw that there were white pills inside.

This is a bottle of medicine.Han Shen frowned immediately, he was sick??

Han Shen was really worried, so he turned on his mobile phone and checked it with a translation software. Soon, a string of strange drug names that he had never seen before was displayed in Chinese.

What's this?Han Shen searched again? Prescribed the name of the medicine, and the next moment, his breathing stagnated, and his whole body froze.

It's sleeping pills.

When Yu Xingnan came out of the bathroom, Han Shen had already fallen asleep on his side under the quilt.Yu Xingnan thought he was too sleepy, so he turned off the light lightly, leaving only a night light.After that, Yu Xingnan stood by the bed and looked at the back of Han Shen's head quietly, with crazy thoughts that had never been expressed in front of Han Shen in his eyes.

Yu Xingnan didn't know how long he stood and watched? Maybe he wanted to watch like this all night, but suddenly, a voice with a sense of humor broke the silent night.

"How long do I want to see, the back of my head says he's shy?"

As soon as these words came out, Yu Xingnan's spirit suddenly paused, his eyes widened a little, and after a while he said in a hoarse voice, "Aren't you asleep yet?"

Han Shen didn't move, and still turned his back to Yu Xingnan. In the dark night, he chuckled twice, and said, "You didn't come up, how could I sleep."

Yu Xingnan's breath became heavier, and then he exhaled lightly, got on the bed, lifted the quilt and lay next to Han Shen, but there was only one pillow, which was laid by Han Shen, he didn't have one, but he still lay quietly , did not go to get another meaning.

After a while, Han Shen laughed again and said, "Is there only one pillow in such a big house?"

Yu Xingnan tilted his head to look at the back of Han Shen's head, "Yes, but it's okay, I don't need to sleep on the pillow."

Han Shen was silent for a moment, and then said: "There is a way, we both have pillows."

"What."

Han Shen said: "You rest on the pillow, and I will rest on your arm."

"Pillows are comfortable."

Han Shen chuckled twice, "It's okay, then you can pillow my arm."

Yu Xingnan: "..."

After a while, Yu Xingnan still chose the pillow, and Han Shen rested on his arm.At this time, Han Shen was still lying with his back to Yu Xingnan, but the two were closer than before. They could feel each other's body temperature, smell the shower gel with the same scent as their own, and hear each other's voice. The sound of breathing, in such an atmosphere, it is really not easy to fall asleep.

Han Shen knew that Yu Xingnan was not asleep, so he seemed to be chatting again? Get up, "Is this the home you grew up in?"

Yu Xingnan hummed in the dark night.

"Where is uncle and aunt, are you at home now?"

Yu Xingnan's heart trembled, and he looked at the back of Han Shen's head through the weak night light, and said in a low voice: "They went to France together the day before yesterday to participate in the symphony concert."

Han Shen smiled and sighed softly, "I'm so sorry, I won't see you tomorrow?"

Yu Xingnan's lips moved, as if he was afraid that Han Shen would leave tomorrow, and his tone was a little quick, "They will be back in about a week."

Han Shen clenched his back molars, and said with force: "Then I'll wait, I finally come here once, of course I will see you."

Yu Xingnan exhaled imperceptibly, and his heart that had been hanging all night finally came back to reality.In fact, ever since we met, he was afraid that Han Shen would leave tomorrow, just because he was afraid of returning home, but he also knew very well that if Han Shen wanted to leave, he wouldn't be able to keep him.

"You can play around in the last few days." Yu Xingnan looked at Han Shen and said.

Han Shen's eyes were hot, and it took him a long time to pretend to be calm and said: "No? I'm a little tired, and I want to stay at your house to rest."

Yu Xingnan raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, but finally said: "Okay, then when you want to play? Then go."

After that, Han Shen had a long silence, so long that Yu Xingnan thought he was asleep, so he said: "I'm a little sleepy, go to sleep, good night."

Yu Xingnan replied: "Good night." But it was only a reply? He didn't give a gentle good night kiss like before.

Han Shen was indeed sleepy, and felt distressed all night. The reason why he turned his back to Yu Xingnan was because he was afraid that he would collapse emotionally. In the end, he fell asleep in a daze. When he woke up, the bedroom was already full of sunlight. No, only the cat was squatting on the bedside table, squinting and looking at him lazily.

Han Shen rubbed his eyes, stared at the sunlight outside the window and stared blankly for a while, then got up and got out of bed. At the same time, he subconsciously looked at the bedside table, but then he was taken aback, the bottle of medicine was gone. .

Don't think too much, it must be accepted by Yu Xingnan.